“Order up!” the chef calls out and I instinctively glance around the dining room to see who’s going to answer the call of duty.
My bartender is engrossed in sports on the big screen that’s mounted in his corner of the restaurant.
Server #1 is batting her eyelash extensions at a local sailor/fisherman, who I know owns nothing grander than a dingy dinghy with the equivalent of a play-toy motor attached.
Server #2 is filing her nails and snapping her gum.
Server #3 has just plopped into a rickety seat at the table where his only customer is hunkered down for the rest of the summer, it seems, and joins him in a hand of five-card draw. For money.
I do a double take on that one. Seriously, the guy’s barely made ten dollars in tips today, and he’s going to play poker?
I shake my head. Maybe that’s how he pays his rent.
I’m clearly the only one interested in the food delivery, so I make a beeline for the window to grab the hot pastrami on rye with French fries, along with the ticket—so I can at least discern who the hell ordered this.
Not that there are a lot of options from which to choose.
Poker guy, dinghy owner, woman nursing a glass of chardonnay at the bar, or…
Oh, wait. There’s a gentleman out on the deck.
Our very sunny, balmy-weathered, water-view deck.
It’s the perfect day for enjoying this particular space. Regardless, I frown as I step outside.
He’s nicely dressed. In a suit and tie. All buttoned up in the warm temps.
My spirits take a dive south.
He has to be an investor. A buyer. A mogul. Without doubt, a mover and a shaker.
I’d love to believe he’s a yacht owner from the club adjacent to this restaurant, but they typically don’t wander this way. Not when the prestigious and highly exclusive Crescent Cove Yacht Club is renowned for its triple-starred formal restaurant and internationally acclaimed outdoor cantina with a stunning courtyard bar.
Needless to say, our clientele at the Crescent Cove Crab Shack (I cringe too at that mouthful) is primarily the locals. The non-yacht-owning, non-suit-wearing locals.
Despite the severe lack of sophistication, décor, and stellar menu selections here (crab is, ironically, woefully limited, due to the fact that our chef hails from Jersey—inland, not coastal—and seafood is not his jam, go figure), I happen to be head-over-heels in love with this restaurant.
And here’s why…
As I cross the vast and sadly underused deck, the most amazing ocean vistas fill my line of vision. A narrow, curving, pristine sandy beach dotted with large, smooth rocks gives way to vibrant green water that transitions into brilliant, sparkling turquoise. The sea sprawls as far as the eye can see, with a majestic mountain range set off to the right, in the far distance.
Every time I pass the threshold of the dining room to this porch, I lose my breath.
I love this precious spot.
I also love the scent of brine and the zesty aroma wafting from the cantina a mere hundred yards away and the feel of the sun on my skin and—
Focus, Bailey.
Right.
Admittedly, I get wholly caught up in the spectacular scenery, having been born and raised in a dark and dirty tin-can of an apartment in San Francisco’s absolute worst district, where the fragrance du jour was urine on the street corner and addicts’ vomit when they missed the public trash bins.
I deeply inhale the fresh air to clear away the stench of that memory and take the sandwich to the potential investor. He has one eye on a prominent financial journal and one eye on his email as he’s scrolling through messages on his phone with his thumb.
He doesn’t bother to glance up—not sparing me a moment’s look.
I’m not surprised.
This is a nondescript establishment that should be so much more fabulous, given its locale. In fact, it’s actually sort of disappointing—disheartening, even—that this place is basically dry rot surrounded by gleaming brilliance.
The very reason I want to buy it.
My guess is, though, pastrami guy is going to lock it down before I can even come up with a third of the down payment.
The restaurant isn’t even on the market yet, but word travels fast when the owner is broke AF and putting out feelers.
And I’m only a year out of a Restaurant and Hospitality Management program from a small college I owe money to—a lot of money.
That wasn’t supposed to be the case.
I had tuition for an illustrious college. I had my entire four-year, on-campus strategy mapped out and was mentally debating whether I’d work at the Ritz-Carlton or the Four Seasons as my professional debut.
Then reality slapped me in the face. Hard.
My parents divorced when I was sixteen. My mother re-married, quite richly, and claimed to have set up a college fund for me. But a year later, she ditched that guy too. Snagged half of what he was worth and rode off into the sunset, taking my college fund with her.
