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Thursday 29th April 2021*******************************Damian is wonderful. He made me breakfast this morning after I woke up in his arms and then fucked me again. God his dick is amazing. I can positively say it's the best dick I've taken up my ass before. He knew exactly how to make me feel good and gave me a mind blowing orgasm with his fucking and touching. Unfortunately I've got to go home and do a job with my cousins so I couldn't stay for another round. My ass is sore but I manage to look normal as I step into the Romano mansion. I can hear my cousins arguing so I go into the lounge and stand in the doorway.Lorenzo is sat on the couch cleaning a gun with a bored expression on his face. I'm pretty sure Enzo is a sociopath but I'd never tell him that, he has an extremely short temper and would probably shoot me. He doesn't show much remorse and only cares about his twin brother, Giovanni.Gio is so sweet, he hates being in the mafia so he mainly does hacking and security on computers away from the violence. He still knows how to defend himself because his parents wouldn't settle for anything less.The two idiotas fighting are Matteo and Luca. Matteo is very level headed and knows how to balance mafia and home life. He's very skilled and intelligent and always focuses on his job.Luca is my second in command for when I take over as Cappo from my papà. He doesn't take anything seriously and is very playful and funny. It can be refreshing when you deal with our family business but it's gotten him in trouble.My cousins live in the mansion with me and my parents. Luca's papà, Emilio, lives here too because he's my papà's second in command. Emilio is nicer than my papà because he doesn't think abusing me will make me a better leader. I can always talk to him when I need to but he doesn't know I'm gay yet. He would have to tell my papà and then I'd be six feet under. Luca's ma died when he was young, she was caught in the crossfire and I don't think Emilio ever got over her death, they were married since they were 18."Why are you fighting?" I ask sternly. They all turn to look at me and Luca looks straight to my neck where there are hickeys from Damian."Who ate you?" He laughs and Matteo even cracks a smile."None of your business, now what's the arguing about?" I ask again."Matteo wants me to help him overlook a transport but I want to go to the club and pick up a girl," Luca says."I'll go with Matteo. You go get an std from some random girl," I say to Luca and he rolls his eyes."I'll use protection," he sighs. Enzo leaves with a nod to me as Matteo starts explaining what we have to do."We're low on people working over the vinegar transport so Antonio wants us to go," Matteo says. Antonio is my papà's name and since he's ordered it, I better go.The thing about my papà is he's a cruel and ruthless Cappo. He wants me to be the best and nothing lower which means he's pushed me so far. He wanted to make me tough so he's done everything to me that could happen if I was to be kidnapped. Not to get into too many details, but that's where my scars and fear of water come from."I'll drive," Matteo says as we go down to the garage. He gets in his flashy car and I get in the passenger seat, hoping we don't see my dad on the way.I pull my phone out and send Damian a text to see if he will talk to me during the long drive. He replies quickly and I smile to myself as I tell him I miss his dick."Who are you texting?" Matteo asks."Damian," I say and he sighs. My cousins know I'm gay and they all promise not to tell my papà because they don't care."Isn't he too old?""It doesn't matter if he is old. He can still fuck me good," I say and Matteo gags. I laugh and keep texting Damian."Do you think you'll ever tell Antonio you're gay?""No way, he'd kill me on slight.""On sight," he corrects and I grumble. He's always been the best at picking up English. Me and Lorenzo are the worst at it because we don't see why we have to speak perfect at it. Most of the people I know speak Italian anyways. My papà expects me to be perfect at it anyways so I have no choice. He even makes us speak English at home so we get better.It takes an hour to get to the docks my family runs. I can see the boat coming in so me and Matteo go straight through the security gates and to the loading bay."I hate this job, it's so boring," I say as I light a cigarette and sit on a low wall. Matteo scolds me but I wave him off, watching the boat be docked up."Sta impiegando troppo tempo!" I complain."It's supposed to take a long time! This is our