I was a people pleaser. I love to make people happy and most times it happens at my own detriment. But then, the smile on their faces after sacrificing for them makes it more worthwhile.
Perhaps, that was why I mated Tyler. Tyler was the alpha of Moriarty pack, I became his Luna to help him handle his pack better. Even though we met on a business basis, I eventually cared about him too with time and I tried to be a good wife as well.
That's why I was in my room trying to find something sexy to wear for tonight when he comes back home. Maybe tonight he will finally see me as his mate and finally consummate our bond after 3 years of being together.
I checked the time and it read 9:58pm. Tyler will be home soon. I was sure he would come home tonight because the Annual Gala was tomorrow. We were supposed to leave together at the venue to show we were happily married even though we weren't, to some extent. I adjusted the lingerie I had on as I faced the mirror. It was a black lacy bikini kind of nightwear, it was made like a coset; handless and a network of straps at the back to adjust tightness of the body. The inbuilt bra packed up my breast firmly, exposing my cleavage, my nipples visible from the see through lace material. I turned my backside to examine it as well. The panty part of the nightwear was designed normally but it was see -through due to the lace material. I checked that my fiery red hair was in place and my light makeup too. I always loved my high cheekbones, it made my face more matured and womanly.
The familiar scent of Tyler wafted through the air indicating that he was back, he would be passing by my room door soon. I quickly put on my black wedge heel and strutted out of the room to meet him. I was a little nervous like a teenage girl who was going to confess to a crush. If people knew that I was doing this to get the attention of my mate of 3 years, they would jaw dropped in shock.
I waited by the door and pricked my ears to hear his footsteps so I could come out at the perfect time. Surprisingly I heard two footsteps, one was a heel indicating that the second person was a woman.
Who could it be?
I waited regardless until they were right by my door before opening my door and stepping out.
“Nabita, what are you doing here?” I asked, shocked to see my sister in the pack and holding hands with Tyler. She was not biologically my sister, I was adopted by her father; the alpha when I was younger. She has been cold to me since the very first day we met but always acted like we were best of friends in front of other people.
“How dare you question my guest, Uriah? and what the hell are you wearing?” Tyler questioned instead before Nabita could speak.
“I... I ... ” I stammered suddenly, feeling embarrassed at my appearance.
“Have you gone mad? There are many pressing pack issues to deal with but as a Luna you decided to sit and play dress up?” He scolded
“Actually, today is a special day for us. Do you remember?” I asked hopefully. Today marked our 3 year anniversary, it was a special day for us, I sincerely hoped he didn't forget.
“I don't know what you are blabbing about, tomorrow is the Annual Gala so I will be discussing security issues with Nabita in my study. Do not disturb us... please stop acting like a child and wear something decent” Tyler shook his head then walked away with Nabita to his study. Nabita turned her head and waved at me with a mocking smile on her lips as Tyler pulled her with him. Tears clouded my eyes as I turned around and entered into my room, as the door jammed shut, I laid my back on it and slid down on it till I was seated on the ground and my back was rested on the door.
I just wanted to curl up in a corner and cry or the ground should open up and swallow me up. I felt ashamed that I kept letting myself hope that Tyler had a little affection towards me. We have never been intimate since we mated 3 years ago and we sleep in separate rooms, what bigger sign do I want?
But then when we first met, I had just clocked 17 and was ready to get my mate. He came up to me and asked who I was and the pack rank I held. He was sweet and flirty, sweeping a naive girl off her feet. I didn't mind letting him sink his canines into my shoulder and mating. After my relocation to his pack, it was all sunshine and rainbows for a week until my adopted family came to visit and Tyler found out I was adopted. That's when all hell broke loose, his character changed from sweet to cold so fast. He would nag and mock me for being adopted and he said hurtful things about my unknown parents. I could have ran away and never returned, but I didn't because I had already started having feelings for him. I believed I could change him and make him like me as time went on. Over the years, He didn't fall in love with me as I expected but he did get used to my presence. I handled most of the pack businesses and connections because he didn't understand them too well.
I did my part as a certified Luna and mate and I was a bit more comfortable with it. The only part that bothered me was the love that seemed so out of reach for me.
