Selena
Espionage.
That’s what I was planning on doing by stealing information from my office. Well, technically it shouldn’t be considered thievery. Who was I kidding? If my affair with the sexy man didn’t end my career, what I was in the middle of doing certainly would. I rubbed my hands down my arms, trying to control my breathing.
And my perspiration.
While I’d had little time to go through my suspicions, they’d been enough to realize that what was likely happening would soon become explosive. However, the conspiracy theory we’d developed wouldn’t be easily believed by anyone. That’s where what I intended on doing came in. The more evidence we found, the better off we’d be.
Or we’d both be killed.
It was crazy what I was thinking, the thought driving me to the point of being physically ill. But my gut told me I was right about Christine and her friends. Now if only I could find something that would begin derailing their plan. Maybe I was fooling myself I could do something of this nature without being caught. Joshua had almost refused to allow me to come to work, only doing so after I made a damn good argument about gathEricag evidence.
I was very good at my job.
Somehow, the admittance didn’t provide any comfort at this point.
Working throughout the day had been difficult, but necessary. I was meeting Joshua after work at a restaurant downtown, which wasn’t necessarily in my best interest or his, but we had to determine a course of action. The court date was looming, and I’d need to pretend I was working toward getting a conviction or Christine and her merry band of vicious women might find another way of attacking.
I still had difficulty believing she could be so evil in her determination to fulfill her childhood dreams, but in truth, nothing should surprise me any longer. That didn’t mean I wasn’t sick to my stomach, everything I’d believed in being challenged. I’d been the good girl, following rules to the letter, ensuring I did the right thing. Now I was beginning to wonder whether I hadn’t been drinking some of the Kool-Aid Christine obviously had been, my desire to become the most highly respected prosecutor at a young age pushing me into something wrong.
I’d spent some time thinking about other cases, wondEricag if in my push for a guilty verdict I’d cut corners or stretched evidence.Christine had mentored me closely over the years, providing tips and tricks.
I glanced out the window into the bright sunshine, unable to notice the man assigned to protect me in Joshua’s absence. But I knew he was there, perusing the building every so often, keeping an eye on the comings and goings. The parking lot was filled with enough vehicles, the rental SUV wouldn’t be paid any attention to. Still, I remained uneasy, certain Christine was watching my every move.There was nothing like being shadowed by a man considered a bad guy to get a woman’s blood flowing. A part of me felt safer by him following his boss’s orders. But the other part of me was forced to accept just how much danger I was in.
That made me constantly glance over my shoulder, my nerves on high alert the entire time I sat behind my desk or filed papers at the courthouse for my other cases. I’d noticed Christine had met with two individuals I didn’t recognize, both times the parties glancing toward my office. I hated having the glass walls, everyone able to peer in as if I was a rat shoved into a glass prison.
I was no criminal, the thought of stealing information keeping perspiration staining my silk blouse just like Joshua had accused me of. I was also jumpy, which even my assistant had commented on. Whatever was going on was escalating. I could feel it in my blood and bones.
And I was terrified.
I took a deep breath, returning to my desk, trying to concentrate on doing my work. A few seconds later, I glanced at the jump drive for the umpteenth time as it collected additionalinformation, including every scrap of information available on the case against Joshua. I also found a file containing data on the other two similar murders, which made it seem as if Christine was determined to have me pin those murders on him as well. When had she planned on telling me?
What I hadn’t found was any real smoking gun, but I believed that by piecing information together, I might be able to find something. If only I could get into Christine’s office where she kept files that I’d never been privy to. We all kept files in our office, not everything digitized, but she kept them under lock and key.
Still, I was grabbing everything from the mainframe I could find in hopes I would eventually be able to piece together an entirely different string of evidence, only this time against the very establishment that I’d wanted to work for from the time I’d stepped foot into college. I’d handpicked them, thrilled I’d been selected among a candidate list of over three hundred to be one of two interns. As long as Christine didn’t have my computer being tracked, hopefully I’d be able to find something. I’d heard of that possibility. Granted, only in the movies but I wouldn’t put it past her by a long shot to have bugged my office as well.
God, my imagination was getting the better of me.
