I get to the Security Suite. I walk in and find my Sergeant and a casino manager standing there waiting for me. Fuck, I might be in trouble I think to myself.
"Amy" the casino manager says to me, "Thank you for handling that situation the way you did. We need more people like you who can handle a high stress situation like that, and get it out of the sight of the guests as quickly as you did! With that being said, there is audio and video surveillance in the interview rooms. Please try to refrain from calling guests fucking cunts." He finishes laughing at me.
"I didn't even realize I did that, I will try to watch what I say in the future. Thank you!" I replied back.
"We need your report on the incident as soon as possible," my Sergeant informs me.
"I will do it right now, if you can rearrange my next post." I tell him.
"128 will switch with you, When you finsh your report move outside to parking lot walks, 189 has moved out to rove in a car if you need anything you can call him." he says and then made the call.
I do my report making sure to leave nothing out. The fact that the woman had to be treated at the hospital for her head, I needed to make sure all the details were in the report so the casino was not held responsible for injuries sustatined. I turn my report in and then switch to channel 4 on my radio.
"144 to dispatch and 189"
" Go ahead 144." I recieve answers from both.
" I am 10-8 in the parking garage starting on 4th level."
"10-4." I hear dispatch respond
BING my phone goes off
"Stay where you are, I am on my way." Keith says
I wait on the fourth level of the parking garage, bouncing on my toes, waiting for Keith to pull up.
"Get in." He tells me
I get in the car and his presence and the heat blasting in the car is so welcome I melt into my seat. I look over at him as he scans the cars as we drive around each level of the garage. He looks over to me and smirks.
"I figured you would be cold so I thought I could provide some heat for you." he smirks over at me.
"Yes, I appreciate it, I hate the cold, it hurts the bones," I respond lazily.
"Your first night on 3rd shift has been eventful. Do you think you will like it?" he asked me.
"Very, but I have done this kind of stuff before now. I like it, but I don't like the overnight shift." I tell him honestly. I fill him in on what the Tribal officer showed me and how I got in trouble for calling the guest a name. It was very comfortable talking to him even though just being in the truck with him made my body respond in some not so comfortable ways.
We rode around together for the rest of the shift calling in some people passed out in their cars, dumping alcohol found in parking lots and just talking. I found out he has children, 2 boys and a girl. He does homeschooling for his kids which was interesting because I was looking into it for mine. We listened to music and talked about previous jobs we had. We were both in the Army, both had law enforcement in our backgrounds. Safe subjects only, we steared clear of my exes and of his wife. That conversation was being saved for Tomorrow night when we were supposed to meet after his training.
Before he dropped me off at the entrance, he stopped me.
"Amy,"
I froze it was the first time he had said my name. I looked over to him waiting for him to continue.
"Thank you for riding with me tonight, I enjoyed talking to you." he told me.
I smiled at him and went into the building. He came in after parking the car and I was waiting for Karen to get to work so I could get my youngest daughter from her before heading back to my apartment.
"What are you waiting for?" Keith asked me when he noticed I wasn't leaving.
"Karen brings my daughter to me in the mornings when she gets here for her shift." I answered.
"You don't have a babysitter?" he asked.
"No its a little complicated." I told him feeling a little self concious.
About that time Karen came in with my daughter.
"MOMMY!" My daughter yelled running towards me.
Keith watches us with worry and intrigue on his face. Kaye noticed him watching and to my surprise reached out to him. I tried to distract her away feeling awkward and protective but she just kept reaching. Normally Kaye is shy and doesn't like to be away from me, She just turned 2 and her reaction to Keith was a shock to me. Keith looked at me as if asking for permission. I shrugged and he reached out to Kaye. She nearly flew out of my arms as Keith tucked her onto his hip and motioned for me to follow him out the door.
Keith started walking towards the parking lot babbling along with Kaye as she made big hand motions and talked his ear right off. When we got to my car Keith, opened the door and expertly buckled her in, telling her something I didn't catch when she started to fuss that made her happy, and she clapped her hands.
"What did you just say to her?" I asked smiling at him when he stood up.
"I told her that if she was a good girl for you that the next time she seen me I would have a surprise for her." He told me shrugging.
