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7. Fear

Author: Blue Bird
last update Huling Na-update: 2025-01-10 06:57:06
David's POV:

"You've said that so much, It's getting irritating. Tell me. Is being gay so bad? What scares you so much? You act like you're afraid of me, but we both know what really scares you... It's admitting what you want. "Salvatore spoke, and something snapped inside me. What gives him the right to talk like he knows me!?

"You have no right to say that. You know nothing about me, so don't preach to me about my sexuality. I know what I am! "I yelled, and I saw something shift in his eyes as his expression dropped. It was almost like I hurt him. But why would my words hurt him? It's no lie. We do not know each other. He knows absolutely nothing about me, so he's in no place to tell me what I am and what I'm not. He just met me today.

"Listen to me, David." He then spoke with his voice was low and commanding.

"I won't force you. I won't touch you unless you permit me. But make no mistake. You belong to me now. You work for me. You answer to me. You are mine. And if you try to r
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  • The Mafia's Boy Toy   8. Keep An Eye On Him

    David;Flash Back“You will not believe what I saw today! “Mom said with clear irritation as she dropped the grocery bags on the kitchen counter and walked back to the living room to stand in front of my father.“What? “He questioned, and Mum kissed her teeth before massaging the bridge ip of her nose. She is visibly pissed. What could have set her off so badly? Was she overcharged for something? Did she get a speeding ticket? No. That’s unlike her. Maybe a road rage incident–“Gay boys! “She signed aggressively, and I almost choked on my drink.“What about them has gotten you so riled up? “Dad signed back, and my mom rolled her eyes.“Everything! “She exclaimed as she signed back, and I set my Stanley cup down on the counter.“Goodness. They looked so… Odd. They were all touchy and feely. And like that wasn’t enough, when they saw me looking, they kissed! How dare they think it’s okay to do something like that in public? Are they trying to teach children that it’s okay to sin? A man a

    Huling Na-update : 2025-01-13
  • The Mafia's Boy Toy   9. Jealousy?

    Salvatore;“A strip club!? “I demand, and Lucas holds a finger up. “A gay Strip club. “He corrects, and I raise a brow at him while he leans against one of the pillars of the pergola. “Have you lost your mind? ““Honestly, there’s no definite answer to that question. “He replies, and I take a deep breath as I pinch the bridge of my nose.“I’m telling you he’s scared and you want me to take him to a strip club? How does that make any sense? “I question in frustration, and he holds out his hands. Causing his Rolex the glisten in the sunlight.“Relax. Listen. I have been following this love story from the start... “He begins, and I throw my cigarette away before rushing to him and twisting his arm behind him.“Ow, Ow, Ow, Ow! I’m sorry! I’m sorry! “He yells, but I don’t stop.“You can’t keep talking like this, especially not in front of David. I don’t want to give him the wrong idea. This is NOT a love story! “I complain, and Lucas starts writhing in pain.“Okay! Okay! I’ve heard you. N

    Huling Na-update : 2025-01-15
  • The Mafia's Boy Toy   10. Self Doubt

    David;I keep my eyes outside, listening to Only Love by Ben Howard from my earpiece as I watch trees and cars zoom by. I shut my eyes as I remember the first time I met Salvatore, how he had me tied up. The things he said, the way he spoke, and the way he made me feel. I remember how heartlessly he tortured that man. The darkness and fury in his eyes and how vicious and scary he looked covered in so much blood. I take a deep breath when I remember how lively he was this morning with that man. And how cold he is now. I don’t know why I feel the way I feel or what is wrong with me. I turn to steal a glance at him, and sure, his eyes are fixed on his laptop. It’s bright light illuminating his face. I stare at the scar on his cheek for a while, and then at his lips. I blink when I remember that he almost kissed me and I was ready for it. The embarrassment washes over me again, and I turn my gaze back to the road outside. I look up at the light blue sky that's slowly fading into orange