I brought my knees to my chest and bit down my lip to stop myself from crying as flashes of Tyler and Nabita holding hands flashed through my head again. Nabita was the biological daughter of Netherland pack, she was a spoiled brat who had a beef with me since I was adopted by her father. Her father, Levi, took a liking to me which she hated me for. The Luna; my adopted mother, Prisca was just like her daughter, she was against my adoption and didn't miss an opportunity to maltreat me whenever Alpha Levi was away. Nabita would always act like a darling to me in front of everyone except her mother, people often complimented us on how ‘close’ we look. But when there was no one or just her and mother, she would rain hell down on me. She was a bully and I sometimes ran away from the house to avoid her.
I was about to stand up and take off the lingerie when I first a sharp jab in my stomach, I flinched and rubbed my hand on it. My wolf was feeling restless in the back of my mind. What's going on?
I stood up and began to undress myself slowly, the pain didn't subside, this time it was continuous and it hurt so much. My wolf kept howling and whining repeatedly. Tears gathered in my eyes and I thought of Tyler and Nabita in the study.
The only way I could be in such pain is when my mate was cheating on me and being intimate with another woman. That would mean that Tyler was cheating on me with Nabita? ... or was it someone else?
I successfully undressed myself and put on a big shirt that reached my knees. It was a struggle as the pain in my stomach was clouding my mind and making everything I do extra tedious.
I managed to open the door and staggered on his way to his study. At some point, I fell to the ground and groaned in pain, my hair stuck to my face that was glistening with sweat and my breathing was ragged. I leaned on things along the way and raised myself up.
I finally reached his study and that's when I heard it. The moans from Nabita and the sound of sinking flesh in a hole. I slid down on the door quietly and peeped through it. My suspicion was confirmed as I saw Tyler and Nabita having sex on the study table. I placed my hand to cover my mouth in shock, I could even smell the smell of sex leaking out of the room making me feel nauseated.
“This is our first time having sex in the study, I know one place I would love to try as well” I heard Nabita say in between moans.
“where?” Tyler asked with a gruff voice.
“Uriah's room” she said.
“Ugh! why there? Uriah is boring and I bet her room would be no fun as well”
“I just want it there. I want to spite her enough for her to leave you alone” She giggled before breaking out in moans again.
I wanted to barge in there and confront them, I wanted to scream at them in anger and express my heartbreak but I restrained myself.
I was in no condition to confront them, I needed to find a way to get through this night. Tomorrow was the Annual Gala, we would be quite busy that day as it was our turn to host it, and I wanted everything to go smoothly for the sake of the pack's reputation.
I slowly got up and walked away to my room, I decided to confront them after the party.
I groaned as light from the window pierced through my eyes, I knew it was morning but I felt no motivation to stand up. Yesterday's discovery at the study still tormented me and deprived me of sleep throughout the night. I unconsciously pricked my ears to hear them even after I laid down on the bed, I heard them leave the study, shower in Tyler's room and Nabita leaving. It was painful to listen to but I didn't stop, maybe it would hurt me enough to make me fall into a very deep sleep that I would not wake up from. But it did the exact opposite, now I was awake with bloodshot eyes, an aching heart and no motivation to get up.Heavy knocking from the door jolted me from my thoughts, before I could ask who was that, the door swung open with aggression and Tyler entered fuming.“Why are you not dressed, Uriah? The annual gala is starting in a few minutes, how would it look if the host comes late? What is wrong with you?” he asked angrily.I stood up slowly with a blank face and faced Tyl
His eyes had a coldness to it that somehow pulled me in as I stared at it. He had sharp jawlines complimented by a pointed nose and thin lips. His black hair was gelled back and it was clear that he never skipped a workout because of the bulging muscles contained in a blue tuxedo.I finally realized my situation and hurriedly stood up. “Thank you” I said as I tried to regain my composure. He didn't say a word and only nodded, his face was still expressionless as he turned to Tyler and asked, “Are you going to start the party or do you want to settle your family issues first?”Tyler cleared his throat and replied, “Yeah sure, I'll start now” he then turned to Nabita and whispered in her ear, “Don't worry Love, I will help you vent your anger out later. I promise” She nodded and walked away while Tyler turned to me and said irritatedly, “Let's go”I nodded and walked behind him to the raised platform in the hall. As I walked I heard some conversations from people about Xavier and prick
