The next two months were some of the worst in my life. Even after she was gone, people, especially Fiona, laughed at Nancy and called her weak and pathetic. Kevin, the one responsible for her pain, became a recluse and never left the house. He wasn’t even here for Fiona’s eighteenth birthday party.
My uncle had invited all our pack's upper hierarchy, but also several other pack leaders hoping that Fiona would find her mate in another alpha. If the rumors are true, Uncle Aaron even invited this legendary Lycan I’ve heard some whisper about. He was supposed to be incredibly rich, stern, decisive, and ruthless when the time called for it.
I didn’t really care who he invited or what happened. Nothing mattered anymore. No one would care about an omega being gone, except me. They may even laugh at her weakness, but she meant the light for my life, now, I could only see the dark side.
Dressed in a white shirt, black vest, and pants as all the other slaves, I stood along the west wall with them, people watching and wishing the party was over already.
I heard a high pitch voice that could only belong to Fiona’s friend Lily. I looked over to my right and watched them walk over towards me. “Of course, I will,” Fiona replied to something Lily had said. “Not only am I going to show everyone how amazing and powerful I am--” she paused to brush back a piece of her obviously dyed blonde hair. “But I will be finding my mate. I can feel it. Tonight is the night.”
The thought of that knotted my insides. Part of me wished she wouldn’t. It seemed cruel to inflict Fiona like that on another person.. The other part wished she did and he’d treat her just like Kevin had treated Nancy.
“So do you think he’ll come?” Lily asked, once Fiona stopped talking about how she was going to impress all the alphas tonight.
“Who?” Fiona asked, looking surprised by the question.
Lily glanced around dramatically and poorly fake whispered, “The Lycan.
“Of course he will. It’s my birthday party after all,” Fiona said with a dismissive wave of her hand.
Suddenly, Fiona gasped as her hands started to tremble. Her breathing quickened to quick little pants as her eyes widened as she stared off into the crowd. I recognized that look. Fiona had found her mate. Unable to look away I watched as she rushed forward. The crowd parted for her until Fiona stood in front of a man. He was about average height, but very muscular, and quite good looking.
I couldn’t help frown as I watched his face bloom with happiness, “Mate?” Then they hugged. It was so unfair for someone like Fiona to get her happy ending when someone as good as Nancy didn’t. Unable to watch their happiness any more I tore my eyes from them and looked down at my feet.
“Alpha Jaime of the Blood Moon pack,” someone said near me. “Of course, it makes sense he would be Fiona’s mate. Don’t they make a lovely pair?”
“They do. So well-matched,” another replied.
“I admit though, I’m surprised,” a third piped in then lowered their voice. “Since she’s not exactly alpha blood.”
The others shushed the third speaker. “Don’t let Alpha Aaron hear you say that. You know he doesn’t allow anyone to put doubts into their bloodline.”
Of course, he didn’t. Being born of an alpha didn’t mean you had alpha blood. My father had alpha blood which was why he was chosen over my uncle who was stronger and older than Dad, but didn’t have the alpha bloodline in him.
Suddenly all the conversation died down and for a moment I thought Uncle Aaron had heard them talking, but when I looked up from my feet I saw someone walk into the ballroom. Well, he wasn’t just someone… he was the most handsome person I’d ever seen in my life.
Tall and slim, but not skinny. His hair was long, partly covering his dark eyes that had the thickest lashes I’d ever seen on a man. His eyes, slightly pointed, were cold but not cruel. His presence commanded obedience and respect as he walked through the room.
This could only be the Lycan.
I couldn’t breathe as I watched him walk over to my uncle. Like everyone else, Uncle Aaron was caught up in the magnetic presence of the lycan. Fiona and her mate's match had all been forgotten by everyone. I glanced over at her. Fiona’s eyes burned with fury, and I watched as she threw her drink to the floor.
I couldn’t help but smile a little, but as I looked back to my uncle and the lycan, I saw the Lycan’s eyes on me. My breath caught in my throat as our eyes met, but he quickly looked back to my uncle.
