Trying to concentrate on work for the rest of my shift is next to impossible.
For once in my career at the woefully named Crescent Cove Crab Shack, I’m grateful for the lack of activity.
However, despite not having a huge amount of work to do, my brain is whirling at lightning speed over all the things I’ve been dying to change about this place—and the fact that I could, potentially, make those changes.
If I make one very significant change in my life.
For nine whole months.
It seems like a really long time. A small eternity.
And there are plenty of sacrifices I’ll have to make.
No more Sunday brunch mimosas at the dive around the corner from my bungalow or end-of-the-evening Sangiovese. No more margaritas with my Tuesday tacos.
No more…
Hmm.
I falter here, my mind suddenly coming to a standstill.
Okay, admittedly, I wouldn’t be sacrificing much more than my favorite alcoholic beverages if I were suddenly “with child.”
It’s not like I have a physically demanding job at present. The goal is to modify that with a remodel and more customers, but currently… I work at a very moderate pace. Which is slowly killing me—and, in fact, having me on the cusp of jamming a fork through my own temple.
Also, it’s not as though I have a boyfriend, or even a prospective one. I’m here six days a week.
Missing out on dates and sex during a pregnancy is not a hardship I can claim. I don’t date. I don’t have sex.
Now I’m monstrously depressed.
As in… The best thing I have going for me is the possibility of being a safe deposit box for some stranger’s sperm and then handing over the goods when he comes to collect.
Good Lord.
I’ve seriously got to get a life.
And that’s what brings me around to fantasizing about all the things I could do to resurrect this place.
I’ve seen pictures from years past, and it was once a swinging hotspot with parties on the deck and beach, gals in pedal-pusher pants and guys in Cuban-collared shirts, back when it opened in the 1950s. The styles morphed into the trends du decade, but the clambake, surf’s up, dancing to the house band atmosphere didn’t wane.
Then the fancy, upscale yacht club got built and, with it… An all-new, gleaming, multi-armed redwood pier sprang up and bam! When the decadent ‘80s rolled in, the fun and funky Crab Shack that Elvis, himself, had once twisted at began to fade into near-nonexistence, because it couldn’t compete. And no owner in its long-suffering history had felt compelled to alter its fate.
However… This girl could.
But the restaurant isn’t the only thing I’m fantasizing about as I go through closing tasks and reconcile tickets, cash, and credit card receipts.
I’m having a hell of a time blocking out thoughts of Nick Angelini. Scandalous thoughts of Nick Angelini, to be exact.
It’s not only his shimmering irises, his sculpted face and his sexy smile that has me obsessed. No… It’s also all those rock-hard muscles that even an expensive, tailored designer suit can’t conceal.
He’s a powerhouse of a man, in more ways than one.
Not just because he’s royalty and apparently rich as sin—yes, all my due diligence during my break revealed precisely what I’d suspected. Unless the man can control and manipulate the Internet (I mean, it can happen), he’s legit.
And that makes me kind of screwed because now… I can’t dismiss his proposal.
I also can’t do anything more than grind over it, given that I’m still unaware of his conditions.
So, thank God, my evening here finally comes to a close.
A man looking like a chauffeur for the Rockefellers appears in the foyer. Along with two bodyguards.
My guess is the latter aren’t here for the driver’s protection but, rather, for the potential “safe deposit box.”
I greet them with my purse in hand. All I need to do is set the alarm and lock the door behind me.
Then we can see what’s what.
Except, I find myself vainly asking the chauffeur, “Would it be all right if we stopped at my house so I can change my clothes?”
Given I have no life other than work, I arrive in my uniform, and I leave in my uniform.
He politely—though apologetically—informs me, “Mr. Angelini asked that I bring you directly to him.”
Asked.
Not instructed or demanded or even requested.
Asked.
So civilized. Respectful.
I’m liking Nick more and more.
And, yes, I know that’s wrong on so many levels.
But I can’t help it.
