Wyatt POV
The dinner party Sandrine put me through with her family wasn’t enough to show New York’s society that we are engaged apparently, so here I am, sitting in my car as I look at the entrance of the extravagant event Sandrine arranged. “Darling, we’re very important people, and the society needs to know we will be married soon, maybe a spring wedding?” I remember her words as we walked into the dinner event two weeks ago.
Agreeing to this has more to do with the business deal I will be making than anything else. If I want to take over her father’s business and his place as head of the Italian mob, I have to put up with this shit. I take a deep breath as I rest my forehead against the steering wheel.
A knock on the window makes me frown as I look out to find Dash and Jagger staring at me. They look so much alike, it’s absolutely stupid. They even have the same haircut. Apparently, messing up with people is their main thing. They like that no one can tell them apart except for me. I’d do the easiest thing ever.
“Are you coming? Or are we out of here?” Jagger asks, and I shake my head, opening the door and getting out of the car. Even though all I want to do is tell everyone to fuck off and go home, I have to go in there and pretend to be involved with someone I despise. I need to put up a show.
“Let’s go,” I say as I walk past my two best friends into the venue. I have to give it to Sandrine. She did a good thing here. The entire place looks like someone puked flowers all over. I pinch the bridge of my nose as I look around and people whisper as I walk past.
I shake some hands and smile politely while my friends keep their serious posture next to me. Of the three of us, Jagger is the most serious one. He is always moody, and it feels like he was born upside down. Dash is charming and the women love him. He is goofy and touchy. I am somewhat more like Jagger.
I like quiet and I like things done my way. I hate people getting in the way of my things and when someone fucks up; I lose my shit. Maybe because of the way I was raised. Failure was never allowed, and it’s not a word I use very often. Failure is not a possibility.
“Darling, I thought you were not coming,” I heard Sandrine say as I approached her and kissed her cheek very lightly. “Daddy. Look Wyatt is here,” she says as she holds my hand and pulls me through the sea of people that is surrounding her father. And there he is. Lorenzo Parisi, the man I hate almost as much as I hated my father.
“Wyatt, my boy, how good to see you. We thought you were not coming... Hummm,” he says as he wraps one arm around my shoulders and guides me away from his daughter without even glancing at her. I might not like her, but the way he treats his own daughter is disgusting. The man has no respect for women and I have seen him on more than one occasion caressing and touching other women that are not his wife.
“Two whiskeys,” he says to the barman who nods immediately, stopping the drinks he was pouring to make ours. The man really is feared, but because he is not careful, everyone knows who he is, even the police, but he has most politics and judges on his payroll.
What can I say? I have some as well, maybe the same ones he does, but I want to take him down. I want him to suffer for the last bad deals he made my grandfather sign before I came back from England.
“To us, and to this deal,” he says as he passes me my drink and I decide to provoke him a little. What is life without a minor risk?
“To Sandrine,” I say and he looks at me with his mouth open and then he shakes his head.
“No, no no, we don’t cheer to women, unless is a woman that is warming up our bed, or a woman that is on her knees,” he says as he chuckles his thick Italian accent almost disappearing making me frown.
“She will be warming up my bed,” I say, raising my glass and then taking it to my lips. The man’s face is bright red, and he makes me spill my drink down my suit when he grabs my collar, pulling me closer to him. I have to give it to him. The man has balls.
“It’s my daughter you’re talking about, boy,” he says, and I wrap my fingers around his wrist, placing my fingers in the correct position to easily remove his hand from me. I take one step closer to him, locking my eyes to his.
“Don’t ever touch me again,” I say and his eyes flash something and then he smiles and chuckles as I let go of his wrist and the surprise disappears from his face. He moves his hand up and down my chest as if trying to erase the marks he felt on my crisp shirt.
“Today is a celebration. Let’s have some fun.” He says as he walks away from me and smacks one of the waitress’s ass. She jumps in surprise and then I see the anger plastered on her face but he smiles and then places two fingers under her chin, forcing her to look into his eyes as he says something. She nods slightly as she swallows hard. Then she walks past me with tears in her eyes.
The man is absolutely disgusting, and I know that no woman in her right mind would have sex with him, he has greasy hair pulled to the side covering his bald patch on the top of his head, his mustache has seen better days, and his enormous stomach flaps over his pants leaving a small gap between the buttons showing his skin.
