Wyatt POV
Today is one of the hardest days of my life. My engagement party is tonight and I unfortunately have to attend and pretend to be having a great time. The problem is that I hate social affairs and I definitely am not happy about getting married. It is a simple business deal for me, and it doesn’t matter how many times I tell Sandrine I don’t love her and I will never love her. She keeps pretending everything is fine and we are the perfect couple.
I guess that in the eyes of midia, we are; she is the only heir of the Parisi fortune and I am a self-made billionaire and New York’s most eligible bachelor, according to People magazine. What can I say? I am never really seen parading any women and when I do; I get engaged straight away. Obviously, their mafia roots are well hidden and they have no clue who I really am and why I want to marry her.
I know Lorenzo Parisi is the Don of the Italian mafia. I want to take it from him. I want to make him pay for all the crap he has put my grandfather through. You may say I am doing this for ambition and for revenge, but the thing is, they don’t know I am coming; they think I am just a filthy rich man who wants to make more money; they don’t know my real identity, and I can’t wait for the mask to fall and to have them on my feet.
I look at my reflection in the mirror and shake my head as I pass my hand through my freshly cut hair. A movement behind me makes me look over my shoulder, and I can’t help but smile as I watch Vivian sit up on my bed.
Vivian is the closest thing I ever had to a relationship. She is… how do people call it? A friend with benefits. We have known each other since university and she was the only woman I ever allowed into my bed. I might not sleep around and I might not parade woman, but I have needs that need to be attended to, and she is the one that takes care of them. Vivian is married and has as much to lose as I do if this comes out.
“Come back to bed, it’s early,” she says as she rubs her eyes and her long blonde hair falls down her shoulders. With one hand, she throws her hair back and smiles as I walk to the edge of the bed and place one hand on the back of her neck, pulling her close to me. She moans as I maneuver her single-handedly.
“You need to get the fuck out, I have a meeting with your husband in one hour and he will be wondering where you are,” I say before I close the gap between us as she rests her hands on my chest and slowly runs her nails down my skin sending a shiver down my spine.
Vivian rolls her eyes in an exaggerated way before I pull away from her and pull my shirt over my shoulders. She watches me like a hawk. “Gawking over me won’t get you anything. Time to leave Vivian.” I say and she nods as she throws her legs out of the bed and slowly walks to me. Her naked body moved slowly and seductively. I know what she is trying to do. She is trying to make me fuck her again, but not happening.
“Come on Wyatt, just a quickie,” she whispers in my ear as she gets on her tiptoes. Her nails brushed the side of my neck. I wrap my hand around her waist, pulling her hand away from me, and she frowns and pouts. “You’re no fun,” she says, and I shrug as she walks away to the bathroom. Thank fuck.
I really don’t know how people endure relationships. The idea of having someone always around baffles me. My entire body shivers as I think soon I will have to share a house with a woman, and she will be constantly trying to get my attention. Don’t get me wrong. I am used to women throwing themselves at me. But I never do anything about it, and having to share a house with Sandrine is becoming my worst nightmare.
As soon as I finish the last touches on my suit, Vivian walks out of the bathroom looking like she just came out of an expensive hair salon, her makeup looking flawless and her outfit making her look like the most powerful woman in the world.
Vivian walks to me and stands next to me in front of the mirror as she retouches her red lipstick. Her eyes meet mine and she smiles. “We would’ve made a beautiful couple if you weren’t so stubborn,” she says and I place my hands on her hips and pull her to me. Her ass pressed against my crotch and her back against my chest. Her hands rest on top of mine as her eyes meet mine through the reflection in the mirror.
“I am not stubborn, I know what I want, and I definitely know what I don’t want,” I tell her and her smile disappears as she stops rubbing her ass against my sleeping cock. What can I say? She is sexy but my cock only springs up when I desperately need release, and in all honesty, I can find better release by myself than I do between a woman’s leg.
“Who hurt you so much?” She asks, and I frown as I look at her. I never had a deep conversation with Vivian, and it sure as hell is not about to happen now.
“What?” I say and she smiles as she rests her arms on my shoulders. Vivian is tall for a woman and in her high heels, she is almost as tall as me. Her eyes line with my lips and she smirks.
