Kayah’s Point of View
I was a wolfless. I do admit it. A year after I turned eighteen, I didn’t shift, instead, a painful tattoo showed on my left wrist and a voice that probably belonged to my wolf. It was like a glow-in-the-dark tattoo because it was invisible during the day and glowed green at night.
Yeah, I know. Instead of a wolf, I freaking have a tattoo which I don’t even know what it means. I tried searching about the tattoo but I never found any explanation about it. And also my wolf’s voice shut her mouth about it.
Today, my tattoo was partially painful. It felt like hundreds of needles piercing my skin one by one making it irritating.
“Where’s my food, bitch?” I heard my mom’s shrieking voice echoing the whole house. Honestly, I couldn’t leave her if I wanted to but I didn’t at least not yet since I’m broke as hell. She’s my only family and it was not her fault that she became like that. Alcohol dependent. It was my father who ruined her.
“Coming Mom!” I yelled at her to hear me. I wouldn’t like her to come banging at my door. She would always catch the good of me and I ended up having a bruise or cut on my face and lips.
My breathing became shallow, and my heartbeat echoed loudly in my ears. I gulped and forced myself to stand up from the bed I was lying on. I looked at my alarm clock.
It was still four in the morning. She usually yells at me for food around eight in the morning and seeing it was too early, she probably didn’t sleep yet.
“Hurry! I’m hungry, you moron! Come down or I’ll rip that door off and pull your ass down here!” her painful shrieking voice hollered again.
I heard her footsteps coming in.
"Just go, Kaya. Mom will not like letting her wait. Go and be done with it," my wolf told me.
My wide, panic-filled eyes flit around my room around paintless walls and the small table I took home from the pack’s garbage area. Everything in my room came from the dumpster of our pack.
And when I heard a loud bang downstairs, I mustered up everything in me and stood up. I swallowed heavily and made my way out of my closet-sized room.
I closed the termite-infested wooden door behind me, not wanting to piss Mom off further. I’d pray to the goddess to help me traipse downstairs, making the least amount of sound possible. My mismatched sleeper made a loud sound when my feet hit the base of the stairs, making me cringe.
I look down to see that I've stomped on a piece of broken glass littering the floor, glass that came from mom’s liquor bottle which I bought last night.
"Make me some food, Idiot!" Mom yelled at me and flinched when I heard another shattering sound.
I rushed across the hall to the kitchen, not paying attention to her painful words, seeing her food was more important than her knife-piercing insult.
"Give me my food!" she shrieked as the sound was similar to a dying banshee.
I hastily opened the fridge and saw nothing. I swore I bought eggs and bacon yesterday and now they were all gone.
“Mom, will it be okay if I go and buy some groceries?”
“What!? Now!?”
“Yes. I don’t have anything to cook for you and-”
“What are you waiting for?! Go. Gr3q⁸ab me some beer when you’re done,” she yelled at me.
Like a mad dog, I went upstairs and grabbed my wallet. I rode my bike and took the shortest way to a human store that operates twenty-four hours. I grabbed everything I needed and when I was going back home, I suddenly heard a low voice a few meters away from me.
“You got her?” I heard a woman’s voice. Based on her scent, she was not a human or a werewolf. She’s a vampire.
“I did,” said the other one.
“Did you confirm it was her?”
“Yes. Positive,” the man said. His scent told me he was a wolf.
“Good. The boss will be pleased this time. That damn Rogue, we couldn’t do anything. He’s a damn fortress. I didn’t know he could be like that to his mate.”
“Shh. Lower your voice. There’s a pack near here. Someone might hear you.”
“You’re a wolf. You would have already smelled them if someone was here listening to us.”
“Okay. Leave that stuff here. Let’s go.”
“What are you going to do about the girl?”
“We’ll bring her to the boss,” the woman replied before leaving the shopping bag followed by the man.
