It is my first night of 3rd shift tonight and I walk in already regretting my first meeting with Keith since our last conversation. It is a Friday night and so I grab a schedule and head out to my first hour on the floor. I feel relieved getting out before I see Keith. My first hour is full of chip fills and card transfers so it goes by way too fast. My next post is parking garage escalators. I am walking the corridor when I hear a fight break out in the country bar. Keith is dealing with a woman who is trying to fight everyone so she can go back with the band. Keith is stopping her.
I walk over to the bar because it is a woman he is dealing with and I am already close by. I walk into bar and find 216 escorting the woman to the front of the bar. I walk to the front with him. I am waiting with the woman while 216 explains what happened to the Casino Manager. One of the bar hostesses calls me over informing me that the guest has a $1300 tab that needed to be paid.
"Ok, I will figure out how she wants to pay. I inform the hostess.
As I walk back over to the guest to see how she wants to pay her tab she looks over at her friend who just showed up. Her friend asked her what was going on. "This bitch is talking shit about me!" She yells as she brings her fist around, swinging a haymaker at me. She is very intoxicated so I have plenty of time to react to her wild punch aimed for my head. I ducked under her punch and wrapped her arms up from behind her. Her friend grabbed me begging for me to let her go.
"Release me now, or you can go with her!" I tell the friend.
The friend released my arm and I face planted her onto the ground in front of the bar. Everyone that was standing around froze and watched as I placed her in handcuffs and pulled her towards the security suite to wait for Tribal Police to take her to jail for assault, and public intoxication.
While we were waiting for Tribal Police I had the woman in the interview room. She was pacing the floor and trying to get out of the room. I have a policy for myself when I am in these types of situations. I am going to ask you to do something, then I will tell you to do something, then I will make you comply with the command given.
"Ma'am, We are waiting for Tribal Police to come talk to you about what happened, Will you please sit down and wait for them and I can get you a bottle of water while we wait?" I asked her to which she replies, "Fuck you, I don't have to."
"Ma'am, I have asked you nicely to have a seat, now I am telling you you need to sit down and wait for tribal police to get here. You are just making this harder on yourself in the log run by not complying." I tell her, and she responded by trying to shove past me out of the room.
These rooms are maybe 8 feet by 8 feet and there are 2 chairs and a table taking up most of the space. As she tried to shove past me, I grab her and force her to sit in a chair. I have had enough of this woman acting like an animal that just escaped the zoo. She reared back in the chair and placed a kick to my gun belt. I take a step back to absorb the blow and stumble over the table. She makes a break for the door again. I dive after her. "Get your ass back in here you fucking cunt!" I yell as another guard comes in to help me get her off the floor.
I take my jacket off and start to head back into the interview room when I get stopped by my supervisor. "Go outside and take a break!" He tells me.
"I am good, I tell him." trying to get back in the room. After 2 or so years working with me my supervisor knows that I am not ok, and I am going to go in there and fight her.
"I SAID GO OUTSIDE AND SMOKE A FUCKING CIGARETTE!" He blocks me from the door.
"FINE!" I say as I head for the door.
"This bitch has my dick!" I hear the other guard screaming as I slam the door behind me. I ran into Tribal when I got outside. "Have fun with that one, She has Dane's dick in her hands trying to break his balls right now," I inform them as I light up. They run inside.
I go back inside and back out on the casino floor to finish out the hour. Keith finds me.
"Are you Ok?" he asks.
"I'm good, are you ok?" I smirk at him.
"Yes I am fine." he said shaking his head at me. For the first time I see him smile full face and reaching his eyes. I just stare at him. Damn he just got even sexier, I thought to myself and walked away.
Later that night, I was sitting at the employee entrance. Tribal Officer Dunn came through the door. He offered me his fist and I bumped it. "You are a little fiesty badass aren't you!" he laughed.
"What are you talking about?" I asked. He took his phone out and showed me the video of what happened earlier. As I watched the video, I see the woman start to swing at me. Unbeknownst to me at that exact moment I seen the punch coming I grinned up at the surveillance camera as I crouched down ready to spring into action. I shook my head as he played the video in slow motion, I laughed. Then he showed me a picture of the woman after they got her to the hospital. She hit her face on the floor when I slammed her to cuff her. The whole left side of her face was bruised. I felt a little bad.
After I left employee entrance I get a call over the radio.
"144 report to the security suite,"
Oh, what now I thought to myself as I made my way to the office.
