I gasped and opened my eyes. My body was trembling. My heart was pounding in my chest. I sat on the bed and looked around. I wasn't sure if I was up or still I was living that dream.Dear diary,Life has been hard but I have always tried to blend in it. Last night I went to a club. A guy approached me. we talked, it was wonderful. And then we kissed, though it was only for a second.And I felt guilty. I am not sure if I should feel that or not. Yeah, I am married to Leon but that wasn't my choice.We were together only for a month. Those thirty days felt like a year but then he left. It was fine without him. I was alone but I was not lonely. My head was hurting so bad in the morning."Ahh..." I groaned.I was covered in cold sweat. The aroma of the room was giving me deja vu.I closed my eyes and that face was infront of my eyes. I slowly opened my eyes. "Hey!" Leon was standing right in front of me. I startled, "W-What a-are you doing here?""You forgot? I said that I willl ruin
I took Renee to a corner, "He is here." I said."What?""Yeah Leon is here. Earlier today when he was at home he said that...""He was at home?""Yeah don't you know. He told me that he asked you out.""No the manager asked me to come early but I left you a note.""Are you sure it is him. Let's recheck.""Ok."The crowd gathered around him. I got on my heels to make sure that it was Leon. I wished he wasn't. It was him.How could have I stayed there after seeing that it was him?"I slowly walked towards the door. "where are you leaving?" The manager called me."I am not well so I am leaving for home."" No, I don't think that. Don't you know tht we are instructed to cut down some employees. Do you want to be one of them.""No." I sighed."Then do as I say." He handed over a bouquet to me "Take this and give it to him." I wnet to him. He was posing for the cameras. I forced a smile on my face and took deep breaths."Welcome Leon to the company.""Don't you have any manners. You are c
I stood outside for a while. I didn't wanted to go back in the house. But how long could have I stayed there. I was so cold. My legs were trembling. She went inside my room and took off my clothes. This was the first day after Leon was back and it was unberable. I don't know what I will do. I prepared my bath and poured a glass of wine for me. I closed the curtains, took off my towel and sat in the bath. It was windy. The curtains were flapping. A candle fell down. I thought it was probably because of the wind. And then somene's shadow fell on me. "Who is here?", I jumped and grabbed the towel. I tried to cover myself up but the towel fell down. "Hey wifey."Leon chuckled. "What the hell is wrong with you Leon. You will have to know that their are certain boundaries even though you are married to me." I bent down to pick up the towel but he grabbed it and threw it away. "Leon just the hell out of here" I yelled. But like that could have any effect on him. He pushed me against
Renee left me a message that she won't be living in the house now that Leon was there. I didn't even forced her.It was better for her to stay away from this mess that was my life.I didn't wore the dress that he got for me. I wore Renee's black dress. It was elegant and sexy and the same time.It was an off shoulder dress so I paired it with a pearl necklace. I put on nude makeup and curled my hair. I was looking breath taking. I became a fan of me.I was checking my ohone every now and then to see if there was any text from Leon.When will he stop bullying around me. It's not like he is my senior in college. Well he bullied me in college as well. I heard footsteps coming towards my room.I knew that he was going to freak out on seeing that I was not dressed in the dress that he got for me. Maybe I should have dressed in that dress only. "It's time." He said in his bold voice. He was dressed in a black tux. How can someone be so perfect. He was on a call and he didn't even bother
I wanted to scream as loud as I could. My world was crumbling down in front of my eyes.I rubbed my eyes. I asked him again for the last time "Please tell me Leon that you trust me." My throat was so full. I was hardly able to say anything."Leon you know that all I need is to make a call. All the investors will take their investments back from your company. You will go bankrupt. I am not scaring you. I am just reminding you of what I am capable of doing." Bryan smirked. He knew that I could do nothing,I grabbed Leon's collar. It was driving me crazy that he was not beliving me. Only a couple of minutes ago he said that he wanted to be there for him. I yelled at him "Why are you not listening to me? This man....""I can't believe how can any girl fall so low." Bryan said. This line gave me deja vu. I have said it to Ava in the past. Maybe my destiny was punishing. My stars were not by my side I always knew this.Everything seemed to be falling apart. My anger was oozing out of my ey
I got scared to see Leon. Ava left Leon for Ian and now Leon hired Ian. This all can't be a coincidence.Leon was standing at a distance and his eyes were on us. He must be another one of Leon's plans to torture others for mistakes they didn't even made."Thank you." I said to Ian.I looked at Leon who was still standing there like a statue. His expressions are so hard read. I rolled my eyes at him and went inside. I knew that I won't be able to ignore him after all from today I am his personal assistant.Today was different from every other day at work. Generally people were not bothered by my presence but today they were stopping their work to stare at me. Like this was my first day. I have bene working here for almost a year now. One of my colleague even offered me coffee. It was Leon's office so in a way it was also mine.I was looking for Renee. There was a lot I wanted to talk to her about. I went straight to her desk. TRenee wasn't there but guess who I crossed paths with, Be
"How could you do this Renee?" I went inside.Leon smirked on seeing me."Who gave you the right to play with others Leon?" I was furious more because he was dragging Renee in his evil doings."Renee?" I asked her again.She said nothing. Leon asked her to leave the room. She did as she was asked to. She didn't even look at me. I was so annoyed.He smirked and pulled out a cigarette from his pocket. It looked like he was proud of himself. He lit his cigarette and offered one to me.With all the strength of my little body I raised my hand to slap him but he grabbed my hand and threw it back."Why did you do this Leon? Your fight is with me and not with Ian and now you are even dragging Renee into it. Keep Renee out of all this" This time I was requesting instead of lashing out at him. He walked away without even saying a word.This man is impossible.There was a club nearby. I was in dire need of alcohol so I went there. I needed to relax. I drove there.There was a long line. I wonder
I was drunk as hell. I don't know why I did it but I always had a crush on him. It was a drunken mistake although I had no regrets.He pushed me away. I was too drunk to think about anything. "What?" I hugged him."You are drunk Ari.""So what? I like you. I want to be close to you." I chuckled."You like me?" He asked."Yeah it is not like you don't know. You don't like me." I was still laughing."What's so funny about it?""You don't like me and I like you. It is funny.""It is?""Yeah, I am a fucking joke. My life is a fucking joke.""It is not true Ari.""It is you don't like me, Leon doesn't like me, now even Renee doesn't like me. Everyone hate me. Now I am not happy I am sad." I sank in his arms."I like you Ari.""But you don't love me.""I...""You don't have to answer. Come on Ian make me feel loved. Even if it is for a while. Touch me."I kissed his neck and unbuttoned his collar button. He held my hand. He didn't wanted me to make a mistake I will regret.I kept my leg on