I feel like I am going to be sick just watching him. I might not have women as a priority, but I never forced myself onto anyone and consent is a big thing. I might be a criminal, but sex crime, women, and children are not up for negotiations. I would never rape anyone or sell a woman.
I do have a couple of strip clubs, but every woman who works for me is offered the same deals as everyone who works at Hayes Enterprises. Health insurance, regular checkups, good pay, no sex allowed at work, and they know if anyone tries to touch them, the security will intervene and keep them safe. Their real names are not used, and they are encouraged to keep their real identity hidden, wearing wigs and costumes.
I might be a killer, but I am not a monster. Well, I kind of am, but not to women. My mother taught me right, how to respect women and how to treat them right, how without them there’s no more life, and how we can’t keep going as a humankind if women decide we are all monsters not worth of their time.
“That dude is trash,” Dash says and I nod in agreement as I slam my empty glass on the bar, raising my hand for a refill. I watch as Dash's eye fucks one of the waitresses and Jagger shakes his head, smacking his hand on the back of his twin brother’s head.
“Hey, what was that for?” Dash asks as he rubs his hand on the back of his neck as if in pain.
“Today is not the day to be fucking around Romeo,” he says, and Dash rolls his eyes as he turns and faces me, resting his elbow on the bar.
“Okay, so are you really marrying the princess?” He asks as he nods his head in Sandrine’s direction. She is talking to some woman. She is shorter than Sandrine, and I have no clue who she is. As I honestly have no idea who half of the people here are.
“Yeah, I have to,” I say, and Jagger takes a deep breath before he empties his tumbler, shaking his head once more. He doesn’t think I need to do this. He keeps thinking we have enough moles inside the Italian Mafia to take them down from the inside without having to marry Sandrine.
The only good thing I get from this marriage is to take over his power and then watch as I destroy everything he built. I want to ruin him, make him suffer, take all his money, and have him begging for his life while I watch him defecate himself in a cell somewhere.
“You know what I think,” he says and as he moves his eyes to his brother, I can see the annoyance in them. Dash is watching the girl talking to Sandrine.
“Who’s that?” Dash asks as he smacks my arm and I shrug. I will never be able to recognize and know the names of all the girls Sandrine surrounds herself with. Besides, I don’t really care to know who they are. I know everyone surrounding her has been checked and approved by her father, so why would I do the same? The man is paranoid. But his paranoia is not reaching me.
I know he went looking into my life and he only found what I allowed him to do. Everything I feed the press and everyone in the elite society I move into. He thinks I am just a self-made billionaire with a superiority complex who is so greedy that he doesn’t care about the risks he’s taking.
"She's hot," Dash says and I roll my eyes as I raise my glass from the bar, and when I look at the girl I almost choke on my drink.
"What the fuck," I let out and both Dash and Jagger look at me as I slam my glass back on the bar straightening my back and looking at them waiting for an answer, but they both look at me as if I am the crazy one.
"What the fuck is SHE doing here?" I ask and they look at each other doing their fucking twin thing and then look at me. Jagger frowns as he looks at her and then his mouth opens and closes almost straight away. Yeah, that's what I thought. they have no clue how she got here and why she is here. Fuck. this is the closest she has managed to get near me, and I don't like it.
