You are the brightest sun for me,
You lit every dark corner of me,
The smell of you fascinates me,
Your smile is like a drug to me.
The way you speak,
The way you walk,
Your every emotion,
Everything affects me.
I was never loved before,
Until I started loving you,
You were the only one who loved me,
You were the only one who taught me love,
Love is the beautiful happiness,
Love is the ugly sadness.
Loving you was the best thing that happened to me,
Also, the worst thing that happened between us,
Maybe we started all the wrong way,
But believe me it will all end the best way.
My love for you is deeper than Yangtze,
My love for you is brighter than Sirius,
Ev
The lights in the Lost Heaven restaurant were dazzling and classic, melodious music flowed through the dining hall. Lin Mei Zhen was wearing knee length peach cocktail dress, which fit perfectly to her slender body and showed her beautiful curves. Her satiny silky hair fell on her back like waterfall. She was just seating in her chair at the table looking at the water fall at the other side of the glass wall, but gave the feeling of elegance and maturity. Li Hui thought that he might fall for her once again, she was just so beautiful. But he could not and would not express his love to her, she deserved someone better than him. And she got one, the most eligible bachelor of china was her husba
“I’m sorry, I think I heard you wrong” Li Hui asked to make it sure again.“You heard me right, I want to start business of my own with you. I will do the investment in the company you are about to open.” Lin Mei Zhen told him her plan.“How do you know about my company?” Li Hui asked doubtfully.The only people who knew about his company were few investors and his friends, and those people were not related to her at all.Besides it was just last week when he decided to build his own company, how is it possible that she got the information about it so early?“That is a secret, so? What is your answer?” Lin Mei Zhen asked him once again, she was a bit nervous.This was the first time she had taken the initiative to talk to him, he was practically a stranger to her.She was called a cold beauty for a reason after all, everyone thought that she was aloof and cold. Maintaining her dist
Sometimes we love someone to the point we forget ourself in front of that person, sometimes that love becomes so paranoid that it turns into obsession. There is a thin line between love and obsession, if you cross that line, it suffocates both you and that person. Love is a very painful emotion, it makes you insecure, you always think of that person first while doing anything. Love also brings a spring breeze, it makes you happy for no apparent reason. You smile like a silly idiot thinking about your beloved. Sometimes you don’t even know if you love someone, and sometimes you confuse jealousy, obsession, infatuation, comfort and security, lust, and fantasy with love.
Lin Mei Zhen stayed in her parents’ villa for the whole week after that, while Jiang Longwei was busy and stayed in his apartment near the office. Lin Mei Zhen was busy arranging her future plans, while being with her family gave her comfort and peace. The first week went by, she did not give much attention to Jiang Longwei’s whereabouts. But in the next week she felt somewhat empty, like something was amiss but what was it she didn’t know. That night her mother while serving her rice asked, “Zhen Zhen, what is Jiang Longwei up to now a day? You received any calls from him?” Lin Mei Zhen gulped, she took a sip of orange juice and thought that she should have rece
Guo Fang lived a painful and bitter life, without the love or care from her family. She was the daughter of a general Guo.General Guo had a prestige and status in Chu kingdom, had a loving family and great future ahead in his late twenties.But everything fell downhill when he went to war, he went alive but not even a single piece of his body returned.The day the news of his death returned was also the day her mother, the lady of Guo family went into pre mature delivery giving birth to her.And just like this she lost both of her parents even before meeting them, she was the cursed lady.Or that was what she was named since her birth.Her big brother Guo Feng resented her, and hated her to the point that he never even saw her face.She despite being the young lady of Guo house lived a life worse than the servants, till the day she was married.Guo Fang received love and care for the first time in her life when she married Luo