When my cellphone rang, I jumped. Seeing Jenny on the line, I took a deep breath. “Hey, girl.”
“I called you earlier. Now you’re neglecting me?” Jenny laughed. “You want to grab a bite after work?”
“I can’t. I need to hunker down and work on the case against J… Mr. James.”
“Oh, yeah. I understand it’s going to trial next week. That’s a quick turnaround.”
“I know and I don’t like it at all.”
“I thought you pulled some strings.”
I took a deep breath, glancing at Christine’s closed door. “No, but something weird is going on.”
“What does that mean?”
“Have you ever felt as if there’s a conspiracy within the system?”
Jenny choked on whatever she was drinking. “What are you talking about?”
“I’m being pressured to make certain the conviction against Joshua happens quickly. From what I’ve been able to determine, he’s not the killer.”
“And you know this how?”
I closed my eyes, trying to control my anger and my ragged breathing.
Telling her would open another can of worms or perhaps in my case, the kind of Pandora’s Box that could never be shut and locked out again, but I needed a friend right about now. “Because I was with him on the night the Voltairs died.”
When she didn’t say anything for a few seconds, I knew I’d done the wrong thing.
“Forget I said anything,” I told her.
“I’m not going to ask you how that occurred or any of the details, but you do realize you’ve placed your career in jeopardy. Don’t you?”
“Of course I do!” Snapping at my friend wasn’t what I intended, but my nerves were frayed, so much on edge that my heart was racing. “But I’m not going to allow an innocent man to be sent to prison.”
“No, that’s not the kind of woman you are, but when I mentioned enjoying a bad boy, I honestly didn’t mean a criminal.”
I half laughed. “If I’d known who Joshua was, do you honestly think I would have enjoyed spending time with him?”
“Eh, I don’t know.”
“What does that mean?”
“Nothing, other than you’re very good at your job but given the way Matt treated you, I honestly believe you were and still are ready for something entirely different. Look, I admire that, and you’ve had the respect of your peers. I’m just asking is if the man is worth jeopardizing everything you’ve worked for?”“Yeah, Jenny, he is. Because it’s the right thing to do.” The fact the question was easy to answer gave me a feeling that I wasn’t completely nuts. Joshua wasn’t a bad man, no matter how many times he’d attempted to tell me he was. I could trust him. Maybe I was just worried about trusting myself. Jenny was right about something very important.I was more than ready for something different, and Joshua had that in spades.“You’re right, honey. It’s just I don’t want you hurt. You forget that I know all about mafia guys. Plus, I know about JoshuaJames’ reputation. He makes that dude you tried to convict, the Butcher, look like a candy store salesman. He deserves to go to prison.
After tossing my phone on the desk, I headed for Christine’s dark office. I was determined to follow this through even as another series of tingles shot down the back of my legs. I moved toward her window, peEricag onto the still busy street below. We weren’t on a main road, but the one our office buildingfronted was used as a method of getting to and from several prominent neighborhoods. I saw nothing suspicious outside, no one standing on the sidewalk across the street.Easing into her chair, I realized I didn’t have a bird’s-eye view of the reception area like I did in my office. I felt even more of a need to hurry. I also didn’t want a member of the custodial staff to find me in here. At least the office was quiet, and I’d be able to hear the sound of the door opening and closing if someone came in. Of that I was confident. I took a deep breath, glancing at her desk. There were a few files on top that I weeded through hoping to get lucky.Of course not. She’d dropped her case load
JoshuaSomething was very wrong. I felt it in my loins, my blood boiling. I could almost smell it in the air, my fingers itching to make contact with Selena. While we’d agreed that contacting her via phone was easily traceable and wasn’t in either of our best interests, my instinct was screaming the woman I already adored was in danger.“What is going on, boss?” Mikey huffed.“I can’t reach Zephyr. I need to find Selena, Mike. She’s in danger. I feel it in my bones.”“I’ll be right there, boss. Only ten miles out.”“Head to the Fourth Street parking lot.”“Will do. I told you I didn’t like this shit,” Mikey hissed.“Neither do I. Just hurry. I have a bad feeling we’re running out of time.” I ended the call, immediately dialing Zephyr again. As it rang and rang like the last time, I was ready to pitch the fuckingphone. “Come on. Answer it.” When the voicemail picked up after the sixth ring just as it had done before, I stormed through the bar and out the door. As I started to pace the