    Huling Na-update : 2025-01-15
  • The Mafia's Boy Toy   11. Meeting Vanessa

    Salvatore’s POV;I walk into Vanessa’s room and find David holding her hand. She looks so small. Smaller than expected. Even though she is bald and looks pale, she is still a beautiful child. I watch her eyes light up when she sees me, and for some reason, the sight thaws a part of something that has been frozen inside me for a very long time.“Are you my brother's boss? “She questions, and I look at David who now has his eyes glued to me.“You’re so handsome! Are you real? “She exclaims, and I can’t help but smile at her. Despite the troubles she’s facing, she is still such a ray of sunshine. Now I understand why David loves her so much. I walk over to her bed, and she reaches for me. I take her small hand in my relatively massive one. It feels like if I dare to squeeze, I’ll break her. I look up and find David watching me closely. If I even accidentally brought her any harm, he would launch at me. She is currently the most important thing in his life, and their bond is quite beautif

    Huling Na-update : 2025-01-18
  • The Mafia's Boy Toy   12. Stop Button

    David’s POV;Report upon report. Form after form, discussion, after discussion. Waiting for what felt like an eternity…That's all I did in the doctor's office for the past… I think 16 minutes. I’m uneasy about the fact that I left Vanessa alone with Salvatore for so long. He wouldn’t hurt her, would he?If he tries anything stupid, I’d sue him! Who am I kidding? I don’t even have any money for that. Fuck! I pick up a pace. Breezing past doctors, nurses and patients as I make my way up to Vanessa’s floor. I’ve wasted too much time. After waiting anxiously for the elevator to get to the last floor, I finally rush to Vanessa’s room, and after opening the door, I freeze at the sight in front of me. Vanessa is in Salvatore’s arms. Hugging him!?My heart drops into my stomach, and my mind begins to race as I struggle to make sense of what I’m seeing. Why are they like this? What could have probably led to this? Why the hell is Salvatore HUGGING my sister?“What the fu- “I begin but Salvator

    Huling Na-update : 2025-01-20
  • The Mafia's Boy Toy   13. The Strip Club

    David;I keep rubbing my thumbs against each other as my thoughts race. I can not for the life of me get what happened in the elevator out of my mind. This man is driving me insane! I can never predict him. Never tell his next move. I hardly ever know what he’s thinking, and yet he seems to know me so well. I refrain from reaching up to touch my lips as I remember the kiss. I… Liked it. I actually liked it. What is this? Is it a spell? Is… this doesn’t seem real. It makes no sense. Am I saying it takes just two days for me to cave?I come back to earth when he starts pulling off his suit, and I turn to him. He peels it off, then his inner jacket, and unbuttons the first few buttons of his shirt. Revealing the simple gold chain around his neck. I hold my breath as I watch him roll up his sleeves. Revealing the beautiful dragon spiralled along his left arm. He takes out the band in his hair and runs his finger through the luscious lock as he rolls his head back.Perfect. The one word tha

    Huling Na-update : 2025-01-20
  • The Mafia's Boy Toy   14. Confessions

    David’s POV;“Aren’t you going to watch them? “Salvatore speaks as he leans forward, and I take a deep breath.“I’m not interested. “I lie, and he smirks. “How come? “He questions, and I glare at him.“Because there are better things to look at. “I reply in annoyance, and he raises a brow before leaning back into his seat.“Oh? “He replies, and my eyes widen when I realise what I said. I didn’t mean it that way. But it’s no use. He took it that way.I quickly look away from him; the only other place to look at is the stage. Great. I watch as the dancers start. Their bodies move in dangerously seductive routines, and I can hardly tear my gaze away as I watch them. Spineless. Fluid like liquid and fully aware of their assets and the power they have on any viewer. I watch them dance to Mount Everest by Labrinth.I steal a glance at Salvatore, and thankfully, his gaze is on the stage. Good. His focus is not on me. I look down at my hands in discomfort, and then I hear Salvatore order for

    Huling Na-update : 2025-01-22
  • The Mafia's Boy Toy   15. Uncle Aldo

    Salvatore:He… Had a crush on Desmond??? I... Desmond was me. Desmond is the identity I took up to stay hidden, back them. He liked me then? He never showed it. I could never tell…How am I just realizing this now??I come back to earth when he buries his face in my stomach, and I look down at the sleeping young man. He looks so peaceful asleep. So delicate. But he is smart as hell. I can not believe that he was able to hide this from me. Me! I am good with people mentally, so how? How did I miss this much?I smile at him as I move into a comfortable position and adjust him so his head is resting on my lap. I like it when you kiss me.The words replay in my mind as I stare at his sealed lips, and I almost laugh at all the thoughts running excited marathons in my head. Here I was trying to get him to surrender himself, and I get to find out that he just may have wanted me for as long as I’ve wanted him. Will he remember all this when he wakes up? This is going to be fun.I stiffen when

