Blake POV
“Seriously, Blake, you’re freaking me out,” Emma says as she looks at the wall in my bedroom. You know those walls in horror films where the police are trying to find the killer? The red lines connecting the newspaper articles, and the photos, all the evidence into a gigantic mural… well… That’s how my bedroom wall looks like right now. I look at Emma, offering her an encouraging smile before I refocus on the wall.
I am a journalist who specializes in taking down criminals. I have successfully handed over three men to the police who have ties to the Italian mob. I single-handedly do a better job than the police, but I don’t have rules I need to follow. I am not afraid to bend the law to get the information. I just want to give people a great report on my job.
I have been trying to take down the man who killed my mother, but everything I try to find out about him leads me to a dead end. It’s all very frustrating. I am good at my job; I am starting to suspect he is figuring out someone is onto him. He is anything but reckless, and all the leads I find have been left recklessly. As if planted, especially for me, to frustrate me.
All the criminals I have taken down are connected to the Italian mob, or the Russian, or even the Irish. They are all connected somehow. They all have ties of some sort. Even though I never succeeded in taking down a big guy, I always take down people who work closely with them. My new target is the man that destroyed my childhood.
“I know,” I say as I take a deep breath. As I stare at the red lines on the wall with several newspaper articles and photos of men, I am still missing three photos on the wall and their connection with the rest of the crimes.
“This is getting really dangerous, and I am scared you won’t know when to get out,” Emma says, and I nod. She knows me better than anyone. We are up together in foster care. We’re like sisters. We went through the system together and we know what danger means. But the difference between her and I, is that she runs away from danger and I seem to get dragged into it.
I love the adrenaline of being involved in something dangerous that can get me hurt or killed. I know what you’re thinking. I have a death wish, some might say I do, but I just like to live my life on the edge.
“I am moving to New York,” I say and Emma almost chokes on her coke. She coughs as her face goes bright red and I immediately start tapping on her back to try to relieve her. Her eyes dart to mine as she recovers, her breath shaking her head.
“No, you can’t, you’ll end up getting killed,” she says and I shake my head.
“You’re exaggerating,” I say, but deep down I know she is kind of right. I am playing with fire here. I am trying to find out the real identity of The Reaper. The man who killed my mother and her boyfriend, my pregnant mother, may I add.
“I am not. He is dangerous, and the fact that no one knows who he is and he never got caught by the police says something,” Emma says and I take a deep down.
“Okay, look, I am not going to convince you that I won’t get hurt, and you won’t be able to convince me that I will end up dead under a bridge beheaded,” I say and Emma widens her eyes in horror.
“I never said beheaded. Geez, I really don’t know how you can deal with all of this violence and not have your stomach turn. You’re some kind of superhero,” she says and I can’t help but giggle. Emma is a lawyer but not a criminal lawyer. She works for a firm that provides accounting services. I honestly never really understood what she does, but she never understood what I do, so it’s a thing with us.
“Okay, let’s go out and celebrate my decision,” I say and she snorts, shaking her head.
“There’s not really a lot to celebrate, you’ll be leaving me here while you’re moving to New York, I will be constantly worried about you, and I know I will end up flying to New York more often than I care to admit,” She says and I can’t help but throw one arm over her shoulder smiling guiding her out of my room.
“I am not going to miss that,” she says as she looks over her shoulder at the wall, and her entire body trembles. “I really hate that,” she whispers before I open our apartment door, guiding her out as she leans in, grabbing her purse from the table near the door.
“Oh, and you’re paying,” she says as she presses the button for the elevator. Shock. Even though she makes double the money, I make, she is a tight bitch. I always end up paying for our outings, and spending more than I should.
Emma’s boyfriend Tom ends up joining us. I never really liked him, and he never really liked me anyway, so she always tried to keep us apart, but today there was no other way. He had to join us while he brought another guy with him. It’s like Emma is trying to set me up so I won’t go. No, that can’t be it. She only just found out I am going to New York. I frown as I look at her while she laughs at some stupid joke Tom says.
“So, Blake, are you a lawyer like Emma?” the other guy asks. I look at him, shaking my head as I shove a fork full of pasta into my mouth. I am trying to remember his name, but I can’t. I know it starts with an R? Maybe?
