Danica's POV
The hall boomed with a calm music that should make even the saddest person on earth a bit calmer but it only made me sadder if that was in any way possible. Maybe I wouldn't feel so miserable if Bianca was here to listen to all the drama that ensued right after she left angrily. But she wasn't here and I felt so out of place. Don't get me wrong, she was here at the party but not here beside me as my best friend. After the forced apology my father got from me for Joey, they had left me to get changed and find my way to the party on my own, so I literally walked over thirty meters to the venue on foot, looking miserable in the plain dull colored dress I picked to avoid anymore flashy-dresses drama. I had picked out the first dress today because it was a special one. My mom made it three years ago to make me wear it when I found my true mate but I didn't wear it when I felt the bond with Finn and Gamma Thorn because I still miss my mom so much and I always feel like if I don't wear the dress she made me when she wanted me to wear it, one day she'll come back and scold me for it. I don't regret not wearing it for them because obviously they were just two big idiots who had their asses in their brains. The plan was to wear that dress tonight not because I wanted to get mated but because it would at least make me feel special even if there was no mate to make me feel like a complete woman which was obviously wistful thinking now thanks to my ‘darling’ sister. My eyes went back to Bianca who was having a good time with a few girls who I knew nothing about. Our gazes met and she immediately looked away. I mean, I can't even blame her because I would be angry too if my best friend suddenly compares her situation to mine when my only intention was to comfort her. Mating night would commence at exactly midnight and currently it was just ten minutes till midnight. At exactly 12, everyone would feel the bond and probably find their mates but I hope I wouldn't. There was no way the ‘bitch’ up there would pair me with another bastard when I'd rather be left alone, untouched, unhurt, and unmated. I would glance around the hall a few times and would even smile a few times when I saw an unmated couple hoping they feel the mate bond when it was time. ‘Only nine more minutes will tell’ I murmured inaudibly behind them as I took a sip from the cup served to me a few minutes ago. I turned to take a stroll to the far end of the hall just in case I felt any stupid bond… then it'll be the fastest route to run without looking back, but fate seemed to have some grudges against me because as soon as I turned, I was facing Finn, my first mate and his new mate, Anabel. I didn't want to look pathetic so I tried to mutter a Hi, but I couldn't. Emotions I thought I had long forgotten clogged my throat and left me staring blankly at them. “You look so lonely and miserable, Danica” Anabel muttered sweetly but I could feel the mockery beneath the words. “I'm doing very well being left alone, Anabel. Your concern is far from being needed” I told her calmly, though not in any way hiding the sarcasm I meant to showcase. “I don't think so… you look like you're going to cry and wail when realization hit you in eight minutes that your mates now have better women next to them and you?… You will probably remain just as lonely as you are right now” she added with a mocking smile before walking away with her annoyingly silent mate. *‘Don't cry, Dani. You'll only give them the satisfaction of seeing you break… again.’* I told myself as I folded my hands into fists beside me. I took slow strides towards the end of the hall but a yell stopped me in my tracks abruptly. It wasn't the familiarity of the voice that yelled or the name it yelled that stopped me. It was how scared the voice sounded. So I turned to look and my eyes widened when I saw Finn on the ground with his convulsing mate in his arms. “Please… please stay with me, Anabel” Finn muttered shakily as he shook his mate who'd suddenly stopped convulsing and remained totally unmoving. At that moment, everyone stopped doing anything and just focused on Finn and his dying mate. “What happened to her?” someone asked from the crowd as he went to check on her. “She has a chronic allergy to apples. She'd taken from the cocktail before she realized that it had apple content” Finn explained with worry written all over his face. *If only he'd cared this much about me…* The man glanced around pointlessly and I immediately knew he wasn't doing anything because he'd only come prepared for a mating party not for medical attentions. He won't be able to save her unless they have her transfered to the Pack's Clinic and by then she would really die for sure if it really is a chronic allergy. I took a step forward but suddenly stopped myself as my father's warning echoed at the back of my mind. *‘...You will live in the streets for the rest of your life…’* I definitely wasn't about to risk becoming homeless for a woman that mocked me to my face five minutes ago, was I? “You have to get her to the Pack's Clinic fast. It's the only way to save her right now” I heard the man say again and I blinked in disbelief. I'm very sure he knows the consequences of having to go a long distance when her life was hanging on the thinnest thread but the annoying old man… I took another step forwards, unable to bear watching someone die in front of me when I could help but I stopped myself again, this time when I recalled Finn's last words to me. *‘You didn't expect me to spend the rest of my life with someone as empty as a barrel, did you? You're not worthy of being my mate, Danica.’