The driver, who has—incidentally—introduced himself as Matthew, further tells me, “Mr. Angelini is looking forward to seeing you, Miss Storm.”
Regardless of Matthew’s congeniality, he’s quite formal. I’m not surprised, provided his normal clientele is likely multimillion-dollar yacht owners, elite residents, and affluent vacationers.
I have no choice but to follow the plan as prescribed.
I secure the entrance and Matthew leads me to a sleek, shiny silver Jaguar limo, glistening in the moonlight. He opens the door and I climb in.
Bodyguard #1 from previously in the evening leans in and asks me, “Are you all right with me riding in the back with you, Miss Storm? It’s protocol; however, Mr. Angelini does not want you to be uncomfortable.”
“I’ll allow for the protocol,” I tell him, appreciative that he at least asked. While suspecting, he was climbing in here with me no matter what my answer was.
Protocol was protocol, after all.
This did throw an interesting curveball my way.
Could carrying a royal heir be dangerous to my health in ways I’d not yet considered?
I should deliberate over this for at least, oh, I don’t know… A minute? Possibly two?
I don’t.
I am, instead, whipping out the small cosmetics compact from my purse and touching up my makeup and lip gloss, then running my fingers through my beachy blonde curls I’ve released from the ponytail, fluffing them, all in an effort to hopefully look somewhat presentable.
I don’t want to know if my hair or my skin smells like pastrami, but then again… I do.
I frown.
I don’t have any sort of travel perfume tucked away to spritz and I can’t exactly ask Bodyguard #1 if he detects today’s lunch special on me.
Well, I suppose I could, given Bodyguard #2 is in the front with the driver and the privacy window is up.
But what if Nick is the type to follow-up with his employee on whatever conversation we had on our way to… Wherever the hell we’re going.
I gasp.
Then I cringe.
My brows knit together.
Oh, my God. I’ve just gotten into a vehicle not even knowing where we’re going!
What is wrong with me?
What is happening to me?
Am I so massively swept away by this Spanish/French/Swiss/Italian Prince Charming hybrid that I’m just allowing his pumpkin carriage to cart me off to the destination of his choosing?
I snap my compact closed.
Stare at Bodyguard #1.
And mentally concede…
Yes. Apparently, I fucking am.
We arrive at an estate that is surrounded by a tall, wrought-iron fence with a ginormous gate at the entrance, which is manned by an actual guard who does not bother to conceal his weapon. It’s a pistol at his hip that I can see because his suit jacket is hanging open. Though, otherwise, he’s as sharply attired as everyone else I’ve encountered from this entourage. I surmise Nick Angelini and his people could single-handedly keep Armani in business.
The well-lit driveway is a long, straight one that’s lined by palm trees and vibrant-fuchsia, neatly trimmed bougainvillea, the visual one I’d conjured frequently while growing up in a dreary inner city framed by skyscrapers. I’d dreamed of sunny, spectacular southern California days with the ocean sprawled before me.
Hence the reason I’d moved here, despite the fact I can barely afford even the modest studio I recently “upgraded” to after my first rental was condemned—at the time I was about to sign an extended lease with that particular landlord.
So this current experience I’m having is significantly more than just a “step up” for me. In my world, this temporary abode of Nick Angelini’s is a palace in its own right.
There’s even a fancy porte-cochere, featuring a sensational chandelier in the center of the ceiling, like you’d see at ritzy hotels—and the yacht club. A valet instantly appears and offers his hand, to assist me out of the vehicle. He’s wearing pewter-colored tails and I’m feeling very much like Alice on an acid trip as he politely greets me by saying, “Good evening, Miss Storm. Mr. Angelini is expecting you.”
I’d feel awkward as hell if he wasn’t. Of course, I don’t mention this. I keep my reply to a simple and congenial, “Thank you.”