“I honestly don’t know. He didn’t say anything. As soon as I was outside, I ran toward your soldier but he was already dead. I raced toward my car, managing to get in and lock the door. But he was there, standing in the shadows. He shot the car. My back windshield. I thought I was dead. This is crazy, Joshua. Why? What are they doing, trying to take over the country?”“Maybe. Do you still have the drives?”“Yes, but I had to leave my phone.”“It’s okay. We’ll be fine.” The fuckers had killed one of my men. Hissing, I tried to think this through, loathing being driven into a corner like some fucking rat. Whoever was behind this fucking charade would be hunted down.“I can’t go with you, Joshua. I’ll lose everything if I do. I just don’t know what I’m supposed to do.”“Sweetcherie, hear what I’m telling you. You’ll lose your life if you stay. At this point I don’t know what’s going on any more than you do, but I assure you that no one is going to keep you safe if you stay. And here’s th
SelenaIf I remembered correctly, and I wasn’t convinced I wasn’t experiencing a bloodcurdling nightmare, I’d heard that danger came in threes. Or maybe it was deaths. However, since there were a few too many dead bodies floating around, the adage had to include the word danger. I wanted to laugh since it was obvious exhaustion had taken hold. Could anyone blame me?I’d been chased, shot at, hunted, seen enough dead bodies to last me a lifetime, and was certain my boss was a traitor to everyone she knew if not the entire country, and I was sitting in a seventy-five-plus-thousand-dollar SUV that I was pretty certain was bulletproof in my bare feet and tattered clothes. Yeah, I deserved to be a little bit off my rocker.Own it, baby.As Jenny would tell me. Of course, that was right after she chastised me for drifting too far out my comfort zone.Death wasn’t something that had ever seemed real, even after all the cases I’d prosecuted, the dead bodies I’d seen. I’d been toldonce by a pro
I noticed the driver was turning into a stunning neighborhood. It would seem every house had significant amounts of land. Almost all were gated. As soon as the driver made a turn, I leaned forward. We were still close to the river and if I had to guess, I’d say his house backed up to it. The driveway was winding and when the estate finally came into view, I was pleasantly surprised. I don’t know what I expected but while the Tudor-style mansion was massive, it had a homey quality. There were twinkling white lights in the trees, which added to the beauty of the landscaping.The colors of the flowers and blooming shrubs were stunning, highlighted by the sunrise, the crisscross of colors across the sky breathtaking. I’d feel like a princess if I didn’t feel so filthy and out of sorts.“This is yours?”“It is now. My grandparents owned it, then gifted it to me. My brother got their summer house.”“Summer house.”“Yes, a stunning Mediterranean that suits Greg very well.”A few seconds pass
Selena“I’m going to fuck you the way you deserve to be fucked. Then I’m going to start all over again.”There was nothing quite like awakening to the memory of his voice inside my ear. His voice. Joshua. As I opened my eyes, I took a deep breath. His scent lingered on my skin even after taking a shower. I lifted my arm, pulling it to my face and nose, tingling all over from the way he’d held me in his arms.You’re losing your mind again.I laughed softly, almost able to see the inner girl standing in front of me, admonishing my thoughts. I was dreaming about the perfect man when my world had been ceremoniously ripped out from underneath me. Yep. I was definitely losing it.But what a way to go. Right?A hero.I couldn’t blame Christopher for hoping that’s what his father was. I’d wondered during my fitful hours of sleep whether the little boy knew who and what his father was. I’d seen such a tender side to Joshua that I hadn’t believed existed. He might be a monster to the rest of th
Out of the corner of my eye, I noticed Mikey giving his boss a sly grin, which I wanted nothing more than to be able to wipe off his face.“Not so fast,cherie. Mikey. Leave us alone for tonight. Gather the troops, including my brother for a meeting in the morning. Contact my father as well. I want it held at his house.”“You got it, boss.” While his face registered surprise, Mikey said nothing else before taking long strides out of the room.I took a deep breath, doing what I could to ignore the crap on the oversized screen. They were going on and on about it, dissecting my entire life. Where I’d gone to school. Where I ate lunch on a regular basis. Where I lived. Nothing was sacred.Joshua placed whatever drink he had on his desk, clipping off the television then walking toward me slowly. “Here’s what we’regoing to do. We’re going to make dinner and enjoy an evening. The news broadcast was meant to put the fear of God into us. That’s not who we are or what we’re made of. Tomorrow we’