* His words echoed through the depth of my heart down to where my conscience lies and I wish I could actually watch her lose her life very painfully and then laugh at Finn's misfortune in the end but I couldn't. This was the reason I became a doctor in the first place. To save people who have little to no hope of living. “I can help!” I blurted before I could stop myself. I would definitely regret this decision later but what matters right now is saving Anabel’s life and I will do just that.Danica's POV Everyone turned to look at me and I didn't miss some mocking grimaces and scoffs but that didn't stop me from rushing to the couple sprawled on the floor. “It would take twenty minutes to get to the Pack's Clinic and she would lose her life by then” I said without looking up at the shocked men that were probably glaring lasers at me. “What do you think you're doing, Danica?” Finn gritted, pulling my arm painfully, his eyes bloodshot. “Would you rather let go of me right now or watch your mate die, Finn? Because right now this man isn't anywhere close to telling you the truth of how severe this case is. Anabel will die before you're even ten minutes into the journey to the clinic” I gritted in the same tone and his eyes dilated as he slowly let go of my hand. Was it me or did Finn just trust me with his mate's life? *‘Well, it's not like he has a choice’* I reminded myself. I pulled out a scapel from my thigh strap and I swiftly cut through a small area above her bre
Danica's POV “What?! I mean, Why? Is this your way of luring me into making a bigger mistake that would keep me in prison for the rest of my entire life and not just my youthful years?” I asked and he laughed. A sound I could give anything to hear again. “Now, why would you ask something like that?” He asked and I shrugged once. “Because I'm a useless omega you'll be glad to depose? Besides, I didn't even think before jumping in and trying to save one of your subordinate's sister and now I might have made things worse” I muttered, avoiding his gaze as much as I could. “No, you didn't unalive her if that's what you're worried about” he said again and I finally met his gaze, which had a little smirk curling up his lips again. “How… how would you know that?” I stuttered. “The energy I felt around her when I passed beside her body to find you was very much that of someone who was alive and kicking” he replied and my head did a 360 spin. ‘Felt her energy? How does that even happe
Danica's POV I held my cheek painfully, tears blinding my sight momentarily as I looked up to face Joey who was seething with an anger that threatened to unleash mine. She had some fucking guts to raise her filthy hands to my face! And for what?! “What the hell did you do that for?” I growled at her with bloodshot eyes and I saw her swallow nothing, pupils dilating before she quickly recomposed herself. “You're talking back at me after what you did?” She scoffed, raising her hand to slap me again and I would have fucking put her in her damn place if my Father hadn't beat me to it with his commanding voice. “Enough of this nonsense, you both! Get in the car. Now! And stop being such a nuisance!” he thundered irritably, his glare fixed on me. Just me! It has always being only me who gets to bear the blame for everything even if she was at a fault. The thought made more tears pool at my eyes but I didn't let it fall. It is all Joey ever wanted. To see me break down in front of her
Alexander's POV “Do you think she felt the bond but decided not to say a thing?” I asked no one in particular but the only person next to me in this car was Blake, my annoying yet helpful beta. “Or maybe she didn't feel the bond at all? She's an omega without a wolf… so I heard” he stated and I sighed. “Do you think she's fit to be your mate? You wanted a strong mate” He asked and I ran the tip of my tongue over my lower lip. “That’s why I'm keeping her close to me for the next three days to find out more about her” I told him, trying to convince myself than him that it was the only reason I invited her to the palace but I knew deep down from the moment I laid my eyes on her at the party when she was talking to Finn and Anabel that I probably wouldn't be able to let her slip away. Ever. *Weak or not!* She's the first female wolf to ever make my wolf lose his control. She was the most beautiful creature I've ever laid my eyes on, and trust me when I say that because I've met coun
Danica's POV It's been five hours since I got my 'sacred grounded' order but it already felt like an eternity. It wasn't the first time I've been grounded for things that was or was not my fault and being grounded also means no feeding whatsoever. I had no idea if my dad always gave that order too or if Joey and Freya just added that out of the 'good' of her own venomous hearts but I didn't care at this point.I was getting agitated and the reason was simple.Getting grounded after receiving an order from the Alpha to be at the palace for his treatment could only mean rebellion.What if he beheads me for defying him as soon as this is over?I was biting my nails as the thoughts ran through my head and I bit too hard as I got carried away, forcing a wince out of myself and I quickly closed my mouth around the finger, sucking the small blood that escaped.The entire forth and back with my father, my stepmom and stepsister weighed on my mind so hard that all I could hear at this point w