Meanwhile, my father lost his job—and his battle with cancer. The bills piled up. I’m still paying them.
I applied for student loans as my mother vacay’d in the Maldives. For six months. Then apparently bought herself a pretty little flat in Paris. She sends me postcards from time to time. Isn’t that nice of her?
Okay. Painful moment over.
I approach potential-investor guy, flash him a bright smile, and congenially say, “I hope you enjoy the sandwich. Our meats are cut with just the right thickness. If you need more condiments or fries, we’re happy to accommodate. We’re known for our lunch deals.”
That’s really the best I can muster by way of a selling point. Though, good Lord! This place has so much more to offer—if only the correct person were making the executive decisions!
Which very likely will never be me.
He finally glimpses my way. “You must be the manager.”
“Bailey Storm,” I tell him. “Pleasure to meet you.”
“Curt Donaldson. And the pleasure’s all mine. I’ve heard you’re uber-efficient. Very attentive. Your online reviews precede you, Ms. Storm. Unfortunately, your personalized service seems to be the main attraction. Not so much the menu.”
“It does lack ingenuity,” I confess. “Though that’s really out of my hands.”
He nods. And says the words I so dread hearing. “I’m considering buying the restaurant. Do you plan to stay on under new ownership?”
I want to scream.
I don’t, of course. For one, I’m not the overly dramatic type. And two, I need this job.
“I signed a one-year lease for a cottage that I’m barely three months into,” I inform him. “So, yes. I’m locked in.”
“Hmm. Well. I’m mostly interested in the tax write-off…”
He rambles on.
I hear nothing else.
He’s not interested in investing money in this place, shaping it up, and turning it around. All this transaction will result in is…
Same shit, different owner.
I duly smile again and then find a break in his diatribe that allows me to slip away, under the guise of needing to check on my staff.
The afternoon wears on and I am damn certain life as I know it will be a perpetual and agonizing Groundhog Day reenactment henceforth.
And then…
Oh, then.
As night falls and the lights dim in the dining room, a very tall, very dark, and very mysterious man enters.
He comes with his own security detail, which intrigues me. They fan out. I’d claim they’re discreet, except…well. Once more, there’s only a handful of people in the restaurant, so the entourage is anything but inconspicuous.
I grab a few menus and take the steps up to the foyer.
But the closer I get the less air there seems to be in my lungs.
The closer I get the more lightheaded I become.
Heat flashes through me.
My nerve endings ignite.
My skin tingles.
And something very pleasant and yet wickedly uncomfortable sparks between my legs.
For the first time in I don’t know how long, the last thing on my mind are student loans, a down payment for this restaurant, and the fact that my future is, literally, bleak and hanging in the balance.
For the first time in I don’t know how long, all I can think of is…
Sex.
Really hot, really dirty sex.
With this man.
My knees are oddly weak. Not a common occurrence. In fact, I can’t recall when they’ve ever nearly knocked together like this. But the tremor that suddenly moves through me almost has them buckling.
I handoff the menus to Server #2, who technically goes by Tanya. “Why don’t you seat our new guest?” I suggest, in the breathiest tone imaginable.
She would have shot me a curious, and perhaps incredulous, look at my immediately wilting appearance and sultry Marilyn Monroe voice, but she’s too busy using the menus to fan herself as she gazes at the dark-haired man filling our small entryway, taking up way more space than is fathomable with his impossibly broad shoulders and commanding presence.
He’s riveting. Amazingly so.
He’s built like a Roman warrior, with muscles his fancy black suit can neither minimize nor fully hide. His hard pectoral ledge presses to the front of his crisp, white dress shirt and I’m instantly obsessed with the notion of yanking his tie loose and ripping his shirt open—just to get the visual of his chest. Well… And to touch it. To splay my palms over all his tanned and toned skin. My fingers dipping lower to trace the rigid grooves of his abs.
A lump of desire swells in my throat and I absently reach a hand toward Tanya and grasp her upper arm to steady myself. While I momentarily fantasize about bulging biceps flexing, simply for the sake of showing off.
His greyish-green eyes are mesmerizing against his chiseled-to-perfection face, and they beautifully complement his midnight hair.
My blood turns molten and now… I truly can’t breathe.
