CHAPTER FOUR | REGRET
AYA HAYES I don't know the pack we are but I know that they are extremely brutal. Dante and I weren't given a chance to explain how and why we came into their pack and apparently, we still brought slavers with us. They drag us to a cell after having their fill from torturing us before locking us up. Dante had already passed out and I was losing a lot of blood. My face is swollen so much that I feel pain when I breathe in and out. My leg seems to be fractured, my rib cage is probably broken and my whole body aches as if I just came out of a near death accident. It baffles me how I haven't passed out or died till now. I really wish I hadn't run away from him. If I had known things wouldn't work out well, I would have just stayed back and kept trying to convince my father till he bulged. The door to the cell opens, a guard handing me a cup of water. I don't take it because the moment I saw his gloved hands, I realized the water is most likely poisoned. He strikes me for refusing the water, proceeding to pour the contents of the cup on my head. The dam of tears I have been trying so hard to keep closed bursts open when the water comes in contact with my already bruised skin. I was right, the water was poisoned. “Leave." A voice orders, the dominance in it so obvious that even the deaf would feel it. At the sound of the unknown man's voice, my heartbeat accelerates, threatening to burst out of my chest. A whole zoo is released in my stomach, and that is all jumping around looking for the owner of the mouthwatering voice. The voice of my mate. My mate is here. “Yes Alpha." The guard says and walks out, glaring at me. Oh shit! My mate is an alpha. I hear the footsteps of my mate walking closer and he stops directly at my back. I don't see him since my back is turned and as much as I'm curious to know what my mate looks like, I don't turn around. I find it crazy that the moon goddess would set me up like this. I avoided a big fish only to meet a bigger fish on the way. “Turn around, you filthy rogue." My mate growls, his voice angry and harsh. I don't move an inch. He hasn't realized I'm his mate yet but once I do, he will and there would be no going back. My thoughts run thousands of miles per second as I try to come up with a way to get out of the hole I willingly dug myself. “Are you fucking deaf?" He asks, his hands immediately wrapping around my neck to turn me around himself. A shiver runs down my spine when his hands come in contact with my skin, sparks flying around my neck and moving around my whole body until my toes curl in satisfaction of the contact with my mate. I think he feels it too because all his movements stop and a gasp escapes his mouth the moment his hand touches my neck. His initial brutal hold is released. Instead, he takes me by my hands and forcefully turns me around until I'm staring into his eyes. I'm hit with the handsomest man I've ever met in my life. His forest green eyes stare at me in shock, wonder and admiration, assessing like I'm the most precious thing he has ever seen in his life. His admiration soon transforms into a frown, laced with confusion and annoyance and I silently watch as he has an inner battle with his wolf. He opens up his mouth to speak but I beat him to it. “I, Ava Hayes, reject you as my mate." I announce, staring into his eyes defiantly. I was expecting him to beg me, be sad or heartbroken but I never anticipated the reaction I got from him. He placed both hands on my neck, squeezing gently at force but increasing the pressure on it, his eyes promising to choke me to death. “No! I don't accept your rejection. You are my mate and can't reject me. You were made for me. I'm your second half. You can't live without me." He snaps through gritted teeth. My eyes meet it too, silently challenging him to choke me to death as he wants to, knowing fully well that no werewolf is capable of hurting his or her mate. “You can't do shit! I don't want you. I don't need you. I'm already complete. I already found my soulmate, I do not need you." I say the last few words slowly and in a calculated manner, wanting it to stick into his thick skull. As if on cue, Dante begins to gasp back to life, coughing out blood and groaning in pain. I struggle out of my mate's grip, rushing to Dante and touching his body to see what part hurts him the most. “Oh, I see. This must