I walked into school happy it was my last year of torture and bullying. I am a senior and applied to colleges to get away from my hateful family as well.
My name is Alexis Zoe Smith and I just turned eighteen and started senior year at Franklin High. I have been bullied since kindergarten and it got worse as I went higher in grades.
At first I told my parents,siblings and teachers but nothing got done. My parents work alot and told me to deal and grow a backbone. My siblings just laughed at me and the teachers always smiled sadly and looked the other way. What the fuck did I do besides be the quiet girl. I tried to stay in the shadows and hidden but bullies always found me and everyday at school I was tortured.
I was teased for being too skinny, hair too long or being too short.
I sighed and headed to English class. I sat in the back and so did the four bad boys of the school.
Scott Franklin, Steven Anderson, Seth Greyson and last but not least Dean Smithson my worst bully. I used to crush on him till he knocked me down and yelled I was a stalker. I went home crying and my family just laughed at me. They always laughed and I was told to either stand up for myself or fall down and stay down. Life for me sucked and I saw no end in sight.
After that I just stopped talking to everyone but the teachers. I answered questions and stayed silent. I had seven months to go and I would be free of them all. I got a full ride with room on board far from this hell. I repeated seven months like a mantra cause once I graduated I was gone and never coming back.
I sat in my seat as the four walked in laughing and heading my way. I put my head down and kept my purplish eyes downward. I never looked up anymore and I never talked about selective mutism as being better than being treated like shit.
Mrs. Landon walked in and started talking about a five group project. He called every group out and I got stuck with Seth, Steven, Scott and Dean. My eyes filled with fear as I looked up at the teacher and gulped. Why would she do this? She knows they all hate me.
Dean chuckled as he saw my reaction. He looked amused as I hid behind my long hair using it like a curtain to hide my pain. Pain this fucked up school caused by allowing me to be bullied everyday.
"Great to be stuck with a nerd girl, at least she is smart", he mumbled. That hurt.
I sighed and looked down as the four surrounded me. I prayed I would make it out alive. I was listening and taking notes as Mrs. Landon told us the project was on each other's lives,hobbies, and goals for the future. Great, I wasn't about to disclose my plans, I just wanted out no matter what. The sooner I could leave the better off I will be.
Great, I got stuck with bullies and players. Bullies are part of the reason I went mute. I got pushed around and hit because Dean outed me as his stalker. He is the reason I was pushed down a flight of stairs. His ex wanted me to learn my place.
A girl who I didn't know scoffed as she yelled out I was a sorry loser and she should be with the four. I didn't react. I never did. I stayed quiet and hidden.
Mrs. Landon smiled and told her to shut up or fail. I kept my head down as she gave us details and examples. Moments later a questionnaire was passed out and the last thirty minutes was the groups working together. Thirty minutes that dragged on forever as the guys kept stealing glances at her.
I felt myself shaking as the guys scooted closer and asked each other the questions. I shoved my arms sleeves up and forgot I had bruises from many bully encounters. I wrote my name and took a deep breath. I wasn't prepared for him to notice but he should know why I'm marked up. It is his doing not physically but his words that marked my fate. Ever since him yelling I was a stalker my life has been pure hell.
"nerd what the fuck are those?", Dean asked darkly. I just sat there frozen in fear.
I froze as I looked at my arms. Looking up four pairs of eyes took in my dark bruising. No...no this can't happen I won't say not here.
I shoved my sleeves down and looked at the paper.
"n-nothing...I-I f-fell".
"Bullshit", Dean said, grabbing my upper arm causing me to hiss in pain and whimper softly in agony. I was sore everywhere and I was extremely bruised up just about all over. I was hit at home by my sister and older brother and pushed me down the steps at school. They hated me for some unknown reason.
"Please let go, it hurts", I whisper loud enough for him to hear.
He looks at his hand on my upper arm and then to my face. He lets go quickly and I shrink down in my seat.
I cringe and avoid their eyes.
He lets go and moves closer.
"You're going to tell me who does it and show me your arms".
I look into his dark eyes and he looks pissed. Scott scoots closer and whispers to Seth and Steven.
After this class was lunch and with time ticking down my nervousness escalated. My hand shook as I wrote on my questionnaire.
Dean's big hand rested on my shaky one. I felt so much fear as my heart rate picked up. Tears filled my eyes as I kept my head down.
The others kept talking as I sat there quietly.
"don't run after class Alexis we will hunt you down if we need to".
I just nodded and my shaking got worse. I didn't want any of this. I just wanted to get through my seven months.
Seven months then I'm gone.
