Evans' POV
The cold air of the pack clunged to my skin as I stepped out of Kian’s chamber, my trembling legs struggling to make its way on the ground, my heart heavier than its normal. The scent of our night together still glued to my skin, mixing with the faint traces of his intoxicating scent that connected us. But there was no warmth left. Only an unbearable and painful hollowness gnawed deep inside of me.
He commanded me to leave.
No remorse. No hesitation. Just a cruel command that required immediate response, as if what we shared was absurd.
The venom of his rejection wasn't immediate—it infiltrated slowly, creeping into my bones as I walked through the silent passages of the packhouse. My fingers clutched at the hem of my clothes, my body throbbing from his touch, my soul shrieking for the mate who had already dismissed me in disdain.
“Why didn't he mark me?” Liesendra whimpered inside of me, her presence weak and concerned.
I was always aware of Kian’s past—his acts were whispered about in the pack and I was foolish to ever believe that mine would be a different story. But he is my fated mate. That should have meant something valuable and important to him.
Yet, to him, I was just another fish in the bait.
I stepped outside, the cold morning chill cascading on my skin, and I inhaled sharply, reeling myself through the event between I and Kian, holding back the tears threatening to spill on my face. I refused to cry for him. Not now.
The familiar scent of earth furred my senses as I made my way to the omega quarters, a place I had desperately placed in my mind of not returning.
But I was left with no choice.
My momentary escape had been thwarted.
The strong scent of oppression and brutality filled me the moment I opened the door to the dimly lit kitchen where the slaves worked tirelessly. The clatter of dishes, the bubbling sound of cooking stew in the big pot, and the whisper conversations that filled the space. I had barely taken a bold step inside when I was interrupted by a familiar voice.
“You stupid Evans, where the heck have you been all this while?”
Chief Kim.
I turned slowly, my body already reeling from its turmoil. The older woman stood in the middle of the kitchen, arms crossed, her eyes shot at me like a bullet.
“The garden still looks very dirty, and the dishes are dirty. Do you think your absence can be stealth?” Her voice carried an edge of disgust.
“I….I’m really sorry Chief,” I said, trying to maintain a low voice as I bowed my head, forcing the budge in my throat down my gut.
“You better be sorry for your stupid self,” she snapped. “You think just because you warmed the Alpha's bed, you are above the slave rules?”
A few gasps and whispers filled the kitchen. My skin burned with humiliation.
She knew. They all knew.
The reality hit me like a blow, sending a shock down my spine. Did Kian not even bother to be discreet? Did he parade me as other omegas he used as a bait for his satisfaction?
“Get to work immediately.” Chief Kim’s commanding voice was clipped and dismissive.
I held my pride and moved hesitantly towards the sink, ignoring the whispers as I soaked my hands into the soapy water. The warmth of the water did little to soothe my trembling fingers. I scrubbed, losing myself in the repetitive motion, trying to remove the pain threatening to take over me.
But my mind wouldn’t let go.
Kian’s hands on my skin. His cock inside me. His moans. The manner he held me as if I mattered—only to trash me like a paper.
A sharp pain sent me back to reality. I gasped for breath, looking down to see blood seeping through my palm. The knife I had been washing had made a cut on my skin.
The room went silent as my breath hitched.
Then it happened.
A sudden warmth suffused through me. Not from the cut, but from something that seemed familiar. Something primal and instinctual. Liesendra stirred violently in my chest, her sadness turning into feverish excitement.
I knew this feeling.
He was here.
Before I could process it, a familiar voice spoke from behind me.
“What happened to you?”
My spine stiffened at the sound of Alpha Kian’s voice. It was softer than before, a hint of concern lacing his words, but I didn’t dare look at him.
I hurriedly turned towards him, placing my hands to my back as I clenched my fist to halt the bleeding, refusing to let him see my pain.
“It’s nothing,” I said, trying to steady my already quivering and frightened voice.
I could feel his piercing silver eyes pressing against my skin. The bond flared between us, alive, demanding, but he saw it as absurd—just as he had ignored me earlier this morning.
The silence grew between us as though we were the only one's in the kitchen
Then he sighed. “If you say so.”
Just like that, he turned to leave.
My heart clenched. Is that it?
No apology. No explanation. No persisting.
Nothing.
I bit my lip, steadying my tears at bay as I forced my legs to motion, to pretend that his presence didn't affect me.