“Nope,” I finally let out, popping the p. He nods as she holds his wineglass in his hand and then focuses on me again.
“So what do you do?” He asks and Tom snorts, shaking his head. I dart my eyes at him while Emma places her hand on top of his on the table, shaking her head.
“Anything to add Tom?” I ask, annoyance flying with my tone of voice while he smiles at me, the fakest smile I have ever seen.
“Blake thinks she is some sort of vigilante,” he says while the guy looks at me raising one eyebrow questioningly.
“That’s not what she thinks. Can you please?” Emma starts, but I interrupt her.
“Maybe if you read anything I have ever written you would know I am not some sort of vigilante, I am just a woman that knows where to look and do the job the police can’t fucking do,” I let out and Tom shakes his head as Emma slams a hand on her forehead because she knows where this is going.
“Job? Do you even know what that is? You’re a freelancer living out of the money your mommy left you when she died,” he says and Emma shakes her head, raising one hand and shoving it to his face, so he stops talking.
I push my chair back and stand up. The other guy, whatever his name is, stands up with me trying to be a gentleman or some shit while I throw my napkin on the table and point my finger at his face accusingly. “You’re a dick,” I say, walking away while I hear Emma’s chair moving as she calls for me.
“Blake, wait up,” she says as I walk out of the restaurant, holding my jacket in my hand. The cold air hit me straight in the face, making me struggle to take a breath. It was really warm inside the restaurant and it was freezing outside. It’s early January, and the cold is only getting worse from now on.
“I’ve got to go,” I say, not looking at my best friend while I shove my arms through my jacket. I know that she feels guilty about the way he spoke to me, and I know they will get into a massive argument and I hate she has to argue with him because of me. Just because I don’t sit in an office like them for eight hours five days a week, doesn’t mean I don’t work.
“Blake, come on,” she says, gripping my wrist and when I look at her, she’s blinking several times as the cold is bothering her. She is not wearing her jacket and my face softens, as does my heart, as I look at her. She is the most amazing human being I have ever met, and I hate that I don’t get on with her boyfriend, but he is an idiot.
“I am okay. I just need to go home and start packing. I’ll see you tomorrow, okay?” I say and she nods slightly before she pulls me into a tight embrace and walks back inside. To my surprise, whatever his name is, he walks out shaking his head and rubbing his hands.
“I am sorry about that. I didn’t mean to cause any problems,” he says, and I nod slightly.
“It’s okay,” I let out, and he smiles as he looks both ways on the street.
“Wanna go grab a coffee? My treat, to make up for the shit that happened in there,” he says and I take a deep breath as I pull my sleeves down covering my bare hands.
“Sure, why not,” I say and he smiles as we walk down the street to the most beautiful coffee shop. The twinkle lights shine as if they forgot it’s not Christmas anymore.
Wyatt POV Today is one of the hardest days of my life. My engagement party is tonight and I unfortunately have to attend and pretend to be having a great time. The problem is that I hate social affairs and I definitely am not happy about getting married. It is a simple business deal for me, and it doesn’t matter how many times I tell Sandrine I don’t love her and I will never love her. She keeps pretending everything is fine and we are the perfect couple. I guess that in the eyes of midia, we are; she is the only heir of the Parisi fortune and I am a self-made billionaire and New York’s most eligible bachelor, according to People magazine. What can I say? I am never really seen parading any women and when I do; I get engaged straight away. Obviously, their mafia roots are well hidden and they have no clue who I really am and why I want to marry her. I know Lorenzo Parisi is the Don of the Italian mafia. I want to take it from him. I want to make him pay for a
Wyatt POVThe dinner party Sandrine put me through with her family wasn’t enough to show New York’s society that we are engaged apparently, so here I am, sitting in my car as I look at the entrance of the extravagant event Sandrine arranged. “Darling, we’re very important people, and the society needs to know we will be married soon, maybe a spring wedding?” I remember her words as we walked into the dinner event two weeks ago.Agreeing to this has more to do with the business deal I will be making than anything else. If I want to take over her father’s business and his place as head of the Italian mob, I have to put up with this shit. I take a deep breath as I rest my forehead against the steering wheel.A knock on the window makes me frown as I look out to find Dash and Jagger staring at me. They look so much alike, it’s absolutely stupid. They even have the same haircut. Apparently, messing up with people is their main thing. They like that no one can tell them apart except for me.