    Huling Na-update : 2025-01-22

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  • The Mafia's Boy Toy   76. Bombshell

    David;He suddenly cradles the side of his face in his palm as he slides close to me. “Tell me about it. “He says with his breath fanning my face, and I press myself harder into the door behind me in an attempt to create some space between us, but he wraps an arm around my waist, and pulls me to himself.“Every. Single. Detail… “He adds, and every cell in my body freezes in place.“I…I… I don’t know what you’re talking about…” I lie as I begin to struggle against him, but his grip is iron.“Really?” He questions, and my heart starts screaming in fear.“Let me remind you then.”He says, and before I can even process his words, I feel his lips crash against mine, and everything inside me dies in pure horror.His kiss is violent. Vicious. Disrespectful and intended to hurt. I try to push him away, but this just makes him press himself into me. “Don’t act like you don’t enjoy it.” He breathes as he breaks the kiss, and I struggle to catch my breath.“Please…” I try to beg him, but he kis

  • The Mafia's Boy Toy   75 - Tell Me EVERYTHING

    David;I walk out of the hospital, and I’m welcomed by the night’s cold breeze. I don’t even know what time it is, but I know it’s late.I didn’t tell Sal where I was going, or when I left, and my phone is dead. But he’d somehow be able to know I was here, right?I hope he’s not too mad. He must have tried calling me… or maybe he’s still just with his uncle and doesn’t know I stepped out. Maybe I’ll be able to get back home before he has a chance to be mad.I walk to the car park, searching my pockets for the key, but I stop dead in my tracks when I get to the car.My brows knit as I stare at the two flat tires and I remain frozen for a few seconds.“Oh, come on!”I rush to the other side, and the two tyres on that side are flat too.How!? Why!? Did someone do this out of anger because I parked badly??How the fuck am I to get all the way to the island tonight, without the car??I don’t even have any money on me.“Fuck! “I tell in annoyance as I kick the tyre.Even if I had some mo

  • The Mafia's Boy Toy   74 - Promise

    David;“God, please… Please don’t do this to me, I beg you…“The desperate words escape my lips as I wave through the traffic. I wipe my eyes with the back of my hands as my vision blurs with tears.I’ve lost so much, I can’t lose any more. I can’t… I can’t lose her. She means too much to me. She is the only family I have left. She’s my baby sister. I can not lose her. I can’t!I speed into the parking lot, and after parking the car rather roughly, I rush into the building. The receptionist tries to stop me, but I know where I’m going. I dash for the elevator, but it’s full, while the other is out of service.I can’t wait. I don’t know how much time I’ve lost, I don’t know if Vanessa is okay or not, and I can’t just stand here, waiting for the elevator.Following the signs hanging from the ceiling, I run to the stairs. Without stopping to think it through, I begin to rush up the fleet of stairs. I stumble and fall, my side slamming into the edge of the stairs, and blinding pain shoo

  • The Mafia's Boy Toy   73. Is She In Danger?

    David;I listen as Sal’s footsteps pull away from the room, and once I’m sure he’s gone, I turn to my phone on the bedside table. While coming here, the other day, I had a sinking suspicion that he bugged my phone. Now that I think about it, every time I was on a call with Vanessa, there were always echoes in the background. Like… Someone else was listening. I won’t be surprised if he bugged my phone. He’s quite distrusting. Besides, his line of work has shown that he needs to be very careful of the people around him.If I’m right, I won’t judge him, or be mad. Especially not when I’m about to spy on him too. He’s worried about something. And now he has a mysterious guest coming over at this time of night. Sal mostly keeps me out of his dirty business. But something is bothering him, and I can’t just sit on my hands.I sit on the bed and pick up my phone. I open its browser, and after a few minutes, I find it. The mirroring bug Sal got installed into my phone. This man has no idea th

