Lotus was asleep with her leg thrown over mine, her head on my chest and her hand holding onto me. I couldn't help but admire how much beauty she holds, and she is such a small person. A small person with a temper and a quick mouth which by the way has no filter.
I don't think she knows how much of her 'thoughts' I've heard come out of her mouth. She's always thinking of murdering me...cute.
I slowly untangle ourselves and walk over to my bathroom to take a shower. Maybe today we could just buy breakfast rather than cook...she must be exhausted. I mean I am exceptional when it comes to the bed.
I get out of the shower and wear sweatpants and a shirt, I won't be out long. I write a quick note telling her that I'm goi
I had just finished taking my shower and sat on the bed applying lotion all over my body. Antonio was still sleeping but he looked less pained than he did yesterday and the day before. I've tried to wake him up but he wouldn't budge and would say he just needed more time to rest. I was scared that he might be dead but all he would say was he just needed more time to sleep. I tried to get him to eat, and believe me when I said I tried but the man wouldn't budge, I threatened to punch his wound last night and he finally got up and ate, after that he went right back to sleep. "Why are you naked?" His accent was thicker and he still looked tired, but his eyes were on my chest...of course, they would. Why was I with this pervert? "I just finished taking a shower, how are you feeling?" I asked him as I wore my tank top and lace panties walking over to his side of the bed. "I just need to rest more." "No, you need to get up and shower so I can change your dressing, you've been in this b
"Lotus," I looked at him over my shoulder as I was sitting down on the floor playing with the puppies. Hermes had finally woken up and decided to play as well. I had already fed them and now we were playing with the small ball in my hand, Ares ran up to Ant's lap and laid her small head there, it was such an adorable scene to look at. "Yes, Enzo?" I smiled when he blushed at the name I called him with. I think I like calling him by both names. "I want to take you out on a date," This again? I thought we were done with putting on a show for Wood. "For Wood?" I asked him looking down at Hades who was trying to get the ball from my hand. "No, for us. I want to start all over again...If that's what you want too?" He said and I grinned watching that pink tint on his cheek
Lotus came out of the restroom after fifteen minutes and she looked at me rolling her eyes. She sat down next to me and crossed her hands over her chest. Aww is she angry, she looks cute when she's angry. "Cosa hai fatto alla ragazza?" Mario asked me and I only smiled looking at her and thinking of what was about to happen earlier in the restroom. That's why she's angry Mario. [What did you do to the girl?] "Non le ho dato quello che voleva," he burst out into a fit of laughter and Lotus frowned even more. [I didn't give her what she wanted] "Normally I wouldn't say this because I'm a person who has respect, but I am finding it rude for you guys to laugh when I don't understand anything," she said and Mario's smile widened before looking at me. "È esuberante. Perché non le hai insegnato l'italiano?" I only shrugged and he looked at her smiling, "Ciao bella, lo sono Mario. Lorenzo's friend, it's err, great to finally meet you," he took her hand and kissed it, she smiled at him. [She
I woke up with my leg over Antonio's and he was still sleeping and lightly snoring. I stretched my leg and it bumped into something, for interest's sake I moved my leg upwards again to feel whatever that was. I peeked underneath the sheets and what I saw was compelling. I wasn't sure what to do plus he left me bothered last night and I was too tired to even continue. I got in underneath the sheets and threw my knees over his. Pulling his pants down as carefully as I could trying not to wake him up. Once I had succeeded I brought my tongue to lick his pre-cum. Covering his head with my mouth I sucked on it and his hips bucked, his hand went to my head and pushed me down his length. The feel of it was really weird, for something hard it was really soft and spongy, unlike females when we're wet, we're wet! But getting back to business, I'm guessing my new
The whole three weeks ever since he became 'better' was filled with waking up at four a.m to train and shower at six a.m and go to work by half-past seven, a whole tiring system that I found deeply annoying and of course, Antonio always ignores my cries and hate speech towards him. Like he is right now. "Antonio please," I cried as I laid on my back looking up at him, we had just finished our 'combat training' and I couldn't breathe. My thighs were on fire, I felt as if my bones had been rearranged, I'm sure if I were to get up right now I would end up right back on the floor. "You did quite good today," he said looking down at me or should I say my boobs that were almost spilling out of the workout top bra thingy that I didn't know the name of.
