Hello, I don't know if anyone is even reading this book but I have already stopped writing this one for a very long time due to personal matters and it's affecting my studies. I apologize for it. But I promise to finish this book within this year, hopefully. It was so hard for me to write whilst studying, so I momentarily stopped updating for a while, but as promised, I will be back and continue what I have started. Goodnovel is good to me and offered me contract so finishing this book is a must. That's all I have to say, thank you.
Chapter 1I awoke in a familiar room, feeling slightly groggy and disoriented. I struggled to keep my heavy eyelids open as I peeled myself from the bed. I fought the urge to lie back down as I got onto my feet and stretched my arms. It's Saturday, nearly midday, and I have a job to attend to, which is my only source of income to support myself and my tuition at college. I have no one to lean on and no family to ask for help. So no one will give me money if I lie here all day. I had to work hard for me to be able to live. To be quite honest, I don't see any reason Why do I have to keep living, why do I have to keep breathing, and why the f*ck do I need to keep working my ass off when I could've just chosen to die. In that way, I wouldn't need to suffer every day for being a lonely creature. I have no family, I have no friends. I have nothing.No one will miss or notice when I die.I shook my head and laughed to myself at the depressing thoughts that had crossed my mind. Silly. I hea
Chapter 2“Mine...” A deep, baritone voice spoke against my ear, making me shiver in both delight and fear. I was afraid of the reality that I had just practically met my mate and of the fact that he wasn't a rogue like me, or at least a normal werewolf being. But a damn alpha!I couldn't find my voice as I froze against him. His nose nuzzled in the crook of my neck and shoulder. His hands held my waist firmly as if not wanting to let me go. I could feel my body betraying me, reacting sensuously to his mere touch. My wolf was purring and wanting me to rub myself against this stranger, whom she recognized as our mate. Unfortunately.“L-Let me go...” I struggled to say and tried to pull myself away from him. He didn't let me go, but instead, he tightened his grip on my waist and pulled me impossibly close to him.“You're mine.” A low growl rumbled against his chest. His breathing tickled my skin and gave me goosebumps. His body was hard as steel and his skin was hot as lava, burning me
Chapter 3I went back to my apartment, distraught. My head seems to be nearly exploding with too much information I have learned today. First, I met my mate, who was unfortunately an alpha. The second is about mandatory schooling. And thirdly, is about what Fernando told me before I left the shop.“They will take you tomorrow morning. Again, prepare yourself.”I don't know if I'd believe him or not. He must be kidding! It was barely 12 hours since I had met that freaking alpha and it wasn't that long ago when I learned about this mandatory thingy! No way on earth I am going to come with them! I will never belong to any pack! Over my dead body!I gritted my teeth and slumped down on the sofa of my apartment. Since the payment I am receiving from the part time job is quite huge, I have to rent the whole apartment by myself and I have to buy some furniture to add some decorations on this boring and pale room. The most favorite thing that I bought for myself was my bed. It was queen sized
Chapter 4I pushed him hard that he went tumbling on the floor. He clearly didn't expected it and fell. I gasped as my eyes widened. I knelt down almost immediately to see if I had gotten him injured. “Oh, my God! Are you okay? I'm so sorry. I-I didn't mean to do that! You had taken me by surprise I was so shocked that I pushed you. Oh, God. I'm really s-sorry,” I said, panicking as I inspected his state.He shook his head, smiling a little bit. “I'm fine. Thanks for worrying about me,” he spoke earnestly, making me snapped my head at him. His cheeks were painted with a light shade of pink and his eyes were sparkling with happiness. I almost arched a brow if I wasn't just worried about him.“Are you sure you're fine?” I asked again. The way I pushed him wasn't that hard but it wasn't also that weak. I had literally almost pushed him across this building! Reui cleared his throat as his expression changed. “Actually, I'm not fine. I think I had my bones broken,” he uttered.A loud gasp
Chapter 5The car pulled up in front of a huge mansion in the middle of the woods. He got out of the car and opened the passenger's seat before extending his hand for me to take, which I reluctantly did. My heart began beating faster and faster every seconds that passed. Before this huge mansion, we entered a very huge golden gate with a name “Exodus” engraved atop of it. I couldn't hide my amazement. It seems like I'm entering a very prestigious manor that only rich people could go in. I'm overwhelmed.Just... how wealthy is this guy right here?Fresh yet harsh wind hit my face as soon as I got out from the car. I closed my eyes to savour the feeling. The smell of wood and leaves invaded my nostrils, sending delightful sensation throughout my body. I've never thought that being in a place like this are as pleasing as when I am in a library. It almost feels painful to be in such a beautiful place like this.I sluggishly opened my eyes and the first thing I saw was his handsome face.
