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The Mafia's Queen Let go of me
Dear diary, just for a second I thought that maybe I could also be happy. Afterall how long could my life be cruel to me?But I was wrong...Suddenly Leon started acting like he was Ava's boyfriend. Though he qas her boyfriend he never acted like one.But I guess now he feared that Ava might leave him.And to show that he cared about Ava he decided to get on my back."I will take care of this little bitch." He came and grabbed my hand.I struggled to free myself but my body was nothing as compared to him."Just leave her alone." Renee called for help. Alex held Renee so that she could not help me.I was terrified, I knew that something terrible was going to happen to me.I begged Leon to let me go but his face showed no mercy.I looked at Ian with pleading eyes. "Let's give her a taste of her own medicine. What do you guys say?" Leon said."Let's just take her to the principal, he will take care of her." Ian said but Leon asked him to shut up.Leon looked at me like a predator looked
Last Updated : 2023-01-15The Mafia's Queen What a pleasant day
28 JulyDear diary, the past few days have been hell. In fact worse than hell. But something good happened this morning or maybe it js bad. I am not sure. My dad called the principal. My father had to beg him to take me back. My step mom was furious. I couldn't blame her this time. I called my dad to tell him that I did nothing wrong but he didn't answered my call. I guess this part is still good but what's bad is that now I will have to go back to hell.How will I face anyone at college?I can't.....I just can't....They were going to strangle me to death. But when I woke this morning, I promised myself that today I won't hate myself. Afterall I did nothing wrong so why should I be the one cursing my existence. Others already have taken charge for it.I stood outside campus gate. I was terrified to go in. I know I promised myself that I will be strong but I didn't thought that it will be this hard.I went towards my locker with slow steps. I was watching the ground while walking
Last Updated : 2023-01-16The Mafia's Queen Again
Dear diary, I felt like a narrowly escaped death. I thought that the worst already happened now nothing can surprise me but as it turned out I thought it too soon. I was panting, I took quick yet careful steps because I didn't wanted to bump against anyone. It would have given them way more reasons to talk about me. I stumbled into the washroom and locked myself. I was walking like a drunk person. I looked at my face, my eyes looked swelled. After all I had spend the last few hours crying. No actually the last few days. I splashed cold water on my face. I was still breathless because I knew that I had not escaped anything. It was just a start. It was the start of the end. Every thing was about to get worse. It was not an end but a start. I slapped myself to wake to reality. Soon I was going to be engulfed in darkness. I slapped my face, again and again and again and pulled my hair tightly. I didn't knew what to do. I was starting to loose my mind. I was felling so helples
Last Updated : 2023-01-17The Mafia's Queen Are you lost?
Dear diary, guess what happened after that? The teacher threw me out of the class. But it was fine, worst could have happened.One more thing happened lately.All of a sudden Leon started showing his concern to Ava. He realized that he will have to show his love to Ava or else she will leave him. Apparently his money was not enough.Leon invited Ava for dinner. He noticed that Ava was lost. He shook her gently "Are you here?" He asked her.He broke the little bubble that occupied her "Yes, yes." She stammerd.She said looking around suspiciously like she was unaware of her present . "I am here, I am right here with you. "She was trying to avoid eye contact with him because it is very hard to look in someone's eyes and lie.May be Leon was not in love with her maybe it was just a crush or an infactuation but still he was looking at her with his puppy eyes that had nothing but innocence."No you are not with me.""Wh-what do you mean?""I mean you are here with me but your mind is wand
Last Updated : 2023-01-18The Mafia's Queen The past
Ava clenched her hands in a fist. Her body was trembling.Leon kissed her. "Just let me go. " She said to him but he could not hear it as it was in her mind.He lead her to his room. She was reluctant but she didn't say anything. Leon decorated his room with scented candles and rose petals. What more it takes to please a girl?It was beautiful and romantic. The more efforts he was putting to make things work between him and her, the more she was feeling guilty.He turned on some light music."May I have a dance?" He said pulling her closer to him. He took her hand and twirled her into his arms. He never acted like this before. Today he showed her his side that nobody knew existed but still she was not attracted to him. She was forcing herself to stay in the same room as him.It was different when with Ian. She remembered the last time she danced with Ian. It was on their anniversary. It was so memorable. She was wearing a royal blue gown with a side slit. She paired it with a pearl
Last Updated : 2023-01-19The Mafia's Queen A mistake
Aba held his hand "No it's not what you are thinking. You know wat happened this morning. I am just... ""I am sorry. I know it must be very hard for you to get it off your head.""Yes, yes it is.""Do you want to talk about it? I was stupid to think that a dinner will get your head off the terrible thing that happened to you. ""No, No, I don't really want to talk about it. Le-Let's talk about you. Today is your day. Happy birthday." She kissed him on his cheek. It is an extra detail I know."Or maybe we both should not talk. Maybe we can do something else. " He grabbed her waist and pulled her closer. He slid off her sleeveless dress down her shoulder and kissed her neck. He pulled down her chain and took off her dress. He then took off his t shirt.He lifted Ava and laid her on the bed.His lips gently parted hers. He slid off her panties. Ava took a deep breath. She wanted him to stop. She wanted to end things with him and of course sleeping with him was no way to do that."Yeah b
Last Updated : 2023-01-20The Mafia's Queen How could you fall so low?