“Who hurt you so much in the past that made your heart turn into ice?” She asks, and I take one step away from her. I don’t talk about my past with anyone. You either were there to witness it, or you didn’t. And if you were not there means you’re not important enough in my life for me to tell you my story.
“Get out,” I say as I slap her ass, making her jump as she squeals before she gives me a dirty look through the mirror and she walks out of my room. I take a deep breath as I sit on the edge of the bed, putting my shoes on.
I guess I never really believed in love, my grandmother was killed in a tragic car accident when my father was a child and he was raised by my grandfather who loved to parade women around and make them promises he never had any intention to fulfill and then I had my father. The man who cheated on my mother.
My phone rings as I walk out of the room and I answer it without looking at the name because I know exactly who it is. “Hey fucker, are you meeting us for breakfast?” Dash asks as soon as I answer. We had agreed to meet up for breakfast today, before my meeting with Frederick Sallow, Vivian’s husband. He contacted me last week saying he has a business opportunity I won’t be able to say no to. The thing is, I say no to business opportunities every day. People assume because I am ambitious, I would get involved in any business opportunity. But no. I am very calculating. I take my time studying the opportunity and making sure it’s viable.
“I can’t,” I say as I look at my watch. Vivian took longer to fuck off than I expected, and now I need to go straight to the office. Obviously, I am not about to tell Dash that. Vivian used to be the twins to go to when they needed an easy fuck in university. She always enjoyed spreading her legs to rich and powerful men, so the three of us were at the top of her list.
“Fuck you Hayes, it’s the second time this week you arrange the breakfast shit and then you don’t show up. What is going on? Wedding jitters?” He asks as he chuckles on the other side. If I didn’t love the twins as brothers, I sure as hell wouldn’t put up with their crap. The way they love to torment me is astonishing.
“I am not getting married today, you idiot,” I say as I press the button to my private elevator. I live in a penthouse on the Upper West Side. Shocker I know.
“Yeah, whatever. How’s the bride-to-be? Spoken to her today?” Dash asks and I take a deep breath as the elevator door opens and I step inside.
“Not hearing you properly, I’m in the elevator,” I say and he laughs on the other side.
“Stop lying,” he says, and I end the call. I am not in a good mood today, and having to deal with Dash and Jagger’s shit is not my priority. I have to say I am a little curious about my meeting with Frederick Sallow. The man is considered smart and knows his business, but trying to drag me into one seems reckless. He’s never really met me before.
The drive to my office is boring, and my mind keeps being tormented by Vivian’s words. “Who hurt you so much in the past that made your heart turn into ice?” You may say I am made of ice, but I prefer the term I am made of stone. After all, Ice melts. And I don’t think I will ever be capable of loving someone. I think there’s something broken in me.
Wyatt POVThe dinner party Sandrine put me through with her family wasn’t enough to show New York’s society that we are engaged apparently, so here I am, sitting in my car as I look at the entrance of the extravagant event Sandrine arranged. “Darling, we’re very important people, and the society needs to know we will be married soon, maybe a spring wedding?” I remember her words as we walked into the dinner event two weeks ago.Agreeing to this has more to do with the business deal I will be making than anything else. If I want to take over her father’s business and his place as head of the Italian mob, I have to put up with this shit. I take a deep breath as I rest my forehead against the steering wheel.A knock on the window makes me frown as I look out to find Dash and Jagger staring at me. They look so much alike, it’s absolutely stupid. They even have the same haircut. Apparently, messing up with people is their main thing. They like that no one can tell them apart except for me.
