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The Mafia's Queen A mistake
I was drunk as hell. I don't know why I did it but I always had a crush on him. It was a drunken mistake although I had no regrets.He pushed me away. I was too drunk to think about anything. "What?" I hugged him."You are drunk Ari.""So what? I like you. I want to be close to you." I chuckled."You like me?" He asked."Yeah it is not like you don't know. You don't like me." I was still laughing."What's so funny about it?""You don't like me and I like you. It is funny.""It is?""Yeah, I am a fucking joke. My life is a fucking joke.""It is not true Ari.""It is you don't like me, Leon doesn't like me, now even Renee doesn't like me. Everyone hate me. Now I am not happy I am sad." I sank in his arms."I like you Ari.""But you don't love me.""I...""You don't have to answer. Come on Ian make me feel loved. Even if it is for a while. Touch me."I kissed his neck and unbuttoned his collar button. He held my hand. He didn't wanted me to make a mistake I will regret.I kept my leg on
Last Updated : 2023-01-30The Mafia's Queen Good news?
"Why are you with Leon?" Ian asked me."I wish there was an answer that could give you but sadly I don't have.""Does he love you?""He can't love anyone.""Leave him.""It is not that simple. I will go back now. Take care, I will see you again.""Yeah sure and if you ever need a friend just give me a call. I will be there."I gave him a smile. He offered to take me home but I said no. Leon will freak out if he saw with Ian.On the way back I thought what am I doing? Isn't being happy the whole purpose of marriage? I knows that I am not happy with Leon. He is with me only because he wants to punish me. It is not like he likes. The situation in which we got married was different.I untied my hair. My head was hurting so bad. I was not able to breath. I drank too much last night. I needed a lemonade.Maybe I should ask for a divorce from Leon. What's the point of being a relationship that means nothing to one and everything to other. It is not like he will agree to. But what if there i
Last Updated : 2023-01-30The Mafia's Queen Billionaire's wife
I tried to get up but I was too weak to even stand. I just wanted to get away from leon. I was not able to stand him.Everything around me was blurry that was probably the effect of medications. I took forced steps towards the door but I stumbled. Luckily Leon caught me. He made me sit down on the bed."L-Let me go Leon." Leon was holding me. I was asking him to leave me but I didn't wanted him to leave him. I was too weak to sit by myself.The doctor came in to examine me.I gently kept my hands on my belly. The baby wasn't even here yet I was having strong feeling for it. But now it was time to say good bye. It was best for the baby also.I struggled to free her hand from Leon's grip."I want to talk to the doctor alone Leon" I looked at him with her bleary eyes."No" He responded. He knew what this was about. He knew that he did wrong to me but he was not going to let me punish his child for that. The child was in me, it was more of me. It was mine not his.The doctor asked Leon to
Last Updated : 2023-01-30The Mafia's Queen The dream
Dear diary, The day went smooth. Nothing bad happened. It was surprising for me to. After all it was my life. It never goes smooth, it has a lot of jerks. Leon moved to my room. He wanted to make sure that I was fine. It was very weird to see him act like a husband. My heart was saying that he was changed but my mind was the saying otherwise. In the middle of the night, Leon was murmuring something in his sleep. Actually it broke my sleep. It was gibbrish. I was not able to understand a world. All of a sudden he gasped and snapped his eyes open. He was panting. "Leon are you fine?" I poured him a glss of water. He hugged me tightly. His body was trembling. "Leon what happened you can tell me." "I s-saw that d-dream again." "What dream Leon? Just tell me. It will make you feel better. "You remember the day Ava...." "Yeah." "She was coming to see me. And ever since I have been seeing this weird dream. Every night I see her dying." "Tell me about it." He told that he see
Last Updated : 2023-01-30The Mafia's Queen Is this what you want?
