I was not going to lie, the thing hurt me. Every pry of my heart was cringing hurt. I knew that I had done something bad and unforgivable but the fact that dad was not even giving me the benefit of the doubt or the urge to explain was making me feel really weird. We had been standing for few minutes before dad finally remembered he was to invite Adam to sit, “I’m sorry my Prince, you should have a seat.” Dad said and I rolled my eyes. Adam only laughed. “Call me Adam, sir.” He said and Dad shook his head. One would think they had been taking for ages and this was only not the first time the both of them were meeting. I rolled my eyes at the man. He was a very dramatic person. “Hi, dad.” I said again and this time, he acknowledged me. I know that he was refusing to say anything yet, just because Adam was here with me and I was going to make sure to make use of that opportunity and get him to stop being mad at me. It was like Adam had read my mind because he spoke, “So this was hap
Adam held tightly to my hands as we entered into the kitchen. I stared at him, wondering why he was being so skeptical and looking around fishy like someone was about to hurt him. I was bemused. The fact that his family made him to become like this was not sitting well with me. He had never been that comfortable enough that it seemed to him like he was imposing on our family. I shook my head, little did he know how much of a family he was. Dad had gotten to business. He was in that cool mode. And I was sure he wanted to impress Adam a whole lot because he was not even speaking to me, or Adam. He was just doing his own thing and it seemed like none of existed in the kitchen. I stared at Adam, a little bit worried about him. The whole idea that he was being a stranger with me was not sitting well with me. I was starting to get worried for him. For the first time ever, he looked gentle. Meek, even. “Are you okay?” I finally asked. That seemed to jerk him out whatever it was that he was
“What is it?” I finally asked, unable to take it again. There was something that made me very uncomfortable and self conscious when I am being stared at, especially after I realize that I am indeed being stared at. Adam was still smiling. Garh. He stared at me more for about thirty seconds. He then opened his mouth, brought out his free hand that was not laced in my hands, to cover the side of his mouth. So I can concentrate more on what he was about to whisper. “You are really beautiful.” Adam whispered. I managed to catch it through his mouth words. And I was sure I had turned pink. I could feel the blood pass through my face, and fell every blood come ahead to gather right in my cheeks. He was just being sweet. I could not say anything out loud because of dad, who had totally forgotten he even had both of us in the kitchen. He was really focused on what he was doing. I managed to stand on my toes and I peered at the frying Pan. Dad was making his pancakes into shapes! If I did had
Adam and I took the plantain, with each share turn my turn, I moaned in, a little bit, I did not want to warrant any awkward situation at this moment. The pancakes was too sweet on my tongue. I wanted to take each and every moment in me to taste the succulent flavor. As usual, dad added in the blue berry flavored syrup. That was my favorite. At that moment, I was really tempted to moan out loud. I did not mind if anyone was going to look at me weirdly. At that point, I did not even remember that Adam was in our house, and that he was probably going to be staring at me in a weird way, but at that moment, I had no care. I did not care about any single person. My eyes were closed, trying to savor the feeling and the taste in my mouth. There was something about food that made me happy. The meeee thought of it alone, the smell, the taste, the way it washes down my throat like the promises of tomorrow. Dad had been right when he said I never waited for him to serve the food into a plate.
