Vincent's pov Thursday 6th May 2021******************************Me and Alessandra are laying on my bed together naked. I asked if she could just get pregnant by her boyfriend but she laughed and said he's black so they would notice when the baby is born. She called her boyfriend and he said he's okay with me getting her pregnant because we have to so we stay safe. My papà would kill us both if we refused."So, how do you want to do this?" She asks awkwardly. We've been here for ten minutes now, my dick desperately limp because her body just isn't attractive to me. "I don't know, how do you do it?" I ask."I thought you'd had sex before?" She asks."I have," I blush and she sits up. "Are you a virgin?" "No! I've had lots of sex," I say and she looks to my soft member and back to me. "Are you gay?" She asks. "No way! Why would you think that?""You're not even slightly hard yet. It's okay if you're gay, I'm not homophobic," she says and I sigh. "I have a boyfriend," I tell her
Vincent's pov Saturday 15th May 2021********************************I'm so nervous. Me and Alessandra are waiting for the second pregnancy test to show us if she's pregnant. The first one was negative so we tried again with more viagra. Thankfully I didn't pass out that time. "What if it's negative again?" I ask as she paces the room. We left the test in the bathroom until it's finished showing us the answer and she has to keep me out until the timer goes off. "We try again if it is negative," She says and I sigh. The timer goes off and we both rush to the bathroom to see the test says negative. "Cazzo!" I swear as I throw the test in the bin. "Calm down, we can try again," she says but I storm out of the bathroom and drop onto the bed. "Why is my life like this?" I ask to no one in particular. I hear a knock on the door and my papà opens the door and walks in. I sit up quickly as he looks at the hickies on my chest from Damian yesterday. He looks at Alessandra and she looks
Damian's povSaturday 15th May 2021*******************************I've missed all of my appointments with Orion over the past two weeks because I've got Vincent and I've been feeling much better. That didn't stop Orion from contacting me to ask me to come and then telling Marcus who has made me come today. He came to my house this morning and made me get dressed before he dragged me to his car and drove me to Orion's office. I'm now sulking in the passenger seat as he tries to convince me to go inside. "You've got to go see him," he says as he turns to look at me."I'm fine, I don't need to go," I tell him but he sighs and gets out the car to walk to my side. He opens the car door and I waits for me to get out but I just glare at the floor."Damian. Get out now. You need to talk to him even if this is the last time you do. Just talk to him about why you don't want to go anymore," Marcus says. I huff and unbuckle the seatbelt so I can get out of the car. Marcus smiles as he walks me
Damian's pov Thursday 20th May 2021********************************Vin has just got off the phone with me because he's panicking. I couldn't get any coherent words from him in English so I told him to come over and we'll talk about it. He's on his way so I get dressed in a button up shirt and some black jeans so I look nice for once. The doorbell rings and I answer it to see Vincent with tears falling down his face. He dives for a hug and I pull him close as I shut the door. "It's okay, you're safe," I say as he sobs into my chest. "I am not safe," he says as his body trembles. "What happened?" I ask urgently. "Alessandra still isn't pregnant and she said I could be infertile and mio papà mi ucciderà," he rambles and slips into Italian. "Calm down. Take deep breaths," I say sternly. He still shivers as he starts breathing deeply as I hold him close. I walk him to the living room and sit on the couch with him curled up in my lap as he calms down. I pet his hair gently and kiss
Vincent's pov Thursday 20th May 2021******************************"I'm infertile," I tell Damian. I'm dead. I'm literally dead. He is going to kill me. "I'm so sorry," Damian says as I keep my head buried in my hands. "What the fuck do I do?" I ask as I look up to see him looking just as worried as I am. "You could stay here," he suggests. "He will find me if I don't go home. And I can't keep pretending we're trying to get Alessandra pregnant if I know It'll never work," I say as my hands start to shake. "If you're honest about it do you think he'd understand?" Damian asks and I laugh. "He is not the understanding type but at this point I don't think I have any other choice. I am also fucking pissed that he did that to me. I can never have my own kids because of him!" I shout and Damian nods."Please be careful when you tell him. I can't lose you," he says and I stand to give him a hug. "I will see you soon mi amore," I say and plant a kiss on his lips before I leave to my
Damian's povFriday 21st May 2021***************************That call was the worst phone call I've ever had. I didn't recognise the number but when an Italian man told me Vinny was in the hospital my heart jumped through my chest. I got there as fast as I could but he was still in surgery. At least I got to meet his cousins and Alessandra. They were all very nice and just as concerned as I was for Vin. I got grilled by Luca because he wanted to make sure I was good enough for his best friend but he decided I was trustworthy. Now it's morning and Vin is still sleeping. The morphine knocked him out but this is the last time he gets it before I can take him home. He begged the doctor to let him leave which the doctor finally agreed to because he's healing well. He didn't tell the doctor why he wants to go home but I know it's because he's horny and he can't do anything in the hospital.I slept on the armchair because I was too afraid I'll hurt him if I sleep on the small bed with him
