Elina took another deep breath, set her shoulders and drew on every ounce of courage she had. “Baby,” she greeted softly. “I know you’re locked away from us, somewhere safe. Somewhere monsters can’t get to you. I know, because I’ve gone there a time or two myself. It’s all right to go there; we all need that respite once in a while. It isn’t cowardice, it’s self-preservation. Just know, you can’t stay there.”She stroked caresses down Amelia’s arm. “I know, Amelia. Darkness’s horrible creatures surrounded me and held me down. They ripped my clothes off. Some of them licked me with their tongues. Their tongues were black and bumpy with parasites wiggling on them. When they touched my skin I felt filthy.”She watched Amelia closely. The body never moved. Her skin was cool to the touch. Had those lashes fluttered, or had Elina just wanted them to do so? Could she do this again? Relive it all for Amelia? She had to, because it was what Amelia was escaping – what she couldn’t face – an
“So far, Darkness has been the aggressor every time,” Tensel said, looking around the circle of ancients, the men he trusted with his family. “I think it’s time we struck back and struck back hard. I know many of you have been out looking and scanning all around San Diego and the surrounding parks and hills, but so far, we’ve got nothing.”The ancients looked at one another, shaking their heads. “Not a thing,” Thomas reported. “They head out toward the water and we lose them there. I’ve checked ships. We all have. The wharf, docks, storage, they disappear without a trace.”“Even the newer demons,” Loj added. “We deliberately targeted them because they tend to leave such a mess behind making them easier to find. We’ve noticed they have another with them, one that’s been at it longer. Darkness isn’t taking chances with his recruits.”“That’s worrisome in itself,” Tensel said with a sigh. “No master devil has ever concerned himself with lesser ones. They’ve always been pawns to sacrific
“No.” Gary stated the denial firmly.The others shook their heads and shifted uncomfortably, as if they might surround Tensel and force him to stay where he was. Tensel looked shocked. He studied the ancients facing him and then slowly looked around the circle.“What is this?” The question was directed at Gary.“You have to be protected. We will hunt.” Gary answered.“I have always hunted,” Tensel said. “Granted, there are many at this table considered stronger and faster, but I have managed, these centuries, to stay alive. I will do what I have always done for our people.”Damonq cleared his throat to bring Tensel’s attention to him. “We are in a new world. An environment the rest of us are struggling to understand and catch up with. You are familiar with this world. You’ve shared your knowledge with us, but where we are still trying to process and learn to fit in, you do so naturally. You fit and move in this century with humans as if you are one of them. You understand their techn
Tensel snarled and leapt at Gary, landing inches from him. “I do not give orders to my fellow hunters.”Gary didn’t flinch. “You have no choice in this matter. None. Look around you. Long before Mikhail sent me, you already had those ancients following where you led. Mikhail recognized your abilities just as everyone at this table has.”Tensel snarled again, whirled around and paced across the room. The Ancient had wide shoulders, but already, Damonq could see weight settling there.“I am here to protect you. Mikhail sent you a healer to keep you alive. I will do so whether you wish it or not.”Damonq’s head went up. “I was there, Gary. In the monastery. Surely you told the prince that your lifemate was in Paris.”Gary sent him a quelling look. “She is no more than an infant. When there is time, I will search, but there are many years between now and then. As Valentine knows, it is not easy to have a child for a lifemate. It can be a special kind of hell. I know when she was born, and
Damonq knew he would take Elina’s choice away, and that was something a modern woman couldn’t live with. He didn’t know how to resolve that issue.Another man might have just let her make her choices and live with the consequences, but he wasn’t that man. He’d never be that man.Stop, Damonq. We talked about this. I am your lifemate. You told me I am and I believe you. I feel the ties connecting us with every breath I take. That means you respect me and see to my happiness.It also means I do the same for you. I know it won’t be easy staying in the house when I think I need to run outside to scoop up a child, but if you assure me you have it covered, and the others are watching over you, I’d only get in the way.He knew it was the best concession she could give him and he loved her all the more for it. His heart felt painful, it was so full. Elina. His heart and soul. There was no way to express to her the feelings he had for her.Thank you. I am sorry about discussing Darkness’s sliv
Damonq wasn’t about to admit he halfway agreed with that last statement of Sandu, not with his woman listening to them.“Damonq, I realize you want Elina tested immediately, but she has been harassed and prodded enough. If we can spare her, I would prefer that.” Tensel’s tone was gentle.Damonq closed his eyes. Was he so selfish that another man had to tell him what would be best for his lifemate? He had wanted to make certain no vestige of Darkness was left in her. Not one single trace.I share your need, Damonq. Perhaps I even drove it. The thought that Darkness might still have some small part of him in me or Carisma was more than I could stand. I wanted you to check me immediately. It’s okay, though. I can wait. May is a baby. She should be examined first. It makes sense to look at Valentine and Liv first as well. I am fine. Elina linked.She wasn’t. He could tell. She felt, once again, apart from everyone. She had been sitting quietly with Amelia, but now she wanted to go lock he
Elina pulled out of Damonq’s mind abruptly and he felt the loss instantly. He gripped her forearms and waited until she looked up at him. It took a while and her gaze kept sliding from his.“Don’t do that. We’re in this together. It doesn’t matter if the sliver is there. We know what Darkness is doing and we’re countering his every move. He can’t make you less than you are. He simply can’t.”“He knows what we’re doing. Those moments we talk, or you’re…” She broke off, shaking her head. “If I leave the house, he’s watching the children. My friends. You. He can hear what you say to one another. What we say to each other.” Her voice broke.His heart clenched hard in his chest. “That’s not the way it works, Elina. Just because he put a slice of himself into you, or someone else, that doesn’t mean he knows what everyone is doing. He would have to reach for it. Leave his body and go into the splinter. That’s always dangerous to him. Just as when we’re healing someone, the body is unprotecte
Elina stared out the window. Damonq and the others had gathered together to figure out the best way to get rid of the splinter Darkness had left in her. Her heart was so heavy she thought it might just shatter into a million pieces. There was no going back from this. It was the last straw. The very last. She’d done everything she knew how to do to make things right with Damonq and the others, but no matter what she did, there was always more.“Elina.”She closed her eyes. She was certain Tensel had sent Charlotte and Claire to assure her everything would be all right – but it wouldn’t. She would always be that girl from the streets. She could change species, but she couldn’t shed who she was inside. That girl.She touched her fingers to her face and was shocked to find blood red tears tracking down her cheeks. She stared for a moment at the blood smearing the pads of her fingers, not comprehending. Her tears were blood? She sat there feeling frozen inside. She didn’t answer the doo