Blake POV“Blake, I have your first assignment,” my boss says and I smile as I stand from my cubicle after putting down the phone that connects my little office space to hers. Tara is my new editor. As soon as I got to New York, I made sure to find a job. Obviously, I didn’t look for something that would take a lot of my time, but something that would get me some money and would leave me some time to investigate The Reaper.I found this job as a part-time writer for a wedding magazine, apparently is a very prestigious magazine and everything that I have done before helped me nail this. Obviously, I know nothing about weddings and I will have to do a lot of research and ask idiotic questions to the bride and groom, but hey, to live is to learn.Since when I have become such a cliche? I shake my head as I stand up, grabbing my little notepad and pen before I walk to Tara’s office. I am an old school. I like to write things with my hand first, and like this, no one can hack into my thing
Blake POVI look in the mirror and I barely recognize myself. The sage green dress hugs all of my curves all while the shapewear I am wearing softens all the bumps and curves. I have never felt so sexy in my life. The slit of the dress is on my left leg and it goes all the way up to the middle of my thigh.The makeup is dark with some pops of green while the red lipstick covers my lips. I smile as I turn around and look over my shoulder. The shoes I am wearing are so high I am afraid I am about to fall on my face, but I love what I see in the mirror.“I know the dress is a little small, but I wasn’t made aware we were going to have someone to fit today and most of the girls I need to fit are a size two or four,” she says, and I nod. Way to make me feel shit about myself. But unfortunately for her, I really don’t care. I look hot.I hear a whistle behind me and when I turn around to see who the author is; I smile as Trent walks to m
Wyatt POVI watch as Blake walks away from us, and I immediately pull my hands from Sandrine. This type of public display of affection is not my thing. I don’t need to pretend to enjoy her touch anymore. I know that this is a show for everyone, but I prefer to keep my distance from touching her. Sandrine furrows her brows as she follows my gaze and then crosses her arms in front of her voluptuous chest.“Enjoying watching her? Aren’t you ashamed?” She says and I raise one eyebrow as I look at her and immediately her eyes soften as she takes a deep breath. “You could at least hide the drool on the corner of your mouth,” she says, and I can’t help but smirk at her remark.“Jealousy doesn’t look good on you, Sandrine, and what were you thinking? Talking about our personal lives?” I say as I shove both my hands into my pants pockets and Sandrine looks down at her hands and then at me as she shrugs.“I have to kill people’s idea that I am pregnant as if I would ever allow that to happen. T
Blake POVWalking away from Wyatt Hayes turned out to be the hardest thing I have ever done in my life, and I have done some incredibly hard things in my life. The way his two colored eyes watched me, as if he was drinking me in, as if he was committing me to memory, watching my every move to make sure he wouldn’t forget anything.As I find Trent in the middle of the room, he smiles, passing me a glass of champagne that I gladly take and empty without thinking twice. “Wow, take it easy Pierce,” he says and I nod as I hold the glass between my trembling fingers.“Are you okay?” He asks as he faces me, his fingers brushing my skin as he moves a strand of hair that fell in front of my eyes. I nod, biting my lips as I remember the heat coming from Wyatt’s body. I swear I smell like him now. His jacket smelled so much like him, I bet I smell the same now.I wish I could just sniff my arms, but it would be embarrassing and I
Blake POV“Do you need help, Love?” I hear someone say and then I realize the cab driver is leaning in the window next to me. I shake my head, pushing Wyatt away from me, but he doesn’t move, not even an inch. His eyes are murderous.I hear a whistle, and I look over his shoulder to see Dash and his twin brother. They stand the same way, both with their hands in their pockets. The only difference between them is that Dash is smiling and his brother Jagger looks serious. The way he is looking at me makes my stomach turn.“Let me go, Wyatt, go back inside, I bet there are some people wanting to talk to you, or your fiancé, she might be looking for you,” I say and when his eyes move from my eyes to my lips and then back up I realize he is touching me. His hand possessively resting on my waist, keeping me in place.I look down at his hand and I have to say I feel bothered by his touch. The heat that comes from his touch me