He smiles graciously and I’m now sort of anticipating a glass of sparkling wine to materialize from thin air that he offers to me. Rather, he escorts me up the steps to the porch that is complemented by large, exotic-looking potted plants and double-glass doors trimmed with a deep, gleaming shade of wood.
I can already see there’s another breathtaking chandelier in the foyer, hanging over an enormous, round table with a presumably fragrant arrangement sitting in the center of it.
I’m welcomed in by the butler, in black tails.
And this man does have my bubbly.
He tells me, “I’m Grayson, Miss Storm. It’s a pleasure to meet you. Would you like champagne?”
I’m not accustomed to the formality, the pomp and circumstance. Obviously. Yet I never refuse champagne, especially when it comes in a fine, crystal-cut flute.
“That would be lovely. Thank you.” I stand a little straighter, hitch my chin, and square my shoulders.
While my attire clearly screams “commoner,” I’m doing my best not to act like Dorothy visiting the stunning Emerald City for the very first time.
Grayson collects the silver tray from one of the side tables in the huge entryway and holds it toward me so I can lift the glass.
I sip and discern a particular brand that I mention. And add, “1995?”
“’91,” he amiably corrects, humoring me. Because he’s unaware I actually do possess the knowledge and training to nail brands.
Vintages are infinitely trickier, of course. But when you minored in champagne and received an honorary degree in the classic, traditional art of manual remuage, which is a form of tending to the development and care of the champagne once it’s been bottled, you recognize the subtleties to dissect and analyze. You also learn how to riddle bottles so that as they rest in racks by the neck at a forty-five-degree angle, you know the proper timing for turning them to ensure the sediment doesn’t collect in a single spot and you expertly manage it without clouding the liquid.
Grayson directs me—by way of a grand, sweeping hand gesture—out of the foyer and up the polished-wood steps and along a wide hallway that has, on the left side, an oversized, sliding frosted door with a two-foot-long brushed nickel, vertical handle. A bathroom, I figure.
We pass a large, windowed niche on the right, with a black grand piano and elegant, though comfortable-looking seating for a small, captive audience. Across from this alcove are French patio doors that lead to a pool and spa.
We continue and I’m grateful Grayson doesn’t feel compelled to announce all of the features to me, as if I couldn’t ascertain the opulence for myself. The double doors to a formal dining room just past the pool are opened and I glance in, only to have to bite back a gasp at the vastness, the table that seats fourteen, the fireplace, and the striking silvery-lavender silk drapes and shimmery silver sheers adorning the tall windows and another set of French doors to the pool and outdoor kitchen that could be used just about any night of the year in this region.
We take three steps down and are faced with a living room that looks out on a deep deck and the ocean beyond.
My heart nearly stops.
I’ve lost complete interest in everything else in this house; the view is to die for.
I’m literally a magnet to steel, moving ahead of Grayson, skirting the long sofa with the attached chaise lounger on one side and stepping in front of the ten-plus-foot-tall doors with solid glass panes, framed by wood, but unhindered by the divided panels that French doors boast.
Though I suppose that doesn’t matter at present, because they’re the sliding pocket style that leave the space unencumbered and lets in the sound of the waves rolling onto the shore and the scent of brine wafting in on a balmy breeze, to mix with the heavenly scent of whatever it is the chef is cooking up.
Lobster, my trusty olfactory sense tells me.
The open kitchen is to my left, and I turn to find a stately island, what appears to be miles of counter space and one Nick Angelini tending to sauce and frying pans on the six-burner stove.
His back is to me and my gaze locks on his impossibly broad shoulders and all the muscles that are straining against the black material of his dress shirt.
My mouth instantly waters—and it’s not from the food.
The man is an even more spectacular vision than the ocean.
It’s truly a wonder I don’t drop my glass.
Grayson discreetly clears his throat to alert an engrossed Nick of our presence.
He tosses a seductive glance over one shoulder and grins. “Hi, there. Come join me. Let’s make sure the lobster bisque suits your palate.”
I am rendered speechless.
