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THEA'S P. O. VEven after the call ended, a nagging unease lingered. Ruan’s voice, though laced with his usual warmth, had carried an undercurrent of something else—a tremor of fear, a subtle tremor of distress that he’d tried to mask with a flimsy excuse. Oo, kinikilig ako sa sinabi n'ya na nami-miss n'ya ako sa kalagitnaan ng gabi. Pero kilalanko s'ya. At ramdam na ramdam ko sa boses n'ya pa lang na may gusto pa s'yang sabihin sa akin na for whatever reason ay hindi n'ya masabi. I know him well enough to recognize the subtle shift in his tone, the slight hesitation in his words. He was hiding something.Pagkatapos tuloy ng tawag n'ya, hindi na ulit ako dinalaw dalaw ng antok. I tossed and turned in bed, the darkness amplifying the unease that gnawed at me. His words replayed in my mind, each syllable dissected, each inflection analyzed. The flimsy excuse, the unconvincing explanation, only served to deepen my suspicion. He hadn't sounded like a man simply missing his girlfriend; he
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THEA'S P. O. V"What?! Sa Egypt talaga? Ang weird ng trip ni Kuya, ha?” Buntung-hininga lang ang sinagot ko sa reaksyon ni Zara pagkatapos kong i-kwento sa kanya ang kakaibang trip ng kuya n'ya."I know right. Ewan ko sa kanya kung bakit sa dinami-dami ng mga bansa na kilala for symbolizing romance, talagang do'n pa sa historical place ginusto n'yang pumunta. I love history, pero hindi ko lang talaga in-expect na do'n n'ya ako dadalhin for a 'romantic' getaway,” sabi ko pa."Pero sasama ka?”"Syempre. Tsaka excited din naman ako kahit papaano. First out of the country namin 'to ni Ruan. Kaya importante na rin 'to for me,” sagot ko.Tumangu-tango si Zara."Sabagay. You know what? Hayaan mo na lang muna si Kuya sa trip n'ya. Who knows? Baka may binabalak s'yang pakulo or something para i-surprise ka. Hindi imposibleng mangyari 'yon, ha? 'Wag ka!”Napangiti na lang ako at aaminin ko, may parte sa akin na umasang sana nga."Anyway, let's go change the topic. Saan mo gustong mag-malling to
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THEA'S P. O. VAfter a few days, once everything is setup for our trip, lumipad na rin kami agad pa-Egypt. And now, we are here!The Egyptian sun beat down on us, the heat shimmering off the ancient stones. Ruan, ever the attentive tour guide, pointed out historical landmarks, his voice a low hum against the backdrop of the bustling tourist crowds. He spoke with an authority that bordered on obsession, his knowledge of Egyptian history encyclopedic, his descriptions vivid and engaging. At first, I was captivated, amazed by his depth of knowledge, his passion for the subject. He painted a picture of the past with such skill, such detail, that I felt transported back in time, standing alongside the pharaohs and their queens. Gustung-gusto ko ring itanong kung paano n'ya nalaman lahat ng 'yon, pero ayoko namang i-spoil ang pagiging 'tour guide' n'ya sa akin.He spoke of the gods and goddesses, the rituals and ceremonies, the triumphs and tragedies of ancient Egypt. He described the const
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THEA'S P. O. VHindi na namin natapos 'yung two-week long sana na bakasyon namin sa Egypt. The flight home was a torturous exercise in avoidance. The silence between Ruan and me was thick, suffocating, a stark contrast to the lively conversations that had once filled our days. He tried, several times, to apologize, to explain, but his attempts felt hollow, his words lacking the sincerity needed to bridge the chasm that had opened up between us. His apologies were mere whispers. Hindi ko halos maramdaman.I refused to engage, my silence a deliberate wall against his attempts at reconciliation. Mas pinili kong 'wag s'yang pansinin. His words, once so captivating, now sounded hollow, meaningless. The romantic getaway had turned into a chilling revelation, a journey not into the past, but into the heart of Ruan’s unresolved grief, a grief that threatened to consume us both.Pagkahatid n'ya sa akin sa apartment ko, ni hindi ko s'ya nilingon ulit. I didn't bid any goodbyes nor I gave him a
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RUAN'S P. O. V"Ariadne… I-It's true that I used to love her. But I'm not obsessed. A-At ikaw… O-Oo, totoong napansin ko agad 'yung pagkakahawig n'yo the moment we met each other. Pero… That doesn't mean that I love you because I think she's you. Hindi gano'n 'yon, Hope. Hindi gano'n.” Tumingin s'ya sa akin nang diretso sa mga mata. It was as if she's testing kung nagsasabi ba ako ng totoo o hindi. Pero hindi na ako natatakot. Because I am now determined to tell the whole truth.I described the day Ariadne’s ghost had appeared, seemingly out of nowhere, the unexpectedness of it all, the surreal nature of our burgeoning relationship. I painted a picture of a love born in the ethereal realm, a connection that transcended the boundaries of life and death, a relationship that had defied all logic and reason. Sinabi ko rin kung paano kami nagkamabutihan. Kung paano n'ya ako binago. At kung paano naging kami."I know it sounded unbelievable, insane even. Absurd. But that's the truth. Alam k