Blake POV“Blake, I have your first assignment,” my boss says and I smile as I stand from my cubicle after putting down the phone that connects my little office space to hers. Tara is my new editor. As soon as I got to New York, I made sure to find a job. Obviously, I didn’t look for something that would take a lot of my time, but something that would get me some money and would leave me some time to investigate The Reaper.I found this job as a part-time writer for a wedding magazine, apparently is a very prestigious magazine and everything that I have done before helped me nail this. Obviously, I know nothing about weddings and I will have to do a lot of research and ask idiotic questions to the bride and groom, but hey, to live is to learn.Since when I have become such a cliche? I shake my head as I stand up, grabbing my little notepad and pen before I walk to Tara’s office. I am an old school. I like to write things with my hand first, and like this, no one can hack into my thing
Blake POVI look in the mirror and I barely recognize myself. The sage green dress hugs all of my curves all while the shapewear I am wearing softens all the bumps and curves. I have never felt so sexy in my life. The slit of the dress is on my left leg and it goes all the way up to the middle of my thigh.The makeup is dark with some pops of green while the red lipstick covers my lips. I smile as I turn around and look over my shoulder. The shoes I am wearing are so high I am afraid I am about to fall on my face, but I love what I see in the mirror.“I know the dress is a little small, but I wasn’t made aware we were going to have someone to fit today and most of the girls I need to fit are a size two or four,” she says, and I nod. Way to make me feel shit about myself. But unfortunately for her, I really don’t care. I look hot.I hear a whistle behind me and when I turn around to see who the author is; I smile as Trent walks to m
Wyatt POVI watch as Blake walks away from us, and I immediately pull my hands from Sandrine. This type of public display of affection is not my thing. I don’t need to pretend to enjoy her touch anymore. I know that this is a show for everyone, but I prefer to keep my distance from touching her. Sandrine furrows her brows as she follows my gaze and then crosses her arms in front of her voluptuous chest.“Enjoying watching her? Aren’t you ashamed?” She says and I raise one eyebrow as I look at her and immediately her eyes soften as she takes a deep breath. “You could at least hide the drool on the corner of your mouth,” she says, and I can’t help but smirk at her remark.“Jealousy doesn’t look good on you, Sandrine, and what were you thinking? Talking about our personal lives?” I say as I shove both my hands into my pants pockets and Sandrine looks down at her hands and then at me as she shrugs.“I have to kill people’s idea that I am pregnant as if I would ever allow that to happen. T
Blake POVWalking away from Wyatt Hayes turned out to be the hardest thing I have ever done in my life, and I have done some incredibly hard things in my life. The way his two colored eyes watched me, as if he was drinking me in, as if he was committing me to memory, watching my every move to make sure he wouldn’t forget anything.As I find Trent in the middle of the room, he smiles, passing me a glass of champagne that I gladly take and empty without thinking twice. “Wow, take it easy Pierce,” he says and I nod as I hold the glass between my trembling fingers.“Are you okay?” He asks as he faces me, his fingers brushing my skin as he moves a strand of hair that fell in front of my eyes. I nod, biting my lips as I remember the heat coming from Wyatt’s body. I swear I smell like him now. His jacket smelled so much like him, I bet I smell the same now.I wish I could just sniff my arms, but it would be embarrassing and I
Blake POV“Do you need help, Love?” I hear someone say and then I realize the cab driver is leaning in the window next to me. I shake my head, pushing Wyatt away from me, but he doesn’t move, not even an inch. His eyes are murderous.I hear a whistle, and I look over his shoulder to see Dash and his twin brother. They stand the same way, both with their hands in their pockets. The only difference between them is that Dash is smiling and his brother Jagger looks serious. The way he is looking at me makes my stomach turn.“Let me go, Wyatt, go back inside, I bet there are some people wanting to talk to you, or your fiancé, she might be looking for you,” I say and when his eyes move from my eyes to my lips and then back up I realize he is touching me. His hand possessively resting on my waist, keeping me in place.I look down at his hand and I have to say I feel bothered by his touch. The heat that comes from his touch me