I was sitting with Charlie as Tiffany sat with Lotus in my bedroom. She had woken up earlier but went right back to sleep after that. When she passed out in my arms I was scared, I thought I had lost her and it scared the shit out of me. I had just finished explaining to Charlie what happened to Lotus and he couldn't stop laughing. What a friend he is. "I don't get what you're laughing at, it isn't funny," his laugh worsened and tears fell out of his eyes, hitting his knees he would look at me and get into another fit of laughter. I still don't get what is funny. "You don't see it do you?" I looked at him confused and he got up still laughing and sat down next to me. "You, my friend, are in love with Lotus," he declared, clapping his hands. I don't see it. "No," I said, shaking my head, that is a whole lot of crap, an utterly confusing load of crap. I, Antonio could never ever be in love with anybody. I loved my mama and papa, probably in the beginning before they left me alone wit
After Ant punched Charlie, I forced him into apologising which he did after a whole hour of me ignoring him. Antonio can be such a big baby sometimes, he shrugged his shoulders so many times and batted his eyes like a child. My cute big baby. "Why are you smiling alone?" He asked me and I looked up at him, he was playing with the puppies that were growing at some irregular speed. Maybe it's because Antonio is always feeding them and training them on how to be 'good dogs'. For somebody who didn't want them, he really is spending a lot of time with them. "I'm not smiling," I said looking at him. He walked up to me with a smile on his face, he looked relaxed for once and I loved it. He was wearing a white shirt and sweatpants...no they weren't grey, they were black and he looked hot. You always think he looks hot. "Yes, you were. You were doing that scary staring thing but with a genuine smile this time," he explained, placing his hands on both my sides and caging me in. I could look a
I was looking at Ant as he worked behind his desk. I had stopped working almost an hour ago because I was bored and I wanted to eat. I don't know why he just won't let me stay at home with Hades, Ares and Hermes, they are so much better company than he is and entertaining more than these files I'm looking at. I know I said I had stayed home long enough, but there is no such thing when you’re in this office. "You have to be the laziest personal assistant I have ever had," he said looking at his laptop, I’m the only personal assistant he has ever had. I walked over to his couch and laid on it, heaving a deep sigh. I was feeling tired and hungry, besides me being lazy and always eating. This was happening more frequently and I was enjoying it because Antonio would let me off easily. "I'm hungry," I muttered, putting my head in a comfortable position and turning my body to face him. He looked up from his laptop and looked at my exposed legs and cleavage from this short work dress I was w
So I lost the bet, Johnny the big guy didn't win against the small guy and I was hurt, to say the least. "So are you ready?" Antonio whispered cockily in my ear and I frowned, following Johnny with my eyes, I will get him later. Where in the world has the big guy ever lost against the smaller one! Where!? Nodding my head trying to seem confident yet I was crapping myself, I wasn't ready for anything but a bet is a bet and I will keep my end of the bargain and carry out with the bet, I'm no wimp. "You know, it's okay if you don't want to," he said as we walked together hand in hand. "No!" I shouted and cleared my throat, "I mean I want to," I nodded my head trying to convince him but all I was doing was convincing myself even more. "Okay then, you will love it!" He exclaimed and I pressed my lips together and slowly followed him to our room, "Wait we have to eat." "Yes! Totally agree, I'm starving, I'll go make us food," I rushed to turn around but he caught me by my waist. “Tha
"Good morning Mrs Rossi," a voice whispered in my ear and I pushed his face away from me, mumbling a pained no. "Come on, it's time to wake up." "But I don't want to, leave me alone please," I turned my body away from him and the idiot seemed to follow me. Sticking his wet finger into my ear I jumped out of the bed and looked at him horrified. "What the hell is wrong with you?" I shouted at him and he laughed looking at me. "Come on, you promised to watch them today," he said walking over to me with his arms open for me, walking right into the hug I wrapped my arms around his waist and his hands touched the edge of his shirt before grabbing my ass. "They're not kids Ant, they will be just fine," I mumbled sleepily against his chest and he moved my hands from his waist wrapping them around his neck, picking me up as he walked us into the bathroom. "A promise is a promise Fiore," he said, sitting me down on the countertop as he opened the shower for me. "But there's always next ti
Antonio stood at the altar waiting for his bride to be, officially and right this time to come out. He too couldn't believe that the day had finally arrived and they were both ready to settle down so quickly together and yet surprisingly they were both more than ready for this change. It wasn't really a change considering that they had been living together for a long time and they had already been technically married just without Lotus knowing but now they had to do it in front of everyone this time and with her clear knowledge that it was happening. Antonio stood staring ahead at the door Lotus was supposed to come out of, which she hadn't yet and it made him feel nervous and panicky, that's why he had sent Charlie to go get her and Tiffany. They weren't late per se, but he just wanted to see her and hold her. He heard a noise that sounded like cheering on and he wondered what it was all about, the doors bursting open and causing everyone to look at them, out came Charlie and Tiff
