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The Rejected But Wanted Omega 76.||
Lilliana’s POV“You’re— You’re hurting me, Nik.” I managed to let out as Nikolai pulled me out of the living room and up the stairs.I didn’t need a soothsayer to tell me that he was far from pleased with me, he was angry and every movement he made, the way his hand held mine in a tight grip told me everything.We finally got into his room and Nikolai let me go as he slammed the door angrily, his eyes boring into me aggressively as he stared at me for a while.The room was silent, he didn’t say anything as I rubbed my wrist although there were slight bruises on it.“What the hell is wrong with you?” Nikolai asked after a long unbearable silence and knowing better than to look into his eyes, I averted my gaze from his angry ones.“What has gotten into you?” He continued with his scolding while I only remained silent. I might have taken the wrong path, I might have been wrong but that was only because I was tired.“Did you have to go on a rampage? Did you have to take things that far?”
The Rejected But Wanted Omega 77.||
Lilliana’s POVIt’s been four days since what happened between Jenna and I and for the past four days, I haven’t been seeing Nikolai.It feels like he doesn’t live in the house anymore and if he does, he’s probably ignoring me because I haven’t been seeing him around.Jenna also hasn’t been in the house and no matter how hard I tried, I can’t help but feel like something is wrong somewhere.I could feel it, something was wrong but I can’t place a finger on what that is yet and until Nikolai is ready to talk to me, all I have is the questions in my head.“I haven’t seen the Alpha since he left with Miss Jenna.” One of the maids I’d asked about Nikolai said and my stomach tightened.What could really be going on?“Thank you.” I said as I made my way to the kitchen, despite the fact that the rest of the maids treated me like I was special, I couldn’t help but feel less.I feel like Nikolai was drifting away from me, there was no sight of him and even when I tried to call him, he would al
The Rejected But Wanted Omega 78.||
Lilliana’s POVThe smile of relief I had on my face gradually faded as I watched them make their way slowly and carefully into the building.“Lily,” Andre’s voice jolted me out of my thoughts and I had no idea how long I’ve been staring without blinking for until he called me and I blinked.“I didn’t….. I didn’t know they were together.” He said and I lifted my gaze to see him looking down at me pitifully.I looked back at Nikolai and Jenna and neither of them seemed to notice my presence. Nikolai was too busy taking care of Jenna to notice that I was staring at them.Embarrassment washed over me as almost all of the maids could see me breaking, they stared at me like they were sorry I had to see something like that.“Excuse me.” I coughed as I turned to make my way through the crowd and for a moment I thought I was alone until I heard footsteps behind me.“Lily, Wait. Where are you going?” Andre asked, making me stop in my tracks as I turned to look at him with a tear filled gaze.My
The Rejected But Wanted Omega 79.||
Lilliana’s POVGroaning, I had tossed and turned in my bed all night, barely had any sleep as the thoughts of Nikolai and Jenna spending the night together kept bugging me.My chest ached a lot too and with that was my banging headache. I opened my eyes and my room seemed to be upside down and my vision was blurry.“Lily, are you in there?” I heard a familiar voice call as a slight knock followed and I wanted to ignore it but the last thing I wanted was the knock to be incessant.“I’m in here, I’m not dead yet. Thanks for checking up on me, Andre, bye!” I said and slammed the door without giving him a chance to say anything.Nikolai already thinks there was something between Andre and I despite the fact that we barely see each other and the last thing I want is to make him keep thinking like that.Walking to the bathroom, I decided to get ready for the day but the fact that Jenna and Nikolai slept in the same room kept driving me crazy and I just can’t begin to imagine how many things
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The Rejected But Wanted Omega 80.||
Lilliana’s POV“W— What? What?” I asked, I couldn’t believe that Nikolai would actually say this. I couldn’t believe that he would ask for me to be thrown in a dungeon.I didn’t even do anything but he would rather believe the tears and lies of Jenna over what I was trying to tell me.The hurt felt so bad that it felt like I’d been hit right on my chest with a sledgehammer. The last thing I expected to hear from Nikolai was this.“Are you really serious right now, Nikolai?” I asked in disbelief, looking up at him and still desperately trying to think of an excuse for him.“Do you really mean all of this? Are you really trying to lock me up in a dungeon just because I spilled water on her by mistake? It didn’t even touch her!” I added.His gaze was straight, his facial expression was too dead serious for him to be joking and I didn’t need a soothsayer to tell me that he was serious.“Mistake?!” Nikolai roared in anger, making me jump in fear as I looked up at him, “you and I know how m
The Rejected But Wanted Omega 81.||