Danica's POV It's been two days since Mating night and Bianca has been nothing but true to her words. She was going to spend those three days with me in this room, starved and completely bored out of our minds. Luckily, it wasn't as boring as I'd expected. We watched a few melodramas, laughed and blushed pathetically. We played games and decorated ourselves with different colors from the makeup kit she once got me. I even made a friend from the dating site she signed me up on and I didn't mind at all since my days and hours were numbered anyway.I managed to avoid her suspicions when I freaked out about her mate being my mate's Beta without having to let it slip that Alpha Alexander was my mate. Everything seemed to go smoothly but my agitation increased as the day slowly came to an end.One more day and I'll be getting a sacred wrath from the Alpha."It's a few hours to my death day, Bianca. Do you think I could be hopeful seeing how Alpha Alexander hasn't come to find me?" I asked
Danica's POV I had no idea what Anabel said to my father but leaving home this morning didn't earn me millions of questions or mockery of being useless.Even Joey was unusually calm and I suspected that she had no idea I was leaving to meet the same Alpha she worked so hard to make me defy."Alexander is ruthless even to his closest allies. He spares no one any form of disobedience or disrespect but be optimistic, he must really need you to have asked you to come over, I doubt he would kill you right away" Anabel said with a tiny smile on her face and I nodded once as we approached the guards at the palace grand entrance.I half expected them to stop us and do a thorough investigation about who I am but as soon as they saw Anabel, they simply bowed and let us through."Don't worry, she's with me. The Alpha specially asked to meet her" Anabel countered when she noticed their glares on me.They bowed in response and returned to stand in their positions."That was... Fast" I murmured, s
Danica's POVI kept walking like a puppy on a leash behind Alpha Alexander until he paused for a second to push the door to a room open.That was it. The moment my fears kicked in more than ever.I suddenly wanted to see Bianca one last time. There are suddenly a lot of things I want to do before I die. My feet remained glued at the entrance, not daring to go in with him, even if every fiber in my being didn't want to be anywhere away from him. My fate couldn't be more twisted right now, could it?"Danica?" His voice murmured and I was instantly snapped back to reality."Do I need to drag you in before you understand what I need you to do?" He asked, his voice sharper than it was a few minutes ago. I walked in, picking on my fingers with my eyes fixed on the suddenly 'beautiful' floor.The Alpha remained speechless, and for the next ticking seconds, there was no movement in the room... Except for the steady beating of his heart and the erratic beating of mine. So, I stole a glance ar
Danica's POVI kept walking like a puppy on a leash behind Alpha Alexander until he paused for a second to push the door to a room open.That was it. The moment my fears kicked in more than ever.I suddenly wanted to see Bianca one last time. There are suddenly a lot of things I want to do before I die. My feet remained glued at the entrance, not daring to go in with him, even if every fiber in my being didn't want to be anywhere away from him. My fate couldn't be more twisted right now, could it?"Danica?" His voice murmured and I was instantly snapped back to reality."Do I need to drag you in before you understand what I need you to do?" He asked, his voice sharper than it was a few minutes ago. I walked in, picking on my fingers with my eyes fixed on the suddenly 'beautiful' floor.The Alpha remained speechless, and for the next ticking seconds, there was no movement in the room... Except for the steady beating of his heart and the erratic beating of mine. So, I stole a glance ar
Danica's POV I had no idea what Anabel said to my father but leaving home this morning didn't earn me millions of questions or mockery of being useless.Even Joey was unusually calm and I suspected that she had no idea I was leaving to meet the same Alpha she worked so hard to make me defy."Alexander is ruthless even to his closest allies. He spares no one any form of disobedience or disrespect but be optimistic, he must really need you to have asked you to come over, I doubt he would kill you right away" Anabel said with a tiny smile on her face and I nodded once as we approached the guards at the palace grand entrance.I half expected them to stop us and do a thorough investigation about who I am but as soon as they saw Anabel, they simply bowed and let us through."Don't worry, she's with me. The Alpha specially asked to meet her" Anabel countered when she noticed their glares on me.They bowed in response and returned to stand in their positions."That was... Fast" I murmured, s
Danica's POV It's been two days since Mating night and Bianca has been nothing but true to her words. She was going to spend those three days with me in this room, starved and completely bored out of our minds. Luckily, it wasn't as boring as I'd expected. We watched a few melodramas, laughed and blushed pathetically. We played games and decorated ourselves with different colors from the makeup kit she once got me. I even made a friend from the dating site she signed me up on and I didn't mind at all since my days and hours were numbered anyway.I managed to avoid her suspicions when I freaked out about her mate being my mate's Beta without having to let it slip that Alpha Alexander was my mate. Everything seemed to go smoothly but my agitation increased as the day slowly came to an end.One more day and I'll be getting a sacred wrath from the Alpha."It's a few hours to my death day, Bianca. Do you think I could be hopeful seeing how Alpha Alexander hasn't come to find me?" I asked