Antonio stood at the altar waiting for his bride to be, officially and right this time to come out. He too couldn't believe that the day had finally arrived and they were both ready to settle down so quickly together and yet surprisingly they were both more than ready for this change. It wasn't really a change considering that they had been living together for a long time and they had already been technically married just without Lotus knowing but now they had to do it in front of everyone this time and with her clear knowledge that it was happening. Antonio stood staring ahead at the door Lotus was supposed to come out of, which she hadn't yet and it made him feel nervous and panicky, that's why he had sent Charlie to go get her and Tiffany. They weren't late per se, but he just wanted to see her and hold her. He heard a noise that sounded like cheering on and he wondered what it was all about, the doors bursting open and causing everyone to look at them, out came Charlie and Tiff
The preparations for this day were stressful and fun at the same time, having my best friend or should I say my sister here to help me was a huge relief! Sitting on the bed together I watched her as she tried to fit her gown but it wouldn't get past her hips. "You have been gaining a lot of weight these days Tiff," I commented paging through the book she brought for me to get back in the mode of reading hardcover books, and so far? Still not interested, which is crazy cause I remember how much I used to love them when I was a kid. Oh well, I guess growing up changes a lot of things. "Yeah, I think I've been eating quite a lot." "Out with it Tiff, you pregnant?" I asked her closing the book and looking at her, her head dropped and she slowly nodded. "Why were you quiet about it?" "I didn't want to seem careless when I told you the news after you had just...you know," she said in a small voice and I frowned. "I'm sorry Lotus, it wasn't even my intention to get-" stopping her with a
After months of having to attend therapy sessions, eleven torturous months of sitting in front of Dr Meyer and telling her all about my problems and how I feel, it has been absolute hell and I am very happy that this is my last session with her. At first, I never opened up about anything and would always fire back her questions to her, for example, she would ask me 'how do you feel about that?' and I would answer her with a 'how do you think I feel about that?' I know she is here to help me get over my guilt and try to understand my emotions a bit better but come on, even you have to admit that some of the questions are a bit retarded. "So Lotus, how do you feel about this being our last session together?" "Uh, am I supposed to feel some type of way?" I asked her, does she want me to be sad and weeping that I won't be seeing her anymore and I won't have to answer questions and have her prove a point to me that would bug me out for a whole week until I see her. "It's all up to you
I had just taken a shower that Tiffany forced me into taking because for the past three days I had been sitting next to her, watching her curly hair become flatter. Grabbing my shirt I walked to the room Lotus was resting in, buttoning my shirt up I opened the door and I heard her melodic laugh. "There you are!" She chirped and I stood by the door fazed, I wasn't here when she woke up. "You're up," I whispered, not believing my eyes, she gestured to her body and giggled. "I'm wide awake, are you just going to stand there and watch me or are you going to come hug me?" She said in a suggestive tone and still, I stood there just watching her. "You would think he was the one that got shot," she mumbled, Charlie and Tiffany laughed and she laughed too but ended up coughing. Rushing over to her side I helped her sit up straighter and gave her some water to drink. "Are you okay?" I asked her and she waved me off. "I'm fine, I missed you," she said and I smiled, looking up I saw we were
I was sitting on the chair next to Lotus's bed as she lay there sleeping off the heavy doses of medication that they had pumped into her body after surgery. I had never felt so useless and terrified in my life. The thoughts that kept running in my head were horrifying, only if I had moved quicker then maybe she would be awake right now annoying the crap out of me, but instead, she was here on this bed bandaged and being helped by a ventilator in order to breathe and it's all my fault. Holding onto her hand I looked at her and brought my hand to touch her curls, the curls I love twirling my finger around when we lay in bed talking about anything and everything. It's really easy to talk to her, but with her sleeping it's difficult and I just want to hear her voice, even if it's just to curse me out. I tried squeezing her hand thinking she will respond and squeeze mine back but she doesn't, her cold fingers touch mine in an embrace I'm forcing, trying to warm them up I rub our hands t
I had just come back from the bathroom and on our way back I might have sneakily grabbed Big Joe's gun and hit him on the head. I couldn't really pull him anywhere because he was big and compared to him, I was extremely small. Taking his pocket knife I walked back into the room and found Wood beating my Antonio who held a satisfied smirk at what was happening and Stacey standing there watching them as if it was a show. "What in the world is going on here!?" My voice echoed in the room and I ran over to Antonio pulling him away from Wood, here I am acting as if this is my house but I hadn't been gone for more than five minutes and here they were fighting already, slipping the pocket knife into his pocket I helped him stand straighter. "This is an ivory-white jacket, do you know how much work I will have to do because there's blood all over it?" It wasn't really about the jacket, but it wouldn't hurt to get them thinking it was about it. Walking back to my seat but pushing it next to