Normally, I have the bravery of a warrior. I don’t lose battles or back down from anything. Literally, anything. When I was labeled as the scandalous president’s daughter, it didn’t bother me. The hate comments and anger of the people in different social media platform didn’t even scared the shit out of me.
Denying the president of the country, my father, didn’t gave me goosebumps. And drinking until I passed out didn’t even hit a nerve but whilst those are extra things that should make a person, a woman, scared. I don’t.
I almost believe that nothing scares me that much. Not until today. That time, I didn’t blink. My gaze is straight and even though I am driven into the peak of my pleasure, it doesn’t change the fact that I have seen what I have seen.
His face. The way how his dark eyes pierce a punishment warning into my body. And the darkness invading his whole aura. His whole physique that I
He reaches up to tear every clothes in my body. His lips touch the bare skin of my neck before I felt his teeth piercing over my skin. A yelp escapes my lips, my body felt so hot and sweaty then I felt myself being dragged into the dark.It appealed to me that I might have a problem in my mind. I sigh as I cleared my mind from those, well, utterly sinful thoughts as I tried to concentrate on the details of my photoshoot today. What Major Sullivan did still lingers in my mind. His words are posted in every corner of my mind. I can’t believe he gave me a warning and I can’t believe I fantasize about his treatment.I shook my thoughts away and decided to just seize every circumstance of this day.An international magazine gave me a contract to post for their annual release and it appears to me that they wanted something which I am contemplating to give.“This is what you wanted me to do?” I asked the organizer as I throw the mag
This isn’t how I imagined my Tuesday night would be. I bought whiskey and slam the remote after the “political marriage” scandal has bombarded the news when the magazine was released. The photoshoot includes a picture of the prime minister and the president’s daughter wearing nothing but their bikinis.I looked at the magazine that has been delivered into my house and cannot help but to feel agitated or maybe it is the excitement? The way how I imagined Major Sullivan provoked and triggered by what I did excites me. And it hits a realization, maybe I needed to see a therapist for this kind of thing.There is no way, I am enjoying the fact that he’s provoked by my little stunt. Well, who wouldn’t be when I am only wearing a bikini and the prime minister is half-naked, and my back leaning on his chiseled chest. The organizer really seizes the opportunity.It’s a good thing, Ares is ambitious. He really doesn’t care a
He slowly slipped me into my bed as I got tired from crying. Two years without him, and seeking for him, and now that he’s here, I felt all the tired emotion flash inside of my heart.I shook my head and found myself not wanting to let go of his nape. Major Sullivan sighs and gently strokes some strand of my hair before I felt the soft mattress against my stiff back.My gaze landed on Major Sullivan and there is a nervousness inside of my heart, knowing that he will leave me. He will leave me again.Tears burst out of my eyes with that realization. I fucked this up. I haven’t cried like this for the past years without him only to realize that maybe I’ve been holding for too long that hearing his apology after all these years made me weak, shatter the barrier of hope that been hiding how broke I am when he left.His eyes look so hurt and I cried harder when I felt him join me in the bed. The way how he pats my back and how he places my he
“ The prime minister told me that you have the file of the late senator’s case. I wanted it, Amara, you shouldn’t be doing this.”I quickly snatched all the files from my father’s hand when I saw him trying to gather all of them.This isn’t what Ares, and I talked about. I should know that he will always rat me to my father. His loyalty simply relies on him.He looked at me with his usual stern expression. The firm lines and his thin lips told me that he didn’t like what I did.“ I don’t want you snooping around my house, Mr. President. Give me the key,” I mentioned and reach my hand to him.He snickered and leans back into the couch with a grimace in his face.“Amara, I’m not here as the president. I’m here as your father,” he muttered. His voice is too gentle that it almost touches my heart.I looked at him. “ It’s too
“ I’m going to find out the reason why you’re avoiding me,” Ares declares as I heard his sulking voice on the phone. I just told him that I cannot meet him for a week because I needed time to think.I don’t even know what to think but having no one’s presence in my life for a week is my definition of peace. The only thing that I need at this moment of my life.Ares sighs and I heard his apology again. “ I’m sorry, Amara,” he muttered and I had to roll my eyes because I’m tired of hearing him apologizing but he keeps on ratting me to my father.What happened the day after yesterday is not the first time that Ares did something like this. He always tells my father about the photoshoots, countries, and even the location of this house.I should be angry, but being angry with him only means I had to waste my energy. I couldn’t. I simply couldn’t waste energy when I have turmoil inside of m
It was only an hour when a loud banging of my main door was heard. One hour and I am still on the couch contemplating what I just watched. My heart is racing as I’ve just run from my morning jog. My body is trembling and every part is aching for answers. Then there’s my mind trying to wrap my mind into the scenarios on the video.The banging became louder and louder that I don’t have the choice but to open it to whoever is trying to knock out my main wooden door. A sweaty and worried face of Major Sullivan welcomes me as soon as I opened the door. I took a step backward but he was quick for him to pull me into a tight hug.Just then, those emotions that have been bottling up inside of me resurface in the power of his embrace.“ I-I’m…too…”I wanted to say that I’m too shocked and scared but words are being vanished by my sobs. Tears cascaded down my eyes as if it’s the only time t
“ You’re not meeting him,” he roared and snapped back my clothes out from my hands.It annoys me that he was here, in my room, and hindering me from confronting my father. The idea of him being the mastermind and the owner of that flash drive disgusts me. Who could it be aside from him, right? His hate towards Major Sullivan drives him into this kind of circumstances.I stood over him and held my head high. “ He’s disgusting,” I commented, although it was actually my own father.Can you believe that?“ No, we’re not sure that it was him,” he replied making me annoyed for more.Is he fucking serious right now? My mind battles up all of those curses inside of it.“ Are you seriously defending him right now? He had our videotape!”My screams make him cringe. The emotions are still lingering inside of me as if it was some sort of leech.He sighs and too
Major Sullivan didn’t come back for two days and for those days, I don’t have a choice but to sulk in my bed and just think about everything. The horrors of watching the video only made my day worst because of the idea that what could happen when it was released on the public. The amount of shame that I would’ve gone through. I cannot imagine living that life where I will wonder who watch the video.The thing is scandal got buried down after the time but videos on the internet always stay on the internet. Nothing could ever take it down, even the president. Or even Major Sullivan.A deep, rumbling groan escapes from my lips as soon as I got bored from thinking. What now? What will I do in this house? The idea of cleaning and doing some chores makes me become lazy to stand up on my bed then my gaze landed on the laptop that has been neglect for two day.Major Sullivan rushed out of the house as soon as he heard the call and he didn