Dear diary,Leon has always been mysterious. But when I caught him he looked scared and that's what he was trying to hide behind his anger.Something about him scared me to the very core and not in way like it did always. His eyes were speaking words that she was not able to understand.He looked like a person who has been starved for day and is searching for food. The wind forced the windows open. It was story outside. Oh God what was nature waring for now?But that's not why I was there.I knew that if I got scared then I will never be able to say what I want. I wanted to confront him And why should I care if he is hurt? He never cares for me.I closed my eyes and said in a single breath, "I want a divorce.""You want a what?" He moved closer to me."I w-want a divorce." He twisted my hand."You lame girl, you think that I will give you divorce just because you asked me. How can you be so stupid.""I am so done with you Leon. I am so done with you treating me like shit. And now you
Last Updated : 2023-01-31The Mafia's Queen The guest
Dear diary,Leon kept me locked in the room for two days straight. Someone used to stop by give me food. I was feeling like I was an animal. No animals have more freedom.Renee left me a message that she didn't wanted to see me.I have no idea what I have done to her.Something good happened, I found a friend in Leon's captivation.Last night Leon's half brother Jake came to visit him. He will living with us for a while. He opened my door and came to talk to me earlier today.Leon was looking for Jake in the entire home. He never thought that he could be with me. He heard me chuckling so he came to my room. He got surprised to see Jake there. He stood at the door to see wha we were talking about.Leon and Jake barely talked so Leon thought that Jake was here with a motive. We were not talking about something that we shouldn't. Jake was saying that Leon is the best brother. He was always there through with him through thick and thin."Where were you all these years?" I asked Jake. We
Last Updated : 2023-01-31The Mafia's Queen Stay out of my way
We were talking when Leon walked in. We were so engaged in the conversation that we didn't even noticed him.Leon coughed to make them aware of his presence."L-Leon." I got surprised to see him. He could have greeted us with a smile but no that man is made of stone after all.I got away from Jake, my eyes were bowed down. I felt like I was caught doing something wrong."Ok I will leave you to love birds alone. And she will be here any time now. I will go and call her." Jake said and walked away.Leon waited for him to leave the hall. He was staring me without saying anything that was scaring me."We were j-just talking...." I tried to explain myself. I had no idea why I was explaining myself to him. He meant nothing to me.I was staring to feel like his slave. There was nothing I can do without his fear.Without beating around the bush he said "I don't want you anywhere near him."I just nodded my head. No words fell out of my mouth as he was in front of him.For a second I thought t
Last Updated : 2023-01-31The Mafia's Queen The night that changed it all
Dear diary, Last night I did something brave. I snuk out at night and nobody noticed. I just wanted to be by myslf for a while. It was hard to deal with everything. I went back to my old house. I had some terrible memories there with my step mom but I also mad beautiful memories with my dad and my sister Renee. Despite what Renee said I was not able to believe her. It was something else. She didn't tell me everything. She was keeping something from me. Early morning I went back to Leon's place. I didn't wanted him to know that I wasn't home, He will kill me or at least he will trap me again. I reached there at six, Leon doesn't come back until 7. The staff must be working so I could easily sneak in through the doors. I hid behind a tree outside my house. Since Leon moved in there were guards every where. After all he is a celebrity. I can't deny this. I peeped out. The guard were not there. I got a feeling like I is a robber. Anyways there's no time to hover over it. The guard
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The Mafia's Queen Blame game
The morning sun next day brought new hopes and desires.John's health was showing improvement"which was a good sign.Doctors said that if he continued to recover this way then he will be able to go home very soon .Olivia was with John.They both were reliving their old days.Everyone was thinking that John will loose his life but no one thought that he will find it.Olivia was taking great care of him"being it his medicines or his food.She was handling everything herself.John was feeling good to see Olivia taking care of him .She was showering her love on him.All the emotions that she buried deep in her heart came to the surface.She was show casing nothing but love to him but when he acted like a child while taking his medicines"she acted like a strict mother .Leon was in the hospital with them .Avawas connected with them by phone.She wanted to come there butLeon thought that it will be better if she stayed back because she was very sensitive and the aroma of hospital made her sick....