"Thank you for that, and I am sorry she did that, Normally she is a "Stranger Danger" baby, I have never seen her reach out to a complete stranger before." I tell him.
"Her and I have kindred spitits." He tells me coming around to my side of the car. "When are you going to sleep if you have her during the day,? He asked.
"Oh, I can usually get her down for about an hour around 11, but then we will be up until the other kids get off the bus. Then when Karen gets home around 5. I will hit the gym, then take a shower, and get a couple more hours before coming back in." I tell him.
"Oh, that is not a very healthy schedule, where do you live? He asked.
"I live an hour North of here." I tell him not giving him an exact answer.
"Message me when you get home, please I won't sleep until I get your message." He orders.
Feeling awkward, a little annoyed, but also touched by his concern I say, "OK, will I see you tomorrow?"
"I am looking forward to it." he says as he opens my door for me to get in and walks away.
I get to the apartment and start making Kaye some breakfast. As I am waiting for her food to get warm I remember to text Keith.
"Made it home, Feeding Kaye some breakfast, then I will try to relax and get her to sleep some with me. Hope you made it home ok, get some good sleep." I type out quickly and hit send.
"I will now that you are home safe." he responds.
The next day, Keith tagged me in a meme. It was the Ronald McDonald clown holding a Taser. It said, "Which is scarier?"
I replied "Definitely, the Taser, Calories do not scare me haha."
"What about clowns?' He asked
"Nope, unless they are standing outside my window with a knife, but then I have a gun! So still no." I say matter of factly.
BING! My phone alerts to a message.
"That's kinda sexy." Keith messaged me privately abandoning the public conversation on f******k. "What kind of gun do you have?"
"I just have a little Ruger 9mm." Its what I carried when I was a reserve Police Officer.
"Oh, thats good you carry, makes me feel a little better." He replied. "So I have been thinking about tonight and I have an idea."
"What is your idea?" I ask.
"I think we should kiss first thing tonight. If there is no chemisrty in the kiss we can go our separate ways, and not have that conversation, and waste our time." He tells me.
I consider this for a moment. He has a point, if sparks don't fly then we don't need to waste our time getting to know each others stories. On the other hand, he is married and I don't know if I want to kiss a man that is married. After a few more minutes of consideration I decided that I had already agreed to hear him out so I might as well find out how he tastes even if it is just 1 time. "OK." I tell him. "Really?" He replies sounding surprised I would agree to this. "Yes, really." I reply. "The conversation we have tonight will be a bare all, I will tell you about me good, bad, and ugly. You will do the same. Then we will decide if we want to pursue something or walk away. There is no reason for you to know that much about me, or vice versa, if there isn't going to be any chemistry between us, so I think it is a good idea to get that out of the way first." "You won't chicken out?" he
"Who is going first?" I ask Keith as we settle in to start our stories. "We will go one for one," he says. "I will start." "My teeth are fake." He starts off with. "Why?" I ask, I needed to make sure it wasnt from drug use or something crazy. "I was in an explosion in Somalia and it killed the nerves in my teeth on one side, so I just them all taken out." He answered. "OK, that don't matter to me." I tell him. I consider what I want to start with to tell him and decide to start with the really bad so he can get out now if he wants, so I say, "I didn't recieve an honorable discharge from the military." "Why?" He asks in the same tone I did earlier. "When I tell you this, I want you to first know that I am ok, I still have some flashbacks about it, and there was a small amount of time in my life it had a very negat
"What did you just say? You can't know that." I say "Yes I can. From the first time I seen you I knew I had to have you. I knew I had to make you mine. You could have told me anything tonight and it wouldn't have changed anything. After I seen you I started distancing myself from my wife more and more. She didn't make it hard, she is done too, but Baby I want you." he says. I look down at my phone and I see its time to leave. "I have to go. The kids and Karen are going to be waiting for me. I don't know if I can get married again. I need some time to figure this out." I tell him. "I understand. Take all the time you need, but now that I have kissed you I don't think I can go another day without tasting your sweet lips. We will meet ever
