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The Monster Inside My Mind
The Monster Inside My Mind
Author: HeartShamia

CHAPTER 1

Author: HeartShamia
last update Last Updated: 2021-07-05 13:29:27

Get out, I don't need you here anymore. 

Auntie why did I do something wrong? 

Auntie please I have nowhere to go, and it's a dark auntie! 

I don’t care if it rains or not just run away. 

Auntie please don't feel sorry for me! 

Get rid of that and it's useless here

A loud push was made on him at the door and as a result it immediately closed and made a deafening noise. 

Auntie open the door please auntie how can I do this? 

I begged my auntie to open the door but until then I just begged because no door opened. I only made a loud sob because no matter what to do if please neither auntie would open the big door that was blocking in front of me. 

I had nowhere to go, and it was still raining hard at night. 

I heard a loud car horn behind me, but I couldn't see it because it hit me immediately. And I immediately lost consciousness due to the force of the collision with me, I was shocked when I landed in a dark Place. 

Where am I why being it dark? Why can't I move my foot? 

where are you auntie? I need you now auntie please help me I cant move my feet auntie where are you? 

That was kicked out, why are you still looking? 

Who are you? Where are you? 

I am your savior you must care you must KILL them. 

Suffer is what should suffer. Will you agree that you are the only one who suffered because of what they did? You should also put them to your situation. Let them experience what you have experienced, and it should be more or less. 

I could hear a loud laugh, but I could see nothing because it was so dark around. 

Who will be killed? 

Your auntie and the one who hit you. Let them suffer what they must suffer. 

No I am not killer, i don't want to kill them.

It is not wrong to kill if you are going to kill people who are at fault for you. 

a loud laugh was deafening I could hear from that voice.

You know it's fun to kill especially when they apologize to you and beg you not to kill them . 

You will know when that kills you always want to kill first

So you must kill them.

I don't know, but I can't control my mind as if there is something to control it. 

Kill ..I will kill them..I will kill them .

(SHANNIE POV)

A cold wind touches my skin. This causes my body to become weak so that my body gives up because of the pain I feel. 

Where am I cold? 

I have nowhere to go what was my fault? I did everything. 

Am I really just unlucky? I hope if they hadn't just lost mom and dad early, maybe my life wouldn't have been this miserable like this.

It's so cold. 

I couldn't stand the cold and pain I felt until I lost consciousness and all around me was black, and I could hear noises, but I couldn't see if it was who and I completely lost myself. 

"There's a woman fainting let's help hurry up.

Miss awake"

That's what I heard before I lose consciousness.

I don't know how many hours or days I lay down. Little by little if I opened my eyes to see where I was. 

I just woke up in a clean room not big, but it can be seen that it is taken care of, and it looks like someone lives in this room. 

I told you I'll kill them?

Ahh suddenly I was hurled to my head that hurts.

WILL YOU KILL THEM? 

My head hurts so much. I can't control I can hear someone talking to me, that whisper is so loud that it seems to destroy my sanity. And I heard a female voice. 

"It's good and you're awake. Who are you talking to when you eat first? 

I didn’t know this woman I thought was my auntie, but I was wrong. 

Who are you why am I here? 

"Don't you remember you fainted earlier on the way we saw you."

Only then did I think back to the events that had taken place before I lost consciousness. 

Is that so? Thank you, I remember

But I hear something else that makes my head hurt. 

WILL YOU KILL HIM? 

"Suck this hot soup first. And I have other things to do. Rest first. I'll prepare your replacement."

I don't know, but I can't control my body and I don't like what's on my mind when I fight but ... 

"What are you going to do? Put that down. Why are you holding the knife like that? .WHY? 

I KILL THEM I WILL KILL THEM. 

"Don't do that put down his knife that. Please don't" pleaseeeee donnnnt. 

The old man begged me before I killed him, but I could not control myself. 

That's okay, kill that, that's okay, stab him, don't stop, that's okay, that's okay, don't be afraid, that's okay. Isn't it nice to kill? 

Hahahahah I killed him I killed him I will kill them they should all die I should get out of here. 

Running fast is still fast

I went back to my trance and my head hurt a lot. 

ah! my head hurts ahhhhhh. 

"Miss okay are you okay?"

Ah! my head hurts. 

"Miss do you want I take you to the hospital?"

I can't take it anymore, I'm leaving. 

In my fear and nervousness I immediately ran away from the man. 

Ah! what did I do? Forgive me, I don't know. 

A loud cry could be heard in me and reproach. 

What is wrong with me? 

I killed I don't want to. 

I can’t but I blame my auntie because if she just considered me a relative of her child it wouldn’t have happened. 

Auntie, it's your fault if you didn't do it to me, I wouldn't be like this. 

Auntie, what was my mistake? I followed everything you wanted, but why did I inflict pain on you? WHY? 

A loud shout I let out and a rising feather I heard voice with nobody fear I feel. 

SO YOU SHOULD KILL THEM YOU HAVE TO KILL THEM NOW. 

