30 September,Deat diary, I spent the last 24 hours in my room, crying. I didn't even tried to stop them. So when I woke this morning I had this post crying glow on my face.My step mom forbidded Renee from seeing me. Toady early morning two men stopped by. They were heavily built and I am not sure but I think that they had a gun.They were asking for my dad. I told them that he wasn't there so they left but with a warning that they will stop by again.I called dad but he didn't answer. I am starting to get worried about him.To pile the bad news I just found out that Ava got back with Ian. It sounds so terrible.There is a conflict between my heart and my brain. My brain wants to save him despite everything that he did to me but my heart wants to make him pay.Unwillingly I am leaning more towards my heart.All night I was wondering if I should check my phone just to be aware of what was going to come my way but I was scared.I was not just scared, I was terrified. But the suspense w
After Leon hung up on me, I thought for a moment about what I should do.For a sec I thought maybe Leon was over exaggerating. I peeped out of the window. The driver loaded his gun.I got terrified. I went and sat in the car. No I didn't sit in the car because I was scared, I sat in it because I was curious.What could Leon possibly need from me. I was feeling like I was slowly driving towards hell except the car was touching 100.The car stopped in front of a big white mansion. It was almost 10 times my house, no even more.The driver let me in. There was one thing suspicious. But a lot of things were suspicious? Ok, so we can say one more suspicious thing drew my attention. It was such a big mansion still there were no servants. I was curious so I asked the driver, "why is no one home?""Sir asked all the servants to leave early." Saying so he left and shut the heavy doors behind him.It was so quiet I was literally able to hear my own breath."Leon?" I called out.He didn't respon
I didn't answer to Leon because I was blank.I wanted Ian back but fake dating Leon didn't seemed like an option. After all this is Leon we are talking about. The guy is a walking devil."No. I don't think so." I said."You don't think so?" Leon repeated what I just said. I knew he was furious after the guy is not used to hearing no. His eyes were scaring me. I was trying so hard to avoid looking at them."Yeah." I said in a pale voice. He closed his hands in a fist. It was visible how hard he was trying to hold back his anger. If he wanted me to do something for him then I was so going to make him beg."Why me of all girls? If you just want to make Ava jealous then you can ask anyother girl to date you. The girls will literally die but why me?""Because you seemed to have some sort of bond with Ian and I know that you want him so you will go to any limits to get him just like I will to get Ava.""I must say that everything you are saying is making me question my opinion of you."He po
1 August,I was already up when the alarm rang. I turned it off. With every passing day it gets harder for me to force myself out of bed. Every night I make a prayer to not wake in the morning but it gets unanswered.It was only a couple of hours past dawn and I was getting a feeling that this was not my day. I was getting a feeling like something bad was waiting for me.I brushed my teeth and took off my clothes. I prepared my bath. The water was boiling hot. I touched it with my foot, it burned so bad. It was exactly what I wanted. I kept my feet in the bathtub. I sigh of pain escaped my lips.I got in and felt the burning pain on every inch of my body. Ones the water got cool, I got out of the bathtub. My body was red. But again my idea worked. I was in the bath for 10-20 minutes and not for ones my mind went on Ian or college or anything that frightened me. I pulled out the first full t-shirt that I found in my closet, I didn't wanted anyone to know that I have been cutting myse
My eyes were searching for Renee. I had to talk to her. I had to get everything out of my head or else the veins in my head would burst now.I went to the class hoping to see her there but she wasn't in the class. Well that was an unwanted surprise. It was clear from everyone's expressions that I wasn't welcomed there. I straight walked to the last seat with the eyes staring the floor. I sat down and left a text to Renee. Any guesses what happened next? Alex came and grabbed the seat next to me. I was so doomed. The class was half empty. He could have sat anywhere else but no he chose to sit next to me. Obviously he needed to be close to me to torment me,But then I thought that I was in the class surrounded by a lot of people. He can't do anything. Or maybe I was just underestimating him. The professor was delivering a boring lecture I was hardly listening. For the first time I was checking out all the guys in the class. You know I just came up with a theory that maybe Ian left me
I sat on the bed trying to figure out the situation. So it was past twelve and there was some stranger on my window. Probably a robber who must be carrying guns or knives. I was alone in the house with nothing to defend myself.So yeah, what a great night indeed. I got off the bed slowly. I didn't wanted to alarm the robber. And why was he even here? There was nothing precious in my house? I accidently left my phone downstairs. Another happy turn!I groaned... I thought that maybe I should go downstairs and get my phone. Then I could call the cops or maybe I could just call my neighbors. They could also come to my rescue.But what if the sound of my footsteps alerted the robber and he tried to kill me. The ribber was trying to get in through the window. I grabbed the vase because it was the only thing I could defend me with. I hid behind the curtains.I snapped my eyes shut. I was so not meant for fights. I was scared how will I defend myself. When I was a kid my dad always insisted
Ian was preparing breakfast while Ava was out for a walk. Amongst the two only Ian can cook. He likes to cook but only for Ava. He likes to spoil his girl.Ava came home, "Hi sweetie, where are you?" She called out to Ian."In the kitchen." She went to the kitchen and leaned against the wall, "Hey you, missed me." She gave him a plesant smile."Is that even a question?"He went to her and was about to hug her but she stopped him, "What happened?" He asked her."I just came from jogging. I am sweaty." "Like I will care about it?" He chckled and held her in his arms."Why didn't you wake me Ava when you were going for a walk I could have come with you."She pulled his cheeks, "You were sleeping so peacefully like a child. I didn't wanted to disturb you. What did you make.""I made some pan cakes and fruit salad. You want coffee or juice?""I am tired some coffee will be good.""Ok" He poured her a cup of hot coffee. Something was bothering him. Ian had a very expressive face. If anyth
2 August, Dear diary, from today onwards I just won't be Ariadne but I will also be Leon's girlfriend for the world. It was a headache for me. After few days Leon will leave me for Ava but still I will be his ex. In a way his name will get linked with mine and this was scaring me. Earlier today I got a text from Leon, he said that he will come to pick me. And he made it very clear in the text that he won't wait. I got dressed and stood outside my house. I knew even if I made him wait for a second he will kill me. He was right on time. A black car stopped in front of my house. The car was worth more than my house. I was pulling the door but it was not opening. He opened it for me. The door was supposed to open vertically. Of course I didn't knew I have never seen a car like this before. I got in. He said nothing to me, not even good morning. Just to be nice I greeted him and thanked him for picking me up. He said nothing, he didn't even nodded his head. It was so rude. It was