Lilliana’s POV“Alpha Nikolai asked us to let you go.” One of the guards said as he held the door open for me and I nodded as I made my way out.Just like Andre had suggested, I thought about going to the pack celebration and as much as it was going to hurt seeing Nikolai and Jenna there, I made up my mind to be there.I don’t love Nikolai anymore and I don’t even care about Jenna again.Anything I do from now on will be for myself, any decision I take from now on will always be in favor of no one else but me.I walked to my room to freshen up and get the stench of the dungeon out of my skin and when I was done, I decided to help the maids in the kitchen.Everything felt weird, their gazes on me made me feel horrible but I swept it all under the rug and decide to act as a maid does.The day went by quickly and despite the fact that I was outside most of the time, I barely ever saw both Nikolai and Jenna, they were both nowhere to be found.I shouldn’t care and I tried not to but I hav
The Rejected But Wanted Omega 82.||
Lilliana’s POVI watched as Andre’s eyes widened as though they were going to pop out of their sockets. I knew he wasn’t expecting me to go this far.Nikolai on the other hand looked shocked, his grey eyes quickly turned red as he looked from me and when I followed his gaze, to Andre. Smiling to myself, I walked towards Andre.“What? What? What the hell are you doing, Lily?” He asked but I only smiled at him, “there’s no way. I’m not—“ he stopped talking when I extended my hand.Andre looked up to me and I pouted, I had no trouble trying to get tears to well up in my eyes and I smiled at the look of defeat he had on when he took my hand.I could feel Nikolai’s intense gaze on me as Andre and I both walked to the dance floor and it only made me smile even more because it could be in the pettiest way but I got his attention.“Why are you doing this?” Andre asked in confusion as we danced, “Nikolai is going to kill me.” He added and I laughed like he’d said something funny.“I told you I
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The Rejected But Wanted Omega 130.||
Nikolai’s POV“NIKOLAI!” Lilliana’s loud and alarmed voice reached me in the bathroom where I’d gone to take the ointment for her back.I didn’t need a soothsayer to tell me that she’d already probably seen the mark on her back. Hurried, my feet padded back to the bedroom and I walked in to Lilliana freaking out.Her towel had dropped to the ground and she had an obvious look of terror on her face. Tears already welled up in her eyes as she stared at me.“W— What’s going on? How did these marks get there? What’s happening?” She asked, freaking out and thrown into a world of confusion.“Calm down, it’s nothing serious, I promise I’ll get to the bottom of things and we’ll get something done about the claw marks.”“Do you even hear what you’re saying?” She screamed and I could’ve sworn that my eardrums bursted with that loud sound.“They are claw marks on my back and you’re asking me to calm down,” she screeched, “how did they get there? What’s happening? Do you know something?” She bomb
The Rejected But Wanted Omega 129.||
Lilliana’s POVGroaning, my eyes fluttered open and I stretched out to feel Nikolai beside me. His eyes were closed and his sleeping features were hotter than ever.Everything seemed peaceful and as the memories of what happened last night flooded my mind, I felt myself melting.We’d left the dinner hall and had a really good time before falling asleep. A smile formed on my lips and I moved Nikolai’s hair away from his face.“When you stare at me like that, it makes me want to eat you for breakfast.” Nikolai’s voice jolted me out of my thoughts as he pulled me into him.“Maybe I won’t stop staring at you like that then.” I threatened and I felt his cock kick against me.“Well, Good Morning.” I smiled, grinding against his cock and feeling it grow even harder and an inch longer.“Stop doing that, you still look exhausted.” Nikolai warned but stopping was the last thing I wanted to do.I’ve been feeling unusually horny these days and right now I wanted him to fuck me but he seemed too w
The Rejected But Wanted Omega 128.||
Lilliana’s POV“I’m sorry,” I muttered an apology to Kieran with no idea why when he’d just told me that he hoped Nikolai would treat me right.I don’t know why this man seems to think that he has to have a say on my relationship and I hate the fact that whenever he says things like this, he says it with so much confidence.It’s almost like he’ll be waiting in a corner for when Nikolai messes up so that he could tell me that he did warn and tell me so.“Also, Nikolai has always been treating me right, I don’t doubt the fact that he’s going to do so tonight too.” I smiled and Kieran nodded.“Right, I’m sorry about that, I just say things without thinking.” He apologized, smiling as he walked me to the entrance of the hall.“You should go now.” He finished and with a nod, I walked closer to the entrance before turning to look at him but he only urged me on.If anyone had told me that Kieran could be this nice and this much of a gentleman, I would’ve argued because he has always been a j
The Rejected But Wanted Omega 127.||
Lilliana’s POVI was still stuck behind the big oak tree with Kieran, the night was silent, peaceful but there was nothing peaceful with being either Kieran.I’d just seen him walk into the dinner hall clinging onto Jenna and I know I shouldn’t care but I couldn’t help the multiple questions that kept running through my mind.Are they dating now or their date was supposed to end as soon as the dinner was over?Sighing, I pinched the bridge of my nose and couldn’t believe that I was stuck with Kieran of all people, my heart raced and I felt uncomfortable.“What were you doing in the bush all alone?” His voice jolted me out of my thoughts and I shuddered, “you could’ve really gotten yourself killed, Lilliana, what were you thinking?” He added.Turning my head to look in his direction, I felt the hairs at the nape of my neck curling as the cold breeze grazed my ear like the touch of cold fingers.The last thing I wanted was to get myself engaged in a conversation with Kieran, even though