Wyatt POVIt’s been exactly five days since the engagement party and Sandrine has been clingier than ever. I guess that the display of affection I pulled on her made her think things changed and I wanted something to do with her. I pinch the bridge of my nose as the seventh message of the day flashes on the screen of my phone.“Her again?” Jagger asks and I nod as I turn my phone off and shove it into the back pocket of my jeans. I am tired of her shit and if I didn’t have so much to lose, I would honestly tell her to fuck right off. I hate the way she talks to me, and the way she thinks she can have any say in my life.“Wouldn’t want to be you,” Dash says as he looks at me over his shoulder while Jagger drives and he sits on the passenger seat next to his twin. I am in the back of the SUV with my laptop while we try to connect to the sound system of the car in front of us.“They will be realizing we are fol
Blake POVI open my eyes, sitting up on the bed, frowning and looking around. I move my hand through my hair, pulling it away from my face while my heart beats fast. My forehead is so wet with sweat that my hair gets stuck. I had a really weird dream and then I felt like I was being watched. That feeling hasn’t disappeared.It was the most real dream I have ever had in my life. It was like I could even smell his cologne. My skin felt warm, as if he was touching me and my pussy drenched because he was touching, licking and doing all sorts of sinful things to me. Things I wish I could feel for real.I realize it’s been far too long since the last time I had sex and I need to get it sorted. I know I am not the one-night stands kind of girl, but I really need to sort out this need for sex.I sit on the edge of the bed, grabbing the robe I have resting on the end of the bed, throwing it over my shoulders and passing my arms through the fabric, tyin
Dash POV“Seriously? A college party?” I let out and Jagger shrugs. Usually, he is the one that does this type of job, but today I am the unlucky bastard who has to deal with kids. I owe him. I promised I would do something for him. That’s what happens when your twin brother gets shot saving your fucking life. Jagger is the enforcer in our fucked up world. We belong to the MOB and I am the boss’s right hand. So usually Jagger needs to deal with this situation, scare some people, and beat them up, but today is my turn. I hate doing these types of jobs, don’t get me wrong. I enjoy beating some people and violence is always the answer, but when it comes to parties like this… I hate doing it, there’s too much to lose and I usually tend to get into some girl’s bed. As I said before, we are twins. I can’t see anything similar between us, but everyone says we look exactly the same with just different haircuts, but I don’t see it. Jagger is a miserable bastard while I enjoy life and I enjoy
Wyatt POVMONTHS LATER“Go back to bed, I’ve got it,” I whisper as I get my daughter from Blake’s arms. Breastfeeding on demand is destroying her. She barely sleeps and she is walking around like a zombie. Every time she is not breastfeeding and I can help, I jump into action and now is one of those moments. Blake nods and stands from the rocking chair and gives up immediately. “I’ll sleep here,” she says, curling up on herself and I shake my head as she starts pulling on the blanket she had covering her legs. There’s no way I am going to allow her to sleep anywhere besides our bed. “No, you need proper rest, I have a nursing bottle with the milk you pumped earlier in the fridge, you need to sleep Blake, you’re still recovering,” I say and her eyes meet mine and she nods giving in to my demand. When she stands, she leans to me and kisses our beautiful daughter on the head and I pout. Blake kisses me after and walks out of the nursery to go back to bed. I always take over during the
Wyatt POVI have suffered real torture in my life, but none of them were as bad as the torture Blake is putting me through right now. The woman hasn’t forgiven me and is keeping me on my toes. Everything is done on her terms and trust me, I am okay with it. All I want is her, Blake. Whatever the terms. If she wants to keep torturing me to the end of our lives, I am okay with it, but she will have to change the way because my balls are going blue and I am about to fucking explode. I refuse to use my hand when she has the most beautiful pussy between her legs. “Come on,” I let out, groaning in frustration as Blake walked out of the bathroom, dropping her towel on the floor right in front of me. The way her hips move is so sensual something inside of me dies every time she doesn’t let me touch her. Blake rests one foot on the chair as she moves her hands up and down her legs, bending slightly as she applies the cream on her velvety legs. “Fuck,” I hiss as I see the beautiful pink dream
Blake POVAs soon as we stopped fucking like savage animals, I pulled away from Wyatt and walked into the bathroom. My head was still foggy and my body ached. I needed some distance. I believe his words, but they don’t change anything. He did the things he did, and I need some distance to learn to deal with it. I know I will be able to forgive him, just not right now. I love him too much to stay away from him, but I also know I am fucking stubborn and I need to sort out my emotions on my own. A soft knock on the door makes me shift in place as I look over my shoulder to notice I locked the door. Good. “Blake, let me in.” I hear Wyatt’s voice and I ignore him. I turn the shower on as an sign I am alive, but I stay quiet. I need to sort out the loud voices in my head telling me I should stay away from Wyatt. That his life is dangerous and I have nothing to do with it. Look at how my mother ended up. A chill down my spine makes me move faster, getting into the shower as a horrible rea
