Zara Howard
It all happened so quickly, anyone could barely process how our living room turned into a gangster scene from a movie.A drunkard gambler who borrowed too much money from the Mafia and had nothing to offer except for empty promises when it was pay up time.
Only difference was this time the drunkard was my stepfather, Chad Hudson and the Mafia was Asher Lancaster, the powerful mob boss, who brought with him 6-7 terrifying armed men.
My mother was tightly gripping onto my arm as she tried to drag me and my older sister, Scarlett farther away from them. My eyes, however, were fixated on the scene unfolding right in front of me.My stepfather on his knees begging for more time, claiming that he would definitely pay up the next time, even though we all knew that even if he worked his ass off for a lifetime, he wouldn’t be able pay off his debt.
Asher had made himself comfortable on one of the chairs. He was wearing a white button-up shirt, making faint outlines of his tattoos underneath visible. Few loose strands of hair were falling in front of his intimidating but beautiful dark green eyes.
“Hudson, it’s high time you pay up, this is your 3rd warning and my patience is running a little thin with you.” Asher spoke as he looked at his gun like it’s the most interesting thing in the world.
His voice sent chills down my spine. I gulped as I tried to stay as motionless as possible. I heard sniffles of my mother and Scarlett but I knew sympathy isn’t exactly in the mafia cards.
My stepfather realized begging for more time wasn’t going to work this time. He hurriedly got up on his knees alerting the gang men, causing them to point their guns right at him.“I am not trying to run. I have something to offer, Mr. Lancaster.” My stepfather spoke shakily. But I couldn’t tell if it was out of fear or too much alcohol. His words made Asher finally look up from his gun. He raised an eyebrow, silently asking what he has to offer. My stepfather rushed towards his locker and pulled out a few documents from his safe. “These are the property papers of this house. You can take everything you wish to and we can call it even.” My stepfather offered and I could only stare at him with disbelief.How selfish could a man be that he is willing to bring his family on the streets because he couldn’t put a lid on his drinking and gambling habits?
Asher glanced between my stepfather, the property papers and our living room.“Do you really think this dump is going to pay off even a fraction of the money you owe me?” Asher let out a dry laugh, “We are far from calling it even, Hudson.”I saw the look on my step father’s face and I knew whatever comes out of his mouth after this wasn’t going to be pretty at all.“You can take one of my daughters if you please.” He blurted as he pointed at me and Scarlett, making my mom’s grip our arms even tighter.I didn’t think he would stoop so low. But again, it wasn’t very surprising because he never really treated us like his daughters. That would require him to stay sober for a day. “I am sure you’d love Scarlett.” He added, eyeing Scarlett up and down, “She could satisfy all your needs, whatever you’d like for her to do.” He continued as he licked his bottom lip, making no attempts to hide the lust behind his words. I could see Scarlett trembling, hurt and fear flashing through her eyes. Her beauty had more often than not, worked against her favour. I squeezed her hand, silently doing my best to comfort her. I glanced towards Asher to see what he had to say about the disgusting offer our stepfather had just made.To my surprise, Asher mirrored our disgust as he continued to stare at my stepfather, not even bothering to take a glimpse of Scarlett.