“That’s for me to decide.”I nodded and took a deep breath. “I do love you, Gina, and if you want me, I’m in this for the rest of our lives.”“I should be mad at you,” she said as she stood up and approached me. She reached up to cup my face with her hands. “But I love you for putting aside your happiness for your family.”“Does that mean that you’ll take me back?”Gina smiled and leaned into me as I wrapped my arms around her. “Of course.”I grinned and stood, picking her up and spinning her around in a tight hug. She laughed and wrapped her legs around my waist.“I love you, Gina.”“I love you too.”When I captured her mouth in a searing kiss, all felt right with the world. Her hands sank into my hair, holding me to her as I carried her across the beach and into the house.I nipped at her bottom lip, and our tongues tangled as I took her down the hall. She moaned as I spun and pinned her against the wall, rolling her hips and grinding her core against my hardened cock.With a groan,
BrandonAmaliawatchedmeasI carried plates of food to the kitchen table. I sat in front of her before taking my own and sitting beside her. She sighed and picked up her fork, moving the roast potatoes around the plate.“You know, she loves you,” Amalia said.“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” So instead, I focused on slicing my chicken into small pieces. I didn’t want to be having this conversation right now.“And I know that you love her. What I’m struggling with right now is why you still haven’t told me I will have a sibling.”I nearly choked on the chicken I had just put into my mouth. I reached for my water glass and took a long sip before looking at Amalia. She leaned back in her chair and crossed her arms.“Where the hell did you hear about that?”“Gina told me. I’ve been talking to her a lot the last couple of days. Did you know that she’s thinking about leaving Silverlake? She might move back to the city.”I froze, my entire body stiffening as I looked at her. While I k
Gina“You’regoingtohaveto talk to me sooner or later,” I said as I stood beside Amalia in a coffee shop. It had been nearly a week since the breakup, and she had ignored every call.I tried going to her house when I knew Brandon wasn’t home to see her. During the first visit — when she didn’t think I was coming — she had answered the door.Talking to her since then had been nearly impossible.Amalia sighed as she approached the counter. She gave the barista a small smile. “Two large mochas, please.”I smiled, but my stomach was tossing and turning. I felt like I was going to be sick. This was the first chance that she had given me all week.“I don’t want to throw our friendship away over this,” Amalia said as she looked at me.“Then there’s something else you should know before we get into everything,” I said, knowing I couldn’t keep the baby a secret.Amalia needed the whole truth before deciding whether to forgive me.As soon as our drinks were made, Amalia led the way to a booth in
“And what did you do? You hurt me anyway.” Amalia’s eyes were glassy as she glanced away from me. “I want you to end it with her.”“Then I’ll do it.”The words hurt me to say. It felt like I was ramming a knife through my chest, but my daughter was the only family I had left. I wasn’t going to alienate her. If breaking up with Gina was what it took to keep my daughter in my life, then that is what I had to do.“You’re too old for her. What the hell happens when you get even older? Will she spend the last good years of her life changing your diaper?” Tears tracked down Amalia’s cheeks. “And what about you? Are you going to spend the next few years trying to keep up with someone as young and ambitious as Gina?”As much as I hated to admit it, Amalia was making all the points that had spent the last several weeks circling through my mind. I knew that there was no way I would be able to keep up with Gina forever.That was supposed to be a problem when we got older.“Break up with her, Dad