Danica's POV It's been five hours since I got my 'sacred grounded' order but it already felt like an eternity. It wasn't the first time I've been grounded for things that was or was not my fault and being grounded also means no feeding whatsoever. I had no idea if my dad always gave that order too or if Joey and Freya just added that out of the 'good' of her own venomous hearts but I didn't care at this point.I was getting agitated and the reason was simple.Getting grounded after receiving an order from the Alpha to be at the palace for his treatment could only mean rebellion.What if he beheads me for defying him as soon as this is over?I was biting my nails as the thoughts ran through my head and I bit too hard as I got carried away, forcing a wince out of myself and I quickly closed my mouth around the finger, sucking the small blood that escaped.The entire forth and back with my father, my stepmom and stepsister weighed on my mind so hard that all I could hear at this point w
Alexander's POV “Do you think she felt the bond but decided not to say a thing?” I asked no one in particular but the only person next to me in this car was Blake, my annoying yet helpful beta. “Or maybe she didn't feel the bond at all? She's an omega without a wolf… so I heard” he stated and I sighed. “Do you think she's fit to be your mate? You wanted a strong mate” He asked and I ran the tip of my tongue over my lower lip. “That’s why I'm keeping her close to me for the next three days to find out more about her” I told him, trying to convince myself than him that it was the only reason I invited her to the palace but I knew deep down from the moment I laid my eyes on her at the party when she was talking to Finn and Anabel that I probably wouldn't be able to let her slip away. Ever. *Weak or not!* She's the first female wolf to ever make my wolf lose his control. She was the most beautiful creature I've ever laid my eyes on, and trust me when I say that because I've met coun
Danica's POV I held my cheek painfully, tears blinding my sight momentarily as I looked up to face Joey who was seething with an anger that threatened to unleash mine. She had some fucking guts to raise her filthy hands to my face! And for what?! “What the hell did you do that for?” I growled at her with bloodshot eyes and I saw her swallow nothing, pupils dilating before she quickly recomposed herself. “You're talking back at me after what you did?” She scoffed, raising her hand to slap me again and I would have fucking put her in her damn place if my Father hadn't beat me to it with his commanding voice. “Enough of this nonsense, you both! Get in the car. Now! And stop being such a nuisance!” he thundered irritably, his glare fixed on me. Just me! It has always being only me who gets to bear the blame for everything even if she was at a fault. The thought made more tears pool at my eyes but I didn't let it fall. It is all Joey ever wanted. To see me break down in front of her
Danica's POV “What?! I mean, Why? Is this your way of luring me into making a bigger mistake that would keep me in prison for the rest of my entire life and not just my youthful years?” I asked and he laughed. A sound I could give anything to hear again. “Now, why would you ask something like that?” He asked and I shrugged once. “Because I'm a useless omega you'll be glad to depose? Besides, I didn't even think before jumping in and trying to save one of your subordinate's sister and now I might have made things worse” I muttered, avoiding his gaze as much as I could. “No, you didn't unalive her if that's what you're worried about” he said again and I finally met his gaze, which had a little smirk curling up his lips again. “How… how would you know that?” I stuttered. “The energy I felt around her when I passed beside her body to find you was very much that of someone who was alive and kicking” he replied and my head did a 360 spin. ‘Felt her energy? How does that even happe
Danica's POV Everyone turned to look at me and I didn't miss some mocking grimaces and scoffs but that didn't stop me from rushing to the couple sprawled on the floor. “It would take twenty minutes to get to the Pack's Clinic and she would lose her life by then” I said without looking up at the shocked men that were probably glaring lasers at me. “What do you think you're doing, Danica?” Finn gritted, pulling my arm painfully, his eyes bloodshot. “Would you rather let go of me right now or watch your mate die, Finn? Because right now this man isn't anywhere close to telling you the truth of how severe this case is. Anabel will die before you're even ten minutes into the journey to the clinic” I gritted in the same tone and his eyes dilated as he slowly let go of my hand. Was it me or did Finn just trust me with his mate's life? *‘Well, it's not like he has a choice’* I reminded myself. I pulled out a scapel from my thigh strap and I swiftly cut through a small area above her bre
Danica's POV The hall boomed with a calm music that should make even the saddest person on earth a bit calmer but it only made me sadder if that was in any way possible. Maybe I wouldn't feel so miserable if Bianca was here to listen to all the drama that ensued right after she left angrily. But she wasn't here and I felt so out of place. Don't get me wrong, she was here at the party but not here beside me as my best friend. After the forced apology my father got from me for Joey, they had left me to get changed and find my way to the party on my own, so I literally walked over thirty meters to the venue on foot, looking miserable in the plain dull colored dress I picked to avoid anymore flashy-dresses drama. I had picked out the first dress today because it was a special one. My mom made it three years ago to make me wear it when I found my true mate but I didn't wear it when I felt the bond with Finn and Gamma Thorn because I still miss my mom so much and I always feel like if