Tanya’s rooted where she stands as well. Thus, it’s Jared, our only male server, who swoops in to snatch the menus from Tanya and take the few last steps up to the foyer to welcome in Tall, Dark, and Devilish, directing him to the table of his choice.
Both mine and Tanya’s gaze follow them—along with the entourage—out to the deck.
Then I sort of slump against her and mutter, “Good Lord.”
“Understatement of the year, Bailey.” She’s similarly entranced.
But I’m the first to snap out of the lust-induced fog.
“Get a grip,” I say—to both of us.
I shake my head, in hopes of clearing it, and go back to my business.
Which is…
What, exactly?
I’ve completely forgotten what I was doing a mere minute before.
My mind is blank for several suspended seconds. Then my gaze flashes toward the double doors leading to the deck. I think of Curt Donaldson from earlier in the day. And assume this new “suit,” who’s way out of his element in our shabby shack, might be another potential bargain hunter.
But, nooo… That doesn’t sit right with me. This place would never entice a man like him. The more probable scenario is that he’s just sailed into the harbor in his megayacht, didn’t have a reservation at the exclusive club in the marina, and wandered our way, requiring enough space for him and his party to spread out. Because that’s precisely what they do out back, finding key points at the four corners, with Dark and Devilish centered in the middle, at the railing.
If he’s hoping to find a diamond in the rough to makeover, he’s in luck here. If he’s merely interested in a tasty seafood tower—he’s going to be sorely disappointed.
Try as I might, I can’t get our chef to embrace the beauty of crustaceans. Rather, everything that comes out of our kitchen smells greasy, or is accompanied by a mound of pasta piled next to it on the plate, topped with mass-produced marinara and grated parm from a plastic container. If the suit wants lobster and filet mignon, he’s come to the wrong joint.
Right along those lines, Jared returns, gives a low whistle, and tells me, “He wants champagne.”
Tanya snorts. “As if!”
Champagne at the Crescent Cove Crab Shack? Unheard of.
My stomach wrenches and I’m not sure why. Yet it all but guts me to so severely let this man down. And I haven’t even met him!
Oh, fucking fuck! What on earth is happening to me?
This is precisely the place that should have lobster and champagne on the menu!The marina is packed with multimillion-dollar, private vessels and we should be in competition with the yacht club, catering to the culinary whims of every Richie Rich!Instead, we’re festering at the end of the dock, squandering our coveted views and prime real estate.I grind over this predicament for all of two seconds. My first response is to send Tanya to the yacht club’s cantina for a bottle of champagne. But I’m not sure we even have enough cash in the drawer to cover the expense.I crank on this some more. And then… Suddenly, I remember we do have a bottle of bubbly onsite.I’d bought it for an employee, end-of-summer beach bash, back when I’d been relatively new here and had still optimistically held the misguided notion that the owner was going to wake up one day and realize what a true treasure trove this restaurant could be. Once was, even.Oh, those had been bright-eyed, bushy-tailed days. Esp
I am sufficiently mind blown. And yet…“How so?” I find myself asking, riveted once again. Intrigued. Swept away.“There’s something I want,” Nick Angelini tells me, intriguing me further. “Something I’ve wanted for some time that I can’t quite wrap my hands around. No matter what angle I take, as soon as I’m close to securing this one thing that eludes me, it slips through my fingers. So I need a different course of action, a different approach. This is it.”I stare a bit harder at him. “You’ve lost me. What is it that you want, Mr. Angelini?”More accurately, what could this man possibly desire that he can’t simply procure for himself?Surely, he has the means for even his wildest ventures.“It’s Nick, remember?” he murmurs, his grey-green irises shimmering in the golden light. Seducing me even more.“Sure. Nick.”I like his name on my tongue.I especially like how he gazes so intently, so heatedly at me.I’m about to press him more deeply as to what it is that he’s in search of.Bu