job! Stop whining or I'll call Antonio," Matteo says angrily. I roll my eyes but secretly I'm terrified of him calling my dad so I behave. I take a drag from the cigarette and stand up as the captain of the ship comes over to talk with us."Everything went well on the shipment, your people can start unloading now," he says and I nod. Our workers start unloading the huge crates of balsamic vinegar that we control the imports of. People always seem surprised when they find out we don't only import and export drugs. We will get involved in any business that will benefit us and a lot of that is legal, although our methods may not always be within the law.I takes three hours to get everything loaded into trucks and driving away to warehouses."Are we finally done?" I ask and Matteo says yes, letting us go to the car to drive home."I hate boring jobs like this," I say and Matteo glares at me."I know, you say every time," he grumbles. "You also complain about the messy jobs, the dangerous jobs, and any job you have to do.""I never got a chance to enjoy myself as a kid, this is me trying to make up for lost time," I argue."By fucking anything that moves?""I do not fuck girls, only boys.""That's even worse. Antonio expects you to have a child, preferably a boy, that can take over from you. If you don't find a girlfriend soon you know he'll find one for you," he says and I sigh, because it's true. I'm really just hoping he forgets or miraculously becomes gay friendly."That is my problem to deal with. I've found good fuck buddy who cares about me enough to make me dinner and breakfast so I'm happy. Even if Papà kills me, I'll die happy.""That's bleak," Matteo says."What does beak mean?""Bleak. It means sad," he says and I nod."I don't care if it is sad. It is reality."Matteo doesn't answer me, he just drives us back to the mansion and tells me to go report to Antonio. I go to his office and knock on the door firmly."Come in," he says gruffly. My anxiety spikes at his annoyed tone. I go inside and see him sat at his desk typing furiously.He's the most terrifying man I've ever seen. He's covered in tattoos and has scars on his tanned skin. He never wears anything other than a fitted black suit and expensive rings on his fingers. He's started to get some grey mixed in his dark brown hair and a few wrinkles around his eyes but that doesn't make him less threatening."Ciao Papà," I say as I sit on the chair in front of his desk. He holds his hand up as he finishes what he's doing so I stay quiet."How did the loading go?" He asks in his thick Italian accent."It was fine. Nothing was stolen and it all made it to the warehouses," I say as my hands fidget. I try to hold eye contact but I end up looking away from his intense gaze."Why so nervous?" He asks as he leans back in his office chair."Non sono," I answer."English," he growls."Sorry.""Just relax. You did your job so there is no need to be fearful," he explains and I nod."Is there anything else you would like me to do?" I ask, focusing on getting the English right."Help your ma cook lunch, then you can do whatever you want," he says and dismisses me.I go to the kitchen where my ma is cooking with Emilio and ask if they need help."You can slice the tomatoes for the sandwiches," my ma says. I take off my jacket and cut thin slices carefully."Where is Luca?" Emilio asks me."He went to the club to pick up a girl," I say and Emilio laughs."What club is open this early?" He asks and looks to his watch."There's a 24/7 club that he goes to. I call it the STD club," I say and my ma gasps. She's a bit of a prude."He better not get an STD," Emilio warns and I laugh."He uses protection-""Enough of this talk while I am making food," my ma interrupts. Me and Emilio smirk at each other as we finish making the sandwiches.I call for my cousins to come get theirs as we sit at the long dining table. My ma goes to get my papà as we start eating the delicious sandwiches. He comes down with her and sits beside me at the table."They are very good, thank you ma," I say and she smiles. I hear the front door open and then slam as Luca comes in."Food!" He cheers as he sits down and starts eating."Why did you slam the door?" Emilio asks sternly."It was an accident," he says sheepishly."Did you not find a girl?" Giovanni asks Luca with a grin."I did," he says and Emilio shudders."I don't want to hear about my son's sex life while I eat my lunch," Emilio complains."Sorry pops," Luca says and rolls his eyes, but Antonio sends him a dark look so he apologises for being rude. At least I'm not the only one afraid of my papà.After lunch, I go