I waited for a bit and saw if they really left and when I was positive that they were not coming back, I walked towards the large shopping bag of some expensive human brand and took it with me.
When I was about to reach home, I hid the bag and ran inside before whipping food for Mom. Five minutes later, her breakfast was served. I made her toasted bread and eggs ready. I set a plate in front of her on the bar counter and quickly stepped back, putting much-needed distance between us. Mom looks at the plate, and her glazed eyes, which were once beautiful shades of blue, are now dead.
"You expect me to eat this!?" she exclaimed, shoving greasy strands of blond hair off her face. I cower slightly as I duck my head instinctively but not timidly anyway.
"M-mom, we’re t-tight on b-bud-get," I stuttered, my voice breaking into a nervous stutter.
“Get the hell out of my face!” She screamed and that was my cue to go. I secretly took the bag with me and went back inside my room without making any noise.
As I looked at the bag, I saw a card and read it.
Sabrina, babe. I know you decided not to go to the mating ball but I would still want to give you this as a gift. I love you
Who the hell is Sabrina?
I opened the bag and saw a beautiful red gown and a pair of black shoes. There were boxes of jewelry and if I’m not mistaken it’ll cost millions.
I smirked. I could sell this jewelry and use the money to escape. Whoever Sabrina was, I thank her
But who was the rogue those people were talking about?
The mating ball came to my mind again when I saw the gown. It was too beautiful for my eyes. I never saw such a gown in Eliza’s closet. I shook the thoughts away and tried to distract myself by scrubbing the Luna's house.I wanted to attend the ball, I wanted to know what it was like. Eliza had always said a lot of things about it whenever she returned and it fascinated me the most. I wanted a different life for myself and it wasn’t going to come if I stayed here being a punching bag and a salaryless maid.What if I had a mate? What if the Luna was wrong all along? What if I had someone waiting for me? Someone who is going to accept me just the way I am, with all of my flaws. What if that person won’t care about how broken or worthless I am and he would accept me all the same? A lot of what-ifs came to my mind, there was a chance that I had a mate out there who was just waiting for me. I heard that some wolves would rather grow old alone than choose someone else to mate with. What if
That night when I was about to fall asleep, a searing pain shot from the tattoo on my wrist, I bit into my arm to prevent myself from crying out. Mom would be furious if she heard me. The pain spread from my wrist to the rest of my body. Exaggerating pain shot my whole body when I heard something crack, the pain intensified to almost make me pass out.The cracking sound continued inside me as my body distorted into various weird angles, it was a hundred times more painful than I already experienced.Dots appeared in my vision as I closed my eyes but the pain kept me awake. I wanted it to stop but it only intensified and I dared not scream out or my mom would hit me till I was half dead. After a while of intense agony, it stopped. The fast the pain appeared was also the fast before it disappeared. My wolf was smiling at me in my head before darkness completely swallowed me.When I woke up the next morning, I recalled what had happened to me the previous night so I checked myself in a m
Kayah’s Point of View“What? Did the cat get your tongue, my lady?” Seven said as he was staring at me. “Uhm, I think you got the wrong, girl, Sir,” I said. Trying to step back from him. I knew this man.“Did I? If I did, you wouldn’t be wearing that dress which I custom-made only for you,” he said. Oh…This gown isn’t mine! I just found it in the middle of the forest…I wanted to tell him but just by looking at the Rogue King, my knees felt like Jelly and I was scared of him. What should I do? I need to get out of here!“Don’t you feel me?” He growls lowly, enough for me to hear. “Because I’m damn sure you are my mate.”Sweat started to form on my forehead. “I…uhm c-can I go to the bathroom?”He furrowed. “Let me escort you-”“No. No I can go alone,” I said and didn’t wait for his next words as I turned around and ran away from him. I intend to leave the mating ball. I rather go back to my abusive pack rather than to be mated with a Rogue King. After making sure he didn’t follow