But just as he reached the door, his voice held me in my tracks.
“By the way, Evans, you’re invited to the Lunar Convergence Ceremony tonight.”
I froze.
Slowly, I raised my head to look at him.
The Lunar Convergence? The sacred night where mates were revealed before the entire pack? Omegas were never allowed anywhere near the ceremony—except as servers.
Yet Kian was inviting me.
Was this it? Was this the moment he would finally announce me as his fated mate and Luna?
“I’ll send my Beta to bring you something good to wear. Not those rag of yours ,” he added, his voice impassive before he disappeared through the door, leaving me in a fog of confusion.
For the first time since I left his chamber, hope came alive in my chest.
Maybe—just maybe—the Moon Goddess had her plans and will.
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The dress arrived later in the afternoon.
A beautiful royal blue gown, the exact reflection of the moon on a clear night, with delicate and exquisite embroidery that gleamed under the candlelight. It was the most beautiful thing I had ever owned for myself.
I am eighteen today. A day I finally find my solace in the hands of my lovely fated mate. The Alpha of this great pack.
My fingers running over the fabric, unable to halt the small smile that tugged at my lips. This wasn't a dream.
Tonight, my life would take a good turn.
Dressed in the gown, my hair cascading over my shoulders, I made my way to the grand hall. The sight in front of me exhibiting its sleekness over me—crystal chandeliers hung high, golden ribbons wrapping the hall elegantly, and the aroma of natural roses filled the air.
It was beautiful.
My heart raced as my eyes scanned the crowd for Kian. And then, I saw him.
Manned in a regal golden colour suit, he stood at the middle of the hall, his authoritative presence commanding as usual. Liesendra leaping for joy within me making the butterflies in my belly to awaken.
Then he spoke his first words.
“I, Alpha Kian Silverstein, leader of the Dawnshade pack, stand before you tonight as tradition demands. The time has come for me to choose me to bring to the pack m my fated mate and Luna.”
A hush fell over the room.
My hands trembled at my sides in anticipation.
And then—
“I call upon Miss Evans Blackthorn to step to the centre of the hall.”
The murmurs were instant.
“An omega?”
“There is a mistake somewhere!”
“She can’t be Luna!”
I ignored them, stepping forward, my heart thundering in my chest. This was it. This was—
I tried to ignore them, making my way to where Kian stood, my heart race becoming primal. This was it. This was—
“This is to openely and officially announce to the pack of Dawnshade that I, Alpha Kian Silverstein, reject you, Evans Blackthorn, as my mate and Luna of this pack.”
The world spinned as though it was rapture.
Whispers grew in the air, but I became more defiant to them. My breath caught in my throat, my knees threatening to fail as the rejection hit me with large force.
“But… but… we’re fated mates,” I whispered, my voice budging.
Kian’s silver eyes remained cold. “The Moon Goddess made a mistake.”
A malicious grin sounded beside him. Amelia Christensen, my best friend—the girl I had trusted.
“And I officially accept Amelia Christensen here as my Luna.”
The final blow.
The bomb of pain exploded in my chest, an unbearable agony that blurred my vision.
Amelia moved closer to me, her voice a whisper only me was audible to.
“You have been nothing but a pawn in my game. And if you stand in my way, Evans, I will kill you.”
Her lips curled into a smirk.
And just like that, my world ended.
