Tensel snarled and leapt at Gary, landing inches from him. “I do not give orders to my fellow hunters.”Gary didn’t flinch. “You have no choice in this matter. None. Look around you. Long before Mikhail sent me, you already had those ancients following where you led. Mikhail recognized your abilities just as everyone at this table has.”Tensel snarled again, whirled around and paced across the room. The Ancient had wide shoulders, but already, Damonq could see weight settling there.“I am here to protect you. Mikhail sent you a healer to keep you alive. I will do so whether you wish it or not.”Damonq’s head went up. “I was there, Gary. In the monastery. Surely you told the prince that your lifemate was in Paris.”Gary sent him a quelling look. “She is no more than an infant. When there is time, I will search, but there are many years between now and then. As Valentine knows, it is not easy to have a child for a lifemate. It can be a special kind of hell. I know when she was born, and
Damonq knew he would take Elina’s choice away, and that was something a modern woman couldn’t live with. He didn’t know how to resolve that issue.Another man might have just let her make her choices and live with the consequences, but he wasn’t that man. He’d never be that man.Stop, Damonq. We talked about this. I am your lifemate. You told me I am and I believe you. I feel the ties connecting us with every breath I take. That means you respect me and see to my happiness.It also means I do the same for you. I know it won’t be easy staying in the house when I think I need to run outside to scoop up a child, but if you assure me you have it covered, and the others are watching over you, I’d only get in the way.He knew it was the best concession she could give him and he loved her all the more for it. His heart felt painful, it was so full. Elina. His heart and soul. There was no way to express to her the feelings he had for her.Thank you. I am sorry about discussing Darkness’s sliv
Damonq wasn’t about to admit he halfway agreed with that last statement of Sandu, not with his woman listening to them.“Damonq, I realize you want Elina tested immediately, but she has been harassed and prodded enough. If we can spare her, I would prefer that.” Tensel’s tone was gentle.Damonq closed his eyes. Was he so selfish that another man had to tell him what would be best for his lifemate? He had wanted to make certain no vestige of Darkness was left in her. Not one single trace.I share your need, Damonq. Perhaps I even drove it. The thought that Darkness might still have some small part of him in me or Carisma was more than I could stand. I wanted you to check me immediately. It’s okay, though. I can wait. May is a baby. She should be examined first. It makes sense to look at Valentine and Liv first as well. I am fine. Elina linked.She wasn’t. He could tell. She felt, once again, apart from everyone. She had been sitting quietly with Amelia, but now she wanted to go lock he
Elina pulled out of Damonq’s mind abruptly and he felt the loss instantly. He gripped her forearms and waited until she looked up at him. It took a while and her gaze kept sliding from his.“Don’t do that. We’re in this together. It doesn’t matter if the sliver is there. We know what Darkness is doing and we’re countering his every move. He can’t make you less than you are. He simply can’t.”“He knows what we’re doing. Those moments we talk, or you’re…” She broke off, shaking her head. “If I leave the house, he’s watching the children. My friends. You. He can hear what you say to one another. What we say to each other.” Her voice broke.His heart clenched hard in his chest. “That’s not the way it works, Elina. Just because he put a slice of himself into you, or someone else, that doesn’t mean he knows what everyone is doing. He would have to reach for it. Leave his body and go into the splinter. That’s always dangerous to him. Just as when we’re healing someone, the body is unprotecte
Elina stared out the window. Damonq and the others had gathered together to figure out the best way to get rid of the splinter Darkness had left in her. Her heart was so heavy she thought it might just shatter into a million pieces. There was no going back from this. It was the last straw. The very last. She’d done everything she knew how to do to make things right with Damonq and the others, but no matter what she did, there was always more.“Elina.”She closed her eyes. She was certain Tensel had sent Charlotte and Claire to assure her everything would be all right – but it wouldn’t. She would always be that girl from the streets. She could change species, but she couldn’t shed who she was inside. That girl.She touched her fingers to her face and was shocked to find blood red tears tracking down her cheeks. She stared for a moment at the blood smearing the pads of her fingers, not comprehending. Her tears were blood? She sat there feeling frozen inside. She didn’t answer the doo
Of course Elina knew she would do as Damonq asked. What else was there for her when his voice stroked caresses in her mind and righted her tilting world? She forced her stiff body to respond. Very slowly she got to her feet, her eyes on him. She smoothed her hand down the beautiful dress he’d created for her and took a deep breath.For you, Damonq, because I’d do anything for you.Love surrounded her. His love. It poured into her like a healing balm. It spread through her mind, rushing to encompass her heart. The emotion went deeper, finding her soul and wrapping it up in him – in his love. His love was deep and abiding and endless. Unconditional. She saw it and felt it and it made her ashamed that she wasn’t stronger for him. Still, if he wanted her to lean on him, to choose his way in this time of madness, she would follow him. She would do it even when she felt it would be better for him if she left him.I wouldn’t survive you leaving me. I am weak in ways you cannot imagine. Yo
Damonq’s soft laughter warmed Elina’s heart. She loved to hear him laugh. She knew it didn’t happen often and she felt it was a great victory every time she made him laugh – even it if was at her expense. Hän sívamak.He stroked the endearment along the walls of her mind. Caressing her with it. Beloved. She loved how he called her that. Or his heart. Sometimes it was keeper of his soul. But she loved beloved.Pesäd te engemal.I don’t know what that means.It means you are safe with me. Do you feel safe? Do you know that I would do anything for you? Pesäd te engemal. You are safe with me.She loved him so much she was overwhelmed with the emotion. She wanted to run to him, fling her arms around him and hold him tight. Just hold him, so he knew he was just as safe with her. She wasn’t going anywhere. If Amelia could face the world, holding her head high without an extraordinary man like Damonq standing beside her, then certainly Elina could do it.I love you so very much, Damonq.Tha
“He also told Tensel you love the dragons and he wanted to incorporate dragons into the design. I thought that was very cool,” Charlotte went on. “Did you talk about it with him? About the dragons? He was very specific.”Elina shook her head. “Specific in what way?”“The headboard is the male dragon with his wings outspread. The footboard is the female dragon with her wings spread. He wanted the feeling of the baby being held by both, protected by both. Loved, he said. The carvings are beautiful, and both Tensel and Damonq are weaving strong safeguards into the wood.”Elina set the quilt carefully on the small end table and stood up to walk to the window. She touched the glass, staring out at Damonq. He was talking, shaking his head, the others listening. Tensel said something, and Damonq nodded. Suddenly he turned his head and looked straight at her. His features had been stone, cold, expressionless. The moment his gaze touched her, he warmed.You have need of me?Just looking at th