Trying to concentrate on work for the rest of my shift is next to impossible.For once in my career at the woefully named Crescent Cove Crab Shack, I’m grateful for the lack of activity.However, despite not having a huge amount of work to do, my brain is whirling at lightning speed over all the things I’ve been dying to change about this place—and the fact that I could, potentially, make those changes.If I make one very significant change in my life.For nine whole months.It seems like a really long time. A small eternity.And there are plenty of sacrifices I’ll have to make.No more Sunday brunch mimosas at the dive around the corner from my bungalow or end-of-the-evening Sangiovese. No more margaritas with my Tuesday tacos.No more…Hmm.I falter here, my mind suddenly coming to a standstill.Okay, admittedly, I wouldn’t be sacrificing much more than my favorite alcoholic beverages if I were suddenly “with child.”It’s not like I have a physically demanding job at present. The go
Somehow, my feet carry me to him. Thank God something’s functioning properly. For sure, my brain isn’t. Nor is my heart. Not even my pulse. The beats are erratic and thunderous. Everything seems to be a jumbled mess within me.My entire existence has become surreal.I’m in this gorgeous house with this gorgeous view and this way-beyond gorgeous man and I’m doing everything in my power not to smile like a complete, utterly giddy schoolgirl. I’m also trying to breathe normally, but that’s proving impossible.He grabs a spoon from a drawer for me to sample the bisque as he tells me, “In addition to the soup, we’re having Blue Point oysters, soft shell crab, white fish carpaccio, lobster tails, and stuffed filet mignon, Oscar style.”I stare at him, astonished. I still can’t find my voice. And my heart is doing this odd fluttering thing now. My stomach is also getting in on the action.Eventually, I manage to say, “That’s the six-course tasting menu I proposed to Cristoff when he intervie
“Holy. Shit.”Those are the first words that tumble from Nick’s parted lips as I enter the spacious great room/kitchen and he apparently gets a whiff of my expensive fragrance and shoots another glance over one of his broad shoulders.And takes me in from head to toe. Then back up.Slowly.Sexy-slow.Turn-my-blood molten, slow.“Hi,” I say, breathlessly. And give a little wave of my fingers. Attempting to appear nonchalant.Though every single nerve ending has just ignited as his jaw drops at the sight of me.Yes. Okay. I’ve definitely rocked him. I can’t help but flirt a little. “Still me. The girl you sent off to change her clothes.”“I just thought… You might want to… You know… See the collection.” His eyes are huge. He swallows down what I can only guess to be a lump of lust. I mean, his gaze is blazing and now he’s turning toward me, fully facing me, and I can see in his expression one plainly earnest sentiment: To hell with the soup. Let it burn.I smile. Probably quite brillia
Nick is staring at me in such a way that I’m convinced he can see straight into my soul.It remains a deep, penetrating gaze that makes it difficult for me to breathe, because it’s so captivating. He is incredibly, hypnotically intense. A mesmeric force.And I’m…Drowning.In his glimmering grey-green eyes. In the heat and the power that radiates from him. In the scent of him that constantly holds me hostage every time he’s close enough for me to inhale the dark, masculine fragrance.My stomach knots with concern over what the hell I’m getting myself into—and I’m not just thinking of the “baby deal.” I’m thinking of the entanglement with this man that isn’t supposed to happen, but it is happening.I consider the movie reference again, and how confident Richard Gere’s character was that he could stay emotionally, romantically detached for the week he spent with his “hired help.”I have no clue how Nick Angelini feels about this, but I suspect he’s supremely confident, as well.I also b
“Is it just me, or did you feel that kiss all the way to your toes?”Okay, that’s probably an amateur thing to spew to this man. I can’t, for the life of me, imagine or believe he’s as rocked as I am. This amazingly worldly and highly sophisticated royal isn’t going to be knocked out of the ballpark by my not-so-skilled kiss. He was the one to command it, after all. I was basically just along for the exhilarating ride.Yet...He grins.His arm is still twined at my waist and his other hand is in my hair as his head remains lowered to mine, his warm breath caressing my cheek.“I think we can consider this a fringe benefit to our deal,” he murmurs.It’s a valid point. Also a scary one. I’m supposed to be detached. That, however, is not happening. Because my entire body is responding to him. My skin tingles and my insides blaze. There are ripples along my legs. I can’t catch my breath.I’ve reacted this vehemently to him with just a kiss. What the hell is going to occur when he’s naked?
