but I grabbed her at time .
It was his sister , I politely apologised to her and kept walking on my path but she got clingy to my arms in fake sweetness that made me nauseaus yet i am trying not to judge her .
she insisted on inviting me to her room for tea and talk , I poorly agreed but actually I just hated tea more than anything in my life and talk with her , we have just met ??? what do we have to talk about right now , and who would like to talk while drinking something bitter , in my country it is insult to drink it with suger , hope they don’t follow this role too here .
We are sitting in this big cozy room , full of fur and feathers of poor ostriches which was put in huge pots in everywhere ,and also with the waving servents like it was supposed to bring fresh air but i cannt help but thinking about the poor ostrishes and for sure red roses everywhere too, yet so much red for my eyes making them twitch
I went outside the big castle where I sat on the green land over there , and laid my back to the fullest ,where i freed my hair to the swirling winds, and filled my lungs with the fresh breeze of the purple orchids dancing near me ,for a moment I enjoyed the peace , like I had nothing to worry ."Ma'am " I heard someone calls while taking his breath out of running.I slowly turned my head with one eye closed in complete laziness i answered " oh it is u Jewel ""We are very late , we have to go now , please m'am "She extended her hand to me but I was reluctant to take it , i didnot want my short timed peace to end , but I had to , I can't leave her hanging all of this time .Once she had my hand she started running literally while pulling me behind her , am I now a bag of empty pototas now she carries in hurry . like I am a young child who doesn't want to leave his grandparents but his angry mom insist on leaving and dragging him behind her ."Relax , what is going on , why so much
Hitting his tough sturdy chest , with my sore back , felt like I had crashed into a rock. But with moist human skin , I looked back at him with a terrified face , on the contrary , he looked down at me but with a furious face , his anger that silenced my mouth for a moment , I couldn't bring myself to tell him the truth that I just wanted to see if it was really him here for me and to be honest I was just trying to escape by any way , so it was a baragin , yet a win win situation to me , and coming to think that I am looking for his attention I donot know why I want something like that from such a man .His raven horse kept running ,and I felt his grip getting stronger and stronger pushing over my frigid waist like he was so afraid to let go of me , that reminded me of that first time when we were together on the same horse , but it felt different , he was different .but the harder he presses, the closer I was to him ,that I can feel his chest muscles hitting me like drum dom dam d
The air felt so intense, and breathing became labour over my bounding chest and specially being so near to him worked as a catalyst for my silly thoughts , how can I find him hot in situations like this ? Why is he saying that he will make me stay !!!!! i shouldnot stay silent , it is not like i am agreeing to him ."You can't make me stay , you don't own me your highness , I am not a mirror you buy and trash it and whenever you want to look at and whenever you don’t want to , you just ignore like it have never been , you DON’T OWN ME your highness you don’t , I am not YOUR thing "I said it to him while looking straight in his eyes .He intensly just stared back at me while smirking ."You can own lands , castles , armies and scared servants that are so afraid of you that they will faint to the ground and hurt themselves just to obey you , but me no no and no , me is another whole human you Don't get to own I amm ..." didn't get to complete my words to him but saw him getting low
Suddenly Muons woke up from her day dreaming , was it really daydreaming ?she was smiling in happiness while stretching out but unfortunately she started to remember all so vividly...she was so shocked , that her eyes were so wide open that would let a bird nest inside ,she remembered that dream , it was so lecherous but thanks God it was only dream phew hahahawas it a dream this time , like the last time , remember Muons ???? I will just lay again to the bed , that quiet bad mattress I wonder how did I sleep on it so easy , it was so tough and rough I turned back to tidy it but it was little squishy , for a mattress it felt like a human , I raised the cover to find him below me all along , that is why it felt like human !!!!!I let a silent scream while putting my hand over my mouth to suppress it from coming out .seems like i was sleeping in his hug all night , so what happened and the kisses and me touching him oh my god what did i do ? oh him how could he sleep so peacefull
While watching closely from the back besides monitoring their moves , I saw them signaling something I don’t know and their positions even changed, I felt that I need to leave this place imediately but all the gateways were closed , suddenly I heard aloud noise where a surprise ambush of people and gurads entered through the gates now opened and started attacking the royal gurads and defenseless people , what is happeneing , this is bigger than I thought !. It was a complete mascare , all running out over bodies , I looked up searching for Kalim but saw his throne empty , where is he ?? how can he be gone now ?. I saw them pointing at me I started to back off really slowly then I started to run quickly away with the crowds, but by the side of my eye I saw his sister pointing at me to them while leaving with her mother in peace with an evil smile drawn over her face , it is all her plan , isnot it ? . I tried my best to escape but got surrounded by many of them who were all focused