to my room and my papà follows."What are those on your neck?" He asks as he crosses his arms across his chest."I was at a girls house last night and she gave me hickeys," I say as I cover them with my hand."I don't want you to have them again, I can't have people thinking my son is a whore," he says firmly before he leaves my room. I sigh dramatically and fall onto my bed.My phone dings and I look to see Damian has sent me a picture. I open it and gasp when I see a picture of his erection inside his underwear.Damian: I miss youMe: I saw you this morningDamian: but my dick misses youMe: we can FaceTime if you want to see me jerk off ;)Damian: yes please!I lock my bedroom door and strip naked, turning on my laptop so I can position it in front of me. I lean my back against the headboard of my bed and cross my legs so my growing erection can be seen on the camera. I call Damian and he accepts straight away, his face in the camera. I connect my AirPods so no one walking past can hear anything and Damian positions his phone so I can see him sat on his bed."Hello Dolcezza," I say as I stroke myself slowly."Hello Vinny, already jerking off?" He asks and I roll my eyes."You send me a dick pic, of course I'd be horny," I say as I smear the precum on the head of my dick."You're so hot," Damian tells me as he pulls his underwear down and lets out his impressive length. My lips part as I watch him jerk off and play with his balls. My grip tightens around my own cock as I speed up my hand."My ass is still sore from you," I say and he smirks."We should meet up again soon," he tells me."Yes, I love your dick," I say and he laughs as he rubs his erection."There's so many things I want to do to your body.""Like what?""I really want to hang your head of the end of the bed and fuck your throat," he says and a load of precum leaks out of my dick."Sì, what else?" I ask as my breathing picks up speed."I want to spank your ass until it's a bright red as I fuck you. I want to fuck you so hard your cute little asshole will be gaping when I'm done with you, just like this morning," he says with a wink. My cheeks flush red as my wrist speeds up and I get closer to the edge. I tip my head back, careful of the headboard, and moan with my hand over my mouth."I'm going to cum," I gasp as my balls tighten. I suppress my moan as I unload cum onto my chest, my legs shaking as my dick twitches. I can hear Damian moan through the headphones and I look to see him cumming."That was hot," I say and Damian nods."Now I just need you here to lick off the cum."Translations:Sta impiegando troppo tempo- it's taking too longNon sono- I'm notVincent's pov Saturday 1st May 2021******************************"Can I cuff you hands to the bed?" Damian asks me. I look to where he's holding my hands above my head and nod."Fuck yes," I say and he smirks. We're both naked on his bed and about to fuck, his dick got so close to my hole but he stopped to ask me his question. I'm so hard and ready for him to ravish me but he goes into his closet and searches through a box. I lay my head in the pillows as he kneels back between my legs and attaches a leather cuff to my left wrist. He passes the chain through the headboard bars and then attached my right wrist tightly. I pull a little but they stay solid. "Very hot," I say and he leans down to kiss me. I feel his condom covered dick against my asshole as he presses into me slowly. I moan and Damian starts kissing my neck. "Don't leave marks.""Why not?" He asks as he slams into me. I throw my head back into the pillows and let out a choked moan as he hits my prostate. I takes a mo
Vincent's povSaturday 1st May 2021***************************"What?" Me and Alessandra both yell at the same time. "I'm not marrying him! You know I have a boyfriend!" Alessandra argues with her papà."You are not marrying that boyfriend of yours! He's a bad influence and not what we need in this family!" He shouts back. They start arguing as I try to gather my thoughts. "Can I speak to you outside?" I ask papà. He nods and we go to the hall outside the lounge."She's beautiful isn't she? Perfect for you," he says and I frown."She is pretty, but I don't want want to marry her," I say."I don't care what you want to do, you're marrying her.""I'm not marrying her. I want to marry someone I love, not someone I don't even know," I say and papà glares."You will marry her. You have plenty of time to get to know her because she's staying with us until the wedding. She will be sharing your room so make sure it's clean," he tells me."No! I can't marry her! You can't make me do this!"