him. “And who’s idea was it?” I asked him, still irritated.He chuckled. “I was trying to help to find your little mate, Seven,” he said. “Maybe this little mate of yours is probably in that school,” he added. “She’s a healer for fuck sake-”“But you're one big bad bad king, Seven. She’s probably afraid of you that’s why she ran away and left the dress you custom made,” he added.“Ugh…”“Now go and report. Maybe if you’re lucky enough, you’ll find your run away little mate there.”Against my will, I arrived.As I entered the piece of junk school, I saw jocks and cheer leaders ganging on a girl. She was badly beaten. Her back was at me and I couldn’t see who she was. Bullying was common in Pack wolves. I don’t blame them, their leaders could’t care. In my kingdom, bullying is punishable by death. Rogues do not tolerate power gaps nor abuse the leader’s power. "Red had persuaded me to go to this piece of junk university, and this is the scene that greeted me?" Pissed.The woman in
Gray’s Point of ViewSabrina…Who the hell was Sabrina?“I’m not Sabrina. That’s not my name,” I told him, trying to tell him the truth. “Will you quit it?” Seven asked me as he manoeuvred our way to his car off which I know will leave off to somewhere I don’t know. “Try to tell lies and you’ll see what will happen,” he added, warning me. I gulped. Why was this man so adamant about me as Sabrina and not someone who he mistakenly took as his mate? I get it, I wore the gown that was supposed to be his mate’s but I doubt it if he actually has seen her. Nevertheless, the whole me felt something about him. Something about him that draws me to him. My body trembles as I look at Seven. He’s too tall, too broad, too dangerous. His dangerous aura clouded my senses, making it hard for me to think straight. He’s nothing like the boys in my college or even in my pack. He asserted too much confidence and power, and I knew he demanded respect with his presence. His dark dominance was doing some
Kayah’s point of view“I’m better than Ron when it comes to thinking ahead. I might not be a fighter but I’m smarter.” Blaze ran a hand through his hair and winked. From his words, I understood that he was Sabrina’s main servant while Ron was probably a warrior. While I was deep in my thoughts, he took that chance to place the tiara on my hair. “Gorgeous! Perfect!”As I snapped back to reality, I noticed the gaze of some people on me, they whispered amongst themselves but it didn’t seem like they were saying anything bad. Some were bold enough to try and approach me but the glare from the two men with me was enough to stop them. “Can we go in?” I wasn’t comfortable with the attention I was receiving.“Sure!” As we walked to the main entrance, people bowed their heads and made way for us. I smiled as I walked past them, not wanting to act rude since I wasn’t supposed to bow to them.I allowed the guards to lead me to a room where a woman was waiting, she immediately got to her feet
Kayah’s Point of ViewI was soon in the midst of a group of people, it was made up of both male and female wolves who were attending the party, they were laughing and discussing something that I soon lost interest in, more like bragging about their packs and how organized and strong it was. Oh yes, I forgot packs of Alphas were also here. Just how many did Seven invite here just to me, his ‘mate’? Ron also mentioned to me about Seven trying to pair the rogues and packs that didn’t find their mates from the previous mating ball. Basically, it is the second mating ball organized by the King of rogues.I didn’t know anything about Sabrina’s pack so I quietly sipped from my champagne glass and pretended to be interested. It was comfortable to be around people my age and no one was releasing their pheromones or I would have found it difficult to stay upright and that might give my identity away.Suddenly I noticed my ‘loving’ siblings strolling over to where the group was. Eliza and Brian
Axel’s Point of ViewLooking out from my window, the moon was calling me. The gentle breeze gave me the smell of rich pine, awakening my senses even further. It was almost three, close to two hours before the rest of the pack rose at dawn. My wolf was agitated, I had neglected his need for freedom for too long. I needed to shift.Walking down stairs, I made my way past the living room almost tripping on that fucking rug, again.Christ, I have to remember to get rid of that thing. It's fucking ugly anyway.Creaking as if in protest of being woken, I opened the front door, inviting the wild to me. One deep inhale and he stirs. Ears prick. Eyes track the blanket of clouds above.He snarls with impatience and as my bare feet stride across the thickets of grass below, he breaks through.His howl is primal. Raw. Fierce.Taking off like a bird in flight, I am but a bystander as he takes control. The dirt beneath him ricochets behind like a field of arrows as he dives deeper into the forest a