Vincent's pov Sunday 20th June 2021*******************************It's been a month since I was shot and I'm doing much better now. I can move without blinding pain. Damian still fusses over me though, he's scared I'll hurt myself but the wound has almost healed. It's just a little tender. The month living with Damian has been amazing. It was Damian's birthday which means he's now 43 and still as sexy as ever. I was still in pain which meant we stayed in the house but his friends came to see him and gave him presents. I bought him a new phone after I saw the old device he was using. He told me it was too much but he was very grateful. I like spoiling him, I have more than enough money to do it so why not? "What are you doing? You'll hurt yourself!" Damian shouts when he comes into the living room to see me working out. I laugh as I do another sit up. "I am okay mi amore," I answer. That's true, when I do the sits ups it only hurts a little. More like a painful tug on the muscles
Damian's pov Monday 21st June 2021******************************Tomorrow is Vinny's plan to take down his dad and I'm terrified he's going to get hurt. He keeps promising he'll be fine but the last time he said that he got shot. The month he has been recovering has been amazing. I love waking up to him every morning, his cute sleepy face always close to mine. I still worry that he is going to hurt himself but he insists he's okay and that it barely hurts anymore. Cole has been coming over to visit Vincent a lot because they got a long very well. I found it funny that they had fucked when they were 18 but I can't be surprised, Cole is a very horny boy. Now that he can drive he can come to annoy me and Marcus or Nathan can't stop him. I was honoured when they asked me to teach him to drive like I did with Marcus. That was a long time ago but it still makes me smile when I think of it.Nathan and Marcus come to see us with Cole sometimes too and I'm happy to find out Nathan finally
George's Pov *********************Am I dead? I should be dead. I shot myself in the head. Why can I feel sand? I open my eyes and wince when it's really bright around me. I blink a few times then slowly sit up. I use my hands to lift myself up and feel sand again. I look around and frown when I realise I'm on a beach. Is this... heaven? I should be in hell if I'm being honest. I look around more as I stand up and stop when I see a house on the beach. It looks exactly like the one me and Lorenzo were looking at before he... you know. The front door opens and a dog bounds out and runs into the ocean. A black Labrador, Enzo's favourite dog. My heart almost stops when I see him walk out of the door after the dog. He has a huge smile on his face and is only wearing summer shorts. He turns and looks at me with a shocked face. He's quite far away from me, but we both start running to get to each other. "George?" Enzo shouts as he gets closer. I start laughing as we both collide an
Vincent's pov Tuesday 30th June 2026*****************************Four years ago today, Lorenzo passed away. His parents moved to Italy for good but Giovanni stayed and helped me take back the business. Turns out Gio is stronger than us all and makes an amazing second in command. Enzo is missed everyday, but life has to go on. A lot has changed. George's funeral happened a couple of days after Enzo's. He was buried right next to Enzo with a matching headstone. It was a very difficult day, I felt so fucking guilty about it all. I go to see Orion every month to help me deal with it because Damian wanted me too. I'm getting somewhere with it, but it'll always be at the back of my mind. Damian is an amazing help, whenever I feel like shit he's always there to cuddle me and make me feel better.I decided to stay as Cappo. I couldn't abandon my family like that. I took full control and now we rarely have any issues because I built up my reputation. Domino also lives with us now. Last ye
Vincent's pov Monday 4th July 2022******************************It's Enzo's funeral today. Everyone is a mess. Giovanni refused to leave his room all weekend, we had to bring him something to eat and drink but he wouldn't touch them. Thankfully Martina and Stefano flew back from Italy yesterday and got Gio to eat something. Having his parents here has really helped Gio deal with his grief. Stefano apologised to me because he couldn't apologise to Enzo for being so homophobic. We've forgiven him because Enzo would have, he loved his papà. Even Emilio cried, and I've never seen him do that before. Him and Martina sorted the funeral for today because George was too much of a wreck to be helpful. He's been staying at the mansion because I didn't want him to be alone, although these past three days I've been angry at him. Damian helped me realise I'm not angry at him, I'm angry at the people who killed Enzo so this morning before the funeral I'm going to have to apologise.I look at m