I don't want to kill you anymore, I don't need you.? And I don't need someone like you in my life. 

YOU NEED ME

I AM YOUR ONLY SIDE ALL THE TIME. 

I don't need an ally, so I'm alone I don't want you to run away. 

I'M JUST YOUR PARTNER HAHHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHA

(RAFAEL POV)

It will pay to make it to you mom! What is their reason for doing this? They will pay I will not stop until I see the one who killed you I will not return to the US until the perpetrator pays. 

Father we sympathize! 

Thanks! 

Bro condolence! 

Thanks bro! 

"What lead did the cops have in killing your mother? "... <Brix>

He said no one saw if anyone came here to the house in the village. But I will make sure that he is caught, and he will pay. 

"What is the cause of the murder"? 

I don't know yet because the reason is not theft, nothing is lost here, animal really just wants to kill mom. But I'm wondering what the reason is and did mom do something to him and that's how he found out he was angry with mom and he was able to kill mom ? 

Bro what is your plans? 

I plan you won't come back to us until it's too late to kill mom and I won't stop until the perpetrator pays. 

"we can get justice."

Yeah i know butThanks! 

Bro condolence! 

Thanks bro! 

"What lead did the cops have in killing your mother? "... <Brix>

He said no one saw if anyone came here to the house in the village. But I will make sure that he is caught, and he will pay. 

Bro what is your plans? 

I plan you won't come back to us until it's too late to kill mom and I won't stop until the perpetrator pays. 

"Okay Ralfh we're just here ready to help you just tell us .." <Louie>

It's been a week since mom was buried, but the police still have no lead. 

It's hard for me to know why he did that to mom. 

Is it that good to kill mom? 

Even a trace was left. 

If they can't get the evidence I'll find out. 

When I came out of our door I saw a woman and I seemed to know her. 

Is that you, man? 

He said that and I knew this woman. Which mind. 

"Ralfh how are you I heard what happened to your mom I feel sorry"

Thank you!!! 

Hmm, were you here on Wednesday around 9 pm? 

"Yes why?"

I was suddenly nervous when old lady said that he was here at that time. 

Haven't you seen anyone come here to the house? 

"Someone came here with you with your mother. 

About three of them came from outside, and then they were in a hurry, but I didn't pay attention to them. Because they were with your mother, so I went in and when the morning came, I also left because my child was going to be born. "

I was suddenly depressed by what I heard from old lady, but I just kept listening to her. 

"Then when I came back here I was just surprised to find out that your mom is dead. 

I can't think of a reason for that to happen to your mom. "

Man, do you think those who were with mom had anything to do with her death? 

"Maybe I didn't know we didn't have solid evidence. That time I wasn't here either."

Do the police know about this? 

"Not yet because when I came here there were no cops."

Can you remember the faces of mom's companions that night? 

"Ah eh"

I immediately answered old lady doubt because I knew he was just afraid of being hurt. 

Man, you will not be affected by this, I will not affect you. 

"She looks like I remember she was ........... that

Ahh yong one tall straight hair that is a bit covered with the face piercing the nose and with frizzy eyelashes and narrow eyes thin lips I think half korean. 

The others? 

"They were accompanied by a woman from a half Korean village. The woman had long hair and a round face. The woman and the boss had a slender face."

"That's a companion I can't see because he's turned his back on me."

All right, thank you for the information, this is a big help. 

But if I had the chance, it would have come out of the investigation

No one can help you! 

I immediately thought that only my friends can help me. 

Hello bro "

"Oh bro did you get called?"

Bro see you later in the rest house. 

"Why is there a lead?"

I found something that would help a bit. 

“All right can I text the troops? 

Let's just not. 

"Ok"

Oh, zai  Have you ever been

?

"Not just now" <Zai>

"What are we going to talk about?"

Father, I know you're good at drawing, I'll draw something for you. 

"Bro I don't have any belongings."

I knew that was what he needed, so I brought it because I knew he didn't bring anything because he didn't know what to do yet. 

Don't worry I brought something. 

"What are you waiting for, let's start. 

What does it look like? "

Tall straight hair with slightly covered eyes piercing nose with fluffy eyes and thin lips. 

"Where did you find out bro?"

To our neighbor old lady. He said he saw that mom was with him that night. 

"Do the police know this? This will help for the investigation"

“Oh done bro

its handsome ah almost perfect

I don't think it can commit a crime. "

Thank you bro, I'll take care of this with brix first. 

I immediately left to go to another friend of mine to ask for his help as well. 

"Okay bro good luck"

Thank you !!! 

Who is this? What is their motive why they did it? You will pay. 

Hello brix

"Oh Ralfh did you get called?"

Where are you ? 

"Here in the condo"

That's where I'm going. 

"Ahh why is there a problem?"

There's something wrong with that. 

"Oh okay"

I'm near . 

"Bro why did you start.? 

Can you clarify it to make it a real picture. 

I knew I would not be ashamed of this friend of mine, so I approached him. 

"Of course, what did I study? Why do you need it here?"

He is a suspect in the murder of my mom.

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