Blake POV“Blake, I have your first assignment,” my boss says and I smile as I stand from my cubicle after putting down the phone that connects my little office space to hers. Tara is my new editor. As soon as I got to New York, I made sure to find a job. Obviously, I didn’t look for something that would take a lot of my time, but something that would get me some money and would leave me some time to investigate The Reaper.I found this job as a part-time writer for a wedding magazine, apparently is a very prestigious magazine and everything that I have done before helped me nail this. Obviously, I know nothing about weddings and I will have to do a lot of research and ask idiotic questions to the bride and groom, but hey, to live is to learn.Since when I have become such a cliche? I shake my head as I stand up, grabbing my little notepad and pen before I walk to Tara’s office. I am an old school. I like to write things with my hand first, and like this, no one can hack into my thing
Blake POVI look in the mirror and I barely recognize myself. The sage green dress hugs all of my curves all while the shapewear I am wearing softens all the bumps and curves. I have never felt so sexy in my life. The slit of the dress is on my left leg and it goes all the way up to the middle of my thigh.The makeup is dark with some pops of green while the red lipstick covers my lips. I smile as I turn around and look over my shoulder. The shoes I am wearing are so high I am afraid I am about to fall on my face, but I love what I see in the mirror.“I know the dress is a little small, but I wasn’t made aware we were going to have someone to fit today and most of the girls I need to fit are a size two or four,” she says, and I nod. Way to make me feel shit about myself. But unfortunately for her, I really don’t care. I look hot.I hear a whistle behind me and when I turn around to see who the author is; I smile as Trent walks to m
Wyatt POVI watch as Blake walks away from us, and I immediately pull my hands from Sandrine. This type of public display of affection is not my thing. I don’t need to pretend to enjoy her touch anymore. I know that this is a show for everyone, but I prefer to keep my distance from touching her. Sandrine furrows her brows as she follows my gaze and then crosses her arms in front of her voluptuous chest.“Enjoying watching her? Aren’t you ashamed?” She says and I raise one eyebrow as I look at her and immediately her eyes soften as she takes a deep breath. “You could at least hide the drool on the corner of your mouth,” she says, and I can’t help but smirk at her remark.“Jealousy doesn’t look good on you, Sandrine, and what were you thinking? Talking about our personal lives?” I say as I shove both my hands into my pants pockets and Sandrine looks down at her hands and then at me as she shrugs.“I have to kill people’s idea that I am pregnant as if I would ever allow that to happen. T
Blake POVWalking away from Wyatt Hayes turned out to be the hardest thing I have ever done in my life, and I have done some incredibly hard things in my life. The way his two colored eyes watched me, as if he was drinking me in, as if he was committing me to memory, watching my every move to make sure he wouldn’t forget anything.As I find Trent in the middle of the room, he smiles, passing me a glass of champagne that I gladly take and empty without thinking twice. “Wow, take it easy Pierce,” he says and I nod as I hold the glass between my trembling fingers.“Are you okay?” He asks as he faces me, his fingers brushing my skin as he moves a strand of hair that fell in front of my eyes. I nod, biting my lips as I remember the heat coming from Wyatt’s body. I swear I smell like him now. His jacket smelled so much like him, I bet I smell the same now.I wish I could just sniff my arms, but it would be embarrassing and I
Blake POV“Do you need help, Love?” I hear someone say and then I realize the cab driver is leaning in the window next to me. I shake my head, pushing Wyatt away from me, but he doesn’t move, not even an inch. His eyes are murderous.I hear a whistle, and I look over his shoulder to see Dash and his twin brother. They stand the same way, both with their hands in their pockets. The only difference between them is that Dash is smiling and his brother Jagger looks serious. The way he is looking at me makes my stomach turn.“Let me go, Wyatt, go back inside, I bet there are some people wanting to talk to you, or your fiancé, she might be looking for you,” I say and when his eyes move from my eyes to my lips and then back up I realize he is touching me. His hand possessively resting on my waist, keeping me in place.I look down at his hand and I have to say I feel bothered by his touch. The heat that comes from his touch me
Wyatt POVIt’s been exactly five days since the engagement party and Sandrine has been clingier than ever. I guess that the display of affection I pulled on her made her think things changed and I wanted something to do with her. I pinch the bridge of my nose as the seventh message of the day flashes on the screen of my phone.“Her again?” Jagger asks and I nod as I turn my phone off and shove it into the back pocket of my jeans. I am tired of her shit and if I didn’t have so much to lose, I would honestly tell her to fuck right off. I hate the way she talks to me, and the way she thinks she can have any say in my life.“Wouldn’t want to be you,” Dash says as he looks at me over his shoulder while Jagger drives and he sits on the passenger seat next to his twin. I am in the back of the SUV with my laptop while we try to connect to the sound system of the car in front of us.“They will be realizing we are fol