I moved away from the lycan king immediately when Tyler's voice thundered behind us. I pricked on my clothes nervously not that I've done anything wrong but the thought of the lycan king been around me still lingered in my mind.I postured myself quickly as I came face to face with a bloodshot eyes of Tyler, if only looks could kill I should be six feet under by now cause his gaze is killing."What the hell is going on here?" He asked fuming out aggressively. Judging by his composure and attitude one could say he actually still had an iota of likeness towards me if not love.The thought alone gladdens my heart. I chuckled lightly seeing his reaction."So the mighty alpha who always acted cold towards can act jealous or is he putting up an act here?" I thought inwardly still confused on his sudden behaviour."I think am talking to people over here right?" He thundered again jolting me out of my thought."Uhm… you see there's really nothing you know…." I was cut short by Nabita who bur
"Don't tell me you're deaf now?" He smirked at me.All my life, I have lived it to serve him to my fullest. Yeah! I know I'm a people pleaser but at least I also deserve to be happy in life.My dreaded nightmare has finally come to pass…. Me becoming a rogue is far more better than the life I'm living now."Is it a crime of me not knowing who birthed me?" I asked myself while tears flowed like a river.By now my face is a mess but I cared less….. the pain in my chest is like a pang being struck deeply in my heart.I crutched down slowly holding my knees tightly to my chest while choking on my tears.I've never been humiliated like this in life. It feels as if the ground should open and swallow me up."Well its a crime darling and moreover you actually tricked me in marking you but now I'm going to the one my heart choose" he lashed out at me before storming out with Nabita strolling behind him.People started trooping out of the hall in three and two while whispering to each other, s
"But that's not a proper rejection," she said with eyes wide open while trying her best not to raise her voice."I know it's not but what can I do….. I can't possibly stop him which you know" I said trying so hard to act strong in her presence. One thing I hate to show to people is my weakness…. I was trained to be a man of myself though sometimes a little care and love isn't too much to ask for."Are you really sure you can handle this?" She asked me with eyes full of pity and care."At least it is far better than the insult I get every day from him"."Okay fine but you know if you need a shoulder to cry mine is always padded to absorb your tears" she added while we hugged each other.I waved her bye while shutting the door behind me. Yes I know I might have acted nonchalantly about the issue of him rejecting me publicly but can I really cope?....... I'm used to his insult already and I believe one day he will grow to love me for who I am."Well that day isn't coming" my wolf chipped
"Okay milady" she responded with a bow.I chuckled lightly at her gesture….. Well Tyler might not feel a thing for me but he trusted me with his meal which is more of an honor to me.I smiled gently at the thought, it seems I still have an upper hand than Nabita though I know I've lost my position already but am not ready to let go.I walked over to the hall where the banquet is to be held….. after each gala night celebration, the host alpha and Luna will hold a meal banquet in appreciation to the alphas and luna's that attended.Though ours was a mess and all thanks Tyler and his side chick who messed things up for him.Speaking of Tyler I haven't set my eyes on him since he left the gala night….. I guess that should be the least of my worries.I opened the door leading to the hall to see the worst scene of my life.I tried picturing it together but it did not work out, I had to hold on to the steel door for support so as not to fall flat on my face."Am I dreaming or I entered the wr
I sighed tiredly while I grabbed a seat to lay my lazy ass on…. This looks so beautiful."Have you set up the projector?" I asked the guy who was called to set up the electronic gadgets."Yes Luna, I'm done with everything" he said with a smile."I'll drop the system on my way out, to give you access to the projector," he quickly added.I wave him off…… I used my hand to help raise my chin as I am feeling somehow dizzy."Maybe I should go rest in my room, I still have three more hours left for the dinner to start" I mutter to myself.I tried standing straight but my legs felt too weak to stand on their own…. I had to hold the table so as not to fall."What's happening to me?" I asked myself slowly while holding on to the table for support."Or am I pregnant?" I chuckled at the thought.If I was I would have been the happiest wolf on earth but it's just a thought that can't come true while I'm still with Tyler or maybe it can in the future which I really doubt.After some minutes of try
That's a promise I made to myself….. I hid my face behind Tyler pretending to be tears while smiling mischievously.Flashback On my way to the jewel store to get some new accessories, I passed by a shop where a lady more of like an omega was beaten ruthlessly.I moved closer to the scene to have a clearer picture to the situation in ground but came to face the most beautiful, spotless face I've ever seen.Though her face was covered with bruises and blood but yet she looks dangerously beautiful….. truth be told I hate complimenting my fellow wolf but I couldn't help.I tried walking away from the scene but I could even lift my feets up so I decided to interfere into the issues."Hi, what does she does wrong?" I asked one of the onlookers who was quite closer to me."I heard she stole something but I'm not really sure of the whole story…. You can asked the store keeper, that's him over there" he said pointing to where the store keeper sat relaxing.I moved closer to him holding my bag