The man is tempting as hell, is whipping up a sinfully delicious feast, and has a voice that is like the richest, smoothest cognac imaginable. It warms my insides and sparks a dull, greedy ache between my legs. Which tremble ever so slightly, so that I can’t do his bidding.
I’m standing in the opening to the deck, surrounded by the most perfect forms of decadence and self-indulgence.
And all I can think is…
I want this man.
Desperately.
How big of a problem does that pose?
The objective here is to potentially host his child in my womb.
Not fall in love with the man or his ocean view.
Yet… I’m already cresting the danger zone.
Somehow, my feet carry me to him. Thank God something’s functioning properly. For sure, my brain isn’t. Nor is my heart. Not even my pulse. The beats are erratic and thunderous. Everything seems to be a jumbled mess within me.My entire existence has become surreal.I’m in this gorgeous house with this gorgeous view and this way-beyond gorgeous man and I’m doing everything in my power not to smile like a complete, utterly giddy schoolgirl. I’m also trying to breathe normally, but that’s proving impossible.He grabs a spoon from a drawer for me to sample the bisque as he tells me, “In addition to the soup, we’re having Blue Point oysters, soft shell crab, white fish carpaccio, lobster tails, and stuffed filet mignon, Oscar style.”I stare at him, astonished. I still can’t find my voice. And my heart is doing this odd fluttering thing now. My stomach is also getting in on the action.Eventually, I manage to say, “That’s the six-course tasting menu I proposed to Cristoff when he intervie
“Holy. Shit.”Those are the first words that tumble from Nick’s parted lips as I enter the spacious great room/kitchen and he apparently gets a whiff of my expensive fragrance and shoots another glance over one of his broad shoulders.And takes me in from head to toe. Then back up.Slowly.Sexy-slow.Turn-my-blood molten, slow.“Hi,” I say, breathlessly. And give a little wave of my fingers. Attempting to appear nonchalant.Though every single nerve ending has just ignited as his jaw drops at the sight of me.Yes. Okay. I’ve definitely rocked him. I can’t help but flirt a little. “Still me. The girl you sent off to change her clothes.”“I just thought… You might want to… You know… See the collection.” His eyes are huge. He swallows down what I can only guess to be a lump of lust. I mean, his gaze is blazing and now he’s turning toward me, fully facing me, and I can see in his expression one plainly earnest sentiment: To hell with the soup. Let it burn.I smile. Probably quite brillia
Nick is staring at me in such a way that I’m convinced he can see straight into my soul.It remains a deep, penetrating gaze that makes it difficult for me to breathe, because it’s so captivating. He is incredibly, hypnotically intense. A mesmeric force.And I’m…Drowning.In his glimmering grey-green eyes. In the heat and the power that radiates from him. In the scent of him that constantly holds me hostage every time he’s close enough for me to inhale the dark, masculine fragrance.My stomach knots with concern over what the hell I’m getting myself into—and I’m not just thinking of the “baby deal.” I’m thinking of the entanglement with this man that isn’t supposed to happen, but it is happening.I consider the movie reference again, and how confident Richard Gere’s character was that he could stay emotionally, romantically detached for the week he spent with his “hired help.”I have no clue how Nick Angelini feels about this, but I suspect he’s supremely confident, as well.I also b
“Is it just me, or did you feel that kiss all the way to your toes?”Okay, that’s probably an amateur thing to spew to this man. I can’t, for the life of me, imagine or believe he’s as rocked as I am. This amazingly worldly and highly sophisticated royal isn’t going to be knocked out of the ballpark by my not-so-skilled kiss. He was the one to command it, after all. I was basically just along for the exhilarating ride.Yet...He grins.His arm is still twined at my waist and his other hand is in my hair as his head remains lowered to mine, his warm breath caressing my cheek.“I think we can consider this a fringe benefit to our deal,” he murmurs.It’s a valid point. Also a scary one. I’m supposed to be detached. That, however, is not happening. Because my entire body is responding to him. My skin tingles and my insides blaze. There are ripples along my legs. I can’t catch my breath.I’ve reacted this vehemently to him with just a kiss. What the hell is going to occur when he’s naked?
