Elina stared out the window. Damonq and the others had gathered together to figure out the best way to get rid of the splinter Darkness had left in her. Her heart was so heavy she thought it might just shatter into a million pieces. There was no going back from this. It was the last straw. The very last. She’d done everything she knew how to do to make things right with Damonq and the others, but no matter what she did, there was always more.“Elina.”She closed her eyes. She was certain Tensel had sent Charlotte and Claire to assure her everything would be all right – but it wouldn’t. She would always be that girl from the streets. She could change species, but she couldn’t shed who she was inside. That girl.She touched her fingers to her face and was shocked to find blood red tears tracking down her cheeks. She stared for a moment at the blood smearing the pads of her fingers, not comprehending. Her tears were blood? She sat there feeling frozen inside. She didn’t answer the doo
Of course Elina knew she would do as Damonq asked. What else was there for her when his voice stroked caresses in her mind and righted her tilting world? She forced her stiff body to respond. Very slowly she got to her feet, her eyes on him. She smoothed her hand down the beautiful dress he’d created for her and took a deep breath.For you, Damonq, because I’d do anything for you.Love surrounded her. His love. It poured into her like a healing balm. It spread through her mind, rushing to encompass her heart. The emotion went deeper, finding her soul and wrapping it up in him – in his love. His love was deep and abiding and endless. Unconditional. She saw it and felt it and it made her ashamed that she wasn’t stronger for him. Still, if he wanted her to lean on him, to choose his way in this time of madness, she would follow him. She would do it even when she felt it would be better for him if she left him.I wouldn’t survive you leaving me. I am weak in ways you cannot imagine. Yo
Damonq’s soft laughter warmed Elina’s heart. She loved to hear him laugh. She knew it didn’t happen often and she felt it was a great victory every time she made him laugh – even it if was at her expense. Hän sívamak.He stroked the endearment along the walls of her mind. Caressing her with it. Beloved. She loved how he called her that. Or his heart. Sometimes it was keeper of his soul. But she loved beloved.Pesäd te engemal.I don’t know what that means.It means you are safe with me. Do you feel safe? Do you know that I would do anything for you? Pesäd te engemal. You are safe with me.She loved him so much she was overwhelmed with the emotion. She wanted to run to him, fling her arms around him and hold him tight. Just hold him, so he knew he was just as safe with her. She wasn’t going anywhere. If Amelia could face the world, holding her head high without an extraordinary man like Damonq standing beside her, then certainly Elina could do it.I love you so very much, Damonq.Tha
“He also told Tensel you love the dragons and he wanted to incorporate dragons into the design. I thought that was very cool,” Charlotte went on. “Did you talk about it with him? About the dragons? He was very specific.”Elina shook her head. “Specific in what way?”“The headboard is the male dragon with his wings outspread. The footboard is the female dragon with her wings spread. He wanted the feeling of the baby being held by both, protected by both. Loved, he said. The carvings are beautiful, and both Tensel and Damonq are weaving strong safeguards into the wood.”Elina set the quilt carefully on the small end table and stood up to walk to the window. She touched the glass, staring out at Damonq. He was talking, shaking his head, the others listening. Tensel said something, and Damonq nodded. Suddenly he turned his head and looked straight at her. His features had been stone, cold, expressionless. The moment his gaze touched her, he warmed.You have need of me?Just looking at th
Elina’s stomach knotted, and she put her hand carefully over her baby as if she could protect her. A cloud passed over the moon, an ominous sign. Even the wind chose that moment to kick up leaves and twigs against the window. “I think, no matter what, as long as Darkness lives, we should all be on alert, even here in the safety of the compound.”She squared her shoulders as Damonq broke away from the group and started toward the house. She refused to give the appearance of cowering inside. She immediately put down the quilt, stroking her hand over it to collect courage and peace as she hurried to the door. She was halfway down the outside steps when Damonq got there. He swept her up, his hands at her waist, lifting her off her feet and swinging her around to set her on the ground.The small, dizzying dance warmed her. She slid her arm around his waist and looked up at him. “Your supersecret meeting is over?”He narrowed his eyes at her. “Are you giving me a hard time about our stra
Damonq’s arm circled Elina’s waist, and he pulled her back against his solid body. Leaning down, he whispered in her ear, his mouth moving against her earlobe, yet he spoke telepathically, making his communication intimate.Think only of me, of what I wish to do to you. I do not care if the others are close. I want to slowly remove this dress, slip the buttons from their holes and allow the dress to slip from your body and pool at your feet. Feel me. So hard for you. I am always like that now.It was impossible to think about anything else when he spoke like that to her.Think of me when I’m inside you. When I am a shield and a destroyer. Think of only me, Elina. Do this for me.She nodded. I’ll try. It shouldn’t be that hard. His body was pressed so tightly against hers, the fullness of his cock reminding her how it felt when he was inside of her.He pulled her down on top of him, his body hard beneath hers, his arms around her waist, his chin on her shoulder. Just that fast he sh
STORMMy eyes snapped open suddenly, my heart pounding in my chest as I emerged from a daunting dream that left me breathless.I sat up in bed, my mind still reeling from the vivid images that had plagued my sleep.In my dream, Kaden, the man I secretly harbored feelings for, I secretly longed for, had been viciously attacked by a terrifying red beast with piercing red eyes. I don’t think I would be forgetting the details anytime soon. They were etched into my memory now, and a sense of fear and urgency washed over me. I needed to see Kaden. Damn my earlier decision to stay away from him. Damn him too for respecting it.In the dream, I had found myself in a dense, foreboding forest. The moon casted an eerie glow through the twisted branches overhead, casting long, haunting shadows on the forest floor. I had watched as a young man, whom of course I recognized as Kaden, ran desperately through the woods, his fear palpable.As Kaden fled, a monstrous beast emerged from the darkness. It
The aroma of freshly cooked dinner filled the air as I joined Lucy and Justin at the dining table. I tried to push aside my troubling thoughts and immerse myself in the lively conversation and laughter going between the duo. They were talking about some vacation.I wondered why. We had just arrived for college. A vacation now wasn’t necessary. But I still listened as I dipped my fork into the spaghetti filled plate.For a while, it worked-pushing down my concerns. The company of my friends provided a temporary respite from the weight of my own worries.Lucy, always the social butterfly, animatedly recounted a funny incident from a few hours ago while I and her had walked by one area of the school grounds, causing Justin to burst into laughter.The sound was like music to my ears, a temporary respite from the darkness that had consumed my thoughts.I listened intently, grateful for the distraction that their conversations provided.Justin, the overachiever, spoke passionately about his