be the ‘soul mate you were yapping about." Before I can reply, he picks me up like I weigh nothing, successfully keeping Dante out of my reach. My mate pouts mockingly, tsking in false pity. “It is quite sad. You will be losing a soulmate and getting a new one today." My eyes widens, my gaze flickering from him to Dante. “What the hell do you mean, freak?" “My name is Sebastian, Ava Hayes. Make sure you put it to your memory because that is the name you'll be screaming very soon. Get me a sword, guards." He doesn't let me go until some guards show up. He hands me over to a female guard, ordering her to not let me go for anything in the world. I watch in horror as a sword burning red as if it was brought straight out of lava is handed over to Sebastian. Sebastian plunges the burning hot sword into Dante's stomach.CHAPTER FIVE | REVELATION FROM HELL.AVA HAYES Everytime I say no to Sebastian, he stands Dante, doing more damage to his already battered body. I have begged and screamed for him to stop but the more I do, the worse Dante's punishment becomes. Sebastian wants one thing and one thing alone- he wants me to accept him as my mate and he wouldn't stop until I do so. Dante's life is at the palm of my hand and I had two choices, accept Sebastian or watch Dante transition to the moon goddess. “Please, stop. You are hurting him." I choke out, my voice shaky and horse from the amount of times I have screamed my lungs out. Sebastian chuckles like an evil man on crack, his eyes crinkling with mischievous evil and amusement. “I have told you, Ava. It's all up to you. I'll stop once you promise to accept me. By the way, I don't think he has more than a few seconds to live." Sebastian laughter echoes around the cell, the chest of the woman restricting me from helping Dante also vibrating in
AVA HAYES My tears roll down, as Dante groans for the tenth time, his voice weak, unable to contain the pain anymore. “You bastard!” Sebastian kicks him in the mouth, then roughly rakes his hand through Dante's hair before turning to me. “Are you sure this is what you want?” He glares, his face darkening as he steps closer to me. I can't be mated to him. Noo, this must be a mistake, a big mistake. This is not fate. I'm not fated to suffer like this. “ I’M TALKING TO YOU” he yells, I flinched, my legs trembling so hard. I sniff and gather my courage to meet his eyes “I said REJECT YOU” I shouts, then break down again. I'm scared, I'm scared. I need my father, I need him. I reject disobeying him. I reject not listening to him, I shouldn't have tried escaping. “How dare you raise your voice at me?” He grabs my hair before I can react and slams me against the wall. “Stop” I hear Dante's weak voice say. My back screams in pain, like I've been hit with a hamme
SEBASTIAN “Don't die, Don't die” I yell, my heart aching with fear “Nooo” I scream as I hold her lifeless body close to my chest.My tears fall like it no longer has control.Her fair, milk skin became still….. “dove, dove, dove” I scream her name hoping she'll answer.No response, the thunder strikes and lightning splits the sky with a roar.I jolt awake from the nightmare, breathing heavily.My hand clenches my chest tightly.It's never going to end.Never.Dove comes to me every nightI just can't let go of her “I love her, she was mine before death took her away”Her death still stings, her death shattered my world.I could no longer bear it, I ran to the moon goddess, begging her for another mate.A substitute for Dove.I opened the slide door of my balcony, with a glass of wine in one hand, I casually slip the other into my pocket.I stare at the moon.It's brighter than any other night, the new Luna's coronation is happening this morning.The look in her eyes, replayed itsel
AVAI haven't seen my father in weeks.Not since I'd screamed at him, called him a tyrant, and stormed out of the house with Dante's hand in mine, drunk on rebellion. Not since I'd burned bridges without looking back.And yet….here he is. Standing at the edge of the clearing in full Alpha regalia, watching me as though I’m still his little girl.The minute I see him, something in me cracked.I step away from the celebration, the weight of the Luna crown pressing against my scalp like a punishment. My gown trail behind me as I cross the stone path towards him, ignoring the whispers, ignoring Sebastian’s dark gaze burning into my back.He doesn't stop me. Of course, he didn't. He got what he wanted….me as Luna. My feelings are irrelevant.My father's expression is unreadable, the same stone face he wore when disciplining warriors. But his eyes….they are softer. Sadder.“Father.” I breathes.He open his arms. I didn't hesitate.I walk into them like a child lost in the woods.“I'm sorry”