Concierge healthcare, it turns out, is pretty epic.The limo picks me up after Nick has returned to Europe. It delivers me to the estate. I am then whisked away via a fancy and amped-up golf cart that takes me to the guesthouse. Didn’t know there was one, but surprise! It is as elegantly appointed as the main house and boasts three bedrooms. Nowhere near the size of the home I will occupy if all goes well with the tests, but still impressive.One bedroom is designated as my “personal comfort” room. Aka for us common folk, an examination room.It’s filled with high-tech equipment and an official exam bed that is completely tricked out. The bells and whistles are astonishing. And I have a dedicated attending OB/GYN, Dr. Shaw. She’s quite lovely and has a PA named Lavinia. They’re gracious and wholly apologetic about the invasiveness of the procedures I’m about to undergo. Even going so far as to tell me that they’ll be draining a lot of blood, but “please don’t be alarmed.”I suffer thr
It’s the next morning, when I arrive at the mansion after a very leisurely breakfast and foot massage at the spa/resort that topped off all the other amazingly and near-orgasmic physical and spiritual therapies. I truly feel as though this fairy tale just might come true for me.I’m standing on the deck, staring out at the undulating waves, listening to their hypnotic crashing on the shore and the seagulls overhead. I’m deeply inhaling the brine-scented air and am completely and totally blissed out, when…One tanned forearm rests on the railing I’m leaning against. A palm flattens to the small of my back. A warm tickle of air teases the nape of my neck because my hair is pulled up.“You’re absolutely certain you want to go through with this?”Nick’s voice is low and intimate. Sending an enticing shiver along my spine and eliciting a soft gasp.My teeth sink into my bottom lip for the briefest of moments.Then I turn to him, effectively ending up in his arms.I stare into his grey-gree
“Are you teasing me, Bailey?”Nick’s low, sensual voice trickles deliciously along my spine, sending a shiver through me. His head is bent to mine and his champagne-laced breaths caress my bare skin. I mentally urge him to brush his lips down my neck, to the crook, and then along my shoulder.I don’t know why, but that suddenly seems ridiculously sexy to me. As much as getting him worked up with my mouth.He’s still in no particular hurry. I’m wearing no more than a lacy thong and rather than groping me, he seems to be savoring the sight of my beaded nipples and the way they graze the top of his rib cage with each quavering inhale and exhale as my fingers clumsily fumble with his pants.His hands remain on my hips, his fingers tangled in the strands there. Giving the illusion he’s on the verge of shredding my flimsy lingerie. But he’s demonstrating significant willpower by not doing precisely that—and intensifying the anticipation mounting between us.I am hypersensitive to everything
Nick is buried to the hilt and eliciting small cries from me as the pleasure rips through me. I’d wanted to feel him inch by inch. I’d wanted to feel all of him. And by God, I do.He pumps into me as his mouth grazes my neck, which is extended because my head is still back.His gradual pace between my legs picks up. His strokes are short and vigorous. His cockhead rubs that magical spot within me.He tenderly bites my skin. Tantalizingly soothes the sting with his tongue. Leaves feathery kisses up to my jaw and then along it. His lips whisk over mine, so faintly, so sexily.Then he plunges more aggressively into me at the same time his mouth crashes over mine and—A switch is flipped.Completely out of the blue.I fall against the bed, my hair fanning out on a pillow. He sort of falls with me, since his body is melded to mine, and he’s semi-lying on top of me. He’s also still standing at the edge of the bed. This gives him ample leverage to increase the cadence. He fucks me harder, fa