29 July,Dear diary,So after that incident on the bed Leon and Ava started ignoring each other. That is not fully true actually Ava was the one ignoring Leon. He was trying to talk to her but she was avoiding him.Cant blame him for this one. She said the wrong name in bed. That's like attempting suicide.But why on earth will she care guys were literally throwing themselves on her as soon as they find out that she kinda broke up with Leon.I hate to say but Ian was doing the same. He chases her all day like he is a puppy. It makes me want to hate him but I can't. I just can't.Now I want him even more than before. Ava is not the right girl for him, but I am. And I will make him realise this. I will make him fall for me. No matter what I will have to do.30 July,Dear diary,Something happened, something unbelievable thy shook me to my core.Today was Ian's birthday. I wanted to do something good for him. So I thought that maybe before going to college I will buy some of his favourit
Last Updated : 2023-01-21The Mafia's Queen Slap
"I did what?" Ava asked with a soothing smile on her face.She asked me this question ones or twice. I knew that she was mocking me with her innocence."Just tell me." I said. I was freaking out. I was trying my best to stay calm when I just wanted to grab her head and slam it hard on the table.She walked closer to me, "If you think that I stole Ian's phone, leaked my pics and then kept the phone in your bag, then you are right. I did it." "You know what, I don't want to stand here with you." I pushed her out of my way and made my way out. She twisted my arm and snatched my phone.I could have defended myself but I was bot prepared. She paused the recording. Yeah I tried to be oversmart and record her. I was so happy when I thought that I did but then this happened.I tried to take back my phone but before I could she deleted the recording. Thinking this is it? No, she threw my phone out of the window.I mean she did delete the recording she could have just given me back my phone.
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The morning sun next day brought new hopes and desires.John's health was showing improvement"which was a good sign.Doctors said that if he continued to recover this way then he will be able to go home very soon .Olivia was with John.They both were reliving their old days.Everyone was thinking that John will loose his life but no one thought that he will find it.Olivia was taking great care of him"being it his medicines or his food.She was handling everything herself.John was feeling good to see Olivia taking care of him .She was showering her love on him.All the emotions that she buried deep in her heart came to the surface.She was show casing nothing but love to him but when he acted like a child while taking his medicines"she acted like a strict mother .Leon was in the hospital with them .Avawas connected with them by phone.She wanted to come there butLeon thought that it will be better if she stayed back because she was very sensitive and the aroma of hospital made her sick....
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Ava started to think that he won't show up.She kept on checking her phone if he left any message but he didn't.It was already 12.She thought that there was no point in waiting any longer.She got disheartened.She typed to him that"HiLeon"where are you ? I am waiting for you." She was about to press the send but then she thought what if he decided to back off from their wedding.YesAvatold him that she didn't wanted to marry him but none of these words were true.She knew that he will beg her to not leave him.But what if Jessica made a mistake by saying that ? What if the space that she gave him made him realize that he was better without her and that he deserved to be with someone better.Someone who won't leave him .She blew off the candles"she decorated the room with .She looked outside the window it was drizzling.She sniffed .She went to close the window.And there she sawLeon .He was sitting alone in rain."Leon !"She didn't say it out loud but he heard her .He stood up and looke
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Ari drove to Cloud Wave hospital.According to Dr. Cooper's neighbor"he worked here now.Ari hated hospitals"the sickening smell is nauseating.And she was a germaphobe.Blood creeps the hell out of her and there was one more thing that she feared about the hospitals.It was less scary and more weird.In the same place some start their lives and some lives end.Some start their stories and some have to put an end to theirs.Some cry and some laugh.Some find hope and lose all they own ! All of this in a single place !It is weird right ?And more over she had some harsh memories with the hospital.Not this"but all in general.It was in a hospital her life shattered .oA man walked in with an angelic face but an arrogant personality.His face was rough but still a delight to watch.And his abs peeped out of his white shirt.He rolled his shirt up.His hands looked so firm"wonder what will it feel like to have them round your waist .He was the kind of guy every girl will fall for. He bumped against A
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Ava was trying to manipulate Leon to blindly obey her.When she thought that he was getting more inclined towards Ari she moved out of his house.She knew it very well thatLeon will do anything to get her back.He needed her and he could not afford to let go of her.She was chilling at her house withAvawhileLeon was guilt ridden because he thought that he sabotaged their relationship.He was feeling like a failure because he thought that he failedAva. He failed to stand on her expectations.How different was the definition of love for both of them ?~~~Leon knocked the door . Ava went to open.She knew it wasLeon.But then she thought that if she opens the door it could seem like she was waiting for him and she had nothing better to do that sitting and missing him and waiting for him to come to her door.So she signed Sara to come to her.She whispered her to open the door and tellLeon that ever sinceAvacame from his house she has locked herself in her room and she is not letting any one in.Th
The Mafia's Queen Flashback
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The darkness creeped over. The blue sky was turning grey. The light breeze was taken over by storm.And Ari was lying helplessly in the car.“Ari” She heard a whispered. She forced her eyes open.She parted her lips to say, “Dad?”“You are not alone.”“Look at me dad, I am a mess. I have no one. I know I am dreaming but I don’t want to wakeup.”“What about your daughter?”“Maybe she will be better of without me.”“They need you.”“Who they?”“They all rely on you.”“Who are they dad?”“You can’t leave them.”
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Ari was so confused she had no idea what was going on. But it was driving her crazy. She felt like for a second she found herself in a totally different world.A world where she was not like how she used to be. She sat in her car to drive away. She just wanted to get out from this place. For a while she thought that maybe this place was haunted. There was something different in its aroma. She was feeling like something was trying to get onto her. Maybe a truth. A car was honking behind her. She looked at it. “Wh..?”It was the same dead guy.
The Mafia's Queen Someone
What was happening? It was so confusing for Ari. She was not able to process it. And suddenly she got a head rush. She swayed from side to side. Her body was not able to hold her weight. She fell on her knees. She was feeling like someone was hammering nails in her skull.And suddenly she saw a faint vision. It was her but only by face if that even makes sense. She had a guj in her hand and she shot someone. What worsened the situation was that the someone was Leon. What was going on. She was panting.