I blew out a breath and told myself I was being silly. He wasn’t looking at me. He obviously was looking at some other person or all the much more beautiful women that were around me, including most of the slaves that stood with me. Yes, I was being silly.
Fiona’s voice now caught my attention as she and Lily walked towards me. “It’s not fair,” she hissed to Lily. “Everyone is supposed to be looking at me.”
“You’re right. Totally not fair,” Lily agreed like she always does. Sometimes, I wondered if she even knew how to form her own opinion.
I mused on this as I filled a try full of drinks for another slave, when I felt the weight of someone’s gaze. I looked up and once more to find the lycan’s dark eyes on me. I swallowed and looked away quickly, feeling small and vulnerable under his gaze. However, I wasn’t able to sneak another glance when I handed the tray to the slave. He was now speaking to another alpha.
Focus, I told myself. Someone like me had no business thinking about someone like the lycan. Yet, as the hour passed, I could feel the weight of the lycan’s gaze on me from time to time or at least, I thought I did.
Deciding to move and prove to myself the lycan wasn’t looking at me, I moved over to help another slave with the food. I set up plates with tiny horderves when I swore I felt the lycan’s gaze. Looking up, I found yet again I couldn’t breath when our eyes met.
He continued to stare at me as I stood there frozen. He was looking at me!
Me!
***trigger warning sexual assault***I tried to figure out whether I was overthinking, so I moved to some different corner. But to my surprise, no matter where I moved in the room, the Lycan still watched me. His dark eyes burned into my skin like a brand, making me feel like the rabbit just before the wolf captured it between its fangs.The Lycan spoke to someone at his side. A smaller, but broader man with a friendly face despite the serious expression he wore. It seemed like they were friends. His eyes met mine, but they didn’t hold the same power as the lycan’s did. However, the weight of both their gazes on me was too much, and I looked down at my hands as I tried to stay busy.I glanced up and saw Fiona staring dumbfounded at the Lycan, her eyes turning to look at me, then back at him, before finally settling her eyes on me, her eyebrows pulled together in a frown while she clenched her fists by her side.I turned around and stepped in the corner, wishing Fiona would forget I ev
***trigger warning sexual assault*** I tried to fight against Craig, hitting him with my fists as I shouted at him to stop. My body burned, and all my garbled thoughts were like shards of glass inside my brain. Nothing I said or did seemed to matter to Craig as he pulled at my clothing. The look in his eyes was hungry and mean as he insisted once more I “Stop fighting me and pretending like you don’t like this. I know you want it!” “No,” I insisted, but his mouth fell again on mine in a bruising crash that filled my mouth with the metallic tang of blood. Just as Craig struggled to undo my pants, there was a loud crash and suddenly Craig was gone. Knowing I couldn’t be that lucky, I scrambled back to a half sitting position. My eyes widened in a gasp. The lycan held Craig against the wall by his neck. He growled something at Craig, but it was too quiet for me to hear. Nor did I hear Craig’s response, but the Lycan pulled back his fist and punched him in the stomach then in the fac
I’m not sure what happened next. All I could focus on was the lycan’s cool touch against my burning skin. “It’s going to be okay,” he told me in a soft, comforting tone. He was again cradling me in his arms. A moment later, he laid me down on a bed. The sheets were soft and cool against my heated skin. The slave part of me wanted to protest against him putting me here. I’d ruin these nice sheets with all my sweat. Yet, I didn’t have the strength to utter a word. The lycan took my face in his hands, tilting it so I would look him in the eyes. “This is the only way. I’m sorry. Sex is the only way to we can quickly burn these drugs out of your system safely.”My eyes widened. Did he just say… My mouth was dry and it was hard to swallow. Did this mean that we were going to… He’d want that from me? But I was no one and I was cute on a good day maybe… Yet as his dark eyes held me, I didn’t miss the spark of desire in them. Once more, I swallowed and gave him a small nod.His face lowered
