“I want to circle your areola with my tongue. I have have always wanted to do that. And now that you are here, that is the only thing I can think of.” Adam whispered in my ears. He was so close to me now, his face was next to my head. He was whispering things that was making me shift and toss on the bed, to my ears. Adam was making me roll insane. Like I had no other thing to think of in life. I wanted him. I wanted him so bad. It felt like my heart was preparing to burst out of it ribcage. Adam had a way of making me forget my morals. Every part of my body was laced with goosebumps. I could feel it. On my thighs, at my back, behind my ears. I almost went insane when Adam used his tongue to lick the back of my ears. The feeling felt so foreign and sweet at the same time. I wanted Adam there. I wanted him with me. I wanted to inhale him, I wanted him to touch me for every day of my life. His touch was like an addiction. I was running low on his touch. I wanted him to touch me as soon
Adam’s butt chick had definitely cracked with the way he had hit them on the floor, if it had not even cracked the first time when Remy had interrupted us and I had pushed him to the floor, it had definitely done that at the moment. He was still on the floor, his eyes on me like I had just ripped something painful out of him. After no one answering, the person finally entered and it turned out be Martin. Considering the fact that he was looking between the both of us like some puzzle, or the fact that him and his mate had the ability to always interrupt us, I was starting to wonder if they always did it on purpose. It was the both couples worked with those mind. The same way Martin had smiled, and had paired both her eyes with ours was enough explanation that he had indeed come here for a purpose I was not sure Adam was going to really like. His brows almost linked with the beginning of his forehead as he tried and failed woefully, to raise a brow up. Very calculated but mischievous
We remained like that, I laid my back on the bed, my legs dangling from the edges. I was so sure that at this rate, I was not looking forward to whatever it was that Adam had to talk to me about. It was not just going to be what I was going to down for. A part me wanted to, wanted to because I kept opposing the thought. But a part of me actually wanted to blame him, for throwing the both of under the bus. Now, I cannot be his girlfriend in peace because will probably be waiting for the day both me and him were going to be marked and I was going to officially be a crown princess. It was going to be something they might actually not get. I did not want to think of that. In fact, I did not know how, but I wanted to project my mind not to think of anything at all because my whole being was tired. Nothing made sense to me anymore. It felt like when we I finally found a solution to whatever it was that was bothering me, something greater was even going to trample on top. How was I going to
I still remained in the car, with no one to talk to, or even speak to about how it was going on in my mind except my reflection looking at me in the side mirror. That was the only person who understood how mandatory it was for me to have spoken to dad, but I had refused. I closed my eyes in shame. I had actually been distracted enough to forget that somehow, in a way, even if it should have been for a while, I should have called Dad at some point. Reason one, he would have been really worried about me, and I had thought he was going to be at work, when he had totally not been because he had come home early, waiting for me to get back home only for me not to return. Reason two, apparently, my phone had been throughout yesterday and only Adam had plugged it in for me, which I had, had no idea of because I had been too distracted about everything. So now, Dad had been worried sick of me, and I had not slept at home. Two offence to apologize for by the time I get back home. I was not al
My mind was screaming at me to laugh all the laugh I had in me now, because I knew after seeing dad, nothing was going to be the same again. Not even my emotions. “Thank you for the explanation. Now I get why you had done that. Honestly, I won’t ask you to take it back too. I mean, it is high time everyone knew of that. I had not even been shocked.” I made a weird expression. “Exactly,” Adam raised his hands on emphasis. “I mean, when I had said that, I had expected you to walk out of the hall while causing a scene. I mean, I had been ready for that. Nothing had prepared me for you to be mute. At some point, I was worried something had happened to you.” Adam said and I laughed. He was making me look really dramatic. I was not even that bad. “Oh stop it, Adam. You know I won’t even do that in the first place.” I hit him by his arms. Adam removed his eyes from the road to blink at me. “You? Says you? You are getting me distracted Adam, I need to focus on me. I need to think of me.
