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CHAPTER 4

Author: HeartShamia
last update Last Updated: 2021-07-05 13:31:46

(SHANNIE POV)

I have a headache, and I'm having a hard time.

Leave that as a pity  please

I don't want to follow you.

YOU WILL FOLLOW WHAT YOU DON'T WANT AND YOU WANT SO YOU WILL KILL THEM.

It's not your fault what's happening to you, it's their fault, so you should punish them

You must punish them.

Should I punish them?

Yes they should be punished.

I will punish them should they also suffer ........

I will kill them I will kill them it is their fault ....

Go get him ........ HAHHAHAHA

toktoktoktoktok

Wait, who is that, and it looks like the door I can knock on will be destroyed ..

Toktoktok

It will be awhile .....

You? I kicked you out, why are you here again?

You're really useless, aren't you, and he told you not to come back here?

Ahhhhh you don't really know how to listen, it's okay that your parents died early because they'll just regret that they lived with a child like you who is useless.

Go away, you don't matter ..

I WILL KILL YOU ...

Hahhaha what? You? Hahahahah

get away.......

Outch let me go ..

I KILL YOU .. i will kill you, you deserve to die

Shannie let go of me shaniee ..

You must die you must be killed ...

Ahhhhhhh please stop please  stop  i beg you please  ahhh ..ahhh ... ahhh

HAHAHAHA killed him hahah she's dead

No one should see him wait wait where can I take him?

????? There there

You must be the one who is put here on the drum..suffer the hardship I suffered at your hands peeo I still have less hardship with you during the time you abused me ..

Your moment of suffering is lacking

You must rot here in the drum where you used to imprison me. Suffer my suffering.

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA

Hikhikhikhik

Because of you, my life became like this ...

You made a promise to my parents, but you didn't keep it, you just tortured me and made me a slave, you are living in wealth that is not yours.

HAHHAHAHAHAH

Hikhikhik

you are not happy?

Go away he wants to be free from you ...

You can't get rid of me because I've been with you for the rest of your life HAHAHHA

Get away  hikhikhik ahhhhhhhh  i said get away......

I just realized from what I did, I just saw my auntie inside the drum and bloody

In my extreme fear and self -hatred and pity for auntie

I run out my vision darkens because of the tears already flowing

Because of the hardship that I can't escape, even if I try to fight, I can't do it because it holds me.

While I'm running I want to get away ...

I just thought of ending it but what if I can't end it myself ?.

As I was running fast, a fast car suddenly appeared in front of me ..

And I just woke up with a very sore body I could hardly move my arms.

I recognize where I am but no matter what I don't know this place ..

Is that awake?

Asked the man standing in front of me.

And he said they found me because I collided.

Yes I remember I collided, but I don't know who and I don't know who collided with me.

He wanted to leave because he didn't want anyone to get involved in what was happening to me, he didn't want to hurt anyone.

I was leaving, but the man stopped me from leaving until I just stared at him to convince him that I would not leave.

He called someone, so I used that time to get stuck.

I came out without him noticing, so I took a deep breath ..

I don’t want to hurt the people who help me.

Just like the old man I killed mercilessly, I feel so sorry for the old man because he only helped, but I killed him.

So no one should be able to approach me ..

Good and without that monster before, and he couldn't control my brain I was able to leave my chest so loose that even if I couldn't say goodbye I didn't hurt him

I don’t know where I’m going.

I just kept walking, my body was hurting so hard, I was so tired, my body wanted to give up.

I'm so hungry my stomach is boiling.

I sat on the side to rest when someone handed me food in fear I immediately took the food and ran away from the person who gave it to me ..

I am afraid that I will hurt the people who help me.

Until I got away and ate the food that was handed to me.

It was dark around I didn’t know where I was going

I don't want to go back to my aunt's house, I can't see her that way.

I can’t afford to forgive myself for what I’ve done.

I saw an abandoned house

That's where I'll spend the night.

As I sat I wondered what else would happen in the next few days?

Mom dad why? Why is this happening to me? Mom says you will always be with me? Why don't you.

Can you see me? Can you see what will happen to me? I'm having a hard time, why am I acting like this? I followed what you said, growing up humble, why did this happen to me?

I hope you're just here ...

Hikhikhik

I was drowsy in tears because of what was happening to me.

I woke up to the sunlight on my skin, I didn't want to go out lest when I went out I would hurt people again.

I was scared, so I just sat on the side and endured the hunger I was feeling.

I heard voices approaching me so I hurriedly ran away from that place.

I had a hard time walking, but I was able to run because I was afraid of hurting someone who had no fight.

On the upright day I take a walk

I saw people walking nearby and laughing and people my age together and laughing.

I thought if mom and dad were alive, maybe my life wouldn't be like this. I would have grown up with many friends. I would have grown up studying.

Because I thought like that, I suddenly burst into tears because I was actually jealous of what I saw ...

Until.....

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