29 July,Dear diary,So after that incident on the bed Leon and Ava started ignoring each other. That is not fully true actually Ava was the one ignoring Leon. He was trying to talk to her but she was avoiding him.Cant blame him for this one. She said the wrong name in bed. That's like attempting suicide.But why on earth will she care guys were literally throwing themselves on her as soon as they find out that she kinda broke up with Leon.I hate to say but Ian was doing the same. He chases her all day like he is a puppy. It makes me want to hate him but I can't. I just can't.Now I want him even more than before. Ava is not the right girl for him, but I am. And I will make him realise this. I will make him fall for me. No matter what I will have to do.30 July,Dear diary,Something happened, something unbelievable thy shook me to my core.Today was Ian's birthday. I wanted to do something good for him. So I thought that maybe before going to college I will buy some of his favourit
"I did what?" Ava asked with a soothing smile on her face.She asked me this question ones or twice. I knew that she was mocking me with her innocence."Just tell me." I said. I was freaking out. I was trying my best to stay calm when I just wanted to grab her head and slam it hard on the table.She walked closer to me, "If you think that I stole Ian's phone, leaked my pics and then kept the phone in your bag, then you are right. I did it." "You know what, I don't want to stand here with you." I pushed her out of my way and made my way out. She twisted my arm and snatched my phone.I could have defended myself but I was bot prepared. She paused the recording. Yeah I tried to be oversmart and record her. I was so happy when I thought that I did but then this happened.I tried to take back my phone but before I could she deleted the recording. Thinking this is it? No, she threw my phone out of the window.I mean she did delete the recording she could have just given me back my phone.
"Ava?" Ian whispered."So you believe her after everything that she did to me." Ava's voice was breaking."No..." Ian stammered. She was staring him. The crowd was quiet like they were there only to enjoy the show. Ava's were bleary. I knew what she was trying to do. She was trying to emotionally manipulate Ian. She has been playing this game since they started dating.But I was in no mood to cope with her non sense. I already made my mind to expose her. "Ian she is tricking you again." I said. I was not scared. I had my truth with me. And I had faith that Ian was going to believe me."Ariadne just go for now." Ian said to me."No Ian you don't know anything. Ava admitted everything to me. She said...."Ava interrupted in between, "What? I said what Ariadne?""You know what you said Ava.""Yeah right I do. I just walked to you randomly and said that I stole Ian's phone and then leaked my pics and then slid the phone in your bag. Why will I do that? Can't you see how bad it made me l
30 September,Deat diary, I spent the last 24 hours in my room, crying. I didn't even tried to stop them. So when I woke this morning I had this post crying glow on my face.My step mom forbidded Renee from seeing me. Toady early morning two men stopped by. They were heavily built and I am not sure but I think that they had a gun.They were asking for my dad. I told them that he wasn't there so they left but with a warning that they will stop by again.I called dad but he didn't answer. I am starting to get worried about him.To pile the bad news I just found out that Ava got back with Ian. It sounds so terrible.There is a conflict between my heart and my brain. My brain wants to save him despite everything that he did to me but my heart wants to make him pay.Unwillingly I am leaning more towards my heart.All night I was wondering if I should check my phone just to be aware of what was going to come my way but I was scared.I was not just scared, I was terrified. But the suspense w
After Leon hung up on me, I thought for a moment about what I should do.For a sec I thought maybe Leon was over exaggerating. I peeped out of the window. The driver loaded his gun.I got terrified. I went and sat in the car. No I didn't sit in the car because I was scared, I sat in it because I was curious.What could Leon possibly need from me. I was feeling like I was slowly driving towards hell except the car was touching 100.The car stopped in front of a big white mansion. It was almost 10 times my house, no even more.The driver let me in. There was one thing suspicious. But a lot of things were suspicious? Ok, so we can say one more suspicious thing drew my attention. It was such a big mansion still there were no servants. I was curious so I asked the driver, "why is no one home?""Sir asked all the servants to leave early." Saying so he left and shut the heavy doors behind him.It was so quiet I was literally able to hear my own breath."Leon?" I called out.He didn't respon
I didn't answer to Leon because I was blank.I wanted Ian back but fake dating Leon didn't seemed like an option. After all this is Leon we are talking about. The guy is a walking devil."No. I don't think so." I said."You don't think so?" Leon repeated what I just said. I knew he was furious after the guy is not used to hearing no. His eyes were scaring me. I was trying so hard to avoid looking at them."Yeah." I said in a pale voice. He closed his hands in a fist. It was visible how hard he was trying to hold back his anger. If he wanted me to do something for him then I was so going to make him beg."Why me of all girls? If you just want to make Ava jealous then you can ask anyother girl to date you. The girls will literally die but why me?""Because you seemed to have some sort of bond with Ian and I know that you want him so you will go to any limits to get him just like I will to get Ava.""I must say that everything you are saying is making me question my opinion of you."He po
1 August,I was already up when the alarm rang. I turned it off. With every passing day it gets harder for me to force myself out of bed. Every night I make a prayer to not wake in the morning but it gets unanswered.It was only a couple of hours past dawn and I was getting a feeling that this was not my day. I was getting a feeling like something bad was waiting for me.I brushed my teeth and took off my clothes. I prepared my bath. The water was boiling hot. I touched it with my foot, it burned so bad. It was exactly what I wanted. I kept my feet in the bathtub. I sigh of pain escaped my lips.I got in and felt the burning pain on every inch of my body. Ones the water got cool, I got out of the bathtub. My body was red. But again my idea worked. I was in the bath for 10-20 minutes and not for ones my mind went on Ian or college or anything that frightened me. I pulled out the first full t-shirt that I found in my closet, I didn't wanted anyone to know that I have been cutting myse
My eyes were searching for Renee. I had to talk to her. I had to get everything out of my head or else the veins in my head would burst now.I went to the class hoping to see her there but she wasn't in the class. Well that was an unwanted surprise. It was clear from everyone's expressions that I wasn't welcomed there. I straight walked to the last seat with the eyes staring the floor. I sat down and left a text to Renee. Any guesses what happened next? Alex came and grabbed the seat next to me. I was so doomed. The class was half empty. He could have sat anywhere else but no he chose to sit next to me. Obviously he needed to be close to me to torment me,But then I thought that I was in the class surrounded by a lot of people. He can't do anything. Or maybe I was just underestimating him. The professor was delivering a boring lecture I was hardly listening. For the first time I was checking out all the guys in the class. You know I just came up with a theory that maybe Ian left me