I was still in the car, we were about five minutes from home and I could feel the nerves behind the pulse of my ears. I was really scared and anxious that he was going to be really mad at me. I hated to see dad that way. Adam had been speaking to me for over a minute, and there was no way I could concentrate. My mind was filled up.“Hey, hey. Listen to me. I don’t know whatever relationship you have with your dad, but I know that he won’t be really angry as you are making it seem, or as you are reacting. Your dad is just mad at you because he had been worried, he probably thought something had happened to you. But don’t worry, I will be with you. I will explain whatever happened to him. I know how to lie very well, that’s my speciality.” Adam winked at me and I laughed. “Wow, you have a speciality at lying, right? Tell me more. You must have lied a lot when you were much younger.” I said and Adam scoffed.. “Trust me love, I have done a lot of things in this life and I have lived for
I was not going to lie, the thing hurt me. Every pry of my heart was cringing hurt. I knew that I had done something bad and unforgivable but the fact that dad was not even giving me the benefit of the doubt or the urge to explain was making me feel really weird. We had been standing for few minutes before dad finally remembered he was to invite Adam to sit, “I’m sorry my Prince, you should have a seat.” Dad said and I rolled my eyes. Adam only laughed. “Call me Adam, sir.” He said and Dad shook his head. One would think they had been taking for ages and this was only not the first time the both of them were meeting. I rolled my eyes at the man. He was a very dramatic person. “Hi, dad.” I said again and this time, he acknowledged me. I know that he was refusing to say anything yet, just because Adam was here with me and I was going to make sure to make use of that opportunity and get him to stop being mad at me. It was like Adam had read my mind because he spoke, “So this was hap
Adam held tightly to my hands as we entered into the kitchen. I stared at him, wondering why he was being so skeptical and looking around fishy like someone was about to hurt him. I was bemused. The fact that his family made him to become like this was not sitting well with me. He had never been that comfortable enough that it seemed to him like he was imposing on our family. I shook my head, little did he know how much of a family he was. Dad had gotten to business. He was in that cool mode. And I was sure he wanted to impress Adam a whole lot because he was not even speaking to me, or Adam. He was just doing his own thing and it seemed like none of existed in the kitchen. I stared at Adam, a little bit worried about him. The whole idea that he was being a stranger with me was not sitting well with me. I was starting to get worried for him. For the first time ever, he looked gentle. Meek, even. “Are you okay?” I finally asked. That seemed to jerk him out whatever it was that he was
CodyI was sitting next to Adam, after he had forced me to drink and almost finish a whole bottled of water. Apparently, drinking water helped drunk or tipsy people. I was starting to get to my senses back a little, but I was still lost in that haze. The same haze that tempted me to want to jump around, and dance around the airplane. That same one. Adam was next time, and he had not said a word to me after, except force me to drink more water. At this point, it felt like we were both ignoring each other, when it was indeed far from it. I just wanted to take a break, and not think too much about what was going to happen next between the both of us. Remy had indeed said some things that were starting to just clear on my head. The things she had said had been true, but the way in which she had passed it was what I was not going to agree with. It had not been as much of a big deal as she made it seem, and I did jot know nothing to clear on that. It was very obvious Adam was still pisse
THE PRINCE’S DIARY, 9, November, 1999The end is walking slowlyCrawling blindly in the light Cradling my head with might My other self is staring at me through the ghost of a mirror. And I detest myself for seeing her. Yet, I cannot lose her. Her feet are barely touch the floor. Yet she stands so tall I have to crane my neck. My other self is walking towards me, about to crown my head with thorns of pain and beauty. Beauty through the pain, My other self is staring at me through a broken mirror. Mirror of my broken self, mirror of the broken soul She is screaming, Screaming silently at me for leaving her to decay. Leaving her lost, to burn To end. The end is walking fast. Moving like the wind Moving till I can’t see. Silently gazing at the way the wind rushes towards the water. The sunset, drinking in the beauty of the sky. Beautiful. Amazing. Wonderful. Your heart is dancing at the triumph against sadness. And it’s quietened down the wailings. The bones of your form are e
Remy then got up, like if she wanted to be eye to eye with Adam, like she wanted him to understand what it was that she was saying so clearly. Although, Adam still towered over her, she refused to back down. “You mean how the both of us take care of our business and we don’t make it to the part where everyone notices that something is this wrong with us? Adam, wake up. I can sense your immaturity over this plane. I get the fact that you have never been with a mate, neither have you ever been in a relationship. But watch everything that is going. Watch her, watch the way she kept staring at you in the car ride. Did you even hear the things you said to her? Did you notice how nervous she was to take the plane rides, and how she kept closing her eyes to take deep breath, to inhale in and exhale, she also spoke to herself at some point because there was no one there to comfort her, there was no one there to hold her hands. You just came over buckle her seat belt, walked away, and then