The Rejected But Wanted Omega 126.||
Lilliana’s POVWalking as fast as my legs could carry me, I could feel my heart racing and I knew really well that it was because of Jenna.She was the last person I was expecting to see and I can’t just stand being in the same space as her.I felt bad for judging too soon too because a part of me felt like Nikolai didn’t really know that she was going to show up to the dinner.The sound of my phone ringing jolted me out of my thoughts but I continued walking since I already knew who was calling. It was Nikolai and he had called multiple times already but I’d decided to ignore the calls.I wasn’t mad at him or anything because I knew there was an explanation for everything and in Nikolai’s case, he didn’t know she was coming but I also can’t bring myself to go back there until I’m calm.Finding a place to sit, I took a deep breath and looked up at the sky. I didn’t want to wander too far off because Nikolai might try looking for me.The fact that everything looks familiar calmed me do
The Rejected But Wanted Omega 125.||
Nikolai’s POVThe night was going smoothly and having Lilliana in my arms felt like having heaven within my reach and when she hugged me.Goodness, when she hugged me, it felt as though time had stopped and it felt so good. I was so afraid of moving that I couldn’t even breathe.She felt so warm and her body felt really soft pushed up against me, I wanted to keep holding her without ever letting her go.My heart pounded and I could hear the gushing sound of my own blood as it rushed through my veins, spreading to every part of my being.Closing my eyes, I took in a whiff of her delicious scent and I wanted nothing to take away this moment.The urge to keep her close to me was insane, I didn’t want to let go of her, I wanted to maintain that proximity, to keep loving her and overall, to protect her. I felt her muscles tensed and I could feel that something was wrong as she pulled away from me.“What’s wrong? Are you okay?” I asked but she looked so lost that she probably didn’t hear w
The Rejected But Wanted Omega 124.||
Lilliana’s POV“You look really gorgeous,” one of the maids complimented my hair and I couldn’t help the smile that formed on my lips.“I bet Alpha Nikolai would not be able to keep his hands off you.” Another added and I could definitely see what they meant by that.Taking a look at myself in the mirror, I could barely recognize myself. It’s been a while since I looked this beautiful and I felt tears welling up in my eyes.My hair was made perfectly with all sorts of adornment even though I’d said that I didn’t want anything extra.My dress is an extremely beautiful strapless lilac gown and as I stood up, I wondered if my stomach was going to be a problem but it wasn’t.These past days, Nikolai and I barely spent enough time with each other and just when I was starting to feel frustrated, he thought of a way to turn things around.He had insisted that everyone take a break and the day off so instead of the meeting, everyone just went out for food and drinks.He made sure to set every
The Rejected But Wanted Omega 123.||
Lilliana’s POVI’d slowly walked into the room with everything that Kieran had told me playing back in my head over and over again and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t stop the thoughts.I hated the fact that I was letting what he thinks have so much effect on me like that but there was nothing I could really do about it as I curled up on the bed like a wet cat.“I’m back,” Nikolai announced cheerily and that would’ve changed my mood if I hadn’t met Kieran and listened to him say all those things.“Welcome back.” I managed to let out before curling even harder as I tried my best to ignore Nikolai.From the way his breath brushed the nape of my neck and how he pulled me into him, I could tell that he was on the bed with me already.“What’s wrong?” He questioned, his voice bridling with his worry as he turned me over to face him, “you’re not in a good mood.” He added.Shaking my head, I let out a forced smile as I tried to assure Nikolai that I was fine but I’ve never been a good
The Rejected But Wanted Omega 122.||
Lilliana’s POVIt was as though my legs were moving faster than the rest of my body. I was running as fast as I could but the more I ran, the more it felt like I couldn’t escape.My heart was in my throat and I felt my stomach knotting in fear as I went deeper and deeper into the woods.My head felt light and my eyes kept going in and out of my head but I knew that I dared not wait.I dared not stop to catch my breath because if I stopped then whatever I was running away from, whoever I was trying to avoid was eventually going to catch up with me.The eerie sounds became louder and my legs were starting to feel weak, slowing down and making it difficult for me to run any faster.“I can’t stop. I can’t stop.” I kept repeating to myself like it was some sort of mantra but my legs were giving up on me and that was when I remembered.Although it was dark and seemed like no matter how loud I screamed, no one was going to come to my rescue. I could see that I was alone but despite seeing th