Wyatt POVIt’s been exactly five days since the engagement party and Sandrine has been clingier than ever. I guess that the display of affection I pulled on her made her think things changed and I wanted something to do with her. I pinch the bridge of my nose as the seventh message of the day flashes on the screen of my phone.“Her again?” Jagger asks and I nod as I turn my phone off and shove it into the back pocket of my jeans. I am tired of her shit and if I didn’t have so much to lose, I would honestly tell her to fuck right off. I hate the way she talks to me, and the way she thinks she can have any say in my life.“Wouldn’t want to be you,” Dash says as he looks at me over his shoulder while Jagger drives and he sits on the passenger seat next to his twin. I am in the back of the SUV with my laptop while we try to connect to the sound system of the car in front of us.“They will be realizing we are fol
Dash POV“Seriously? A college party?” I let out and Jagger shrugs. Usually, he is the one that does this type of job, but today I am the unlucky bastard who has to deal with kids. I owe him. I promised I would do something for him. That’s what happens when your twin brother gets shot saving your fucking life. Jagger is the enforcer in our fucked up world. We belong to the MOB and I am the boss’s right hand. So usually Jagger needs to deal with this situation, scare some people, and beat them up, but today is my turn. I hate doing these types of jobs, don’t get me wrong. I enjoy beating some people and violence is always the answer, but when it comes to parties like this… I hate doing it, there’s too much to lose and I usually tend to get into some girl’s bed. As I said before, we are twins. I can’t see anything similar between us, but everyone says we look exactly the same with just different haircuts, but I don’t see it. Jagger is a miserable bastard while I enjoy life and I enjoy
Wyatt POVMONTHS LATER“Go back to bed, I’ve got it,” I whisper as I get my daughter from Blake’s arms. Breastfeeding on demand is destroying her. She barely sleeps and she is walking around like a zombie. Every time she is not breastfeeding and I can help, I jump into action and now is one of those moments. Blake nods and stands from the rocking chair and gives up immediately. “I’ll sleep here,” she says, curling up on herself and I shake my head as she starts pulling on the blanket she had covering her legs. There’s no way I am going to allow her to sleep anywhere besides our bed. “No, you need proper rest, I have a nursing bottle with the milk you pumped earlier in the fridge, you need to sleep Blake, you’re still recovering,” I say and her eyes meet mine and she nods giving in to my demand. When she stands, she leans to me and kisses our beautiful daughter on the head and I pout. Blake kisses me after and walks out of the nursery to go back to bed. I always take over during the
Wyatt POVI have suffered real torture in my life, but none of them were as bad as the torture Blake is putting me through right now. The woman hasn’t forgiven me and is keeping me on my toes. Everything is done on her terms and trust me, I am okay with it. All I want is her, Blake. Whatever the terms. If she wants to keep torturing me to the end of our lives, I am okay with it, but she will have to change the way because my balls are going blue and I am about to fucking explode. I refuse to use my hand when she has the most beautiful pussy between her legs. “Come on,” I let out, groaning in frustration as Blake walked out of the bathroom, dropping her towel on the floor right in front of me. The way her hips move is so sensual something inside of me dies every time she doesn’t let me touch her. Blake rests one foot on the chair as she moves her hands up and down her legs, bending slightly as she applies the cream on her velvety legs. “Fuck,” I hiss as I see the beautiful pink dream
Blake POVAs soon as we stopped fucking like savage animals, I pulled away from Wyatt and walked into the bathroom. My head was still foggy and my body ached. I needed some distance. I believe his words, but they don’t change anything. He did the things he did, and I need some distance to learn to deal with it. I know I will be able to forgive him, just not right now. I love him too much to stay away from him, but I also know I am fucking stubborn and I need to sort out my emotions on my own. A soft knock on the door makes me shift in place as I look over my shoulder to notice I locked the door. Good. “Blake, let me in.” I hear Wyatt’s voice and I ignore him. I turn the shower on as an sign I am alive, but I stay quiet. I need to sort out the loud voices in my head telling me I should stay away from Wyatt. That his life is dangerous and I have nothing to do with it. Look at how my mother ended up. A chill down my spine makes me move faster, getting into the shower as a horrible rea