SEBASTIANThe night air presses against my skin like a second layer, cold and unrelenting. I stand beneath the shadows of the trees outside the Luna’s mansion, arms folded tightly, as if that could contain the chaos roiling inside me. The celebration is over. The laughter, the toasts, the charade. All that’s left now is silence. And her.Ava.She’s in there, behind those walls. Alone.I see the dim flicker of candlelight in her chambers. I see her shadow move occasionally behind the silk curtains. And I do nothing. I don’t knock. I don’t enter. I just stand here like some ghost of a man who doesn’t know how to be what he’s supposed to be.Luna and Alpha.King and Queen.Duty and bond.When her father approached me earlier today, just before the ceremony, he said four words."Take care of her."Simple. Quiet. But they slammed into me like a blade to the ribs. He didn’t threaten. He didn’t roar or puff his chest like most Alphas would. He just looked me dead in the eye and placed the we
AVAMorning finds me beneath layers of silk, drowning in the weight of roses and responsibility. Light spills through the tall windows, golden and soft, but it doesn’t warm me. I’m Luna now.And I feel like a prisoner in a crown.There’s a sharp knock at the door. Before I can even call out, it opens, revealing a girl with thick black hair twisted into a braid down her spine. Her movements are fluid, practiced. She bows low.“My name is Jatine. I’ve been assigned as your personal maid, Luna.”Luna.It still sounds like a lie.I nod, eyes scanning her for hidden motives. Everyone here smiles too easily, speaks too softly. Like every sentence hides a blade.Jatine begins her tasks with silent precision…folding clothes I haven’t worn, arranging shoes I didn’t choose, tidying a room that isn’t mine. I watch her quietly, my hands curled into fists beneath the sheets.“I want a tour,” I say, finally.She glances up, startled. “Of the pack?”“Yes. All of it.”She hesitates. “The Alpha prefer
SEBASTIANThe morning begins with tension in the air…thick, unspoken, and waiting to snap.I stand in the training yard, the weight of the pack pressing on my shoulders like chains. Warriors spar behind me, their grunts and clashes filling the silence. But my focus is elsewhere.A storm’s coming.Not one of thunder and wind…but of memories, of blood, of someone I buried long ago.A guard hurries toward me, his scent sharp with nerves.“Alpha,” he says, panting slightly. “Crimson Crest has arrived.”The words stop me cold.I turn, slowly.“What?”He nods, lower lip trembling. “Their Alpha requests an audience.”The name still burns: “Caleb”.“You’re sure?”“Yes, Alpha. He waits at the southern border.”Of course he does.He knows the rules. He helped *make* them.I march to the border with fire in my veins. The warriors around me fall silent. They remember the stories. They remember the last time Crimson Crest and our pack stood face to face.I see him before I smell him—tall, lean, st
AVAThe coldness in my bones hasn’t faded, even as the warmth of the Luna lounge tries to soak into my skin. My wet clothes have been replaced with dry ones, thanks to Jatine’s quick thinking. But nothing can replace the lingering ache in my chest, or the fire in my thoughts.I wrap the fur blanket tighter around me, even though the trembling inside isn’t from the cold anymore.Sebastian is heartless.He watched me struggle in the water, hesitating. I saw it in his eyes…the same storm I’d seen during the coronation. But this time, it was worse. That moment where life hung by a thread, and all he did was stare. If Caleb hadn’t jumped in... I don’t even want to think about it. Caleb saved me. Just minutes ago. Risked his life to pull me from the depths. Not last night. Not hours ago. Just now. The scent of river water still clings faintly to him.I hate Sebastian. I hate him for what he is, for what he pretends to be, for what he took from me…and what he failed to give. Protection.Ja
