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Antonio and I were tangled in the sheets together, and before your dirty minds go any further it wasn't because we had sex, because we didn't. What I'm trying to say is that Antonio was laying his head on my chest and our legs were tangled as I played with his soft silky hair. Flipping hell English is becoming a mission these days.

"So how old were you when you lost your virginity?"

"Fourteen or fifteen, not sure," he mumbled against my chest pulling me closer, jeez if he pulls me in any closer he might just squeeze the life out of me, but I like it.

"Hmm, I was twenty-one thanks to someone," I said and he chuckled looking up at me.

"Didn't you like it?"

"I loved it. How old was she?" Geez Lotus, you sound jealous. Jealous? I assure you I'm not, I'm just curious. Hmm...

"Two or three years older than me I guess. Why are you asking?" Why are you asking why I'm asking?

"Did you enjoy it?"

"I don't know, it was a long time ago," he sighed.

"How can you not remember? She was yo
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Queen619
Love it! Glad the finally discuss their feelings on a mature level.
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Molu
Thank you so much?❤?
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Molu
I'm almost finished with it?
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