Chapter 6We ended up washing the plates together. I could sense that it pleased him to have me helping him. We didn't talk, but the silence doesn't make us uncomfortable, either. Our arms would brush against each other and neither one of us find it unnoticed. But we kept silent until we finished.“Come, I'll show you to our room.” He wrapped his arm around my waist.I rose a brow. “Excuse me? Are we going to share a room?” He scratched his nape. “Yeah, is that a problem?”I looked up at him flatly. “Are you freaking serious? Of course, it is a problem! You're a man and I'm a woman. It is inappropriate to share a room.”His brows furrowed. “But we're mates. We're going to share room in the near future, anyway.”I gritted my teeth. “Then, wait for that future. For now, I want to have a room for myself. Alone. And if you're going to insist then I'll talk to your mother about it.”He visibly paled. I smirked. I'm an observant person. Whilst having lunch with them, I noticed that the t
Chapter 7As soon as the girl was out of our sights, I let go of him and crossed my arms around my chest. I arched a brow while my jaw clenched.“Who was that girl?” He looked lost. His cheeks was still painted with pink and her ears are burning red. “W-Who?”I gritted my teeth. “Is she your girlfriend? If yes, then f*ck you. I shouldn't have really went here! I was peacefully living my life in the city and you've dragged me here, only to know that you are committed to someone before me?!”His brows furrowed. “Katia, I don't understand you—”“Oh, shut up! You know what I mean! That wench is your freaking girlfriend!”“Hey, no. You got a wrong idea—”“I believe this is my room, so therefore, I have the authority to kick you out, too. Go away!” I opened the door and pushed him out. “If you want to be with me, then you have to clear things up with your....” I wanted to say ‘slut’, but then I remembered that Catherine was the daughter of the former beta of this pack. I immediately come u
Chapter 8Things became awkward for the next few days of my stay in this pack house. After Reui swore to the Forest of Life, I finally realized he was saying the truth and all that I said to him were nothing but only an accusation. I was embarrassed. It feels like someone just punched me in the gut at the realization. Because of that, it only gave me more reasons not to go out of the room. Some maids would just bring my meals because I wasn't going down. The twins also visited me and I've became close to them somehow. They are sweet and a little bit psycho like their big brother but I found myself liking their company. It keeps me from losing my sanity.I don't know when are we going to depart towards the Ythuel University. I can't wait to leave because the awkward in this house was becoming more and more thicker. I can't freaking face Reui without blushing furiously out of embarrassment. Although he reassured me that it was all okay and he wasn't going to tease me with it, but still!
Hello, I don't know if anyone is even reading this book but I have already stopped writing this one for a very long time due to personal matters and it's affecting my studies. I apologize for it. But I promise to finish this book within this year, hopefully. It was so hard for me to write whilst studying, so I momentarily stopped updating for a while, but as promised, I will be back and continue what I have started. Goodnovel is good to me and offered me contract so finishing this book is a must. That's all I have to say, thank you.
Chapter 17We played in the river for few hours. Just talking and laughing around. We only decided to stop when it's nearly lunch. We need to eat of course. I decided to shift on our way back to the pack house. Shifting on to my beautiful golden wolf, Reui could not stop wiggling his tails and licking my face while making some purring sounds. I licked his face back and and rubbed myself to him. We could not communicate yet but we already understood each other.I growled at him when he couldn't stop himself from nudging me from time to time and making begging noises. I know he wants me to lick him again so all my scent will scattered around him. He could not even stop rubbing himself to me while we were trotting back to the house! This clingy and possessive wolf! Gosh!He was the one to shift back to his human form. He handed me some spare clothes and I changed from the back of the trunk.I glared at him. “You're so clingy!”He grinned and shyly scratched his eyebrow. “Can't help it.