Later that night while I was trying to sleep I get a message from Keith. It was a meme it said, "The most beautiful part of loving a guarded girl is this: When she let's you in, it's not because she needs you. She stopped needing people a long time ago. It's because she wants you. And that- That is the purest love of all."- unknown. I went to sleep after reading that and finally rested easy knowing that there was a man out there who knew all my ugly and still wanted to love me. I woke up knowing that I was going to give Keith a chance and pray he doesn't hurt me. Karen gets home and I get ready for the gym. I gather all the kids up to tell them good night. "Kar
Work was daunting. All I wanted to do was see Keith. My heart and body longed to be near him. about 3 hours into work I get a message. "You have floor so meet me in the dining room and we will eat together." Keith messaged me. "144 dispatch." I call. "Go ahead 144." dispatch radioed back. " Can you show me 10-6 (busy) for 20 minutes in the dining room?" I request. "Received 144." dispatch told me. I walk into the ADR, associate dining room, and get my tray of food. It is not the best food but it works in a pinch. I grab a booth to sit in and look up. Keith is walking t
We pull up to my car and Keith helps me switch Kaye to her carseat. "I have to call my kids on the way. Give me the address and I will meet you there." Keith tells me. "Ok." I tell him. "Are you Ok? You have been very quiet since I told you everything." He asks me wrapping me in his arms. "Honestly, I really didn't expect you to leave. I thought you would play around for a little bit and then tell me you couldn't leave because of your kids or something like that. Now not only did you pack and you will sleep with me today but you have made plans for our future together. I don't want you to leave the casino but I understand your logic behind it. I am just trying to process everything. I
Karen got home and we all sat down in the living room. Kaye climbed up into Keith's lap. I sat next to him. Karson and Kammy sat on the couch across from us. Karson was looking between Keith and myself. "Karson do you have any questions?" I ask him because I can see the questions in his eyes. "How do you know Keith?" He asks "I work with Keith. He is in security with me and Karen. Mommy has been speaking with him for a couple months now. We like each other a whole lot and he wants to help us get a place with him." I tell him. I know it is happening really soon but I hope Karson can understand. "Is he the reason we moved here and you are happier?" Kammy asks next. Karson nodding his head in
Keith made love to me several more times before the sun came back up the next day. The kids went to school and we loaded Kaye up to go to the security suite with Keith so he could turn his uniform in and let them know what was going on. We went to grab lunch and he dropped Kaye and I off at the apartment and we spent the rest of our time before he had to leave for his meeting in each others arms. Keith gave me one last kiss. Something in my gut felt wrong. We had just had the best night together and spent the day together like we had been together for years. Why was I feeling this way. About 9 o clock that evening I got a meesage from Keith. "Give me your phone number, I need to call you." he sent. "Is everything ok?" I ask
"Hello my name is Becky, I am the head nurse on shift tonight. I was told you were requesting a supervisor. May I ask what has happened and how we can make this right?" The new nurse asks in a friendly voice. Keith relays everything I have just told him. "May I ask your relationship to Ms. Knight sir?" she asks him. "This is my future wife." He tells her without hesitation. "I see, first let me apologize for the treatment you have recieved here tonight Ms. Knight. If you don't mind I will go look at the previous notes of your blood pressure since check-in to verify your blood pressure history. I will return with pain medication for you if you have been consistent." She tells me. I just nod my head. Not even 5 minutes later Becky was back in the room. "I am very sorry for the delay in your comfort Ms. Knight. Do you think you can manage sitting up for me, so I can give you this medication? Please drink this water slowly, you aren't supposed to have liquid before you
"What the hell are you doing here!?" I ask him. "I called Marie to see if I could come hang out and she told me you were having emergency surgery. I was worried about you and wanted to be here for you." he says. "Marie shouldn't have told you anything! That is a HIPPA violation and I do not need or want you here. I don't need or want you any where around me ever. The only thing I need you to do is help take care of your daughter and you refuse to have anything to do with her unless I am there. Take now for example, instead of going and helping Marie with our daughter you are here harrassing me. If I need you in any way I have your phone number, and I am 100% positive I did not call or text you to come here. You need to leave!" I tell him. "I still care about you, and this is how you treat me? This is what I get for trying to be nice to you! You are still just a stupid fucking cunt! I bet you are fucking everyone at the casino!" He yells at me. I pick up my bedside remo