Everyone’s eyes were on me, and I hugged myself under the immense weight of it. “Why would the Lycan invite you to lunch,” Fiona demanded, her eyes blazing. The word ‘you’ dripped with disdain. “I…” I started. I glanced over at Fiona. She was beyond furious. I didn’t want to upset her even more than she already was. And the lycan? Did he want everyone to know what happened? If I said too much it might make him angry at me too. He seemed as capable, if not more, of violence and pain as Fiona. “I…” I started again, but still had no idea what to say.The Lycan’s man cleared his throat. “Why the lycan wants to see someone is none of your concern,” he told Fiona then turned his attention to my uncle. “After meeting Miss Shelia last night, he’s become interested in her.” Now he moved his eyes to Fiona then back to my uncle. “Is that a problem for you? Should I tell him you are refusing to allow Miss Sheila to join him?”My uncle paled and his eyes widened. “No. No, of course not. If the l
I sat down on a couch identical to the one the Lycan sat on that was opposite his. Out of curiosity, I tried to follow the conversation with the Llycan and the other person, but soon I found myself lost in terms and subjects I didn’t even begin to understand. I looked down at my lap and the room around me. Why had the Lycan called me? Was he really mad about last night? Perhaps, he wants to make sure I don’t tell anyone. God, I hope he didn’t banish me from the tribe. As much as I dreamed of escaping my family, a lone wolf without a tribe is basically a death sentence.My heart started to race at that thought. What was I going to do? I glanced over at the Lycan. He stared at the laptop, his gaze never once looking away. How long was that meeting going to take? It was torture sitting here and waiting to find out just how much trouble I was going to be in.I drummed my fingers on the tops of my thighs, trying to distract myself from my ever darkening thoughts. I didn’t see a clock, but
There was no one around when I got home and I couldn't be more grateful. The reactions of my aunt and uncle worried me, but it was Fiona's that had me terrified. She was going to be beyond pissed. Remembering the auction, I hurried to finish my chores so I could pick something to wear. It took me only an hour to clean up everything and as soon as I finished I went to my room. I looked through the folded stacks of my clothing. There had to be something at least passible for tonight. My stomach sank as I searched. All my clothes were old and tattered. A lot of them had small holes in places. I could not wear this to the auction tonight. I knew who would have something to wear. Fiona. She would never loan me anything to wear, not in a million years. Yet I needed something to wear. Perhaps if I asked Aunt Mia she would grab something of Fiona's for me. I could argue that if I went so poorly dressed it would make my uncle look bad. I had to wait a few more hours before my aunt came hom
The sun sparkled through the trees like diamonds as Mom’s voice filled the car, barely on key. She was singing along with the radio, one of my favorite songs. While my mother was beautiful and spoke eloquently, she had a terrible singing voice, though she never let that stop her. Dad looked over at her, his fingers lacing with hers and a smile on his face. Even at eight years old, I could see the enormous amount of love he felt for her. Of course, they were mates and that’s what it meant to be a mate. Even at eight, I dreamed of having that one day. However, that changed in a flash. My father suddenly let go of my mother, alarm now filling his expression as he struggled with the car. Mom and dad began yelling and shouting. I didn’t understand what was going on, but I heard Dad say, “the brakes aren’t working.” Mom looked back at me. “Sheila, honey, put -” Suddenly, the car jerked to the side and the car fell off the small cliff to my left. The world became a kaleidoscope of colo
***trigger warning suicide***“Sheila,” I heard someone shout from outside. There was only one person who could be shouting my name. My ‘family’ usually called me ‘girl’ or ‘slave’ unless we were in public or had company at home.I looked up at the small window above the basement , I saw Nancy waving at me. I found a pole and tried to push the window open a crack. “What are you doing here?”“Wow, hi Shelia. Nice to see you,” she said, her tone dripping with sarcasm. I rolled my eyes as I shook my head. “You know I’m always happy to see you, but aren’t you supposed to be on laundry duty now. And you know I was grounded.”