CALEBShe clings to life in my arms, soaked, shivering, and silent. When I pulled her from the water just moments ago, I wasn’t thinking. I moved.Instinctively. Something about her compels me…and it’s not just duty. It’s something deeper, something I don’t yet understand. But I’m no fool. Just because I saved her doesn’t mean I trust her.Her lips are pale, but her pulse is steady. For someone barely breathing minutes ago, she recovers fast.Too fast.My suspicion sharpens.A rogue doesn’t usually bounce back like this. Especially not one that the Alpha himself claimed as Luna. There’s something she’s hiding.I step outside, signaling one of my men. "Find everything you can about the new Luna. I want records, whispers, rumors. Now."He bows and leaves swiftly. I don’t usually interfere in Sebastian’s affairs, but this isn’t just any woman. This is the same female who walked into this pack with fire in her eyes and a silent man by her side. They were caught together. As rogues.No blo
AVAThe coldness in my bones hasn’t faded, even as the warmth of the Luna lounge tries to soak into my skin. My wet clothes have been replaced with dry ones, thanks to Jatine’s quick thinking. But nothing can replace the lingering ache in my chest, or the fire in my thoughts.I wrap the fur blanket tighter around me, even though the trembling inside isn’t from the cold anymore.Sebastian is heartless.He watched me struggle in the water, hesitating. I saw it in his eyes…the same storm I’d seen during the coronation. But this time, it was worse. That moment where life hung by a thread, and all he did was stare. If Caleb hadn’t jumped in... I don’t even want to think about it. Caleb saved me. Just minutes ago. Risked his life to pull me from the depths. Not last night. Not hours ago. Just now. The scent of river water still clings faintly to him.I hate Sebastian. I hate him for what he is, for what he pretends to be, for what he took from me…and what he failed to give. Protection.Ja
SEBASTIANThe morning begins with tension in the air…thick, unspoken, and waiting to snap.I stand in the training yard, the weight of the pack pressing on my shoulders like chains. Warriors spar behind me, their grunts and clashes filling the silence. But my focus is elsewhere.A storm’s coming.Not one of thunder and wind…but of memories, of blood, of someone I buried long ago.A guard hurries toward me, his scent sharp with nerves.“Alpha,” he says, panting slightly. “Crimson Crest has arrived.”The words stop me cold.I turn, slowly.“What?”He nods, lower lip trembling. “Their Alpha requests an audience.”The name still burns: “Caleb”.“You’re sure?”“Yes, Alpha. He waits at the southern border.”Of course he does.He knows the rules. He helped *make* them.I march to the border with fire in my veins. The warriors around me fall silent. They remember the stories. They remember the last time Crimson Crest and our pack stood face to face.I see him before I smell him—tall, lean, st
AVAMorning finds me beneath layers of silk, drowning in the weight of roses and responsibility. Light spills through the tall windows, golden and soft, but it doesn’t warm me. I’m Luna now.And I feel like a prisoner in a crown.There’s a sharp knock at the door. Before I can even call out, it opens, revealing a girl with thick black hair twisted into a braid down her spine. Her movements are fluid, practiced. She bows low.“My name is Jatine. I’ve been assigned as your personal maid, Luna.”Luna.It still sounds like a lie.I nod, eyes scanning her for hidden motives. Everyone here smiles too easily, speaks too softly. Like every sentence hides a blade.Jatine begins her tasks with silent precision…folding clothes I haven’t worn, arranging shoes I didn’t choose, tidying a room that isn’t mine. I watch her quietly, my hands curled into fists beneath the sheets.“I want a tour,” I say, finally.She glances up, startled. “Of the pack?”“Yes. All of it.”She hesitates. “The Alpha prefer
SEBASTIANThe night air presses against my skin like a second layer, cold and unrelenting. I stand beneath the shadows of the trees outside the Luna’s mansion, arms folded tightly, as if that could contain the chaos roiling inside me. The celebration is over. The laughter, the toasts, the charade. All that’s left now is silence. And her.Ava.She’s in there, behind those walls. Alone.I see the dim flicker of candlelight in her chambers. I see her shadow move occasionally behind the silk curtains. And I do nothing. I don’t knock. I don’t enter. I just stand here like some ghost of a man who doesn’t know how to be what he’s supposed to be.Luna and Alpha.King and Queen.Duty and bond.When her father approached me earlier today, just before the ceremony, he said four words."Take care of her."Simple. Quiet. But they slammed into me like a blade to the ribs. He didn’t threaten. He didn’t roar or puff his chest like most Alphas would. He just looked me dead in the eye and placed the we