Evans' POV The world turned blur to my vision as I stood at the centre of the grand hall, my body numb, my mind reeling in disbelief. This was the point. The moment that would break me forever. Kian’s words still resonating in my ears, cutting deeper than two edeged sword. “And you can use the door. Excuse us, your kind isn't meant to be here. Continue serving our guests.” he said with a tone of confidence as he fluttered his arms on Amelia's waist. It dawned on me. It wasn't just rejection. It was erasure. A declaration that I was a nobody—a non-existing being that had no place in this world. Liesendra whimpered, her pain folding into mine. The bond that had connected both I and Kian, weak as it had always been, was now shattering strand by strand. I could feel it breaking, pulling at my soul with sharp, gut-squeezing agony. I clenched my fists, nails biting into my palms. He had to feel this too. He had to. I lifted my gaze to him, hoping and holding on to the
KIERAN’S POVThe rhythmic scratching of my pen on the paper was the only thing that hung on the room’s silence when the door burst open. My Gamma Ferdinand, rushed in, his breaths gasping in quick not to escape from his lungs. My grip on the pen tightened in what looked like fear at the unexpected intrusion. Ferdinand had never been one to act without a cause.“What is the problem?” I asked, my voice cool but firm.He pressed a hand against my wooden office desk trying to catch his already escaped breath. “Rogues. We found them at the borders of the pack.” A cold sensation swirled thrugh my chest. The last time we had rogue invasion sent Alpha Silver to his current state if paralysis. We couldn't afford another attack, not when our enemies were watching for a flick moment of weakness.“Prepare the warriors for a patrol,” I ordered, rising from my sit. Ferdinand nodded, and within minutes, we were already shifting to oir wolves. I led the patrol team into the thick woods that serve
Evans POVKieran's words filled the already tensed air, weighty like a load of venom that stinged my skin. “What do you mean by that?” I continued. “So that is all you have to say.”“Can you just shut that gutter you call a mouth and stop disturbing my peace.” Kieran’s words, sharp and primal. I froze at his words, my fingers growing sweaty as I clenched at the bedsheet that belonged to the bed I was sitting on. The tension seemed like it was on the verge of its break. My heartbeat racing in speed against my ribcage as someone who I thought would be my savior was now acting like a brute.“Don’t tell me to shut up, Kieran.” I said, with the last ounce of confidence that suffused my mind.“How dare you talk to me in that manner.” His stern tone echoed as I felt the collision of his palms on my cheeks, heavy which sent me sprawling on the floor. I swung my hands to my cheek, trying to hold the tears from having its way on my face to prove my vulnerability.“You are a brute, Kieran.” I
Kieran POVThe tug of looking for Evans kept throbbing at the back of my ribcage. Not this very moment. But when the scout kept sprawling on the ground below me, his breath running escaping gasps as his eyes rippled with panic, I knew for sure that all wasn't alright.“Beta. Beta….” His words caught in his throat.“What is it? Calm down and talk to me,” I exclaimed, trying to hide the panic that had already started growing deep inside me.“Beta Kieran,” he rasped, bending over to hold the remaining breath in his lungs. “We found something near the western border.”The words sent a shot of jolt down my spine, making me uneasy. I wiped the already forming sweat on my forehead and nodded sharply, signalling for him to continue.“The route to the Nightclaw pack,” he said. “Deep, large footprints. Fresh. And something that doesn't look like rogues. There's something eerie about them.”The thought of Alpha Chris’s paralysis flashed through my mind. Our strong and fierce Alpha who became par
Evans’ POVThe euphoria that covered Briony's hut was thick, filled with something viable but invisible. I could sense it pressing against my delicate skin, a suffocating weight that made my heart throb behind my ribcage. Kieran's towering presence could only add to it, his eyes locked into mine that reflected something unreadable and dark.“What are you doing here?” I asked, my tone resonating sharper than I intended. He had barged into the hut as though he had the right to thwart the processing peace I was trying to build.His sharp jaws clenched. “I'm not here for your games. I am here for serious business.”“The Mister is here for serious business. Interesting.” I scoffed inwardly. That had been his excuse. Always having a duty is more important than the feeling we both felt. I folded my arms across my chest, leaning at the table filled with dry roots and mixtures.Briony, sitting on her usual stool, gave no response. She could only feel the expression we exhibited, her expression