“Yeah, but the girls said they’d cover for me. The alpha will never know since he’s so busy with Fiona’s coming of age party.”Right. It had been a year to the day that Nancy and I first met. It had been the best year of my life after the death of my parents. “That’s true. Fiona’s been the coming of age version of a bridezilla.” Fiona was always over the top, but with
There was no one around when I got home and I couldn't be more grateful. The reactions of my aunt and uncle worried me, but it was Fiona's that had me terrified. She was going to be beyond pissed. Remembering the auction, I hurried to finish my chores so I could pick something to wear. It took me only an hour to clean up everything and as soon as I finished I went to my room. I looked through the folded stacks of my clothing. There had to be something at least passible for tonight. My stomach sank as I searched. All my clothes were old and tattered. A lot of them had small holes in places. I could not wear this to the auction tonight. I knew who would have something to wear. Fiona. She would never loan me anything to wear, not in a million years. Yet I needed something to wear. Perhaps if I asked Aunt Mia she would grab something of Fiona's for me. I could argue that if I went so poorly dressed it would make my uncle look bad. I had to wait a few more hours before my aunt came hom
I sat down on a couch identical to the one the Lycan sat on that was opposite his. Out of curiosity, I tried to follow the conversation with the Llycan and the other person, but soon I found myself lost in terms and subjects I didn’t even begin to understand. I looked down at my lap and the room around me. Why had the Lycan called me? Was he really mad about last night? Perhaps, he wants to make sure I don’t tell anyone. God, I hope he didn’t banish me from the tribe. As much as I dreamed of escaping my family, a lone wolf without a tribe is basically a death sentence.My heart started to race at that thought. What was I going to do? I glanced over at the Lycan. He stared at the laptop, his gaze never once looking away. How long was that meeting going to take? It was torture sitting here and waiting to find out just how much trouble I was going to be in.I drummed my fingers on the tops of my thighs, trying to distract myself from my ever darkening thoughts. I didn’t see a clock, but
Everyone’s eyes were on me, and I hugged myself under the immense weight of it. “Why would the Lycan invite you to lunch,” Fiona demanded, her eyes blazing. The word ‘you’ dripped with disdain. “I…” I started. I glanced over at Fiona. She was beyond furious. I didn’t want to upset her even more than she already was. And the lycan? Did he want everyone to know what happened? If I said too much it might make him angry at me too. He seemed as capable, if not more, of violence and pain as Fiona. “I…” I started again, but still had no idea what to say.The Lycan’s man cleared his throat. “Why the lycan wants to see someone is none of your concern,” he told Fiona then turned his attention to my uncle. “After meeting Miss Shelia last night, he’s become interested in her.” Now he moved his eyes to Fiona then back to my uncle. “Is that a problem for you? Should I tell him you are refusing to allow Miss Sheila to join him?”My uncle paled and his eyes widened. “No. No, of course not. If the l
I’m not sure what happened next. All I could focus on was the lycan’s cool touch against my burning skin. “It’s going to be okay,” he told me in a soft, comforting tone. He was again cradling me in his arms. A moment later, he laid me down on a bed. The sheets were soft and cool against my heated skin. The slave part of me wanted to protest against him putting me here. I’d ruin these nice sheets with all my sweat. Yet, I didn’t have the strength to utter a word. The lycan took my face in his hands, tilting it so I would look him in the eyes. “This is the only way. I’m sorry. Sex is the only way to we can quickly burn these drugs out of your system safely.”My eyes widened. Did he just say… My mouth was dry and it was hard to swallow. Did this mean that we were going to… He’d want that from me? But I was no one and I was cute on a good day maybe… Yet as his dark eyes held me, I didn’t miss the spark of desire in them. Once more, I swallowed and gave him a small nod.His face lowered