“Chad Hudson making the deal of the day!” Asher’s words echoed but there was an eerie silence about them. He stood up from his chair and bent down to his level. He placed his gun under my stepfather’s chin so he could look at him dead in the eye. “Tell me how this works again? You borrow money way beyond your means, don’t do shit to invest it or multiply it to ensure timely repayment. Instead, you get drunk out of your mind every single day and lose the rest of the money through gambling and you expect your daughters to settle it for you? I would have at least respected you a little if you spent the money on your family and provided them with a better place to live than this trash house.” Asher said as he looked at my stepfather in utter disgust. Before my stepfather could even say anything to lamely defend himself, Asher spoke again, “That’s it. I am done with this pig.”And just like that, he shot him in the head.Screams filled the living room. I could hear my mother and Scarlett going absolutely hysterical. They were on the floor wailing, holding onto each other for dear life, unable to process anything that we just witnessed.On the other hand, I could just stare blankly at the dead man who was nothing more than a selfish drunk gambler. I felt my throat and ears thumping as I tried my best to process everything that just happened. Asher glanced at my mother and Scarlett looking horrified at the scene that unfolded before their eyes. Sweat trickled down my spine as I saw Asher walk up to me. I gulped as he stood right in front of me. I looked up to see his devastatingly beautiful face, my body stiff, my hands balled in fists. He stuck out his hand to give me something, I glanced down to see him returning the property papers my selfish stepfather had offered him. But my body was too rigid to move. I felt his fingers lace around my wrist, making me flinch at the contact. I squeezed my eyes shut, expecting the worst.“I believe this belongs to you.” He said as he gently placed the papers in my hands. I slowly open my eyes to meet his. He could feel his breath fanning over my face as he stood just a few inches away from me. “I don’t want your pity” I didn’t even recognize my own voice anymore but I continued to stare at him like a deer caught in headlights.“I am not offering any pity. That’s none of my business. You don’t owe me anything, so I can’t take your house away from you. I don’t take things that don’t belong to me.” Asher’s stern forest green eyes pierced my fearful hazel ones. He had the most neutral unreadable expression plastered on his face, making it even harder for me to look away from him. “You took his life.” I blurt out as I see all eyes turn towards me. My mom squeezing my arms tightly almost as a warning.I need to shut up.I panic when I realize that he is trying to take the papers away, “Sorry sorry sorry.” I chant and look at him, pleading.“You know how in a lot of horror and thriller movies, the smartass gets killed off first?” “Are you going to kill me?” my eyes widen as I stare at his hauntingly alluring eyes.“No I am not a killer.”“Again….you just killed a person.”For fuck’s sake, Zara, please shut up.“Well, I am not going to kill you.” He says ending the conversation, walking away.“Thank you, your majesty.” I murmur like an idiot again.“I am sorry, was that another smartass, sarcastic remark?” He asks as he turns around making me clutch the papers to my chest.“No no. she is really sorry. She doesn’t mean anything.” My mom intervenes making him bow his head little at her in acknowledgment.He took one last look at my mother and Scarlett and left.Ten years later Zara Howard Walking back home after work is something I always look forward to. In those 20 minutes I felt the most in my element. Daydreaming with a pinch of overthinking? Yes please. As I plugged in my headphones, my mind wandered to how my life has played out in the last few years. It's been ten years since Asher Lancaster left our house after shooting my stepfather. My mother was deranged, barely able to maintain her sanity while Scarlett and I tried our best to calm her down. I still remember shuffling in my bed that night, hearing sniffles of my mother and sister as I wondered how the hell was our family going to survive considering I was barely 18 and Scarlett was 20 back then. No matter how shitty our stepfather had been to us, he could at least put bread on the table twice a day. I remember the very next morning, a mysterious envelope in our mailbox. It had a couple hundred dollars but that's about it. There was nothing else with it. It didn’t say who it
Zara Howard I iced my bruise as we sat in my room, wondering what we could possibly do about this situation. I am convinced our living room has a mafia spell. It is getting out of hand now. Why else would these gangsters keep barging into our living room demanding stuff? "We really need to do something about this situation. I'm scared to even step out of the house. I know for sure Victor show up at the restaurant and won't even bat an eye before kidnapping me. Oh god! The idea of being alone with Victor makes me so sick." Scarlett was clearly having a panic attack. I can't even blame her because Victor was pretty serious about taking matters in his own hands. "We need someone who can scare Victor." Scarlett said. Asher Lancaster. "Someone who is more powerful than Victor." She added Asher Lancaster. "But at the same time, someone we can trust and doesn’t end up hurting us." "Asher Lancaster." I said it aloud this time. "Zara, no please what?" I could see the 'you can't be se