  • The Mafia's Boy Toy   72. You're Not A Wave

    David;“You’re not a baby, David.“ Sal suddenly scolds me as he grabs my hand, and I stare at him in confusion as he pulls me back towards the room.“If you don’t take good care of yourself, you’ll fall sick! “He scolds as the door slams shut behind us, and he keeps pulling me towards the bed.I just told him I caught a cold. Why is he so angry?“I- “I try to speak, but he cuts me off. “You were in the water for so long, and you didn’t drink or wear anything warm when we got back. Didn’t you think you’d catch a cold? “He says as he makes me sit on the bed, and I blink at him in confusion.“It’s just a small cold. It’s not serious… “I say in a bid to lighten the situation, but he only glares at me.“There’s nothing small about your well-being! “He scolds, and I don’t know if to blush or be worried.“Sal? Are you- Is everything okay? “I question, and he sighs as he looks at me. “I may not always be here to look after you, David. You have to learn to take care of yourself. “He says, an

  • The Mafia's Boy Toy   71. Till I Get To David

    Salvatore;I stare down at David as he groans in his sleep and wraps his arm around me tighter. My fingers gently stroke his hair, and his words flood my mind._Yes. I know you’re Desmond. I’ve known for a while now, and I love you as both people. Salvatore, and Desmond. What makes you think I’d leave the man I fell in love with twice? What makes you think I’d want him to let go of me? “_I let out a breath and run my fingers over my face. He knows. For how long has he known? How did he find out? I was careful. So how?He seems to have truly fallen in love with me…I groan as I massage my temples. What do I do now?He soon moves a leg over mine, and a small smile splits my face. But I wipe it off as the severity of the situation dawns on me. I’m such a fool. I vow to keep him safe, and the next minutes, I all curled up in his embrace. How can I keep him safe if I can’t even keep him away? I need a drink. I gently move him off me, throw on a robe, grab my phone, and walk out of the ro

  • The Mafia's Boy Toy   70. The Next Plan

    David;“What do… What do you mean you- “He begins, and I smile at him. I take my hand up to the scar on his left cheek, and run my thumb over it, as my heart yearns to make him understand just how much I love him.“I knew you before you got this scar. “I say as I look into his eyes and watch his pupils tremble with disbelief.“I knew you before you grew your hair out… “I whisper as I run my fingers through his wet hair, and I watch him swallow.“I knew you before you got your tattoos… “I say as I trail my finger down his left arm, and I hear his breathing become heavy.“I knew you before you became the most dangerous man In Florida. I knew you when your father was the one who held that title. I knew you when you were just Desmond, and I loved you. I loved you then, and now. Vicious as you may be. Troubled as you may be. “I say as I press myself against him, and he doesn’t break eye contact with me. “I still love you. ““You may be a storm, but I’ll gladly lose my wings in your chaos. I

  • The Mafia's Boy Toy   69. I Love You

    David:Sal was right. The drug did work. The pain isn't completely gone, but at least, now it’s minimal. My body is no longer protesting against every movement, and I no longer feel like a sack of aching muscles.I get down from the car, and I’m met by a beautiful, natural space. Trees, grasses, the clear blue sky, and a lake in the distance. It doesn’t like anyone has been here recently. I take a deep breath, and the clean, unpolluted air sends sweet shivers down my spine. In the distance, I can see Sal swimming in the water. I tilt my head as I stare, and a small smile forms on my lips. This man is one big puzzle but every new part I manage to figure out ends up feeling like a sweet reward.I slowly walk over to the pier, and take a seat as I watch him swim about. He stops when he sees me, and I smile at him.“I was wondering when you’d come out. “He says, and I shrug, and I let the peaceful environment pull my senses into a soothing calm.“I was waiting for the drug to take effect

  • The Mafia's Boy Toy   68. A Big Dick

    David;“What happened to him? ““Is he alright? ““Should we call 911? “I hear the questions and whispers, but I’m too weak to open my eyes. In case you don’t understand, I passed out. Sal didn’t stop or have mercy on me. When my legs couldn’t hold me up anymore, he carried me. I lost count of how many times I came. All I can remember is him cleaning me up, and scooping me into his arms when all I could see were stars.“Remember this feeling each time you try to forget where you belong. “He whispered in my ear, and it’s all that’s been ringing in my ear.I’m slung over his shoulder. Each time I open my eyes, I see the ground and feel myself dangling.“He was alright just a few minutes ago. Should we be worried? “I hear someone question, and my eyes begin to flutter shut as sleep beckons unto me with the promise of sweet recovery from all the delicious aches in my muscles. “He slipped and fell in the restroom. With some rest, he’d be fine. “I hear Sal lie, and that’s the last thing I

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