Luo Zhong had a very strong sense of responsibility, he thought that his wife was a general’s daughter so he as mere attendant didn’t deserve her.But he fell in love with her the moment his eyes fell on her, she was like a blooming rose full of grace and nobility.He could not fall asleep, nor could he forget her, he was like a lovesick fool, like a fish without water.“Long for a heart, never be apart.”Seeing his close attendant like a puppet who lost its soul the gentle prince felt like he should try to do something.Who would have thought that the young master Guo would actually agree without even thinking twice?Guo Feng had no opinion on her marriage, she was ready to spend her whole life without the love of her husband.But on her wedding night when she heard him saying, “Hold hands with you, grow old with you.”She could not hold her grievances anymore, she cried for the first
Jiang Longwei selected a villa and renovated it according to Lin Mei Zhen’s suggestion.But at the same time, he had an urge to buy a villa which he had seen in the booklet given to him by his secretary. Just by looking at it he felt that this is how his and her future together shall be, and he bought that one too.Because he wanted to make it according to her wishes, and make sure nothing was amiss he personally went to watch over it every day.Coupled with the fact that he had to renovate another villa too, and his own work he was very busy in those days.It didn’t matter though; he was used to working extra hours and had no social life either.What mattered most was that Lin Mei Zhen didn’t contact him in those days at all.At first, he wanted to take her to his apartment where he was currently residing, but she said she wanted to spend some time with her family and told him off.After moving to his apartment, he
Lin Mei Zhen looked at the man who was standing in front of her car, he’s whole frame was covered in black shadow. It was like he was screaming from the bottom of his heart that he was not happy, it was very amusing how she could sense his emotions. “What happened? Why are you here?”, Lin Mei Zhen said while walking towards him. Jiang Longwei looked at her, he didn’t know how to tell her that he was not comfortable with how she was close to opposite sex. He took her hand and pulled her in his embrace, “Tell me honestly, will you leave me again?” When Lin Mei Zhen heard him, she was shocked out of her wits, ‘What did he mean by again? Just like her did he also travel back in time?’ There was a chill in her body, but in the deepest part of her heart there was hope that she herself was unaware of … “Again?”, she asked in a confused voice. “I…. uh... I mean why did you not call me till now?”, Jiang Longwei asked trying to c
Sometimes we love someone to the point we forget ourself in front of that person, sometimes that love becomes so paranoid that it turns into obsession. There is a thin line between love and obsession, if you cross that line, it suffocates both you and that person. Love is a very painful emotion, it makes you insecure, you always think of that person first while doing anything. Love also brings a spring breeze, it makes you happy for no apparent reason. You smile like a silly idiot thinking about your beloved. Sometimes you don’t even know if you love someone, and sometimes you confuse jealousy, obsession, infatuation, comfort and security, lust, and fantasy with love. Lin Mei Zhen didn’t know in which category she was fit in her last life, if her love was true or not. She actually did not hate Zhao Liwei, she was just angry not with him but herself. She was a foolish woman, who lost her everything for love. Loving someone was not a mistake, but loving someone too much is a
Lin Mei Zhen had experienced the same scenario before, and knew the future. But after her rebirth nothing happened the way, it happened in her past life. It was like everything was different but nothing had changed.“Listen to brother, don’t make trouble.” Lin Huan tried to make reason with her.Lin Haun’s secretary also said, “Please listen to the boss young Miss, we will take care of everything here. You don’t need to worry, go home with the master.” Secretary Chen had accompanied Lin Huan since young, and he also had some favorable impression of the young Miss Lin.She was a cold and noble beauty for the onlookers, but deep inside she was very delicate and soft. Once she had helped him when he needed money for his mother’s oppression, she didn’t even take back the money just said it was her duty. So he was a little worried for her.“Please brother, please let me stay.” Lin Mei Zhen begged her brother. It was not like she was stubborn for no reason, but she had her own thoughts.
Lin Mei Zhen never thought that she'll be the type to flee, but at this moment seating on the plane to Florida. Her little brother wanted to build a hotel on Florida beach with a ancient Chinese theme. It had a lot if interesting things and aspects. She was really impressed by her brother, so to encourage him and support him she was going with him. It was a sixteen hours trip it was almost like a day, her brother was sleeping next to her . Probably tired from all the meetings and planning he had done before getting onboard. He looked like a little milk dog, a combination of her parents genes, a bit similar to her but a lot different...