Blake POVI stop in my tracks when I hear the words that make my entire world spin. “I love you,” he says again with a plea. I turn around and look at him. Wyatt is on one knee with a small black box in his hand, and I am taken aback by what he is about to do. “No, don’t you dare do that,” I let out. The venom in my tone makes Wyatt look down and inhale deeply. “Don’t you dare do that to me right now, I am too mad,” I say and his beautiful eyes meet mine once more and a small smirk appears on his lips and I chew on the inside of my cheek. “Blake Pierce, I have never met a woman so infuriating, smart, incredibly stubborn, and beautiful as you. You are like the sun to me. Everything in my world revolves around you. Everything that happened in our lives was for this moment right here,” Wyatt says as he stands up and takes one step to me, ending the distance between us. “If things had gone differently, we wouldn’t be standing here,” he says with his hands moving to my face and one movi
Wyatt POV“Oh, look who’s here, the boyfriend,” the fucking bitch says as she stares in my direction. Everything in me is saying to end her miserable life, to wrap my hands around her neck and put pressure until her eyes go wide, her lips turn purple and her body is limp. Her bother should’ve suffered more than he did, he should’ve ended up here with her, I wish I had my way with him, I would have made him beg for his life, I would have made him regret every choice in his fucking life, I would have shown him how fucking stupid he is and how he fucked with the wrong person. How he should’ve left Blake out of this.I might not be the best person in the world, and I don’t have siblings, but if I did, I would do everything in my fucking power to protect them, to keep them from harm’s way and I wouldn’t ignore them and pretend they didn’t exist. Their idea of family is so fucked up to me that I swear all I want to do is kill her and send her to hell, where she will meet her fucking brothe
Blake POVIt took me a long time to convince them to see Leia. Wyatt thought I would be better off, but right now he doesn’t have a say about my life, or anything, for that matter. I don’t want to hear another word coming from his mouth. Emma convinced me to be checked by a doctor before anything and treat the wounds I had on my body. I am not going to lie that eating and drinking made me feel much better and I can see things with a different clarity than I had when I was trapped in that horrible building. As I walk down the dark concrete stairs to the basement, I feel a chill down my spine and I can’t help but shake my head. This is my worst nightmare and I can’t believe this is happening to me. I take a deep breath, gathering the courage I have been hoping I have, and open the door at the bottom of the stairs. The single lamp above Leia’s head makes me think of old horror films, where they would capture their victim and leave them in a dark room with only one lamp above them. I s
Blake POVThis place looks like a freaking maze, and I can’t seem to find Leia, but I know she is in here, I had seen her earlier and I don’t think she would have the time to leave the building, this place is huge and we are quite high up.I watch as The Reaper walks out of one of the rooms and I stop walking. Wyatt stands next to me as I hold my breath. My brain trying to figure out something to say. He walks towards us and I swear I can feel my heart beating in my throat. I think it’s about to come out of my body through my mouth, if that is even possible.“I need to tell you something,” I say as I turn to face Wyatt. This might not be the best time in the world to tell him I kissed another man before I told him I was carrying his child. Fuck, I sound like a proper slut. I hate I did that. I hate myself for doing this as well, but if The Reaper opens his mouth and says anything, it
Blake POVAs we walk through the long corridors of whatever building we’re inside, I can see bodies lying. Some of them with their eyes still opened in shock, showing the shock they were feeling when they died. I never really thought about death as much as I did this time I was captured. Yes, I thought about death, but not about mine, about how people feel the last second before their heart stops beating. These last few days have been a fucking rollercoaster inside my head. Finding out I have siblings who knew I existed and never bothered to take care of me was the hardest part of it all. Knowing that I had a father until recently and knowing I had a brother and a sister who could have rescued me from the horror that was foster care and they didn’t move a finger. I don’t know if my life would’ve been better or worse than it was. But I know if they had come for me I wouldn’t have Emma in my life and I think I am okay with them leaving me alone to battle for my things because it made