Kieran’s POVThe gleaming silvery moon hung high in the sky as we rode through the dense forest, its beams shimmering through thick canopy. The air filled with damp earth, but beneath it lurked something preternatural.Evans rode her horse beside me, her face covered by the hood of her cloak. She had been silent since I told her of us coming to the western border. Evans always had something to do for every situation.but here was her fur in her silence.“We're getting close to the scene,” Garrick, my Gamma voice cut through the tense air. “The scout also told me of him seeing something strange near the Nightclaw route.”“It's all good.” I said finally. “We will get to the root of this all by the help of.the Moon goddess.” I prayed.I gave him a stern, but sharp look, my grip tightening on my sword. The western border which has always been heavily guarded is now the most vulnerable area of the pack. But whatever this is, it had left a mark of destruction. I could still hear and see the
Evans' POVThe strange laughter from the figures still filled my ears long after they left, leaving behind a thick, unsettling silence. My pulse raced violently against my ribcage, every strand of muscles yelling of us being in danger. The air felt charged, as though the ground was unsafe.Kieran stood befuddled, the grip on his sword quivering. His eyes scan through the dark forest as though expecting another primal attack. The warriors reassembled in panic as they drew their swords. I could feel the fear, taste it in the lingering air.But what re-echoed deep inside my head were the last words of the dark shadow.*We want her blood.*For a flick second, I pondered on the blood they were insinuating about.My blood.A strange jolt rippled up my spine as I tried to steady my already trembling hands. My mind reeled with questions, each one more dark than the previous. What did they want from me? What was my relationship with them?Garrick was the first to break the wall of questions in
Kieran’s POVThe reverberation of the strange, ancient laughter still echoed in my eyes as we skittered our horses through the thick forest, our movements swift through the weighty undergrowth. The gush of wind howled against us, carrying with it the lingering scent of flesh and blood. Whatever lurked in the dark was still around. I could sense the presence in the air.Evans' horse was beside mine, her hood covering her face as she howled loudly in pain. She had seldomly altered any word since her encounter with the strange voice— *We need her blood*---which had resonated through the trees, sending cold down our spine. I had seen the way her fingers trembled below her reins, the way her wolf howled in agony.My jaw clenched, resting my gaze on what laid ahead.“Faster,” My commanding voice echoed. “We're not yet safe.”Garrick rode his horse at my flank, his sword still drawn out, ready for any impromptu attack. “That for sure wasn't a rogue. From what my eyes saw it was something une
Evans' povSomething ancient, something alive, was thick in the ruins' heavy air. Draven moved closer, his silver eyes shining with a mixture of patience and hunger, and I stood motionless. My fingers were twitching at my sides, and my pulse was pounding in my ears. He said, "I have something to show you," The want to turn away was part of me. To give him a punch and run away. However, another aspect—the one that initially brought me here—kept me grounded. I required clarification. With his fingers hovering just above my temple, Draven raised a hand. Softly, "Let me in, Evans," he urged. "See for yourself." With a constricted throat, I swallowed. All of my instincts told me to turn him away and to fight whatever he was attempting.“You should stop that, you think it's that easy right?” My voice barely above a whisper as I cringed gradually. “I know it's not gonna be easy for you that was why I called here, Evans,” he moved closer to me, closing the distance between u
Kieran’s POV I sensed something wasn't right as soon as I entered Evans' vacant tent. The air was unspoiled and stuffy. The linens were still silky and unaltered, and the bed was still made. My chest coiled with a keen stiffness. I whirled around, looking around the pitch-black camp for her in the moonlight. My nostrils strained, searching for her aroma of wild rain and warm cedar, but it was too subtle. Lost. My throat rumbled with a roar. "No."With my heart hammering my ribs, I bounded out. She wouldn't have left me in the dark. Not after everything. Unless... I felt my stomach tighten with a horrible conclusion. She had gone to meet Draven. Just hearing the name made my blood boil. I pushed through the branches, moving quickly, my claws aching to reach farther. Every second since she had met him, every time I had witnessed her hesitating, every glimpse of something unreadable in her eyes—all of it was replayed in my head. I didn't want to accept it. Refu
Evans’ POV The smell of pine and damp dirt filled the cold night air. Long shadows were created over the thick woodland by the crescent moon, which was low in the sky and covered in floaty clouds. I didn't stop even though every step felt heavier than the one before. I was unable to stop from the moment the door slammed closed against me.Kieran walked in, as though my thought had beckoned him to return. But what I expected was a smiley face, only for what seemed like a cold expression shot back at me. “Evans, I have something for you.” He said, moving closer to me. A paper clenched at his hand. “What is that?” I asked, my eyes rested on the paper that he held.“She is now acting as though it is a surprise. But it's fine.” His voice was laced with mockery.“What are you talking—-” I was stunned by what caught my eyes. “Draven.” I muttered, taking the letter from Kieran's hands.“Ya, that's it!” I could not get Draven's message out of my head. L"Come to the ruins with me. By myself.