Concierge healthcare, it turns out, is pretty epic.The limo picks me up after Nick has returned to Europe. It delivers me to the estate. I am then whisked away via a fancy and amped-up golf cart that takes me to the guesthouse. Didn’t know there was one, but surprise! It is as elegantly appointed as the main house and boasts three bedrooms. Nowhere near the size of the home I will occupy if all goes well with the tests, but still impressive.One bedroom is designated as my “personal comfort” room. Aka for us common folk, an examination room.It’s filled with high-tech equipment and an official exam bed that is completely tricked out. The bells and whistles are astonishing. And I have a dedicated attending OB/GYN, Dr. Shaw. She’s quite lovely and has a PA named Lavinia. They’re gracious and wholly apologetic about the invasiveness of the procedures I’m about to undergo. Even going so far as to tell me that they’ll be draining a lot of blood, but “please don’t be alarmed.”I suffer thr
~ NICK ~How could I not request this?Other than… Well… There are the standard obstacles, of course.She’s entangled in a “should I stay, or should I go?” tug of war that involves me, a child, and a restaurant—a dream she’s had forever. One that’s significant and fulfilling, given she’s achieved it primarily on her own. What help I’ve provided is financial. She’s the true victor in this vein, with her vision, ingenuity, and initiative. With her hard work.Thus, I understand I’ve just tossed her into a new mix of uncertainty. We haven’t resolved our current situation and now I’ve gone and complicated matters to the degree that her jaw slacks, she gazes at me with wide eyes, and she’s at a complete loss for words.That’s advantageous for me, so that I can explain, “I didn’t plan that, Bailey. Not necessarily. Though… It’s been on my mind. For some time. A long time, truthfully. Even before you came here.”She blinks. I’m guessing that’s to let me know she’s heard me. She just can’t res
~ BAILEY ~Of course, I’m blown away. How can I not be?Sure, I’ve been made fully aware, at every turn, this is to be a formal event, and so I did have it in my head that no expense would be spared. However, that’s actually a vague phrase. While it’s true I can come up with some impressive dining and décor scenarios, and even went a little over-the-top with Bailey’s Clambake, I have not been sufficiently exposed to the word “excessive” in such a concentrated manner.Granted, the palace fits the term. Certainly. Though, it’s incredibly vast and spread out and not something that you take in all at once. Like, seriously, I can only process its grandeur in bits and bites.This gala, however, is in my face.There are chandeliers so beautiful, I want to weep. The one in the center of the room, hanging in the domed ceiling, is so huge, so stunning, I just can’t even… Fathom it.Coming from the gilt edges, which I have no doubt are twenty-four-karat gold (as is every fixture, I’m sure), are
~ BAILEY ~We’re trapped in some bizarre time warp where our eyes are locked and there’s an electrical current arcing between us and every second that slips by is laced with anticipation.It’s Grayson who finally breaks the ice, discreetly clearing his throat. And quietly announcing, “The limo is ready.”“Thank you, Grayson.” Nick manages to speak.He raises a hand again and his thumb skims over his bottom lip.I resist the urge to bite mine, his absent gesture being so subtly sensual. Yet I remind myself not to ruin my lipstick.He takes a couple of wide strides toward me and my breath catches. He hears it. Sees it. And there’s a spark in his grey-green irises because of it.“You picked the most striking dress of all,” he tells me.Miraculously, I’m able to reply. Albeit breathily. Like, full-on Marilyn Monroe. “It’d probably look a lot better if I wasn’t pregnant.” Not that I regret being pregnant. That’s a total no-brainer.He comprehends my unspoken sentiment and gives another sha
~ BAILEY ~I’m trying to breathe, but the gown I’m being fitted for doesn’t allow much opportunity for that. Time is of the essence today and I feel as though my entire existence is moving at the speed of light. Claire has taken over my schedule and there’s barely time to pee. Though, you know… I’m pregnant, so I must insist she build in potty breaks to avoid any sort of accident.And I won’t let her nix my daily reading with Antonio from my calendar. Unfortunately, it will be later in the morning and that will provide ample time, I’m sure, for word to reach him that I’m attending a gala with His Highness.Oh, that phrase completely curls my toes, when I actually know better—I shouldn’t let it curl my toes. Or send a rush of exhilaration through my veins. For the hour that I’ve been standing on a platform surrounded by full-length mirrors while two women work simultaneously to nip and tuck, and another one continually holds up shoes for inspection and then puts them against the dress