Maryan’s eyes practically rolled back in her head at me. “What has Six been doing with you since you got here? The man hasn’t taken you clothes shopping, hasn’t educated you on human norms, or anything?” She tossed her arms up in the air. “I swear if that man wasn’t Red’s best friend I would bite him, and not in a sexual way either.”Feeling like I should come to my mates defense I quickly spoke out, “That’s not true. Six has been wonderful towards me. He saved my life on multiple occasions, he gave me a name, and he even lets me sleep next to him.”I knew instantly that I shouldn’t have said the last one because of the look Jackie was now giving me.“He lets you sleep next to him….are you wearing clothes?”“Yes.”She cocked her eyebrow. “Does he?”My face was burning at that one. “Of course he does.”She kept her gaze on me for another moment before shrugging her shoulders. “I was just wondering because normally he sleeps nude.”I could feel my jaw drop. “What?” I practically s
We didn’t stop shopping until Maryan’s credit card got maxed out. I felt like falling down to my knees and howling at the moon in gratitude for saving me from shopping any longer with this possessed woman. We had been to over twenty different stores, three malls, and I had tried over a countless amount of clothing. Everything from see-through panties to formal jackets had touched my skin and now I was absolutely exhausted.My initial feeling towards that was dread but then I remembered that she didn’t have any more money left and I felt relieved. After a moment I realized that Maryan was being unusually quiet so I slowly raised my head up and looked over at her. Her eyes seemed glazed over as she stared at the display window. Her mouth hung slightly open in awe making me feel even more curious.My eyes fell onto a pair of small human clothes. The light blue coloring of the shirt matched that of the morning sky and the pair of tiny shorts that went with it was tan. My brow crinkled as
When I woke up the next morning, fully rested and content, I turned my head to the side and realized that I was alone…again without my baby and Seven. I could feel that small sadness and a bit of happiness chip off from inside of my chest and let out a long sigh. Was it really too much to ask for to just wake up one morning and have the first thing I see be Seven? I glared at the empty pillow beside me for not granting this little fantasy of mine before rolling my eyes.He never really stuck around before we were mated so why had I assumed that he would change his habits afterwards? I shook my head from side to side as if to answer my own question before sliding the cover off of me. I turned my head towards the bedroom door and felt a little bit of hope rise. Even though Seven hadn’t been the first thing I saw when I woke up he sure as hell would be the first person I’d see.He was just like that even when he was on the throne. Early riser as they may say it. He might disappear if I
"What? You found your mate?" Seven said as I told him everything I went through in the hands of Lunar. "I did. My companion brought me to him. He told me he found me first," I said without hiding anymore secrets from him. "His father was against us because I was someone else and that I was pregnant. During my stay, Lunar made a contact with me, telling me what happen to the war between her and Fenrir and that she wanted a revenge. I was in her strong hold until my conpanions and I set a journey to seek this shaman. It was then he opened my eyes and let me see what was actually Lunar's plan.""Plan?""Yes. Her plan was to kill me and take over my body so that she could kill every rogue. She was also quite aware that I'm a healer and the I'm the only one who can heal you. The beast within you, she told me it'll come out soon and that went it become free, you will become savage, a curse she casted right from your ancestors.""The bitch really hates our guts. She probably couldn't defeat