Vincent's pov Thursday 30th June 2022**********************************"Your knee is digging into my thigh," Damian groans as he wakes up. I move my leg from where I had it across his body and roll over onto my back. "You didn't have to stop cuddling me.""I have to get up now anyways," I say and kiss his cheek before I slip out of bed and watch as Damian sits up with a yawn. I go into the bathroom and start the shower as I get my toothbrush. Damian joins me as I'm brushing my teeth and stands in front of the toilet to pee which makes me raise an eyebrow at him."I am trying to brush my teeth and you are peeing?" I ask as toothpaste drips a little. He rolls my eyes and finishes peeing then wraps his arms around my waist and hugs me from behind as I spit into the sink and wash my face. "You're too cute. You're like a housewife," he says and I turn around quickly. "Cosa?" I demand. "Wait no. I didn't mean that. I just mean now we're married you care about me peeing next to you whe
Damian's pov Tuesday 14th June 2022*******************************I'm getting married today. It's actually happening. Fuck I'm nervous. I'm stood at the alter now with Marcus by my side as we wait for Vinny to be walked down the isle. I was worried when he first said he wanted to get married in Italy because there's a lot of other mafia families who aren't happy about him being gay but it's alright. They all left us alone when Vinny sent out threats. The venue is gorgeous, it's right by the coast outside a hotel that specialises in weddings. There's an outside courtyard that has a view of the ocean where all the seats are set up. When the ceremony is over the staff will set the same area up for the meal, and for the log cutting. Vinny was very serious when he said he wanted us to do an Italian tradition where the couple cuts a log in half with a double sided saw. I thought it was strange but I'd do anything to make him happy. "Are you okay?" Marcus asks from beside me. "I'm ne
Vincent's povSunday 12th June 2022********************************I'm getting married in two days! My ma decided she's not coming. We went to go see her in Italy and she apologised for Antonio's behaviour but said she wants nothing to do with me. I took it pretty hard but I still went to Antonio's grave. Me and Damian were there for an hour as I ranted and cried about everything he did to me. It felt good though, I feel like a weight has been lifted off my chest. And I got a weekend in Italy with my fiancé where we had lots of sex and I showed him around where I grew up. We're going to go back there for our honeymoon.I think I've solved Enzo's issue. He came to me complaining about George's colleagues who were out to get Enzo for "corrupting" George. I went to the main cop who was causing issues and gave him a broken finger and a warning to leave my family alone. Enzo said he's had no more issues with him so hopefully it worked. Yesterday was my official bachelor party with my f
Vincent's povTuesday 4th January 2022*********************************I'm going to visit Domino today with Damian. It's the first time they're meeting and I really want it to go well. We're going to tell him about our engagement then my lawyer Frankie will help Domino appeal his case. When we were inside together he always said he wanted to appeal the case because it could be seen in self defence but he didn't have the money or a good enough lawyer. "Why didn't you mention he's a murderer?" Damian whisper yells as we walk into the prison. "It was not important," I shrug and he sighs dramatically. "Yes it is important," he argues back."He did it on someone who deserved it, just like me. So you should be fine with him," I say as I cross my arms across my chest. "Fine, I'm okay with him. Let's go," he says and we go through the metal detectors which go off for me. I stand with my arms spread as a guard pats me down for anything dangerous. I didn't bring anything this time so he d
Vincent's pov Wednesday 29th December 2021**************************************I'm so happy to be home but I haven't been able to enjoy it yet because I'm so busy. I was even working on Christmas which Damian was really angry at me for, we didn't speak all day because he was punishing me. He went to Marcus' place for the day as I sulked and worked. It's been difficult getting everything back on track after I was gone for two months and Damian just doesn't understand that. We haven't had sex since I got back either. It's not because of the rape, that doesn't bother me very much although I did have a nightmare about it. Damian doesn't know about that though, I told him it was just a dream and he let it go. We haven't had sex because I come to bed late and he's already asleep when I get in. Our relationship has been strained since I broke down crying on his lap and I know it's my fault. Emilio sat me down the other day and told me I have to step up so I went to the doctors and got
Damian's pov Thursday 23rd December 2021*************************************It's Vincent's trial today. They said he had to plead not guilty and he'd get out today but I'm still worried they will take him back for longer. It's in the late afternoon so I've been stressed all day. It's been so strange to sleep in our bed alone. I keep waking up and feeling around in the bed for him then getting upset when I realise he isn't here. We've all missed him in the mansion, it doesn't feel the same without him bossing people around or joking with Luca. I don't know how he will be when he gets home. After being raped by a guard I've noticed he seems more closed off when I go to visit. He wouldn't tell me much about what was going on inside and he seemed to be putting on fake smiles. Right now I'm putting a suit on so I can look nice for the trail. I put a tie on and look at myself in the mirror for a moment, taking a deep breath to get ready to see my boyfriend properly. Marcus, Nathan, a