~ BAILEY ~Nick snickers at me.I tell him, “Don’t you dare try to separate me from lobster mac and cheese.”He carefully unravels us. Grayson assists me into the chair he’s once again pulled out.I accept the napkin. Even bounce excitedly in my seat, which pleases both men. They’re clearly convinced I’m cured of the seafood curse, whether it was a psychological manifestation, or that the peanut genuinely isn’t into fish.But the truth is, her mom can’t go long without her fix. So.To tide me over, there is a prime cut of beef with an aromatic Hollandaise sauce I’m certain Grayson would have added crab legs to if I’d previously expressed my interest in dipping my toes into the water, as it were, this evening. Or he’d have gone straight for Oscar-style.No matter. I’m instantly famished and reach for the steak knife and a fork, completely bypassing the salad he’s also delivered.Normally, he does the customary presentation of individual courses, but given the hour and how Nick and I de
~ BAILEY ~I might be building the perfect bridge.Well, maybe not totally perfect. But darn close to it.An hour of reading to Antonio leads to a half-hour of him sharing a quaint story from his childhood. One that does not involve magnificent horses and banners flying, or silver platters piled high with glorious desserts, or anything else expensive and exquisite that screams privilege. It’s simply a remembrance from when he was a small child and had wandered off in the forest during a group hunting expedition. He was alone and had panicked that he might not be able to find his way back. But he learned a handy trick. Look to the sky.The sun at noon offers a southern alignment. Since it rises in the east and sets in the west, Antonio was able to gauge an appropriate direction by the movement and shadows. He navigated toward the hunting encampment by the western lakeshore. His father had not yet sent out a search team for him. He’d allowed Antonio the opportunity to get his bearings a
~ BAILEY ~“His baby mama?” I inquire, my brow raised.Her eyes pop again. “Absolutely not what I was going to call you! No one’s used that term. You’re his special guest. Though…” She turns more conspiratorial now. Even glances about to see if anyone’s within earshot. Satisfied no one will overhear us, she says, “Between you, me, and the lamppost—”“You know that phrase?” I’m surprised, truthfully. Despite her being quite capable of keeping up in our conversations without hitting language barriers too often.She squares her shoulders this time and tells me, “I’m well-versed in colloquialisms favored in numerous countries. However, I’m mostly fascinated with American adages. You have a very rich and diverse culture. I’m particularly intrigued with your musical stylings—such as hip-hop.”“You listen to hip-hop?”“Oh, yes! I have an extensive playlist. Anyway, I see why His Highness takes a great interest in your country.”A golden nugget is embedded in there, somewhere. I sense it. I j
~ BAILEY ~Of all the lovers for me to take, I had to choose the one with the sort of skill set that left me wondering how on earth I’d ever catch my breath.Nick finesses us into a comfy position where I’m on my back, propped against the pillows. As usual, he has a forearm braced against the mound to hold himself slightly off me, to keep from crushing me.Also as usual… I want him to crush me. I want him plastered to me.But I get that he considers I’m in a “delicate condition.”That’s very sweet.He’s still inside me.That’s very hot.I can feel him pulsating and pushing deep.I know he lost it, right along with me. But he’s still burning, and the truth is… So am I.My pulse races. My heartbeats skip, wildly.I love that he does this to me.Every single time.It’s just a little embarrassing that I’m utterly boneless.My insides are sizzling, yet I feel fabulously limp and serene.In fact, it takes some effort to lift my arm so that I can sweep a lock of hair from Nick’s forehead. I
~ BAILEY ~Regardless of that word only rambling through my head, not falling from my lips, it chokes me up.I press a hand to my quivering mouth as tears crest and tumble.This is not the sort of room I had to put thought into before I came here.Nick hadn’t even been aware I was on my way for a visit—or that I ever would be. And yet… He’s already tackled this huge undertaking. Amazingly so.Emotion skitters through me, causing my still-scarce breaths to skip, like stones over placid water. There is a definite ripple effect.I hear Nick behind me, propping himself against the doorframe. Not fully entering and not crowding me.As if that could really happen. This space is vast, though truly, so inviting. So lovely. A creamy, fluffy wonderland.I could spend hours upon hours upon hours in here…Not exactly the most sensible thought to have, right?However, it’s an inescapable one. So there it is.Nick is the first to speak. Quietly, unobtrusively. “Will she like it?”I cry a little, wi