I noticed bruises on Alexis when she pushed her sleeves up to write. Yes we bullied her but not to that extent. She was scared of us all and stayed to herself. I felt like shit for all those years I treated her bad. She never yelled at us or did anything back. She just stopped talking to anyone and basically had selective mutism. The day I yelled she was a stalker she just shut down and withdrew into herself. I was part of the four players group. It was Seth, Scott, Steven and myself. We ruled the fucking school and everyone in it. We all noticed her but my stupid shit made her be bullied bad and noone stopped. She was pushed down a flight of steps by my ex and could have died. The bullying got worse and most times she snuck into the art room or library to sob. Yes fucking sob. Alexis was a little beautiful and we all noticed. She had really long brownish black hair and these purplish eyes. She was little and thin. Tiny compared to most girls in this school. And when I say little
Alexis slept for a while and I constantly checked on her. We all sat talking till my phone rang. I got a long text from Mark about the little lady sleeping in my bed. I checked her bruises and she didn't budge one bit. She looked awful, like she hadn't been sleeping well. Dude got the info. Her parents work all the time and she is stuck at home with an older brother and sister who both hate your girl and hurt her. Their names are Mitch and Suzie. She is also bullied badly by Jessie, your ex. She pushed her down the steps at school two days ago. That is all I found today and I can keep digging if you want. She just turned eighteen a day ago and is planning on leaving after high school. Hit me up later. I may have more for you. "fuck me", I seethed getting up I paced and fisted my hair. Those fuckers were messing with the wrong girl. "dude who does it", Seth asked, getting up. "her brother, sister and my fucking ex Jessie. She has plans to leave once we graduate in June". "damn man
I carry Alexis and follow the nurse to a room. I sit her on the bed and sit beside her. She tells the nurse someone beat her up and she was pushed down steps at school. I told her to tell the truth and we would have her back no matter what. They ask if she knows who and she stops talking. A doctor comes in and looks at all her bruises and pushes on her ribs causing her to cry out. I balled up my fist but refrain from hitting him. He looks worried as she lays there in pain and tears fall. "who hurt you Miss. Smith?" She won't look up but answers. "my siblings and a bully at school". He sighs and calls for the nurse. After ordering xrays and bloodwork he leaves. They give her better pain meds and she sleeps while I text the guys and sit with her. She doesn't wake even when the xray technician comes and rolls her bed over to their department. She is still out but I won't leave her. I sit outside waiting till they are done and we start our journey back to her room. She sleeps on w
Alexis slept for a while and I constantly checked on her. We all sat talking till my phone rang. I got a long text from Mark about the little lady sleeping in my bed. I checked her bruises and she didn't budge one bit. She looked awful, like she hadn't been sleeping well. Dude got the info. Her parents work all the time and she is stuck at home with an older brother and sister who both hate your girl and hurt her. Their names are Mitch and Suzie. She is also bullied badly by Jessie, your ex. She pushed her down the steps at school two days ago. That is all I found today and I can keep digging if you want. She just turned eighteen a day ago and is planning on leaving after high school. Hit me up later. Alexis remained asleep and after being discharged I carried her out to my suv. I sit in the back holding her and look down while she sleeps. She shivers in her sleep and pulls her closer to share body heat. She whimpers in her sleep and snuggles closer into my body. I kiss her head and
We watch as she eats and drinks her milk. Scott sat across from her watching her eat. I make eye contact with him and he grins. Fuck he wants her to but doesn't say it. He goes right back to staring. Seth was showing her a game on his phone and chuckled when she lost. Her pout was seriously adorable. Steven just ate and watched us all. Alexis pushed her plate away and yawned as the pills kicked in. She smiled weakly at us and got up. She must have been dizzy because she swayed, making me grab her. Fuck she is a light weight when it comes to pain pills. Note to self keep an eye on her when she is drugged. " You tired kitten?" She yawns so cute. She nodded and let me scoop her up and carry her to bed. I lay her down and crawl in with her. She snuggles up to me and quickly passes out. I need her to be okay enough to read her mom's note and check out the big envelope her mom gave her. What was in it ? No I'm not gonna invade her privacy but I'm curious as hell. " my kitten, I whi
Alexis slept for a while and I constantly checked on her. We all sat talking till my phone rang. I got a long text from Mark about the little lady sleeping in my bed. I checked her bruises and she didn't budge one bit. She looked awful, like she hadn't been sleeping well. Dude got the info. Her parents work all the time and she is stuck at home with an older brother and sister who both hate your girl and hurt her. Their names are Mitch and Suzie. She is also bullied badly by Jessie, your ex. She pushed her down the steps at school two days ago. That is all I found today and I can keep digging if you want. She just turned eighteen a day ago and is planning on leaving after high school. Hit me up later. Alexis remained asleep and after being discharged I carried her out to my suv. I sit in the back holding her and look down while she sleeps. She shivers in her sleep and pulls her closer to share body heat. She whimpers in her sleep and snuggles closer into my body. I kiss her head and
Thomas Dancer sat and we heard Alexis coming down the stairs. She looks pale and nervous. She sits on my lap and clutches at my bicep. I rub her back as her dad stares at us. She finally looks at him and I kiss her hair. They look alike, especially the eyes. It's a dead giveaway. " So you're my daughter?", he starts. Looking at her in happiness and love. Yes you can see in his eyes how much he loves her already. Can't blame him, she is incredible. " yeah", she whispers. My girl is nervous and I rub her back offering comfort. "I just wanted to meet you Alexis and tell you I'm sorry I didn't get to be there for anything. Your mom just left and went back to him. She called a month later and said she was pregnant and just ignored my pleas to be involved. I tried to find her but she went off grid overnight". She nodded and gripped me tighter. Nerves are fucking annoying and I stay still watching as she nods at him. " I heard they abuse you honey. Does your mom do it too? I can have the
Alexis basically forced Steven to hold her and if he pulled away she whimpered loud. He gave in and just sat holding her. I didn't get jealous cause he wasn't interested in her and her tiny body in his big muscular one made me chuckle. I hoped he wasn't interested in her but they all looked at her with an unreadable emotion in their eyes. Steven just sat looking like he was being forced to cuddle with his sister. He had a hurt look in his eyes cause he hit her by accident. " dude you look like someone kicked your dog. Just relax and make up for what you've done. She needs you to hold her right now so deal". He sighed. He looked torn up. "I said I was sorry Dean...do you really think I would hurt her intentionally? Fuck I'd rather die then fucking hurt her", he fumed trying to not get mad I know hitting her really messed with him. " No man of course not but you wanted to leave and made her cry. She wants you here and she needs you to hold her. She was more worried about hurting you