AVAI haven't seen my father in weeks.Not since I'd screamed at him, called him a tyrant, and stormed out of the house with Dante's hand in mine, drunk on rebellion. Not since I'd burned bridges without looking back.And yet….here he is. Standing at the edge of the clearing in full Alpha regalia, watching me as though I’m still his little girl.The minute I see him, something in me cracked.I step away from the celebration, the weight of the Luna crown pressing against my scalp like a punishment. My gown trail behind me as I cross the stone path towards him, ignoring the whispers, ignoring Sebastian’s dark gaze burning into my back.He doesn't stop me. Of course, he didn't. He got what he wanted….me as Luna. My feelings are irrelevant.My father's expression is unreadable, the same stone face he wore when disciplining warriors. But his eyes….they are softer. Sadder.“Father.” I breathes.He open his arms. I didn't hesitate.I walk into them like a child lost in the woods.“I'm sorry”
SEBASTIAN “Don't die, Don't die” I yell, my heart aching with fear “Nooo” I scream as I hold her lifeless body close to my chest.My tears fall like it no longer has control.Her fair, milk skin became still….. “dove, dove, dove” I scream her name hoping she'll answer.No response, the thunder strikes and lightning splits the sky with a roar.I jolt awake from the nightmare, breathing heavily.My hand clenches my chest tightly.It's never going to end.Never.Dove comes to me every nightI just can't let go of her “I love her, she was mine before death took her away”Her death still stings, her death shattered my world.I could no longer bear it, I ran to the moon goddess, begging her for another mate.A substitute for Dove.I opened the slide door of my balcony, with a glass of wine in one hand, I casually slip the other into my pocket.I stare at the moon.It's brighter than any other night, the new Luna's coronation is happening this morning.The look in her eyes, replayed itsel
AVA HAYES My tears roll down, as Dante groans for the tenth time, his voice weak, unable to contain the pain anymore. “You bastard!” Sebastian kicks him in the mouth, then roughly rakes his hand through Dante's hair before turning to me. “Are you sure this is what you want?” He glares, his face darkening as he steps closer to me. I can't be mated to him. Noo, this must be a mistake, a big mistake. This is not fate. I'm not fated to suffer like this. “ I’M TALKING TO YOU” he yells, I flinched, my legs trembling so hard. I sniff and gather my courage to meet his eyes “I said REJECT YOU” I shouts, then break down again. I'm scared, I'm scared. I need my father, I need him. I reject disobeying him. I reject not listening to him, I shouldn't have tried escaping. “How dare you raise your voice at me?” He grabs my hair before I can react and slams me against the wall. “Stop” I hear Dante's weak voice say. My back screams in pain, like I've been hit with a hamme
CHAPTER FIVE | REVELATION FROM HELL.AVA HAYES Everytime I say no to Sebastian, he stands Dante, doing more damage to his already battered body. I have begged and screamed for him to stop but the more I do, the worse Dante's punishment becomes. Sebastian wants one thing and one thing alone- he wants me to accept him as my mate and he wouldn't stop until I do so. Dante's life is at the palm of my hand and I had two choices, accept Sebastian or watch Dante transition to the moon goddess. “Please, stop. You are hurting him." I choke out, my voice shaky and horse from the amount of times I have screamed my lungs out. Sebastian chuckles like an evil man on crack, his eyes crinkling with mischievous evil and amusement. “I have told you, Ava. It's all up to you. I'll stop once you promise to accept me. By the way, I don't think he has more than a few seconds to live." Sebastian laughter echoes around the cell, the chest of the woman restricting me from helping Dante also vibrating in