I was still in the plane, waiting for that moment was going to get to me. His pace was slow, it felt like he was walking to me, as if it were a movie, I wanted to count each and every of his step, if there was a way I could. My eyes shone with anticipation, and at the same time, I felt this excitement in me, I could not wait for him to get to me. I was sure my eyes shinning from afar. At that moment, I did not care if me and Adam were not on speaking terms, I did not care if he was going to get to me, and remind me of how annoyed I was, at him from the beginning. I just wanted him to get to me, he was like the prince that was running towards his princess, And there was nothing that could be done about it. It was not like I wanted anything to be done about it. I just wanted Adam in my face, I wanted him to come close to me. It was at this hazy and dizzy thought I realized that I might indeed me more drunk than I had thought. My mind was clouded, and I could only breathe heavily at th
It took several hours before the jet finally took off. I finally released my nerves, and Adam disappeared back to the other side of the room, where he had been right before the plane took off. I was starting to get convinced he had something to do with the other girls who were now on the other side of the room, but I did not bother myself. “Let’s get drinks. I asked the air hostess to bring us some booze, let’s go gets wasted, or what do you say?” Remy asked, and I nodded my head. I sure needed something off my head, before I was going to overthink every single thing, and think that Adam was indeed doing something with girls over there. “I want us to do a toast. I mean, we should do a toast to cody, joining us for the first time, and to the better lives we are all hopefully going to get.” It was so obvious that Ella was drunk already, and I was starting to wonder when it was that she had started drinking. She was doing a toast, while it was very obvious she was the only one holdi
We finally got closer to the plane. The fan was already moving really fast and high. I studied the body of the plane more. There was just no way anyone was going to move close to something like that without having to access every part of it. I looked closer and I saw the same endearment by the side, that had been on Adam’s neck when I had first moved closer to him and accessed him. “Is that the royal symbol?” I asked, and Ella nodded. She was absent minded now, of course. I looked back and noticed that men had moved closer to us. Alongside them was Ben, and the three other guys who were also in black. Right now, they all had sun glasses on, even if the weather was really cool. “She really does love him, doesn’t she?” I whispered to Remy, as we both watched Ella lose her sene or thinking as she stared at Edward, who was also smiling at her, he kept stealing glances at her, and I was very sure that at that moment, he was clearly not listening to whatever it was that Adam was tellin
I was still in Adam’s arms waiting for the time where I was finally going to get off him. I felt suffocated from everything. I just wanted out, and Adam was not even letting me go. I tried to pull away several times not to no avail. I was puffing and groaning in frustration when we the car finally stopped. That time, he let me pull away. I went out of the car after Remy, and stood close to her. I was not planning on staying with Adam anymore. His thought infuriated me. He was just a selfish person that did not care about other peoples feelings when he was being a possessive bastard. I grunted once again. That was when I took in our environment. We were in a tarmac obviously, it was so wide and the wind dusted the skirts of my top. There was bushes surrounding the whole wide space which was located in the middle, making it give this nature vibe. I was very sure this was far away from the pack because I was we have driven for over two hours, roughly. I had no idea somewhere like this e
I was about to move completely away from Adam, when I felt arms wrap me up from nowhere. It caught me off guard, and I knew that I would have panicked, and screamed my head off if I was not in the car, and the rest of the Lycans were not next to me. I glanced behind me, and that was when I realized that Adam had removed his arm and had adjusted them to come close to me. All this while, I had thought he had simply done that to avoid me. I wanted to smile, I would have, if there was still not this renaming prickling hurt that was still in my chest. He had a weird way of showing how he actually felt. In a bid, still in my own anger, I refused to put my hands around him back. He was not just going to come from anywhere, and act in anyway that befitted him, just because he felt like I was looking at another person. When of course, I had just been appreciating the beauty which meant nothing more. He was always the one stressing on how much I did nit care about his feelings sometimes, bef
We were in the car already. I had not realized that the only occupant was just Martin Remy, and me and Adam. Adam was stalked to the other side, pulsing with his arms folded. It felt like he had not even realized that I was sitting next to him already, my head was starting to radiate with heat. Sometimes, there was just some way that he acted that did not sit well with me. Adam could be such a baby. I had not even done anything with Ben, and at the of the day, he was being mad at me for nothing, Adam was such a possessive somebody, it came down to really annoying, Remy understood the struggle I was going through, so she just sealed her lips. I knew she was taking a struggle, not to say anything to Adam. Since he was going to behave like a kid, I was simply going to ignore him all through till he dropped all his tactics. I was not in any mood to speak to anyone that was was not going to speak to me too. My eyes went back to the bracelet that was sitting pretty on my hands. It was gli