I get to the Security Suite. I walk in and find my Sergeant and a casino manager standing there waiting for me. Fuck, I might be in trouble I think to myself. "Amy" the casino manager says to me, "Thank you for handling that situation the way you did. We need more people like you who can handle a high stress situation like that, and get it out of the sight of the guests as quickly as you did! With that being said, there is audio and video surveillance in the interview rooms. Please try to refrain from calling guests fucking cunts." He finishes laughing at me. "I didn't even realize I did that, I will try to watch what I say in the future. Thank you!" I replied back. "We need your report on the incident as soon as possible," my Sergeant informs me. "I will do it right now, if you can rearrange my next post." I tell him. "128 will switch with you, When you finsh
I consider this for a moment. He has a point, if sparks don't fly then we don't need to waste our time getting to know each others stories. On the other hand, he is married and I don't know if I want to kiss a man that is married. After a few more minutes of consideration I decided that I had already agreed to hear him out so I might as well find out how he tastes even if it is just 1 time. "OK." I tell him. "Really?" He replies sounding surprised I would agree to this. "Yes, really." I reply. "The conversation we have tonight will be a bare all, I will tell you about me good, bad, and ugly. You will do the same. Then we will decide if we want to pursue something or walk away. There is no reason for you to know that much about me, or vice versa, if there isn't going to be any chemistry between us, so I think it is a good idea to get that out of the way first." "You won't chicken out?" he
"Who is going first?" I ask Keith as we settle in to start our stories. "We will go one for one," he says. "I will start." "My teeth are fake." He starts off with. "Why?" I ask, I needed to make sure it wasnt from drug use or something crazy. "I was in an explosion in Somalia and it killed the nerves in my teeth on one side, so I just them all taken out." He answered. "OK, that don't matter to me." I tell him. I consider what I want to start with to tell him and decide to start with the really bad so he can get out now if he wants, so I say, "I didn't recieve an honorable discharge from the military." "Why?" He asks in the same tone I did earlier. "When I tell you this, I want you to first know that I am ok, I still have some flashbacks about it, and there was a small amount of time in my life it had a very negat
"What did you just say? You can't know that." I say "Yes I can. From the first time I seen you I knew I had to have you. I knew I had to make you mine. You could have told me anything tonight and it wouldn't have changed anything. After I seen you I started distancing myself from my wife more and more. She didn't make it hard, she is done too, but Baby I want you." he says. I look down at my phone and I see its time to leave. "I have to go. The kids and Karen are going to be waiting for me. I don't know if I can get married again. I need some time to figure this out." I tell him. "I understand. Take all the time you need, but now that I have kissed you I don't think I can go another day without tasting your sweet lips. We will meet ever
Later that night while I was trying to sleep I get a message from Keith. It was a meme it said, "The most beautiful part of loving a guarded girl is this: When she let's you in, it's not because she needs you. She stopped needing people a long time ago. It's because she wants you. And that- That is the purest love of all."- unknown. I went to sleep after reading that and finally rested easy knowing that there was a man out there who knew all my ugly and still wanted to love me. I woke up knowing that I was going to give Keith a chance and pray he doesn't hurt me. Karen gets home and I get ready for the gym. I gather all the kids up to tell them good night. "Kar
Work was daunting. All I wanted to do was see Keith. My heart and body longed to be near him. about 3 hours into work I get a message. "You have floor so meet me in the dining room and we will eat together." Keith messaged me. "144 dispatch." I call. "Go ahead 144." dispatch radioed back. " Can you show me 10-6 (busy) for 20 minutes in the dining room?" I request. "Received 144." dispatch told me. I walk into the ADR, associate dining room, and get my tray of food. It is not the best food but it works in a pinch. I grab a booth to sit in and look up. Keith is walking t
We pull up to my car and Keith helps me switch Kaye to her carseat. "I have to call my kids on the way. Give me the address and I will meet you there." Keith tells me. "Ok." I tell him. "Are you Ok? You have been very quiet since I told you everything." He asks me wrapping me in his arms. "Honestly, I really didn't expect you to leave. I thought you would play around for a little bit and then tell me you couldn't leave because of your kids or something like that. Now not only did you pack and you will sleep with me today but you have made plans for our future together. I don't want you to leave the casino but I understand your logic behind it. I am just trying to process everything. I
Karen got home and we all sat down in the living room. Kaye climbed up into Keith's lap. I sat next to him. Karson and Kammy sat on the couch across from us. Karson was looking between Keith and myself. "Karson do you have any questions?" I ask him because I can see the questions in his eyes. "How do you know Keith?" He asks "I work with Keith. He is in security with me and Karen. Mommy has been speaking with him for a couple months now. We like each other a whole lot and he wants to help us get a place with him." I tell him. I know it is happening really soon but I hope Karson can understand. "Is he the reason we moved here and you are happier?" Kammy asks next. Karson nodding his head in
"Hello my name is Becky, I am the head nurse on shift tonight. I was told you were requesting a supervisor. May I ask what has happened and how we can make this right?" The new nurse asks in a friendly voice. Keith relays everything I have just told him. "May I ask your relationship to Ms. Knight sir?" she asks him. "This is my future wife." He tells her without hesitation. "I see, first let me apologize for the treatment you have recieved here tonight Ms. Knight. If you don't mind I will go look at the previous notes of your blood pressure since check-in to verify your blood pressure history. I will return with pain medication for you if you have been consistent." She tells me. I just nod my head. Not even 5 minutes later Becky was back in the room. "I am very sorry for the delay in your comfort Ms. Knight. Do you think you can manage sitting up for me, so I can give you this medication? Please drink this water slowly, you aren't supposed to have liquid before you