Blake POVI stop in my tracks when I hear the words that make my entire world spin. “I love you,” he says again with a plea. I turn around and look at him. Wyatt is on one knee with a small black box in his hand, and I am taken aback by what he is about to do. “No, don’t you dare do that,” I let out. The venom in my tone makes Wyatt look down and inhale deeply. “Don’t you dare do that to me right now, I am too mad,” I say and his beautiful eyes meet mine once more and a small smirk appears on his lips and I chew on the inside of my cheek. “Blake Pierce, I have never met a woman so infuriating, smart, incredibly stubborn, and beautiful as you. You are like the sun to me. Everything in my world revolves around you. Everything that happened in our lives was for this moment right here,” Wyatt says as he stands up and takes one step to me, ending the distance between us. “If things had gone differently, we wouldn’t be standing here,” he says with his hands moving to my face and one movi
Wyatt POV“Oh, look who’s here, the boyfriend,” the fucking bitch says as she stares in my direction. Everything in me is saying to end her miserable life, to wrap my hands around her neck and put pressure until her eyes go wide, her lips turn purple and her body is limp. Her bother should’ve suffered more than he did, he should’ve ended up here with her, I wish I had my way with him, I would have made him beg for his life, I would have made him regret every choice in his fucking life, I would have shown him how fucking stupid he is and how he fucked with the wrong person. How he should’ve left Blake out of this.I might not be the best person in the world, and I don’t have siblings, but if I did, I would do everything in my fucking power to protect them, to keep them from harm’s way and I wouldn’t ignore them and pretend they didn’t exist. Their idea of family is so fucked up to me that I swear all I want to do is kill her and send her to hell, where she will meet her fucking brothe
Blake POVIt took me a long time to convince them to see Leia. Wyatt thought I would be better off, but right now he doesn’t have a say about my life, or anything, for that matter. I don’t want to hear another word coming from his mouth. Emma convinced me to be checked by a doctor before anything and treat the wounds I had on my body. I am not going to lie that eating and drinking made me feel much better and I can see things with a different clarity than I had when I was trapped in that horrible building. As I walk down the dark concrete stairs to the basement, I feel a chill down my spine and I can’t help but shake my head. This is my worst nightmare and I can’t believe this is happening to me. I take a deep breath, gathering the courage I have been hoping I have, and open the door at the bottom of the stairs. The single lamp above Leia’s head makes me think of old horror films, where they would capture their victim and leave them in a dark room with only one lamp above them. I s
Blake POVThis place looks like a freaking maze, and I can’t seem to find Leia, but I know she is in here, I had seen her earlier and I don’t think she would have the time to leave the building, this place is huge and we are quite high up.I watch as The Reaper walks out of one of the rooms and I stop walking. Wyatt stands next to me as I hold my breath. My brain trying to figure out something to say. He walks towards us and I swear I can feel my heart beating in my throat. I think it’s about to come out of my body through my mouth, if that is even possible.“I need to tell you something,” I say as I turn to face Wyatt. This might not be the best time in the world to tell him I kissed another man before I told him I was carrying his child. Fuck, I sound like a proper slut. I hate I did that. I hate myself for doing this as well, but if The Reaper opens his mouth and says anything, it
Blake POVAs we walk through the long corridors of whatever building we’re inside, I can see bodies lying. Some of them with their eyes still opened in shock, showing the shock they were feeling when they died. I never really thought about death as much as I did this time I was captured. Yes, I thought about death, but not about mine, about how people feel the last second before their heart stops beating. These last few days have been a fucking rollercoaster inside my head. Finding out I have siblings who knew I existed and never bothered to take care of me was the hardest part of it all. Knowing that I had a father until recently and knowing I had a brother and a sister who could have rescued me from the horror that was foster care and they didn’t move a finger. I don’t know if my life would’ve been better or worse than it was. But I know if they had come for me I wouldn’t have Emma in my life and I think I am okay with them leaving me alone to battle for my things because it made