What are you doing here?

I gasped and opened my eyes. My body was trembling. My heart was pounding in my chest. I sat on the bed and looked around. I wasn't sure if I was up or still I was living that dream.

Dear diary,

Life has been hard but I have always tried to blend in it. Last night I went to a club. A guy approached me. we talked, it was wonderful. And then we kissed, though it was only for a second.

And I felt guilty. I am not sure if I should feel that or not. Yeah, I am married to Leon but that wasn't my choice.

We were together only for a month. Those thirty days felt like a year but then he left.

It was fine without him. I was alone but I was not lonely.

My head was hurting so bad in the morning.

"Ahh..." I groaned.

I was covered in cold sweat. The aroma of the room was giving me deja vu.

I closed my eyes and that face was infront of my eyes.

I slowly opened my eyes.

"Hey!" Leon was standing right in front of me.

I startled, "W-What a-are you doing here?"

"You forgot? I said that I willl ruin