"What the hell are you doing here!?" I ask him. "I called Marie to see if I could come hang out and she told me you were having emergency surgery. I was worried about you and wanted to be here for you." he says. "Marie shouldn't have told you anything! That is a HIPPA violation and I do not need or want you here. I don't need or want you any where around me ever. The only thing I need you to do is help take care of your daughter and you refuse to have anything to do with her unless I am there. Take now for example, instead of going and helping Marie with our daughter you are here harrassing me. If I need you in any way I have your phone number, and I am 100% positive I did not call or text you to come here. You need to leave!" I tell him. "I still care about you, and this is how you treat me? This is what I get for trying to be nice to you! You are still just a stupid fucking cunt! I bet you are fucking everyone at the casino!" He yells at me. I pick up my bedside remo
Keith and I fell into a routine over the next couple of weeks. We made sure to see eachother regularly. We made time to spend with my kids, and spoke on the phone regularly. I paid Marie to watch the kids so I could work and get some rest. Kaye's dad moved out of his house and into another house with his girlfriend. He found out we were staying with Marie and started coming to help with Kaye. He wasn't really helping though. He was trying to hook up with Marie. When she turned him down he would try to crawl in bed with me. I was still turning him down. One day I woke up to my phone ringing. It was Keith. "Hey baby! I left again!" Keith says as soon as I answer. "Wait, What?" I ask him confused trying to wipe the fog from my head and understand what he had just said to me. "I left, the kids sat us down and said that now that they knew we were having problems they could see how unhappy we
I wait for my brother to answer his phone. " Hey James, how are you?" "To be honest I am not doing good. I was about to call you actually." he says. "Ok well you go first. What's wrong?" I ask him. "My wife just kicked me out. I am sleeping in my truck at the yard." he confides. "What the fuck? Why?" I ask. "I found out she has been having an affair. I asked her about it and she told me I needed to leave. I wasn't going to fight with her so I just left. Do you think I can come stay with you until I get paid and find a place?" he asks. "I am staying with my friend right now. I will ask her but I am sure she won't want you sleeping in your truck." I tell him. "Is it your hot friend who tagged you in a photo of you both?" he asks laughing. "You might be kicked out but you are still married, please don'
Keith made love to me several more times before the sun came back up the next day. The kids went to school and we loaded Kaye up to go to the security suite with Keith so he could turn his uniform in and let them know what was going on. We went to grab lunch and he dropped Kaye and I off at the apartment and we spent the rest of our time before he had to leave for his meeting in each others arms. Keith gave me one last kiss. Something in my gut felt wrong. We had just had the best night together and spent the day together like we had been together for years. Why was I feeling this way. About 9 o clock that evening I got a meesage from Keith. "Give me your phone number, I need to call you." he sent. "Is everything ok?" I ask
Karen got home and we all sat down in the living room. Kaye climbed up into Keith's lap. I sat next to him. Karson and Kammy sat on the couch across from us. Karson was looking between Keith and myself. "Karson do you have any questions?" I ask him because I can see the questions in his eyes. "How do you know Keith?" He asks "I work with Keith. He is in security with me and Karen. Mommy has been speaking with him for a couple months now. We like each other a whole lot and he wants to help us get a place with him." I tell him. I know it is happening really soon but I hope Karson can understand. "Is he the reason we moved here and you are happier?" Kammy asks next. Karson nodding his head in
We pull up to my car and Keith helps me switch Kaye to her carseat. "I have to call my kids on the way. Give me the address and I will meet you there." Keith tells me. "Ok." I tell him. "Are you Ok? You have been very quiet since I told you everything." He asks me wrapping me in his arms. "Honestly, I really didn't expect you to leave. I thought you would play around for a little bit and then tell me you couldn't leave because of your kids or something like that. Now not only did you pack and you will sleep with me today but you have made plans for our future together. I don't want you to leave the casino but I understand your logic behind it. I am just trying to process everything. I
Work was daunting. All I wanted to do was see Keith. My heart and body longed to be near him. about 3 hours into work I get a message. "You have floor so meet me in the dining room and we will eat together." Keith messaged me. "144 dispatch." I call. "Go ahead 144." dispatch radioed back. " Can you show me 10-6 (busy) for 20 minutes in the dining room?" I request. "Received 144." dispatch told me. I walk into the ADR, associate dining room, and get my tray of food. It is not the best food but it works in a pinch. I grab a booth to sit in and look up. Keith is walking t
Later that night while I was trying to sleep I get a message from Keith. It was a meme it said, "The most beautiful part of loving a guarded girl is this: When she let's you in, it's not because she needs you. She stopped needing people a long time ago. It's because she wants you. And that- That is the purest love of all."- unknown. I went to sleep after reading that and finally rested easy knowing that there was a man out there who knew all my ugly and still wanted to love me. I woke up knowing that I was going to give Keith a chance and pray he doesn't hurt me. Karen gets home and I get ready for the gym. I gather all the kids up to tell them good night. "Kar