~ NICK ~How could I not request this?Other than… Well… There are the standard obstacles, of course.She’s entangled in a “should I stay, or should I go?” tug of war that involves me, a child, and a restaurant—a dream she’s had forever. One that’s significant and fulfilling, given she’s achieved it primarily on her own. What help I’ve provided is financial. She’s the true victor in this vein, with her vision, ingenuity, and initiative. With her hard work.Thus, I understand I’ve just tossed her into a new mix of uncertainty. We haven’t resolved our current situation and now I’ve gone and complicated matters to the degree that her jaw slacks, she gazes at me with wide eyes, and she’s at a complete loss for words.That’s advantageous for me, so that I can explain, “I didn’t plan that, Bailey. Not necessarily. Though… It’s been on my mind. For some time. A long time, truthfully. Even before you came here.”She blinks. I’m guessing that’s to let me know she’s heard me. She just can’t res
~ BAILEY ~Of course, I’m blown away. How can I not be?Sure, I’ve been made fully aware, at every turn, this is to be a formal event, and so I did have it in my head that no expense would be spared. However, that’s actually a vague phrase. While it’s true I can come up with some impressive dining and décor scenarios, and even went a little over-the-top with Bailey’s Clambake, I have not been sufficiently exposed to the word “excessive” in such a concentrated manner.Granted, the palace fits the term. Certainly. Though, it’s incredibly vast and spread out and not something that you take in all at once. Like, seriously, I can only process its grandeur in bits and bites.This gala, however, is in my face.There are chandeliers so beautiful, I want to weep. The one in the center of the room, hanging in the domed ceiling, is so huge, so stunning, I just can’t even… Fathom it.Coming from the gilt edges, which I have no doubt are twenty-four-karat gold (as is every fixture, I’m sure), are
~ BAILEY ~We’re trapped in some bizarre time warp where our eyes are locked and there’s an electrical current arcing between us and every second that slips by is laced with anticipation.It’s Grayson who finally breaks the ice, discreetly clearing his throat. And quietly announcing, “The limo is ready.”“Thank you, Grayson.” Nick manages to speak.He raises a hand again and his thumb skims over his bottom lip.I resist the urge to bite mine, his absent gesture being so subtly sensual. Yet I remind myself not to ruin my lipstick.He takes a couple of wide strides toward me and my breath catches. He hears it. Sees it. And there’s a spark in his grey-green irises because of it.“You picked the most striking dress of all,” he tells me.Miraculously, I’m able to reply. Albeit breathily. Like, full-on Marilyn Monroe. “It’d probably look a lot better if I wasn’t pregnant.” Not that I regret being pregnant. That’s a total no-brainer.He comprehends my unspoken sentiment and gives another sha
~ BAILEY ~I’m trying to breathe, but the gown I’m being fitted for doesn’t allow much opportunity for that. Time is of the essence today and I feel as though my entire existence is moving at the speed of light. Claire has taken over my schedule and there’s barely time to pee. Though, you know… I’m pregnant, so I must insist she build in potty breaks to avoid any sort of accident.And I won’t let her nix my daily reading with Antonio from my calendar. Unfortunately, it will be later in the morning and that will provide ample time, I’m sure, for word to reach him that I’m attending a gala with His Highness.Oh, that phrase completely curls my toes, when I actually know better—I shouldn’t let it curl my toes. Or send a rush of exhilaration through my veins. For the hour that I’ve been standing on a platform surrounded by full-length mirrors while two women work simultaneously to nip and tuck, and another one continually holds up shoes for inspection and then puts them against the dress
~ BAILEY ~Nick snickers at me.I tell him, “Don’t you dare try to separate me from lobster mac and cheese.”He carefully unravels us. Grayson assists me into the chair he’s once again pulled out.I accept the napkin. Even bounce excitedly in my seat, which pleases both men. They’re clearly convinced I’m cured of the seafood curse, whether it was a psychological manifestation, or that the peanut genuinely isn’t into fish.But the truth is, her mom can’t go long without her fix. So.To tide me over, there is a prime cut of beef with an aromatic Hollandaise sauce I’m certain Grayson would have added crab legs to if I’d previously expressed my interest in dipping my toes into the water, as it were, this evening. Or he’d have gone straight for Oscar-style.No matter. I’m instantly famished and reach for the steak knife and a fork, completely bypassing the salad he’s also delivered.Normally, he does the customary presentation of individual courses, but given the hour and how Nick and I de