They say once we are given something, no matter what, it is gonna be taken back again and again, nothing is granted to last , not life nor death . Because in life and death we shall always part , it is a journey full of mysteries , isnot it? In life, we live so full just to simply die , that makes me question are we even alive in the first place , or the fateful truth we are just dead dreaming to be alive . we don't own life and we donot own death , we basically have nothing but the last moments we spent before the clock ticks . As much as you enjoy loving someone , as much as you fall in love with someone , you sooner or later you are going to fall out of it ,nothing stays the same , time can kill it .... slowly . Not by your own free will ? i wonder what can we do ? nothing !! As not even our hearts , belong to us , so nothing really lasts not love nor life nor death ?! so what is left really for us ? They say you live only for the thing you miss the most , the thing that y
Who i am ? what is this !!! where i am ? "DID THEY BROUGHT YOU HERE ?" a glorious voice came from everywhere. What!! why me , who are they !? I am looking right and forth ,and I am all over here lying to the ground unable to move away , the ground itself is not hard , rather it's more like an ocean surface, turbulant ocean like small waves , hitting my fingers gently again and again , and here I am all there , lying on my back, can't move at all , like I am being paralysed , I lost my sense of time, I don't know how long I have been here , or how long I have been in this state ,but I manged to tilt my head alittle up . up!!! I started to see my reflection on the ceiling, seems like a big silver mirror , I can clearly see myself . I am lying there over the surface , barely touching it , unable to move , my hair is floating like thin Filoplumes feather in the air , as light as an infant soul , yet I feel so heavy , so
And I couldn't solve it .I took it to bed with me maybe there's something I can do, at least I took something finally to bed , hope it could escalate to be someone one day but I guess it would never happen.all my tryings , all were in vain ,my trying to solve the cube of course, what did get in your head any way , I meant the cube !I tried alot , and I am dying of fatigue.I yawned alot , maybe I deserve a nap and later when I wake up , I will solve my puzzle , sure I will.oh no oh no here we go again.I am going to that dream again .here we go again .the same settings and the same dream, looks like I did book it for two nights in a raw , lucky me , exclusively , and now the brown crawlers are holding me tighter, tighter than ever and starting to grab me down , beneath the ocean's dark surface , I can't escape their grip , my head barely above the surface and the small breaking waves hitting my face , my
While watching closely from the back besides monitoring their moves , I saw them signaling something I don’t know and their positions even changed, I felt that I need to leave this place imediately but all the gateways were closed , suddenly I heard aloud noise where a surprise ambush of people and gurads entered through the gates now opened and started attacking the royal gurads and defenseless people , what is happeneing , this is bigger than I thought !. It was a complete mascare , all running out over bodies , I looked up searching for Kalim but saw his throne empty , where is he ?? how can he be gone now ?. I saw them pointing at me I started to back off really slowly then I started to run quickly away with the crowds, but by the side of my eye I saw his sister pointing at me to them while leaving with her mother in peace with an evil smile drawn over her face , it is all her plan , isnot it ? . I tried my best to escape but got surrounded by many of them who were all focused
Suddenly Muons woke up from her day dreaming , was it really daydreaming ?she was smiling in happiness while stretching out but unfortunately she started to remember all so vividly...she was so shocked , that her eyes were so wide open that would let a bird nest inside ,she remembered that dream , it was so lecherous but thanks God it was only dream phew hahahawas it a dream this time , like the last time , remember Muons ???? I will just lay again to the bed , that quiet bad mattress I wonder how did I sleep on it so easy , it was so tough and rough I turned back to tidy it but it was little squishy , for a mattress it felt like a human , I raised the cover to find him below me all along , that is why it felt like human !!!!!I let a silent scream while putting my hand over my mouth to suppress it from coming out .seems like i was sleeping in his hug all night , so what happened and the kisses and me touching him oh my god what did i do ? oh him how could he sleep so peacefull
The air felt so intense, and breathing became labour over my bounding chest and specially being so near to him worked as a catalyst for my silly thoughts , how can I find him hot in situations like this ? Why is he saying that he will make me stay !!!!! i shouldnot stay silent , it is not like i am agreeing to him ."You can't make me stay , you don't own me your highness , I am not a mirror you buy and trash it and whenever you want to look at and whenever you don’t want to , you just ignore like it have never been , you DON’T OWN ME your highness you don’t , I am not YOUR thing "I said it to him while looking straight in his eyes .He intensly just stared back at me while smirking ."You can own lands , castles , armies and scared servants that are so afraid of you that they will faint to the ground and hurt themselves just to obey you , but me no no and no , me is another whole human you Don't get to own I amm ..." didn't get to complete my words to him but saw him getting low