Kieran’s POVMy thoughts were loud, yet the forest was quiet. Even after leaving Evans last night, the pressure of what she had said still weighed heavily on me. *Something inside me responds to him.* The words that had escaped Evans lips earlier.The talk still hurt no matter how many times it resonated deep inside me repeatedly. No amount of reason or anger could make the deep, sluggish ache in my chest go away. All my life, I have been a warrior. Killed rogues. Killed wolves. Stood fearlessly in the face of monsters. However, this? In ways I never anticipated, this was shattering me. I leaned against the training post behind the barracks and clenched my fists, my claws cutting into my palms. I had to strike something. Shatter something. Anything to calm the raging tempest in my brain. But before I could, I felt a presence coming. I turned my faze to rest on the old woman, holding a walking stick. It was Briony. Even though she walked lightly, her presence was si
Evans’ POV Silence was thick in the night. That was not a calm kind. The kind that weighed heavily on my chest, stifling me and being dense with unsaid words. I could still feel Kieran's absence like a deep ache, even though his footsteps had long since gone into the night. Even though my wrist was no longer glowing, it continued to burn, as though the last of the power connected to Draven would not let me go. I placed my hand against it, like I could erase it, muffle the connection. But I was unable to since it was real and not in some sort of delusion. And I had told all the lies I could. I turned abruptly when a rustle of leaves pierced the stillness, my heart thumping. Standing at the edge of the clearing, partially obscured by shade, was Kieran. His stiff, inscrutable posture was characterized by his arms folded across his chest. I was shivering because of the intensity with which his eyes—those storm-filled, black eyes—were fixed on mine. He had returned. But w
Evans’ POV Even though the woodland was quiet once more, the storm inside of me continued to rage. My body buzzed with the lingering strength that wasn't really mine even after th scuffle was over and the Eclipse warriors had fled like shadows slipping through night crevices. I didn't know if it had ever existed. The heat that was still seething beneath my skin was not much relieved by the chilly night air. I had to fight every breath I took to suppress the energy, act as though nothing had changed, and ignore the fact that my wrist was still burning. However, I was aware that I wasn't the only one that noticed. Kieran was keeping an eye on me. His eyes, like twin shards of ice, had been fixed on me since the end of the battle, penetrating the darkness. It weighed heavily on my back, and I could feel the tension between us churning with unanswered questions. Focusing on the firm weight in my hand, I strengthened my hold on my dagger. I'll do anything to get grounde
Evans’ POVIt was too quiet at night. Silence was a predator that lurked just before turmoil broke out, but I had learned to trust it. The smell of pine and damp earth filled the air, but there was something more there as well. A hint of deterioration. A caution. Every muscle in my body tensed like a spring as I gripped my daggers tighter. The others gathered around me, anxious, anticipating. The warriors of Eclipse were near. I sensed it—a weight against my flesh, an invisible force scuttling through my bloodstream. A glimmer of motion. In between the woods, a shadow passed my vision. I whispered, just loud enough for the warriors beside me to hear, "Remain vigilant." I heard knives unsheathing with a gentle click. A few feet away, Kieran's presence served as a reassuring anchor despite the stress from our previous conflict at his room. However, I was unable to consider that at this time. A sigh. A change in the atmosphere. Then….A haze of movement. The ini
Evans' POVI could sense a problem as soon as I entered Kieran's quarters. He was standing by the fireplace, the walls framed by sharp shadows from the flames. He had his back to me, his fists clenched, his shoulders tense. The tense atmosphere in the room was oppressive. I gulped the lump that had formed in my throat, hoping my heart would calm down. With caution, I whispered, "Kieran," scarcely raising my voice above a whisper. He didn't look around. His eyes still blazed to the outskirt of his room. There was a dense, oppressive silence between us. I stepped closer, but his voice sliced through the silence like a sword before I could get close. "For what length of time were you going to conceal this from me?" I went cold. He spoke in a tone that was worse than anger. It was tinged with pain, treachery, and an untamed, raw quality that was hidden beneath the surface. I took a swallow. "What did I keep from you?" He laughed sharply and without humor. "Evans,
Evans PovTension permeated the war chamber's atmosphere. The weight of the revelation seemed to descend upon us like an unbreakable storm cloud, and the walls, adorned with faded banners and old maps, appeared to close in. Standing in the middle, Lucien's glittering eyes were piercing with power. Even though he was always an imposing presence, there was something about his posture today that seemed different—tense, cautious, as though even he wasn't sure how to say the words that would make all the difference. Briony's face next him was unreadable. She had always been hard to figure out, a lady who kept secrets like weapons and was selective about when and how to reveal them.They had both decided to share one of the most deadly realities of all tonight. With a calm but foreboding tone, Lucien started, "The return of the Eclipse King is not merely a possibility." "It is unavoidable." I tightened my jaw. "And what does that mean exactly?" Briony remarked, her emerald ey