~ BAILEY ~I might be building the perfect bridge.Well, maybe not totally perfect. But darn close to it.An hour of reading to Antonio leads to a half-hour of him sharing a quaint story from his childhood. One that does not involve magnificent horses and banners flying, or silver platters piled high with glorious desserts, or anything else expensive and exquisite that screams privilege. It’s simply a remembrance from when he was a small child and had wandered off in the forest during a group hunting expedition. He was alone and had panicked that he might not be able to find his way back. But he learned a handy trick. Look to the sky.The sun at noon offers a southern alignment. Since it rises in the east and sets in the west, Antonio was able to gauge an appropriate direction by the movement and shadows. He navigated toward the hunting encampment by the western lakeshore. His father had not yet sent out a search team for him. He’d allowed Antonio the opportunity to get his bearings a
~ BAILEY ~“His baby mama?” I inquire, my brow raised.Her eyes pop again. “Absolutely not what I was going to call you! No one’s used that term. You’re his special guest. Though…” She turns more conspiratorial now. Even glances about to see if anyone’s within earshot. Satisfied no one will overhear us, she says, “Between you, me, and the lamppost—”“You know that phrase?” I’m surprised, truthfully. Despite her being quite capable of keeping up in our conversations without hitting language barriers too often.She squares her shoulders this time and tells me, “I’m well-versed in colloquialisms favored in numerous countries. However, I’m mostly fascinated with American adages. You have a very rich and diverse culture. I’m particularly intrigued with your musical stylings—such as hip-hop.”“You listen to hip-hop?”“Oh, yes! I have an extensive playlist. Anyway, I see why His Highness takes a great interest in your country.”A golden nugget is embedded in there, somewhere. I sense it. I j
~ BAILEY ~Of all the lovers for me to take, I had to choose the one with the sort of skill set that left me wondering how on earth I’d ever catch my breath.Nick finesses us into a comfy position where I’m on my back, propped against the pillows. As usual, he has a forearm braced against the mound to hold himself slightly off me, to keep from crushing me.Also as usual… I want him to crush me. I want him plastered to me.But I get that he considers I’m in a “delicate condition.”That’s very sweet.He’s still inside me.That’s very hot.I can feel him pulsating and pushing deep.I know he lost it, right along with me. But he’s still burning, and the truth is… So am I.My pulse races. My heartbeats skip, wildly.I love that he does this to me.Every single time.It’s just a little embarrassing that I’m utterly boneless.My insides are sizzling, yet I feel fabulously limp and serene.In fact, it takes some effort to lift my arm so that I can sweep a lock of hair from Nick’s forehead. I
~ BAILEY ~Regardless of that word only rambling through my head, not falling from my lips, it chokes me up.I press a hand to my quivering mouth as tears crest and tumble.This is not the sort of room I had to put thought into before I came here.Nick hadn’t even been aware I was on my way for a visit—or that I ever would be. And yet… He’s already tackled this huge undertaking. Amazingly so.Emotion skitters through me, causing my still-scarce breaths to skip, like stones over placid water. There is a definite ripple effect.I hear Nick behind me, propping himself against the doorframe. Not fully entering and not crowding me.As if that could really happen. This space is vast, though truly, so inviting. So lovely. A creamy, fluffy wonderland.I could spend hours upon hours upon hours in here…Not exactly the most sensible thought to have, right?However, it’s an inescapable one. So there it is.Nick is the first to speak. Quietly, unobtrusively. “Will she like it?”I cry a little, wi