Hitting his tough sturdy chest , with my sore back , felt like I had crashed into a rock. But with moist human skin , I looked back at him with a terrified face , on the contrary , he looked down at me but with a furious face , his anger that silenced my mouth for a moment , I couldn't bring myself to tell him the truth that I just wanted to see if it was really him here for me and to be honest I was just trying to escape by any way , so it was a baragin , yet a win win situation to me , and coming to think that I am looking for his attention I donot know why I want something like that from such a man .His raven horse kept running ,and I felt his grip getting stronger and stronger pushing over my frigid waist like he was so afraid to let go of me , that reminded me of that first time when we were together on the same horse , but it felt different , he was different .but the harder he presses, the closer I was to him ,that I can feel his chest muscles hitting me like drum dom dam d
I went outside the big castle where I sat on the green land over there , and laid my back to the fullest ,where i freed my hair to the swirling winds, and filled my lungs with the fresh breeze of the purple orchids dancing near me ,for a moment I enjoyed the peace , like I had nothing to worry ."Ma'am " I heard someone calls while taking his breath out of running.I slowly turned my head with one eye closed in complete laziness i answered " oh it is u Jewel ""We are very late , we have to go now , please m'am "She extended her hand to me but I was reluctant to take it , i didnot want my short timed peace to end , but I had to , I can't leave her hanging all of this time .Once she had my hand she started running literally while pulling me behind her , am I now a bag of empty pototas now she carries in hurry . like I am a young child who doesn't want to leave his grandparents but his angry mom insist on leaving and dragging him behind her ."Relax , what is going on , why so much
but I grabbed her at time .It was his sister , I politely apologised to her and kept walking on my path but she got clingy to my arms in fake sweetness that made me nauseaus yet i am trying not to judge her .she insisted on inviting me to her room for tea and talk , I poorly agreed but actually I just hated tea more than anything in my life and talk with her , we have just met ??? what do we have to talk about right now , and who would like to talk while drinking something bitter , in my country it is insult to drink it with suger , hope they don’t follow this role too here .We are sitting in this big cozy room , full of fur and feathers of poor ostriches which was put in huge pots in everywhere ,and also with the waving servents like it was supposed to bring fresh air but i cannt help but thinking about the poor ostrishes and for sure red roses everywhere too, yet so much red for my eyes making them twitch
God no no noI had a dream , yes again !! I am supposed to be called the dreamer princess or princess of dreams, but this time it was all about him , however I tried to escape or wake up from it , it all goes back to the starting point , him, i wake up in a dream to dream about him , what an irony.I even pinched my self but it was all in pure flutifle ..... vain , I cant feel it , where are the brown crawlers of my dreams or those voices calling me , come back again please instead the man I am seeing right now god no , he is taking off his clothes piece by piece and believe me when i am saying he dosent wear much .........stop ........oh my god he didnot stop , don't come closer stay away oh no ... he is coming , someone save me ... please ,why can't I run now ?he is slowly approaching me and I am unable to move I can feel his wet lips gently pushing on my frightened cheeks slowly slipping to my tre
A tale of ancient myth , of a deadly man who did only know how to turn everything into lifeless straw which is tossed over to the ground to be stepped on . he could throw the fear in any man's heart , he kills good people , he kills bad people , he dosent distinct white from black , he was the real annihilation , he wiped out nations , he loved no one , no one loved him , had no family . they said to become the one he is , he went to “life “ and mercilessly killed her , stabbing her through her beating heart , earning the darkened power of destruction , he truely became king but king of no one because he killed everyone . Mindless he became , lived thousands millions of lives , lost control till he killed himself in a petty show of no mercy . No one knows why did he gone mad , but my mother told me this story when I was young , that I had nightmares about it a lot , dreaming being killed by this dark figure , who was the darkened king in my mind ,
All left us , even healers were scared to come closer to me or him , I was sitting down to the wrecked floor for a little time just staring at him , his face with the blood still coming from him , I saw my trembling fingers just touching his rough cheek in a gentle way that I didn't tend myself with before , I decided to get up and to carry him as long as I am able to , surprisingly I had power to do so , I sat him on what is left of the broken bed , I have torn two big pieces of my sliced down dress , and went to the bathroom and already wetted it throughly, and went to the sleeping Kalim .I started to wipe his face from the dirt and the blood covering him , again and again and by the other piece I wiped my face too we both were in kinda of a great mess , I couldn't feel myself , I lost control , my shaking hand betrayed me and I fainted over his rough chest , it is more like hitting moist rock , but i wasnot balanced I almost slipped