Blake POVI open my eyes, sitting up on the bed, frowning and looking around. I move my hand through my hair, pulling it away from my face while my heart beats fast. My forehead is so wet with sweat that my hair gets stuck. I had a really weird dream and then I felt like I was being watched. That feeling hasn’t disappeared.It was the most real dream I have ever had in my life. It was like I could even smell his cologne. My skin felt warm, as if he was touching me and my pussy drenched because he was touching, licking and doing all sorts of sinful things to me. Things I wish I could feel for real.I realize it’s been far too long since the last time I had sex and I need to get it sorted. I know I am not the one-night stands kind of girl, but I really need to sort out this need for sex.I sit on the edge of the bed, grabbing the robe I have resting on the end of the bed, throwing it over my shoulders and passing my arms through the fabric, tyin
Blake POV “Miss Pierce,” he says, placing his hand on the elevator doors, stopping them to close once more. I have been standing looking at him, as if it is the first time I am actually seeing him. He is wearing a dark gray three-piece suit and a silver tie with a white shirt. I can’t help but stare the way the suit makes him look even better. He raises an eyebrow and when I come back to reality, a small smile appears on his lips as if he can read my mind. “Shall we?” He says as I nod and take a step out of the elevator. His body is so big that I have to brush my body against him to pass as he keeps his hand in the same place, stopping the elevator door from closing. I can feel the head irradiating from his body as I brush past him and I swear I heard him groan, or not. Wyatt rests one hand on my lower back while we walk silently down the corridor, and I swear my mind has gone foggy. What’s with these men and their need to be constantly touching people? “Thro
Dash POV“Seriously? A college party?” I let out and Jagger shrugs. Usually, he is the one that does this type of job, but today I am the unlucky bastard who has to deal with kids. I owe him. I promised I would do something for him. That’s what happens when your twin brother gets shot saving your fucking life. Jagger is the enforcer in our fucked up world. We belong to the MOB and I am the boss’s right hand. So usually Jagger needs to deal with this situation, scare some people, and beat them up, but today is my turn. I hate doing these types of jobs, don’t get me wrong. I enjoy beating some people and violence is always the answer, but when it comes to parties like this… I hate doing it, there’s too much to lose and I usually tend to get into some girl’s bed. As I said before, we are twins. I can’t see anything similar between us, but everyone says we look exactly the same with just different haircuts, but I don’t see it. Jagger is a miserable bastard while I enjoy life and I enjoy
Wyatt POVMONTHS LATER“Go back to bed, I’ve got it,” I whisper as I get my daughter from Blake’s arms. Breastfeeding on demand is destroying her. She barely sleeps and she is walking around like a zombie. Every time she is not breastfeeding and I can help, I jump into action and now is one of those moments. Blake nods and stands from the rocking chair and gives up immediately. “I’ll sleep here,” she says, curling up on herself and I shake my head as she starts pulling on the blanket she had covering her legs. There’s no way I am going to allow her to sleep anywhere besides our bed. “No, you need proper rest, I have a nursing bottle with the milk you pumped earlier in the fridge, you need to sleep Blake, you’re still recovering,” I say and her eyes meet mine and she nods giving in to my demand. When she stands, she leans to me and kisses our beautiful daughter on the head and I pout. Blake kisses me after and walks out of the nursery to go back to bed. I always take over during the
Wyatt POVI have suffered real torture in my life, but none of them were as bad as the torture Blake is putting me through right now. The woman hasn’t forgiven me and is keeping me on my toes. Everything is done on her terms and trust me, I am okay with it. All I want is her, Blake. Whatever the terms. If she wants to keep torturing me to the end of our lives, I am okay with it, but she will have to change the way because my balls are going blue and I am about to fucking explode. I refuse to use my hand when she has the most beautiful pussy between her legs. “Come on,” I let out, groaning in frustration as Blake walked out of the bathroom, dropping her towel on the floor right in front of me. The way her hips move is so sensual something inside of me dies every time she doesn’t let me touch her. Blake rests one foot on the chair as she moves her hands up and down her legs, bending slightly as she applies the cream on her velvety legs. “Fuck,” I hiss as I see the beautiful pink dream