As if the cover that was hiding me started to uncover and everything went out within a second which attacked unsuspecting Six. His eyes started to change from blue to red. “Kayah!? What the hell is going on?”Seven started to sniff the air as my belly started to inflate and started to become painful as if I’m going to give birth now. “S-Seven help me please!” I begged. Seven seemed to be not in himself but when I screamed, he snapped out and carried me towards the door. I didn’t know how I ended up in the hospital with Seven only wearing boxers. When I woke up, Six was watching me, holding my hands. “Six?” I asked as his eyes started to change from blue to red and red to blue. “Save the explanation after we get out og here, Kayah,” he replied. I sensed a little bit of coldness in his voice but worried voice was apparent. The doctor would freak out if she saw my wounds already healed which was not normal for humans. After checking out with my baby, Six took me home but not the h
“Shut up. I don’t need your pity Ayah, I really don’t.” He took another swipe at me with his pillow but misjudged the distance and missed me. “When Luis realized that he wasn’t being satisfied with my beatings he let me go. At first I thought he had let me go because he remembered that I had been his friend. It wasn’t until I started dating again that I realized just how wrong I was.”I cocked an eyebrow at him. “You started dating?”He growled. “Of course I started dating. I’m a rogue, I was alone, and I had no place to go. I met this one human at the bar and we ended up dating for three months until Luis found us out and killed her. That’s when I knew that he would never leave me alone. After a while I thought that it would be best to just run away but then I ended up finding you. In the middle of nowhere mind you with some black wolf stalking you in the nearby brushes.”Gradually while he was talking his raised voice had lowered until it was almost down to its normal tone. “I don
After restlessly tossing and turning in the bed for most of the night I finally got fed up and judging by the constant streaming of curses coming from the living room I could tell that Six was just as mad. Without putting too much thought into it I grabbed the remaining pillow off of the bed and made my way over to the door. I didn’t even try to be stealthy or anonymous as I swung the door open and marched over to the couch where my mate was lying.His head shot up at the sound of me coming near him and instantly he started growling. Before he could growl out any unwanted words at me I pulled back my arm that was holding the pillow and threw it right at his face. Since my attack was completely unexpected Six didn’t even think to bring his arm up to block it and it hit its mark head on.“If you would have told me the reason why I wasn’t allowed to kiss you then I wouldn’t have done it and we wouldn’t have had to go through this big fuss.” Because I was sleep deprived my words came out
I was already buried underneath the covers when Six finally walked in. His foot falls were quieted by the carpeted floor making it almost impossible to hear. Faintly I heard him sigh before he opened up a draw and pulled something out. I could hear the slight movements that the fabric made as he dressed himself and automatically knew that he was putting on a pair of pants.A slight heat rose to my cheeks at the thought of him walking into the room naked. Of course being a wolf myself nudity didn’t normally merit this kind of reaction from me especially since I had seen him once before. But it was dark out and you were too busy swooning over his green eyes.I tried my best to pretend that I was still sleeping but when I felt the bed dip because of his weight I almost blew my cover by flinching. Six eased the covers on the bed up before sliding in completely. His warm damp skin rubbed against mine as positioned himself more comfortably near me. He continued to fidget on the bed until so
I could feel my chest tighten and eyes bulge at the sound of the name. Kayah. I wanted to reveal myself but I couldn’t. I thought if my facade would be exposed, Seven or Six would kill me. He was famous for killing without listening to any reasons. I really wanted to know about what happened after I left and why Seven was looking for me. “So about Hailey or Kayah…” I started but already Maryan was shaking her head.“I’m not talking to you about her until you tell me what happened with Luis.”Seeing no harm in telling her about how I had come to meet Luis I continued.“I met him the same night that Six brought me back to this apartment for the first time. Luis tried to…he tried to kill me and until recently I didn’t know why.”“Because you are Six’s mate?” She guessed.I nodded my head shyly at first. “Yes I believe so. Six scared him off that night but Luis said something along the lines of ‘I will kill her and only then will we be even’. Of course I have no idea what any of that c