Blaze's initial remarks after bringing Snow into his room have been, "What exactly in the hell was that? Who the hell does he think he is, and why the fucking hell are you kissing him?! And are you even real to stop me from killing that asshole?!"
Blaze's impulses have become unrestrained after everything that he has witnessed. He doesn't fully understand what was happening, but all he knew was that he was losing his damn control and his mind because someone was taking ownership of what was supposed to be his.
And he hates feeling this way. He hates the fact that his heart is aching like this. The primary explanation for why he never wanted to fall in love in the first place was basically because of this. Love is an intricate emotion that merely causes upheaval and confusion.
He was better before because he never in
And just like that, Snow was gone. Without saying anything further to him or any other explanations regarding her actions, she left him again. He did not want her to go, but he was powerless to do anything to stop her. He saw how determined Snow is in leaving, and because he eventually allowed her to go, especially to be with her original mate, Blaze despises himself even more.But can he really do something about that? He hates the fact that he doesn't know as much as he needs to about this fucking pack that she keeps on mentioning. He is even more agitated that even though he is a wolf, his level of understanding about what he truly is doesn't even come close for him to genuinely understand his kind."Fuck it!" he grumbled viciously. ""he left me to be with him, and I just let them. This is bullshit! What a total moron am I!"
Eris was stopped in her tracks by a piercing shriek that resonated throughout the forest. "Did you hear that?" She called it into question, "What the hell was that?" I answered back, "I did hear that, but how was I supposed to figure out what was all that? We are both on the same track here if you are simply forgetting." She tilted her head upwards and began to scan the surroundings with her nose. Sniffing the air to see what she might get. The shifts in Eris' stance end up giving me the distinct feeling that something may not be right right away. We both said, simultaneously, "Rogues are approaching the border." I questioned her back, gearing myself for a probable fight to break out, "Are you up to find out what it was? Can we handle this alone or do we need to seek out some assistance?" "We can handle this, honey." As soon as she said that, Eris began sprinting quickly into the forest in the area of the outland boundaries, leaving me with hardly any time to consider just
Ryder walked straight up to me in the middle of the field and started asking, "So where were you last night again, Snow?" Being this curious at this hour was unprecedented for him. I knew he wouldn't just let me off the hook easily. I decided to start my warm-up stretches and decided to ask him back, rather than answer him, "Isn't it a great day to start the workout rather than just me answering your question? I kept telling you that I was merely out there at the backyard gates, trying to enjoy the chilly air, preparing myself for the full moon. You know how excited I am to meet my mate?" He began his own series of stretches and then said, "I won't easily be misled, Snow. I know you so well. We looked all around for you, but we couldn't find you anywhere near the back gates." "You were just not diligent enough in your search for me, but I was there." "You were definitely not. Soon you'll tell me the truth." "Want to spar?" I said snarkily as I gestured to the empty space. "If you
While we were out for a stroll, Eris tried to reassure me, saying, "Snow, it's alright. They'll come around. I just truly believe that everything will work out for the both of us. We just have to continue to hang on to that hope that our mate will find us tonight." How can I be hopeful when there has been no sign of my mate up to this point, despite the fact that tonight is the full moon, and other than the fact that my engagement will be announced within the next hour? If Eris and I don't get to meet our mate before the announcement, then I am sure that we won't be able to meet him anymore. And I am now beginning to lose all optimism that I will still be able to have a chance to meet him before the news of my marriage to whomever is revealed. How screwed up is my life really? Just about everything for me appears to be going south. Phoenix, who Eris strongly believed to be our mate, is trying to make it look even more emotionally detached from me, despite the fact that Maddie has s
I could hear the voices around me as I gained consciousness. They are actually muffled noises that I can't even comprehend. I am still forcing myself to stay awake after passing out not too long ago. I can't even open my eyes to see the people around me. But still, I am extremely grateful that I did pass out earlier, causing the rogues to actually leave me. I can no longer bear the pain earlier, and I really thought that I had died from the attack. Or am I already dead at this point? Am I just hallucinating that I am still alive? I tried to move my hands, but I am not finding the strength to do so. I can’t even move no matter how hard I try. And despite my best efforts, it appears that my mind can no longer control my body. Then someone around me started to ask, "What ended up happening to her? Is she still alive and breathing?" He asked, and this time I was able to understand the words he said. But it's really extremely difficult for me to open my eyes and look at the person who
"Argh! My head fucking hurts so much." Regardless of the fact that I am still drowsy and hazy, I made a conscious effort to open my eyes and scan my surroundings. I have not really kept track of how long I was unconscious and out of my wits, but the last thing that I can remember is hearing voices around me arguing whether to help me or not. As I scan the place that I am in, I realize I am inside what seems to be a bedroom. And as such, I am assuming that the guys who were arguing about me had been successful in helping me get out of the woods and keeping me alive. There are a lot of things I need to take into account right now, aside from the fact knowing the reason that I am still breathing. And the most important of all of those is that I have to make absolutely sure that my wolf is okay. "Eris, are you perfectly alright in there? I haven't heard from you in days, and I am worried as hell." The fear in me is enormous, as I can't afford to let anything happen to her. Aside from t
Eris's questions echoed in my mind, trying to stop me in my stride as I was working on a plan. "What exactly is it that you have been doing again, Snow? Do you really think that this is the right thing to do? Stop this stupidity before we end up in serious danger again because of your obstinacy and your failed plans." I chose to respond, pretending to be innocent about what I was actually intending to do. "What is all the fuss about, Eris? What are you accusing me of doing again? I am just trying to restore myself here. I managed to gain some of my strength back, and it is enough for me to further heal myself. What do you think I am doing for you to say such a thing to me?" She sneered at me again, clearly showing her dissatisfaction and annoyance at me, saying, "We both know that that is not precisely what you intend to try to do and achieve. Are you trying
I quickly and quietly get out of bed and prepare to take action as soon as the woman who came to check on me leaves, exactly as I had planned for this to happen tonight. We can't afford to waste any more time right now. Before the men came back to question me further, Eris and I needed to leave without a doubt. Eris, of course, has never been the life of my party who could easily accept things as I say them. She had always been my greatest opponent at whatever I wanted to do, which is ironic considering that, as my wolf, she should stand by my beliefs as well. After our earlier conversation, she had already made multiple attempts to dissuade me, including more than once trying to warn me that what I was doing was a recipe for disaster. However, I have stopped paying attention to her resistance at this juncture. She is completely helpless and powerless to go against my will because I have already made the decision, and it is evident that I am aware of all the consequences that come w