After getting up from sleep she was dazed for some time, then like playing a movie on projector all the things that happened in the dream played in front of her. For some reason she was unable to forget this dream. She felt uneasy and didn't know what to think about this dream, which felt like someone's memory. These emotions were a bit strange for her yet so familiar, but what she wanted to do is flee from this all. She took a very long bath, meditating and hipnotizing herself to forget all this. After getting changed into comfy home clothes she went down and saw her mother who was cutting vegetables at the dining table while chatting with the cooking aunt. Her mother was just like that, she liked to do all the chores at her even if they had servants. She was very different from other high society woman who liked to bath in luxury. Instead she gave a warm homely felling, it was so down to earth and pleasing to the heart. Lin Mei Zhen grew up in this family where the couple loved e
He was like a pure holy light in her life, someone who couldn't be tainted with impure thoughts like loving his own blood related sister. She never saw her parents, brother said that they went to heaven. He said that they both loved her very much, but I don't think anyone will love her more than him. He was the only person who loved her without thinking of getting anything in return. She didn't know since when it started but the familial love she had for him had started to change into the love between men and women at some point. Was it when she first hit puberty and realized that all the TV actors and idols paled in comparison to her brothers beauty? Or when she realized that her friends in school had crush on her brother and kept visiting her home only to chance encounter with him? She got so jealous of them at that time that she cut off friendship with any and every friend of hers who showed slightest signs of having thoughts on him. She never like
Surprisingly Lin Mei Zhen didn't hear anything from him after that day. It had been two months since then, everything was very calm. So calm that it felt like the calm before the storm. There was this uneasy feeling in her heart, like something big was going to happen. Her family didn't ask her anything about that day, they behaved like everything was normal. But she knew that they were walking around the shells. They all were worried about her, why wouldn't they be? The way she returned that day would be shocking to any normal family. She was like a abandoned woman, with red eyes and shocked state. Even though she was the one who wanted to break things up between them, but was behaving the one who was abandoned. It had taken a lot of efforts for her to tell him to leave her. When she first went through rebirth she was very angry at him. It was like all her emotions for him were wiped out. She didn't feel any love for her husband. She even propos
In a world where no one loved me, you were the only one willing to stay with me. In my life filled with boundless darkness only you were the source of lightning. You were more important to me than my own flesh and blood, but you still chose to leave me. I was blind, I agree. I was unable to see the love in your eyes, because of my own guilt I never really tried to know your feelings. I was a coward who was afraid that if you know my feelings, you'll think I'm disgusting. A coward who was not able to save you, who failed your expectations as a brother, a guradian and your only closest blood relative. If only I had tried to take a step towards you, should that tragedy never had happened. If only I knew that you my dearest sister loved me as much as I loved you and suffered because of that love, suffered because of my ignorance you would not have died. I failed to protect you as a brother, and I failed to recognise your feelings as a lover. God has give
She left him, she really left him. Why does she always wants to leave him. Even when she was his sister she left him, and now even though she is his wife she still left him. What should he do to keep her? Does she really not love him? Did she started hating him since he forced her? What was the reason? Ahhhhhh~ He's heart feels like someone put a knife in his heart and twisted it. It's getting hard to even breathe. Why does it hurt so much? Please don't leave him again and again. You are the only light in my darkness, if I lose you I'll be engulfed in a world where I couldn't breathe nor see anything but dark walls. He didn't know for how long he cried nor he knew when the lit room was covered in darkness. The sense of time was lost. He didn't move from the position, still hoping that she'll come back. Looking at the closed doors, he closed his eyes slowly.
What is love? Is it thinking of someone for the whole day unconsciously or making him an undividable part of your life? Is it feeling lonely for no reason if he’s not near even in a crowded place or feeling immense happiness just by knowing he’s somewhere nearby? Why do we love someone even after knowing that it hurts like hell? Love is supposed to bring you happiness, right? But why does it make you have constant mood swings? Uncertainty about future, fear of loosing that person, being terrified at the thought of being alone without him.Love is a kind of torture that brings pleasure in the pain, it’s like a disease which you can’t get rid of and actually don’t want to part with.