Damian's pov Monday 3rd May 2021*****************************I still hate talking with Orion but Marcus threatened me so I had to come. "Have you had anymore suicidal thoughts" he asks. "No," I answer."Don't lie, have you had any suicidal thoughts?""A few, but nothing bad.""Elaborate," he says as he scribbles on his notepad. "I don't know, just guilt again. I shouldn't be here," I say and Orion waits for me to keep going. "It's just so unfair that Marcus went through so much worse than me and I didn't stop it from happening. He got terrible scars while I'm totally okay. I was supposed to keep Marcus safe and I put him in danger by banning Adrian from my club.""What would you have done differently?""I'd have kept Adrian at the club, then at least I could have kept an eye on him.""But didn't Adrian want you to become his submissive? How would that have worked?""I'd have told him no but that we could stay friends.""You know Adrian would never have taken no for an answer.""
Vincent's pov Tuesday 4th May 2021*********************************"You are bad influence," I say as I rub my sore head. Damian laughs but winces when his own hangover hits him. "You suggested drinking," he grumbles as I climb off his body. We're both still fully dressed and stinking of alcohol."You should have said no," I say and he rolls his eyes but I can see him smiling a little. I follow him to the kitchen where he gets me a glass of water and headache pills. "Take these and drink all the water. It'll make you feel better," he says and I do as he says. He does the same and watches closely as some of the water drips down my chin. "What are you looking at?" I ask innocently and he pins me against the counter, his arms boxing me in as his lips connect with mine. My head throbs but I don't mind as his tongue dances with mine hungrily. His thigh pushes between my legs and I moan into his mouth. "You're so hot," Damian breathes as his lips trail down my neck. "I'm too hungover
Vincent's povTuesday 4th May 2021*****************************Everything hurts. I just want to stay in bed for the whole day but I've got things to do. Papà really damaged my chest and he's left a huge bruise across my nose which I now have to deal with today. I hold my ribs as I sit up in bed, a groan escaping my lips. Alessandra is still asleep but I must wake her as I stand up. "Do you need some help?" She asks with an amused face as I let out a shaky breath. "When I have showered, can you put the strips on my cut?" I ask and she nods. I go to the bathroom and look in the mirror, wincing at the cut on my cheek that needs new plaster strips putting on. I quickly shower, trying to be careful with my sore chest and nose. I takes a long time to get dried and dressed because I can't bend very far over without shooting pain in my ribs. "Come here," Alessandra says when I come out fully dressed. She has the first aid box and carefully changes the plasters already on my face to clea
Vincent's pov Wednesday 5th May 2021******************************He is my boyfriend. My boyfriend. I love him. I love waking up next to him. His arm is across my chest as his head is rested in my neck, his leg over my waist. I look down at his face and smile at his relaxed sleepy face. I kiss his forehead and his eyes flutter open, his blue iris' looking at me. "Good morning," he says as he yawns and stretches out. He rolls onto his back and I cuddle into his side, wincing when I hurt my sore ribs."Good morning. You're my boyfriend," I say with a grin. "I am your boyfriend." He leans and kisses me gently, his tongue probing into my mouth. I hold onto his jaw as we make out, his soft lips moving against mine. I'll never grow tired of kissing him. "I love you dolcezza," I say as we break the kiss briefly. "I love you too Vinny," he says and moves so I can feel his morning wood on my leg. "Can I give you a blowjob?" I ask and he nods, pulling the blanket down and exposing his
Vincent's pov Thursday 6th May 2021******************************Me and Alessandra are laying on my bed together naked. I asked if she could just get pregnant by her boyfriend but she laughed and said he's black so they would notice when the baby is born. She called her boyfriend and he said he's okay with me getting her pregnant because we have to so we stay safe. My papà would kill us both if we refused."So, how do you want to do this?" She asks awkwardly. We've been here for ten minutes now, my dick desperately limp because her body just isn't attractive to me. "I don't know, how do you do it?" I ask."I thought you'd had sex before?" She asks."I have," I blush and she sits up. "Are you a virgin?" "No! I've had lots of sex," I say and she looks to my soft member and back to me. "Are you gay?" She asks. "No way! Why would you think that?""You're not even slightly hard yet. It's okay if you're gay, I'm not homophobic," she says and I sigh. "I have a boyfriend," I tell her
