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Her Love

Author: S.N Nina Arthur
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Chapter 38

I don’t know what I will do if I see him in person, of course, I can’t do anything but I wish I did something to him. I want to hurt him but also I don’t want to. I don’t know why I feel so lost and hurt by his actions.

He’s a heartless monster, I knew this from the first day I was there, I was stupid to even fall for him and let him have his way with me. I was so stupid. I hate myself for even thinking about him. I don’t know, what to do.

I got up from the bed and strolled towards my bag. I opened the zipper and searched for the photo which I had been saving for years. It was the only I have and had to keep it safe.

“Greyson,” I muttered while tears began rolling in my eye,

I touched his face and tears began streaming down my eyes, I couldn’t stop them.

“I miss you, Grey,” I sobbed looking at his picture, “I just… I just can’t,”

Greyson Williams was my best friend; I love him so much. He was the only person who never judged me and compared me with my sister at that tim
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