“My dad asked me a while ago if it would be okay for him to start dating again,” Amalia said as she looked at me.A wave of panic raced through me. Does she know that I’m seeing her dad?“I think he’s ready to get out there and try again. It makes me feel better about maybe moving away from Silverlake. I didn’t want to leave him here alone, but if he’s ready to start seeing someone, maybe he won’t be as lonely as he has been.”“You’re okay with him dating again?” I swallowed the lump in my throat and hoped I didn’t look guilty.“It’s not the easiest shit I’ve ever thought about, but I know Mom would want him to move on again and be happy.”“What if you don’t like the woman he’s with?”Amalia shrugged before lifting her hands and swaying to the music. “I don’t think I get much of a choice in it. My dad isn’t the kind of man who would date a woman if he didn’t think it was serious.”I nodded. “That makes sense. He seems pretty rational.”“He is.” Amalia grinned and stopped dancing long
Mateo shook his head. “There has to be more to it than happiness. Let’s pretend that the potential career damage isn’t a factor. Have you ever thought about what your daughter will think about this?”“Don’t drag Amalia into it.”“You need to weigh all the options and stop thinking with your dick.”My hands clenched into fists as I bit back the words on the tip of my tongue.“Consider what you’re doing,” Mateo said as he stood up. “The cleaners are only here once a week. You’re lucky that they found it before someone else did.”I crossed my arms and arched an eyebrow. “Do I need to worry about you?”“Me? Telling people about your little office affair? No. I may not support your actions, but you have been in a better mood since you started seeing Gina. And I like her. She’s got a backbone.”Mateo grinned and left the office, closing the door behind him. I sighed and ran my hands down my face when he was gone.Keeping my relationship with Gina a secret would be more complex than expected
“I don’t know if this is the kind of thing you can get over.”He took my jaw in his hand and tilted my face up to his. His lips are soft as his mouth brushes against mine in a tender kiss.It was easy to lose myself in Brandon instead of thinking about everything else in our lives, so I did. I nipped his bottom lip, deepening the kiss. His tongue tangled with mine as I moved to straddle his lap.My arms drape over his shoulders, my fingers sinking into the soft hair at the nape of his neck. Brandon’s hands slid beneath my shirt, his fingers setting fire to my skin as he worked his way up to my breasts.He cupped them, his thumbs brushing over my nipples as I rolled my hips. My back arched as his hardened cock pressed up against my core. I rolled my hips again, trying to build the friction between us and relieve some of the tension building.Brandon groaned, his tongue sweeping through my mouth as he pulled my shirt over my head. His head dipped forward, and he sucked a nipple into his
GinaOver the last two months, hiding my relationship with Brandon has been getting harder and harder. Nevertheless, we do our best to keep our relationship a secret.However, Amalia has nearly caught us a few times.I snuck out Brandon’s window more than once and ran to my car parked down the street. The next day I would have to listen to Amalia telling me about her theories on her dad’s dating life.She was sure he was seeing someone, which made me feel worse. Amalia would lose her shit if she found out that I was the mystery woman sneaking out in the middle of the night.It was getting too stressful to hide it from her, but it was too late to turn back.I’m falling for Brandon.Hell, I’ve already fallen. He had me at hello, and I’ve been enamored by him every moment since, even though it would have been better for the both of us if I wasn’t.I sighed as I leaned over the sink in my bathroom, my stomach tossing and turning.I had been holed up in my apartment for the last week, feel
BrandonAmalialeanedbackinher chair, tilting her face and closing her eyes as she soaked up the sun and the salt air. It wasn’t often that I got to see her this relaxed as she lounged by the ocean.We tried to make time to get lunch together once every couple of weeks, but with both of us having careers, it could be hard to find the time. She had her career, and I had mine.Throw sneaking around with Gina into the mix, and I had even less time than I used to spend with Amalia.“Okay,” I said after our food was delivered. “How is work going? Do you have any shows coming up?”“I’ve signed on for New York Fashion Week next year.” Amalia took a bite out of her lobster roll and shrugged. “Other than that, there’s not a whole lot going on. I’m building a new line, but some designs aren’t coming together quite right yet.”“I’m sure you’ll figure it out. New York Fashion Week is huge, though. We’ll have to have a party to celebrate. Congratulations.”“I don’t think that I want to do anything