Zara Howard I think the Fish is my spirit animal. All I've done in the last few minutes is stare at Asher like a fish and anytime I've tried to say something, my mouth opens and closes like a fish. We're sitting in one of his cabins. He's seated at his table while we sat just a few feet away from him on the sofa. I prefer the considerable amount of distance between us because I have a feeling I would combust if I get any closer to this man. "So, Miss Howard, what brings you here?" Asher asked, his eyes glancing between me and Scarlett, not knowing which one of us is going to do the talking. I try to mentally send a message to Scarlett begging her to do the talking because clearly by the looks of it I've done enough talking. "Uh we are troubled by this local gangster, Victor Lawford-" Scarlett begins explaining the situation and my faith in my superpowers is reinstated. Of course I was able to send her mind to mind messages. Okay wow nervousness isn't a pretty look on me. I need
Zara HowardScarlett and I headed back to work after our 'meeting' with Asher Lancaster. A 'meeting' I am definitely NOT going to micro-analyze and daydream about for the rest of the day. I decided to grab some coffee before heading to my desk. I liked my workplace and also the kind of work I did. The Lancaster Enterprises were very no-bullshit with the work they did, which made my job as an assistant very convenient. Ensuring meetings are coordinated, receiving-transferring calls and emails wasn't much work at all. I logged into my laptop as I sipped on my coffee. I am going to dive into work and not let Asher take up even a fraction of my thoughts. And just then, I was notified with a new email. Ha! This is a sign that Asher Lancaster has nothing on me. It is only a matter of time before I am flooded with work that I will barely have any time to even breathe, forget daydreaming.Asher Lancaster who?I quickly open the email to find elaborate details of the annual meeting of The La
Zara HowardUpdates had become a daily thing. Wrapping up work, dropping by the Lancaster penthouse and heading back home was the new routine. A few things were a little different though. Asher wouldn't come down rushing in his half-naked glory. Instead, he would take his own sweet time walking down the stairs with an unamused look plastered on his face.Also, the security guard, Andrew was always super nice to me. He would greet me before informing Asher that I am there to give the update.And well, Mrs Costanza was… herself.She has been the caretaker of this house for more than twenty years now, which means she had seen Asher and his older brother, Axel Lancaster as toddlers. She is the complete no-nonsense plus dry humour package. Which I am guessing is the primary bonding point for Asher and Mrs Costanza.Asher even has a running joke that Mrs Costanza should be the one running the whole mafia business.It is so believable that no one would even dare to question that badass woma
Zara Howard "And then he called me Miss Zara. I can't believe he said my name." I sighed as I filled in my best friend, Xena Remington with everything that had happened in my rollercoaster life throughout the past week.Xena is the HR representative for the Lancaster Enterprises. She was too caught up with court meetings concerning Asher's older brother, Axel Lancaster, who, by the way, she seems to fancy but refuses to acknowledge it."If you were a cartoon, you would most certainly have heart eyes right now" Xena mocked me, making me roll my eyes in weak defence.Since last night, it seems like my mind is glitching and replaying my name in Asher's voice on repeat. His gruff voice laced with the slightest glimpse of concern when he called me Miss Zara. Kill me. Kill me now."But I don't know how I feel about your obsession with Mister Asher Lancaster, Zara. He seems alright but that doesn't change the fact that he has killed a lot of people, including your stepfather and he doesn'
Zara Howard I meekly knocked on the mahogany door and heard Asher's faint voice asking me to come in. I walked in to see Asher, working on his laptop. He was still in his formals. His hair was messy, probably from running his fingers through them too much. He rubbed his forehead as he remained focused on the screen. Oh my my! Focused, busy at work Asher Lancaster is most certainly a delight to the eyes. My eyes travelled further south to find the first few buttons of his dark grey shirt unbuttoned. Things I would do just to run my fingertips across his chest and trace those inked lines. His hard muscles flexing as my fingers daintily trace his skin. As much as I want to gawk at him all day, I can’t forget that he is right in front of me. I cleared my throat, making him look up at me. I notice a glimpse of surprise on his face as he raised his eyebrow, silently asking me why I am in his bedroom. "Uhhm-Mrs. Costanza asked me to find you here." I managed to stutter. I really hope
Zara Howard"Ouch, that one actually hurt." I winced as Xena smacked me on my head for the third time in a row. "I am glad it did because someone needs to knock some sense in this stupid head of yours." She yelled as she proceeded to smack me yet again. "Heyyyyy!" I whined, not having a better protest. I really don't know what to say to her at this point. After telling her everything that happened with Asher last night, it seems like her fuse went off. "Zara, just because Asher is having fun by joining in on this little game you are trying to play with him, does not mean it is safe to do all this. What were you thinking going into his bedroom?" Xena scolded. She is pulling a real Scarlett move right now. "Mrs. Costanza said I could-" I tried to defend my actions but was quickly cut off. "The caretaker who practically raised that mafia household? Really? I refuse to believe someone can be this dumb." She gave me that 'you are impossible' look as she shook her head in disappointm