There are so many things I had failed to notice from Adam. And I had just started seeing that after that night, after I had said hurtful things to him, and seen him in school much later. That was when I realized that there was a side to him that I had never met. I had not given myself chance to digest the Adam of that time. It was still so hard to believe that all these had happened in three days time, when he had ignored me. And how I had made it my life mission to just get closer to make him talk to me. So many things I had not seen because of my immune blindness to everything. I was finding it hard to believe that yesterday was the day the girls had tried to bully me, and Adam had been there to save the day. I knew I had to talk to my best friend, but not was nowhere close to the time. This morning, I had seen his missed calls, but I had been too concerned and worried about dad I had ignored him. I hoped to goddess that he was also not mad at me, I did not know what I was going yo
Dad had been in the room for almost an hour, I was starting to think something had happened to him. It was either because in his own sense, he was giving Adam and I space or he was just trying to do something that involved snooping around. That was the only thing I was sure could delay dad from going to work. I did not understand really, how was it possible for him to try to give us space when it was only going to be literally Adam and I in the whole house after he leaves. I rolled my eyes inwardly. Well, who knew, he must have have been planning to get something. Two things were on my mind at the moment. The first was on Adam, who was Adam, who had made an excuse to use my room as he had received an emergency call. Goddess knew I did not really want it to be news form the palace. That was the last thing I actually wanted to think of at the moment. The idea of all of that, and the thought made me want to puke my eyes out and remain in bed for days. With everything I had heard about h
I knew of times in which have locked the door to my room, all just because I wanted an a-line time. One would think even with less times dad spent in the house, I was going to be want to be around him. I was just that kind of child that wanted to spend her time being alone. Dad said I inherited that aspect from mum, and I was very sure that was true. My dad was really nosy, and I was no way like that. “I just wanted to check up on you dad. Besides, Adam is out there having a coversation with goddess knows who.” I shrugged, tuning back into my conversation with dad. It was so easy for me to zone out sometimes. It took the will for me to come back to the present. It was something my dad and I used to fight about back when I had been younger and dad would think I had been ignoring him on purpose. Well now, he was just honestly used to the whole concept. He understands and does not even bother me. I looked to dad, and that was when I noticed that he was folding his clothes into a mini
Even after several hours, several times after I had hugged dad close to my chest, the only thing my mind could manifest was how he was going to be the nosy handsome date there. I was sure part of my beauty had been a result of dads. He was really handsome, and I was sure he was into the eyes of many widowed werewolves around, in the pack. I was on his bed, watching him arrange everything neatly into his bag. Dad seemed nervous, although he was trying not to show it. At intervals, he would randomly ask me if he looked good, and if it was okay for him to ask specific questions. I really did not care about any of that, really. I just wanted him to be happy, and it was that he was. This was the first time he was obviously going to subscribe to anything like this ever since he had lost mum. He seemed to excited to be true. Sooner than later, dad was on his way. I followed him to the front door, making sure he looked his best before I sent him off. Dad waved me off with a kiss before ente
CodyI was sitting next to Adam, after he had forced me to drink and almost finish a whole bottled of water. Apparently, drinking water helped drunk or tipsy people. I was starting to get to my senses back a little, but I was still lost in that haze. The same haze that tempted me to want to jump around, and dance around the airplane. That same one. Adam was next time, and he had not said a word to me after, except force me to drink more water. At this point, it felt like we were both ignoring each other, when it was indeed far from it. I just wanted to take a break, and not think too much about what was going to happen next between the both of us. Remy had indeed said some things that were starting to just clear on my head. The things she had said had been true, but the way in which she had passed it was what I was not going to agree with. It had not been as much of a big deal as she made it seem, and I did jot know nothing to clear on that. It was very obvious Adam was still pisse
THE PRINCE’S DIARY, 9, November, 1999The end is walking slowlyCrawling blindly in the light Cradling my head with might My other self is staring at me through the ghost of a mirror. And I detest myself for seeing her. Yet, I cannot lose her. Her feet are barely touch the floor. Yet she stands so tall I have to crane my neck. My other self is walking towards me, about to crown my head with thorns of pain and beauty. Beauty through the pain, My other self is staring at me through a broken mirror. Mirror of my broken self, mirror of the broken soul She is screaming, Screaming silently at me for leaving her to decay. Leaving her lost, to burn To end. The end is walking fast. Moving like the wind Moving till I can’t see. Silently gazing at the way the wind rushes towards the water. The sunset, drinking in the beauty of the sky. Beautiful. Amazing. Wonderful. Your heart is dancing at the triumph against sadness. And it’s quietened down the wailings. The bones of your form are e
Remy then got up, like if she wanted to be eye to eye with Adam, like she wanted him to understand what it was that she was saying so clearly. Although, Adam still towered over her, she refused to back down. “You mean how the both of us take care of our business and we don’t make it to the part where everyone notices that something is this wrong with us? Adam, wake up. I can sense your immaturity over this plane. I get the fact that you have never been with a mate, neither have you ever been in a relationship. But watch everything that is going. Watch her, watch the way she kept staring at you in the car ride. Did you even hear the things you said to her? Did you notice how nervous she was to take the plane rides, and how she kept closing her eyes to take deep breath, to inhale in and exhale, she also spoke to herself at some point because there was no one there to comfort her, there was no one there to hold her hands. You just came over buckle her seat belt, walked away, and then
