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ilusion( amy)

Author: Debora Abreu
last update Last Updated: 2023-09-17 05:41:37

For a brief moment I really believed that Nicolas was awake and that everything would go back to the way it was before, but this obviously didn't happen, he continued to sleep like an angel, I even considered the idea that I had fantasized about that grip on his hand.

Unhappy, I took my son in my arms, called a taxi and went home, Chloe and Aníbal's happy laughs greeted me, making my mood even more sour.

____amy, come watch with us.. chloe says

___ I'm not in the mood

____It's a very funny comedy, we're laughing our heads off, you'll like it.

____ comedy is enough for my life

I quickly walked up the stairs with Richard following me and as soon as we walked through the door to my room he asked:.

___why are you so sad mom?

___ It's nothing son, now go watch television with your uncles...

___can I really mom?

___ Yes son

He ran out of the room and I allowed myself to collapse, covering my face with my hands and sobbing convulsively, it seemed impossible to continue at that moment.

___may
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