***trigger warning sexual assault*** I tried to fight against Craig, hitting him with my fists as I shouted at him to stop. My body burned, and all my garbled thoughts were like shards of glass inside my brain. Nothing I said or did seemed to matter to Craig as he pulled at my clothing. The look in his eyes was hungry and mean as he insisted once more I “Stop fighting me and pretending like you don’t like this. I know you want it!” “No,” I insisted, but his mouth fell again on mine in a bruising crash that filled my mouth with the metallic tang of blood. Just as Craig struggled to undo my pants, there was a loud crash and suddenly Craig was gone. Knowing I couldn’t be that lucky, I scrambled back to a half sitting position. My eyes widened in a gasp. The lycan held Craig against the wall by his neck. He growled something at Craig, but it was too quiet for me to hear. Nor did I hear Craig’s response, but the Lycan pulled back his fist and punched him in the stomach then in the fac
***trigger warning sexual assault***I tried to figure out whether I was overthinking, so I moved to some different corner. But to my surprise, no matter where I moved in the room, the Lycan still watched me. His dark eyes burned into my skin like a brand, making me feel like the rabbit just before the wolf captured it between its fangs.The Lycan spoke to someone at his side. A smaller, but broader man with a friendly face despite the serious expression he wore. It seemed like they were friends. His eyes met mine, but they didn’t hold the same power as the lycan’s did. However, the weight of both their gazes on me was too much, and I looked down at my hands as I tried to stay busy.I glanced up and saw Fiona staring dumbfounded at the Lycan, her eyes turning to look at me, then back at him, before finally settling her eyes on me, her eyebrows pulled together in a frown while she clenched her fists by her side.I turned around and stepped in the corner, wishing Fiona would forget I ev
The next two months were some of the worst in my life. Even after she was gone, people, especially Fiona, laughed at Nancy and called her weak and pathetic. Kevin, the one responsible for her pain, became a recluse and never left the house. He wasn’t even here for Fiona’s eighteenth birthday party.My uncle had invited all our pack's upper hierarchy, but also several other pack leaders hoping that Fiona would find her mate in another alpha. If the rumors are true, Uncle Aaron even invited this legendary Lycan I’ve heard some whisper about. He was supposed to be incredibly rich, stern, decisive, and ruthless when the time called for it. I didn’t really care who he invited or what happened. Nothing mattered anymore. No one would care about an omega being gone, except me. They may even laugh at her weakness, but she meant the light for my life, now, I could only see the dark side. Dressed in a white shirt, black vest, and pants as all the other slaves, I stood along the west wall with
***trigger warning suicide***“Sheila,” I heard someone shout from outside. There was only one person who could be shouting my name. My ‘family’ usually called me ‘girl’ or ‘slave’ unless we were in public or had company at home.I looked up at the small window above the basement , I saw Nancy waving at me. I found a pole and tried to push the window open a crack. “What are you doing here?”“Wow, hi Shelia. Nice to see you,” she said, her tone dripping with sarcasm. I rolled my eyes as I shook my head. “You know I’m always happy to see you, but aren’t you supposed to be on laundry duty now. And you know I was grounded.”“Yeah, but the girls said they’d cover for me. The alpha will never know since he’s so busy with Fiona’s coming of age party.”Right. It had been a year to the day that Nancy and I first met. It had been the best year of my life after the death of my parents. “That’s true. Fiona’s been the coming of age version of a bridezilla.” Fiona was always over the top, but with
The sun sparkled through the trees like diamonds as Mom’s voice filled the car, barely on key. She was singing along with the radio, one of my favorite songs. While my mother was beautiful and spoke eloquently, she had a terrible singing voice, though she never let that stop her. Dad looked over at her, his fingers lacing with hers and a smile on his face. Even at eight years old, I could see the enormous amount of love he felt for her. Of course, they were mates and that’s what it meant to be a mate. Even at eight, I dreamed of having that one day. However, that changed in a flash. My father suddenly let go of my mother, alarm now filling his expression as he struggled with the car. Mom and dad began yelling and shouting. I didn’t understand what was going on, but I heard Dad say, “the brakes aren’t working.” Mom looked back at me. “Sheila, honey, put -” Suddenly, the car jerked to the side and the car fell off the small cliff to my left. The world became a kaleidoscope of colo