I was still in the plane, waiting for that moment was going to get to me. His pace was slow, it felt like he was walking to me, as if it were a movie, I wanted to count each and every of his step, if there was a way I could. My eyes shone with anticipation, and at the same time, I felt this excitement in me, I could not wait for him to get to me. I was sure my eyes shinning from afar. At that moment, I did not care if me and Adam were not on speaking terms, I did not care if he was going to get to me, and remind me of how annoyed I was, at him from the beginning. I just wanted him to get to me, he was like the prince that was running towards his princess, And there was nothing that could be done about it. It was not like I wanted anything to be done about it. I just wanted Adam in my face, I wanted him to come close to me. It was at this hazy and dizzy thought I realized that I might indeed me more drunk than I had thought. My mind was clouded, and I could only breathe heavily at th
It took several hours before the jet finally took off. I finally released my nerves, and Adam disappeared back to the other side of the room, where he had been right before the plane took off. I was starting to get convinced he had something to do with the other girls who were now on the other side of the room, but I did not bother myself. “Let’s get drinks. I asked the air hostess to bring us some booze, let’s go gets wasted, or what do you say?” Remy asked, and I nodded my head. I sure needed something off my head, before I was going to overthink every single thing, and think that Adam was indeed doing something with girls over there. “I want us to do a toast. I mean, we should do a toast to cody, joining us for the first time, and to the better lives we are all hopefully going to get.” It was so obvious that Ella was drunk already, and I was starting to wonder when it was that she had started drinking. She was doing a toast, while it was very obvious she was the only one holdi
We finally got closer to the plane. The fan was already moving really fast and high. I studied the body of the plane more. There was just no way anyone was going to move close to something like that without having to access every part of it. I looked closer and I saw the same endearment by the side, that had been on Adam’s neck when I had first moved closer to him and accessed him. “Is that the royal symbol?” I asked, and Ella nodded. She was absent minded now, of course. I looked back and noticed that men had moved closer to us. Alongside them was Ben, and the three other guys who were also in black. Right now, they all had sun glasses on, even if the weather was really cool. “She really does love him, doesn’t she?” I whispered to Remy, as we both watched Ella lose her sene or thinking as she stared at Edward, who was also smiling at her, he kept stealing glances at her, and I was very sure that at that moment, he was clearly not listening to whatever it was that Adam was tellin
I was still in Adam’s arms waiting for the time where I was finally going to get off him. I felt suffocated from everything. I just wanted out, and Adam was not even letting me go. I tried to pull away several times not to no avail. I was puffing and groaning in frustration when we the car finally stopped. That time, he let me pull away. I went out of the car after Remy, and stood close to her. I was not planning on staying with Adam anymore. His thought infuriated me. He was just a selfish person that did not care about other peoples feelings when he was being a possessive bastard. I grunted once again. That was when I took in our environment. We were in a tarmac obviously, it was so wide and the wind dusted the skirts of my top. There was bushes surrounding the whole wide space which was located in the middle, making it give this nature vibe. I was very sure this was far away from the pack because I was we have driven for over two hours, roughly. I had no idea somewhere like this e
I was about to move completely away from Adam, when I felt arms wrap me up from nowhere. It caught me off guard, and I knew that I would have panicked, and screamed my head off if I was not in the car, and the rest of the Lycans were not next to me. I glanced behind me, and that was when I realized that Adam had removed his arm and had adjusted them to come close to me. All this while, I had thought he had simply done that to avoid me. I wanted to smile, I would have, if there was still not this renaming prickling hurt that was still in my chest. He had a weird way of showing how he actually felt. In a bid, still in my own anger, I refused to put my hands around him back. He was not just going to come from anywhere, and act in anyway that befitted him, just because he felt like I was looking at another person. When of course, I had just been appreciating the beauty which meant nothing more. He was always the one stressing on how much I did nit care about his feelings sometimes, bef
We were in the car already. I had not realized that the only occupant was just Martin Remy, and me and Adam. Adam was stalked to the other side, pulsing with his arms folded. It felt like he had not even realized that I was sitting next to him already, my head was starting to radiate with heat. Sometimes, there was just some way that he acted that did not sit well with me. Adam could be such a baby. I had not even done anything with Ben, and at the of the day, he was being mad at me for nothing, Adam was such a possessive somebody, it came down to really annoying, Remy understood the struggle I was going through, so she just sealed her lips. I knew she was taking a struggle, not to say anything to Adam. Since he was going to behave like a kid, I was simply going to ignore him all through till he dropped all his tactics. I was not in any mood to speak to anyone that was was not going to speak to me too. My eyes went back to the bracelet that was sitting pretty on my hands. It was gli