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RUAN'S P. O. VThe date with Thea had been perfect, a much-needed respite from the recent turmoil. We had walked along the beach, hand in hand, the gentle rhythm of the waves a soothing counterpoint to the quiet intimacy of our conversation. We talked about the future, about our dreams, about our hopes. For a few precious hours, the shadows of the past receded, replaced by the warmth of our renewed love.Biglaan lang at hindi planado ang date na 'yon pero masasabi kong worth it. Mas worth it pa kaysa sa naging trip namin pa-Egypt.After our date, I drove her home, the familiar streets bathed in the soft glow of the setting sun."Bye, my Hope. Sana, nag-enjoy ka sa mini date natin,” I smiled as I kiss her forehead.I hug her and she hugged me just as tight as I did."Nag-enjoy ako. Sobra,” she whispered.We lingered at her doorstep, reluctant to end the evening, our goodbyes drawn out, our embrace lingering long after the initial farewell. The warmth of her touch, the softness of her sk
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RUAN'S P. O. VThe office felt strangely quiet, the usual hum of activity muted, the air thick with the lingering scent of coffee and anticipation. Hope and I were back at our desks, the familiar routine of work a stark contrast to the recent turmoil in our lives. Na miss ko rin 'to.The events of the past few days—the confession, the reconciliation, the violent interruption—still felt surreal, a bizarre sequence of events that had somehow led us to this moment of fragile peace.I watched Hope from across the room, her fingers flying across the keyboard, her brow furrowed in concentration. The intensity of her focus, the way her lips pursed slightly as she wrestled with a particularly challenging task, fascinated me. The sight of her, so focused, so determined, ignited a spark of desire within me, a longing that transcended the mundane reality of our workplace."Kanina ka pa titig na titig d'yan. Baka matunaw na 'ko,” Hope said in a teasing manner.I smiled. Naramdaman n'ya pala na ka
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THEA'S P. O. VThe phone call sliced through the quiet contentment of my afternoon, the jarring ring a stark contrast to the peaceful atmosphere of my office.It was a call from the prison, a voice crackling through the line, informing me of Tiya Purita's alleged mild heart attack. Si Tiya Purita—'yung tiyahin ko na kamuntikan na akong maipangbayad ng utang at maibenta pa kay Tejada. The same woman who had nearly destroyed my life. A wave of unease washed over me, a mixture of apprehension and a lingering sense of duty.Mabuti na lang din at wala sa opisina si Ruan. Umalis s'ya saglit at hindi na ako sumama. I just texted him to know what I was up to. Pupunta ako sa kulungan.Despite the betrayal, the near-miss, the lingering resentment, a sense of responsibility tugged at me. She was still my aunt, however twisted our relationship had become. And despite everything, a small part of me couldn't bring myself to abandon her completely. I decided to pay her a visit, a decision fueled by a
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RUAN'S P. O. VThe hospital room was a sterile, white tomb, the air thick with the scent of antiseptic and unspoken sorrow. It had been three months since the accident, three months since Hope had slipped into that deep, silent sleep. Three months of agonizing hope and crushing despair.Matagal nang tumigil 'yung mga doktor na magbigay ng assurance sa akin na gagaling pa si Hope. Na magigising pa s'ya ulit. But no matter how kind their smiles are and no matter how gentle their words are, hindi ko pa rin magawang makumbinsi na isuko s'ya. They spoke of brain injuries, of the delicate balance of life and death, of miracles that were rare and unpredictable. They spoke of letting go, of accepting the inevitable.But I refused to listen. I refused to accept their pronouncements of defeat. I clung to the faintest flicker of hope, the whisper of a possibility that she might wake up, that she might smile at me again, that she might say my name. Babalik s'ya.Every day, I sat by her bedside, h
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1 year later… THEA'S P. O. VThe soft glow of the setting sun painted the city in hues of orange and pink as I walked towards the restaurant, my heart pounding a frantic rhythm against my ribs.It was our anniversary, one year since the day Ruan had promised to never let go of me again. One year since we had decided to face our demons together, to heal the wounds of the past.Isang taon na rin silang ayos ng mga magulang n'ya. It happened since they all decided to call everything quits. Nagkaliwanagan sila, nagkapatawaran. And I was indeed right. Sobrang daming bagay at side ng istorya ang hindi alam ni Ruan. Pero naliwanagan na s'ya nang magkausap sila ng mga magulang n'ya. Turns out, Ruan is really not who he seems to be. Mukha lang s'yang matapang at manhid; pero sa loob n'ya, nando'n pa rin ang batang s'ya na naghahangad ng kalinga mula sa mga magulang n'ya. And I saw that child when he cried while hugging his parents again after a very long time.Isang taon na rin, pero ni isa sa
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RUAN'S P. O. V"Ready na ba kayo?” I smiled with Hope's energy. Sobrang taas ng energy n'ya at ramdam na ramdam 'yon pagpasok pa lang n'ya sa sasakyan."Good morning, Ruan. Hi, Shariya! Did you miss me?” sabi n'ya ulit."'Morning, my Hope,” I said.Shariya giggled and exclaimed, "Yes!"And just as that, the day unfolded like a dream, a series of joyful moments strung together like pearls on a silken thread. Hope's energy was infectious, her laughter echoing through the bustling streets, her enthusiasm contagious. Shariya, ever the lively child, bounced between us, her infectious energy a constant source of amusement. We were a family, a makeshift unit bound by affection and shared experiences.We started with a leisurely stroll through the park, the sunshine warming our faces, the fresh air filling our lungs. Shariya chased pigeons, her giggles echoing through the trees, her joy a balm to my soul. Hope watched her with a tenderness that tugged at my heartstrings, her eyes filled with