Chapter 16“Where's Catherine?” I asked.He shrugged. “Didn't we left her?”“Yes, but... didn't she say she'll tag along?”“She only said she wanted to see my wolf again, she never say she'll be a third wheel on our date for this day.”“D-Date?”“Yes. Date. We're now dating, right?”“Uhm, yes, but—”“Then date it is!” he exclaimed and punched in the air as a triumph smile appeared on his face.I scoffed and rolled my eyes. “Whatever.”He grinned.He took ahold of my hand and dragged me with him towards the huge rock. We sat there side by side with his hand couldn't stop but clinging on to me.“Why did you brought me here?” I asked.“I want to show you this river.”“The River of Eternal Life?” I frowned. “Why does it have a name? I mean, does it have some value on your pack... or whatnot?”“You probably haven't heard it,” he started. “Well, in this race, we have one Goddess that we worship.”“The Moon Goddess, right?”“Yep. Her name is Selena.”I nodded my head and poured all my attent
Chapter 15I watched, amazed, as a huge wolf rubbed his face against me as if wanting to be caressed. I held the huge, black wolf's face and kissed his forehead. I caressed his head.“Your wolf is quite impressive, Reui,” I said softly. He purred softly and rubbed his face against me. I giggled and couldn't help but to kiss him again and again.“He said, thank you,” Catherine spoke, ruining the good moment, of course, she would. After all, she's a bitch.“Ah...” I lamely said and nodded my head. I forgot that they could communicate through mindlink. Ingrid told me that once Reui and I mated, we were able to communicate as well through link, and so to the other members of this pack.“He said do you find him beautiful?” she said again.I am growing irritated to her presence but I held it out. I don't want to lash out over this things. I'm not that childish.“Of course, I find you beautiful, Reui. You're MY mate,” I said, emphasizing ‘my’ to provoke Catherine, which was successful becaus
Chapter 14 I woke up lying next to him. A smile graced upon my face as I saw his beautiful face looking so adorable. His lips were slightly open as he silently snore. His lashes was too visible to see because his eyes were closed. His red lips also looks so tempting to get a taste. I shook my head and giggled softly. I got up and headed towards the shower. I took my time cleaning myself before I went downstairs. I found mommy Cam cooking. I offered a help and she gladly accepted my offer. Both of us were chatting as we enjoy our bonding time together. I woke up around 5, and went downstairs around 6. After preparing the breakfast, I called Reui and the twins from their respective rooms. It's around 7 am now. “Wow, you cooked these?” he mused, looking at me happily. I sheepishly smiled. “No. I only help mommy Cam to prepare this. She cook these delicious food, not me.” “Ah, don't flatter me so much, dear. You help me with the cooking, so the credits shall go upon you, too. You're
Chapter 13“Clean the mess up.” Reui's voice came out cold as he spoke towards his men who came right after Reui had disposed all the rogues. The sun has finally set and it was starting to get dark.“Yes, alpha,” said by his men.He hugged my waist and pulled me close to him. I snuggled my face to his chest to prevent myself from seeing the horrible state of the four rogues who wished the harm us. When I saw the bloodied scene, I freaked out. I didn't know I'm scared to blood until today. Gosh, I experienced a lot of first times.Like, when I said to myself I liked him. Like how I climbed up to tree, like how I discovered I actually am scared of heights and blood. I didn't know any of it until now. I don't know whether to be glad or to be scared.“Let's go,” Reui softly said, only for me, as he gently rubbed my back. I shook my head, eyes closed tightly. I'm scared to open my eyes. “You don't want to?” he asked.I shook my head.“Hmm, how about I pick you up? Is that okay with my baby
Chapter 12“I am not planning to reject you, okay?” I said.“You don't?” he asked adorably with his eyes blinking.I shook my head. “No. Where did you got that ridiculous idea?”He looked away as his lips protruded.“Reui, look at me.” He did what was told. Our eyes locked. I heave a deep sigh. “Okay, I will give you a chance to change. I'm not saying I want you to totally change yourself. I like the way you are, just reduce being so possessive. It's not healthy and it's creeping me out to be quite frankly.”He nodded his head. “Okay then, starting from today onwards, I will try my hardest not to suffocate you. As long those men has no hidden agenda or feelings towards you, I would behave.” He smiled gratefully and held my hand. “Thank you, baby. Thanks for giving me a chance, and thanks for understanding my situation. Rest assured, I won't act that way ever again. I apologize to all the foul, offensive words I said to you whenever I lost my control. I promise not to do it again.”I s
Chapter 11My heart dropped to the pit of my stomach as his words kept on replaying in my head. My heart went numb as the pain in my chest hasn't faltered since that time. It was already 7 days ago but the pain I felt didn't fade away. He had already apologized but I couldn't bring myself to accept his apology that instant. I am not mad at him, alright? I just... I don't precisely know what to feel.I know I'm at fault, too, for not following what he told me to do. I didn't listened. I've even went beyond it. So I can't really blame him if he reacted that way.But... his action made me agitated. He was exaggerating things. He doesn't want me to look at boys, let alone smile at them. He was damn possessive and it's kinda suffocating. Right now, I'm on the clearing with Ingrid beside me. Half naked men and sweated women were fighting hand to hand combats. Some were sword fighting. We were sitting on a log as we talked animatedly and laughed to our own silly jokes. But that quickly end
Chapter 10 “Ugh!” I groaned loudly and massaged my head as it throbbed. I felt my stomach churning as I suddenly had an urge to throw up. Without even opening my eyes, I rushed up towards the bathroom and puked my stomach's out on the sink. Damn it! That's why I never drink before. The first time I got drunk during highschool ball, it was the most horrible experience ever. I threw up everywhere and my schoolmates were laughing at my stupid drunken state. Not only that but I smelt horribly and the headache afterwards nearly killed me. I would never get drunk again! “Ma'am, I have prepared a pain reliever for you,” a servant came with a pill. I immediately took it from her and swallowed the small tablet. “Gosh! My throat hurts!” I whined. “Anyway, can you tell me where Ingrid is? She was with me last night.” “Ingrid is in her home, ma'am. Her father took her home last night.” I nodded my head and said my thanks before I dismissed her. I headed straight to the shower and strip dow