Keith and I fell into a routine over the next couple of weeks. We made sure to see eachother regularly. We made time to spend with my kids, and spoke on the phone regularly. I paid Marie to watch the kids so I could work and get some rest. Kaye's dad moved out of his house and into another house with his girlfriend. He found out we were staying with Marie and started coming to help with Kaye. He wasn't really helping though. He was trying to hook up with Marie. When she turned him down he would try to crawl in bed with me. I was still turning him down. One day I woke up to my phone ringing. It was Keith. "Hey baby! I left again!" Keith says as soon as I answer. "Wait, What?" I ask him confused trying to wipe the fog from my head and understand what he had just said to me. "I left, the kids sat us down and said that now that they knew we were having problems they could see how unhappy we
I wait for my brother to answer his phone. " Hey James, how are you?" "To be honest I am not doing good. I was about to call you actually." he says. "Ok well you go first. What's wrong?" I ask him. "My wife just kicked me out. I am sleeping in my truck at the yard." he confides. "What the fuck? Why?" I ask. "I found out she has been having an affair. I asked her about it and she told me I needed to leave. I wasn't going to fight with her so I just left. Do you think I can come stay with you until I get paid and find a place?" he asks. "I am staying with my friend right now. I will ask her but I am sure she won't want you sleeping in your truck." I tell him. "Is it your hot friend who tagged you in a photo of you both?" he asks laughing. "You might be kicked out but you are still married, please don'
Keith made love to me several more times before the sun came back up the next day. The kids went to school and we loaded Kaye up to go to the security suite with Keith so he could turn his uniform in and let them know what was going on. We went to grab lunch and he dropped Kaye and I off at the apartment and we spent the rest of our time before he had to leave for his meeting in each others arms. Keith gave me one last kiss. Something in my gut felt wrong. We had just had the best night together and spent the day together like we had been together for years. Why was I feeling this way. About 9 o clock that evening I got a meesage from Keith. "Give me your phone number, I need to call you." he sent. "Is everything ok?" I ask
Karen got home and we all sat down in the living room. Kaye climbed up into Keith's lap. I sat next to him. Karson and Kammy sat on the couch across from us. Karson was looking between Keith and myself. "Karson do you have any questions?" I ask him because I can see the questions in his eyes. "How do you know Keith?" He asks "I work with Keith. He is in security with me and Karen. Mommy has been speaking with him for a couple months now. We like each other a whole lot and he wants to help us get a place with him." I tell him. I know it is happening really soon but I hope Karson can understand. "Is he the reason we moved here and you are happier?" Kammy asks next. Karson nodding his head in
We pull up to my car and Keith helps me switch Kaye to her carseat. "I have to call my kids on the way. Give me the address and I will meet you there." Keith tells me. "Ok." I tell him. "Are you Ok? You have been very quiet since I told you everything." He asks me wrapping me in his arms. "Honestly, I really didn't expect you to leave. I thought you would play around for a little bit and then tell me you couldn't leave because of your kids or something like that. Now not only did you pack and you will sleep with me today but you have made plans for our future together. I don't want you to leave the casino but I understand your logic behind it. I am just trying to process everything. I
Work was daunting. All I wanted to do was see Keith. My heart and body longed to be near him. about 3 hours into work I get a message. "You have floor so meet me in the dining room and we will eat together." Keith messaged me. "144 dispatch." I call. "Go ahead 144." dispatch radioed back. " Can you show me 10-6 (busy) for 20 minutes in the dining room?" I request. "Received 144." dispatch told me. I walk into the ADR, associate dining room, and get my tray of food. It is not the best food but it works in a pinch. I grab a booth to sit in and look up. Keith is walking t
Later that night while I was trying to sleep I get a message from Keith. It was a meme it said, "The most beautiful part of loving a guarded girl is this: When she let's you in, it's not because she needs you. She stopped needing people a long time ago. It's because she wants you. And that- That is the purest love of all."- unknown. I went to sleep after reading that and finally rested easy knowing that there was a man out there who knew all my ugly and still wanted to love me. I woke up knowing that I was going to give Keith a chance and pray he doesn't hurt me. Karen gets home and I get ready for the gym. I gather all the kids up to tell them good night. "Kar