The Mafia's Queen As long as we are together
Ava started to think that he won't show up.She kept on checking her phone if he left any message but he didn't.It was already 12.She thought that there was no point in waiting any longer.She got disheartened.She typed to him that"HiLeon"where are you ? I am waiting for you." She was about to press the send but then she thought what if he decided to back off from their wedding.YesAvatold him that she didn't wanted to marry him but none of these words were true.She knew that he will beg her to not leave him.But what if Jessica made a mistake by saying that ? What if the space that she gave him made him realize that he was better without her and that he deserved to be with someone better.Someone who won't leave him .She blew off the candles"she decorated the room with .She looked outside the window it was drizzling.She sniffed .She went to close the window.And there she sawLeon .He was sitting alone in rain."Leon !"She didn't say it out loud but he heard her .He stood up and looke
The Mafia's Queen Lover's spat
Ari drove to Cloud Wave hospital.According to Dr. Cooper's neighbor"he worked here now.Ari hated hospitals"the sickening smell is nauseating.And she was a germaphobe.Blood creeps the hell out of her and there was one more thing that she feared about the hospitals.It was less scary and more weird.In the same place some start their lives and some lives end.Some start their stories and some have to put an end to theirs.Some cry and some laugh.Some find hope and lose all they own ! All of this in a single place !It is weird right ?And more over she had some harsh memories with the hospital.Not this"but all in general.It was in a hospital her life shattered .oA man walked in with an angelic face but an arrogant personality.His face was rough but still a delight to watch.And his abs peeped out of his white shirt.He rolled his shirt up.His hands looked so firm"wonder what will it feel like to have them round your waist .He was the kind of guy every girl will fall for. He bumped against A
The Mafia's Queen toxic
Ava was trying to manipulate Leon to blindly obey her.When she thought that he was getting more inclined towards Ari she moved out of his house.She knew it very well thatLeon will do anything to get her back.He needed her and he could not afford to let go of her.She was chilling at her house withAvawhileLeon was guilt ridden because he thought that he sabotaged their relationship.He was feeling like a failure because he thought that he failedAva. He failed to stand on her expectations.How different was the definition of love for both of them ?~~~Leon knocked the door . Ava went to open.She knew it wasLeon.But then she thought that if she opens the door it could seem like she was waiting for him and she had nothing better to do that sitting and missing him and waiting for him to come to her door.So she signed Sara to come to her.She whispered her to open the door and tellLeon that ever sinceAvacame from his house she has locked herself in her room and she is not letting any one in.Th
The Mafia's Queen Flashback
Flashback:Dear dary,It was already hard enough for me to cope up with the fact that my dad was no longer with me but then I found out that he wasn't even my real dad.My mum had an affair he was just kind enough to keep me. It is stupid o expect Claire to be quiet after this.~~Claire walked in the room ;Claire:"What are you still doing here ? I thought you left."Ari:"I will leave in a short while , I just wanted to feel his presence for the last time."Claire:"Well I guess you are done now because it's time for a clean up."Ari:"What do you mean ? "Claire:"Come on in."Claire called in two men that were waiting outside the room to be called in .Claire:"You can start packing from the book shelf then you can do the cupboard."Ari:"Wait, what is happening here ? Who are they ? "Claire:"They are from a charity house they have come to take Kevin's stuffs with them."Ari:"What? no , who called them ? "Claire:"I did.Isn't it obvious."Ari:"Why will you do that to dad ? "Claire:"He
The Mafia's Queen You can’t leave them
The darkness creeped over. The blue sky was turning grey. The light breeze was taken over by storm.And Ari was lying helplessly in the car.“Ari” She heard a whispered. She forced her eyes open.She parted her lips to say, “Dad?”“You are not alone.”“Look at me dad, I am a mess. I have no one. I know I am dreaming but I don’t want to wakeup.”“What about your daughter?”“Maybe she will be better of without me.”“They need you.”“Who they?”“They all rely on you.”“Who are they dad?”“You can’t leave them.”
The Mafia's Queen Darkness crawls
What the hell was happening? She drove as fast as she could. The car was chasing her.She was loosing her mind. She thought that maybe she was hallucinating or something. The road was quiet with only two cars racing with each other. The car came and hit her.That son of a bitch.But Ari ignored that. She was a little dizzy so it was getting very hard for her to drive. And suddenly the car banged against hers, she lost control and her car hit a tree.She was not wearing seatbelt. Her head hit the steering wheel and blood oozed out of her forehead.
The Mafia's Queen The dead returns
Ari was so confused she had no idea what was going on. But it was driving her crazy. She felt like for a second she found herself in a totally different world.A world where she was not like how she used to be. She sat in her car to drive away. She just wanted to get out from this place. For a while she thought that maybe this place was haunted. There was something different in its aroma. She was feeling like something was trying to get onto her. Maybe a truth. A car was honking behind her. She looked at it. “Wh..?”It was the same dead guy.
The Mafia's Queen Someone
What was happening? It was so confusing for Ari. She was not able to process it. And suddenly she got a head rush. She swayed from side to side. Her body was not able to hold her weight. She fell on her knees. She was feeling like someone was hammering nails in her skull.And suddenly she saw a faint vision. It was her but only by face if that even makes sense. She had a guj in her hand and she shot someone. What worsened the situation was that the someone was Leon. What was going on. She was panting.