Vincent's pov Saturday 15th May 2021********************************I'm so nervous. Me and Alessandra are waiting for the second pregnancy test to show us if she's pregnant. The first one was negative so we tried again with more viagra. Thankfully I didn't pass out that time. "What if it's negative again?" I ask as she paces the room. We left the test in the bathroom until it's finished showing us the answer and she has to keep me out until the timer goes off. "We try again if it is negative," She says and I sigh. The timer goes off and we both rush to the bathroom to see the test says negative. "Cazzo!" I swear as I throw the test in the bin. "Calm down, we can try again," she says but I storm out of the bathroom and drop onto the bed. "Why is my life like this?" I ask to no one in particular. I hear a knock on the door and my papà opens the door and walks in. I sit up quickly as he looks at the hickies on my chest from Damian yesterday. He looks at Alessandra and she looks
George's Pov *********************Am I dead? I should be dead. I shot myself in the head. Why can I feel sand? I open my eyes and wince when it's really bright around me. I blink a few times then slowly sit up. I use my hands to lift myself up and feel sand again. I look around and frown when I realise I'm on a beach. Is this... heaven? I should be in hell if I'm being honest. I look around more as I stand up and stop when I see a house on the beach. It looks exactly like the one me and Lorenzo were looking at before he... you know. The front door opens and a dog bounds out and runs into the ocean. A black Labrador, Enzo's favourite dog. My heart almost stops when I see him walk out of the door after the dog. He has a huge smile on his face and is only wearing summer shorts. He turns and looks at me with a shocked face. He's quite far away from me, but we both start running to get to each other. "George?" Enzo shouts as he gets closer. I start laughing as we both collide an
Vincent's pov Tuesday 30th June 2026*****************************Four years ago today, Lorenzo passed away. His parents moved to Italy for good but Giovanni stayed and helped me take back the business. Turns out Gio is stronger than us all and makes an amazing second in command. Enzo is missed everyday, but life has to go on. A lot has changed. George's funeral happened a couple of days after Enzo's. He was buried right next to Enzo with a matching headstone. It was a very difficult day, I felt so fucking guilty about it all. I go to see Orion every month to help me deal with it because Damian wanted me too. I'm getting somewhere with it, but it'll always be at the back of my mind. Damian is an amazing help, whenever I feel like shit he's always there to cuddle me and make me feel better.I decided to stay as Cappo. I couldn't abandon my family like that. I took full control and now we rarely have any issues because I built up my reputation. Domino also lives with us now. Last ye
Vincent's pov Monday 4th July 2022******************************It's Enzo's funeral today. Everyone is a mess. Giovanni refused to leave his room all weekend, we had to bring him something to eat and drink but he wouldn't touch them. Thankfully Martina and Stefano flew back from Italy yesterday and got Gio to eat something. Having his parents here has really helped Gio deal with his grief. Stefano apologised to me because he couldn't apologise to Enzo for being so homophobic. We've forgiven him because Enzo would have, he loved his papà. Even Emilio cried, and I've never seen him do that before. Him and Martina sorted the funeral for today because George was too much of a wreck to be helpful. He's been staying at the mansion because I didn't want him to be alone, although these past three days I've been angry at him. Damian helped me realise I'm not angry at him, I'm angry at the people who killed Enzo so this morning before the funeral I'm going to have to apologise.I look at m
Vincent's pov Thursday 30th June 2022**********************************"Your knee is digging into my thigh," Damian groans as he wakes up. I move my leg from where I had it across his body and roll over onto my back. "You didn't have to stop cuddling me.""I have to get up now anyways," I say and kiss his cheek before I slip out of bed and watch as Damian sits up with a yawn. I go into the bathroom and start the shower as I get my toothbrush. Damian joins me as I'm brushing my teeth and stands in front of the toilet to pee which makes me raise an eyebrow at him."I am trying to brush my teeth and you are peeing?" I ask as toothpaste drips a little. He rolls my eyes and finishes peeing then wraps his arms around my waist and hugs me from behind as I spit into the sink and wash my face. "You're too cute. You're like a housewife," he says and I turn around quickly. "Cosa?" I demand. "Wait no. I didn't mean that. I just mean now we're married you care about me peeing next to you whe
