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2020-09-11 15:23:06The whole three weeks ever since he became 'better' was filled with waking up at four a.m to train and shower at six a.m and go to work by half-past seven, a whole tiring system that I found deeply annoying and of course, Antonio always ignores my cries and hate speech towards him. Like he is right now.
"Antonio please," I cried as I laid on my back looking up at him, we had just finished our 'combat training' and I couldn't breathe. My thighs were on fire, I felt as if my bones had been rearranged, I'm sure if I were to get up right now I would end up right back on the floor.
"You did quite good today," he said looking down at me or should I say my boobs that were almost spilling out of the workout top bra thingy that I didn't know the name of.
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