Blake POVAs soon as we stopped fucking like savage animals, I pulled away from Wyatt and walked into the bathroom. My head was still foggy and my body ached. I needed some distance. I believe his words, but they don’t change anything. He did the things he did, and I need some distance to learn to deal with it. I know I will be able to forgive him, just not right now. I love him too much to stay away from him, but I also know I am fucking stubborn and I need to sort out my emotions on my own. A soft knock on the door makes me shift in place as I look over my shoulder to notice I locked the door. Good. “Blake, let me in.” I hear Wyatt’s voice and I ignore him. I turn the shower on as an sign I am alive, but I stay quiet. I need to sort out the loud voices in my head telling me I should stay away from Wyatt. That his life is dangerous and I have nothing to do with it. Look at how my mother ended up. A chill down my spine makes me move faster, getting into the shower as a horrible rea
Blake POVI stop in my tracks when I hear the words that make my entire world spin. “I love you,” he says again with a plea. I turn around and look at him. Wyatt is on one knee with a small black box in his hand, and I am taken aback by what he is about to do. “No, don’t you dare do that,” I let out. The venom in my tone makes Wyatt look down and inhale deeply. “Don’t you dare do that to me right now, I am too mad,” I say and his beautiful eyes meet mine once more and a small smirk appears on his lips and I chew on the inside of my cheek. “Blake Pierce, I have never met a woman so infuriating, smart, incredibly stubborn, and beautiful as you. You are like the sun to me. Everything in my world revolves around you. Everything that happened in our lives was for this moment right here,” Wyatt says as he stands up and takes one step to me, ending the distance between us. “If things had gone differently, we wouldn’t be standing here,” he says with his hands moving to my face and one movi
Wyatt POV“Oh, look who’s here, the boyfriend,” the fucking bitch says as she stares in my direction. Everything in me is saying to end her miserable life, to wrap my hands around her neck and put pressure until her eyes go wide, her lips turn purple and her body is limp. Her bother should’ve suffered more than he did, he should’ve ended up here with her, I wish I had my way with him, I would have made him beg for his life, I would have made him regret every choice in his fucking life, I would have shown him how fucking stupid he is and how he fucked with the wrong person. How he should’ve left Blake out of this.I might not be the best person in the world, and I don’t have siblings, but if I did, I would do everything in my fucking power to protect them, to keep them from harm’s way and I wouldn’t ignore them and pretend they didn’t exist. Their idea of family is so fucked up to me that I swear all I want to do is kill her and send her to hell, where she will meet her fucking brothe
Blake POVIt took me a long time to convince them to see Leia. Wyatt thought I would be better off, but right now he doesn’t have a say about my life, or anything, for that matter. I don’t want to hear another word coming from his mouth. Emma convinced me to be checked by a doctor before anything and treat the wounds I had on my body. I am not going to lie that eating and drinking made me feel much better and I can see things with a different clarity than I had when I was trapped in that horrible building. As I walk down the dark concrete stairs to the basement, I feel a chill down my spine and I can’t help but shake my head. This is my worst nightmare and I can’t believe this is happening to me. I take a deep breath, gathering the courage I have been hoping I have, and open the door at the bottom of the stairs. The single lamp above Leia’s head makes me think of old horror films, where they would capture their victim and leave them in a dark room with only one lamp above them. I s
Blake POVThis place looks like a freaking maze, and I can’t seem to find Leia, but I know she is in here, I had seen her earlier and I don’t think she would have the time to leave the building, this place is huge and we are quite high up.I watch as The Reaper walks out of one of the rooms and I stop walking. Wyatt stands next to me as I hold my breath. My brain trying to figure out something to say. He walks towards us and I swear I can feel my heart beating in my throat. I think it’s about to come out of my body through my mouth, if that is even possible.“I need to tell you something,” I say as I turn to face Wyatt. This might not be the best time in the world to tell him I kissed another man before I told him I was carrying his child. Fuck, I sound like a proper slut. I hate I did that. I hate myself for doing this as well, but if The Reaper opens his mouth and says anything, it
Blake POVAs we walk through the long corridors of whatever building we’re inside, I can see bodies lying. Some of them with their eyes still opened in shock, showing the shock they were feeling when they died. I never really thought about death as much as I did this time I was captured. Yes, I thought about death, but not about mine, about how people feel the last second before their heart stops beating. These last few days have been a fucking rollercoaster inside my head. Finding out I have siblings who knew I existed and never bothered to take care of me was the hardest part of it all. Knowing that I had a father until recently and knowing I had a brother and a sister who could have rescued me from the horror that was foster care and they didn’t move a finger. I don’t know if my life would’ve been better or worse than it was. But I know if they had come for me I wouldn’t have Emma in my life and I think I am okay with them leaving me alone to battle for my things because it made