Damian's pov Tuesday 14th June 2022*******************************I'm getting married today. It's actually happening. Fuck I'm nervous. I'm stood at the alter now with Marcus by my side as we wait for Vinny to be walked down the isle. I was worried when he first said he wanted to get married in Italy because there's a lot of other mafia families who aren't happy about him being gay but it's alright. They all left us alone when Vinny sent out threats. The venue is gorgeous, it's right by the coast outside a hotel that specialises in weddings. There's an outside courtyard that has a view of the ocean where all the seats are set up. When the ceremony is over the staff will set the same area up for the meal, and for the log cutting. Vinny was very serious when he said he wanted us to do an Italian tradition where the couple cuts a log in half with a double sided saw. I thought it was strange but I'd do anything to make him happy. "Are you okay?" Marcus asks from beside me. "I'm ne
Vincent's povSunday 12th June 2022********************************I'm getting married in two days! My ma decided she's not coming. We went to go see her in Italy and she apologised for Antonio's behaviour but said she wants nothing to do with me. I took it pretty hard but I still went to Antonio's grave. Me and Damian were there for an hour as I ranted and cried about everything he did to me. It felt good though, I feel like a weight has been lifted off my chest. And I got a weekend in Italy with my fiancé where we had lots of sex and I showed him around where I grew up. We're going to go back there for our honeymoon.I think I've solved Enzo's issue. He came to me complaining about George's colleagues who were out to get Enzo for "corrupting" George. I went to the main cop who was causing issues and gave him a broken finger and a warning to leave my family alone. Enzo said he's had no more issues with him so hopefully it worked. Yesterday was my official bachelor party with my f
Vincent's povTuesday 4th January 2022*********************************I'm going to visit Domino today with Damian. It's the first time they're meeting and I really want it to go well. We're going to tell him about our engagement then my lawyer Frankie will help Domino appeal his case. When we were inside together he always said he wanted to appeal the case because it could be seen in self defence but he didn't have the money or a good enough lawyer. "Why didn't you mention he's a murderer?" Damian whisper yells as we walk into the prison. "It was not important," I shrug and he sighs dramatically. "Yes it is important," he argues back."He did it on someone who deserved it, just like me. So you should be fine with him," I say as I cross my arms across my chest. "Fine, I'm okay with him. Let's go," he says and we go through the metal detectors which go off for me. I stand with my arms spread as a guard pats me down for anything dangerous. I didn't bring anything this time so he d
Vincent's pov Wednesday 29th December 2021**************************************I'm so happy to be home but I haven't been able to enjoy it yet because I'm so busy. I was even working on Christmas which Damian was really angry at me for, we didn't speak all day because he was punishing me. He went to Marcus' place for the day as I sulked and worked. It's been difficult getting everything back on track after I was gone for two months and Damian just doesn't understand that. We haven't had sex since I got back either. It's not because of the rape, that doesn't bother me very much although I did have a nightmare about it. Damian doesn't know about that though, I told him it was just a dream and he let it go. We haven't had sex because I come to bed late and he's already asleep when I get in. Our relationship has been strained since I broke down crying on his lap and I know it's my fault. Emilio sat me down the other day and told me I have to step up so I went to the doctors and got
Damian's pov Thursday 23rd December 2021*************************************It's Vincent's trial today. They said he had to plead not guilty and he'd get out today but I'm still worried they will take him back for longer. It's in the late afternoon so I've been stressed all day. It's been so strange to sleep in our bed alone. I keep waking up and feeling around in the bed for him then getting upset when I realise he isn't here. We've all missed him in the mansion, it doesn't feel the same without him bossing people around or joking with Luca. I don't know how he will be when he gets home. After being raped by a guard I've noticed he seems more closed off when I go to visit. He wouldn't tell me much about what was going on inside and he seemed to be putting on fake smiles. Right now I'm putting a suit on so I can look nice for the trail. I put a tie on and look at myself in the mirror for a moment, taking a deep breath to get ready to see my boyfriend properly. Marcus, Nathan, a