Chapter 69

I had not even realized the extent at how I had ruined everything . The way I had pushed the only person that ever cared about me away just cause I was scared of somethings I had made up from the past, when I was much younger. The thing is, weird things had been happening to me. I had been having strange dreams, and I had also had strange feelings in my chest and my heart. I was too scared, and the next solution was for me to run into the human world. My insecurity for being human had made me read too much in what you had said. And I had been scared that if I had let you explain yourself, I was going to lose to these things I had made up my mind to to since I was very much younger.

I’m sorry, Adam. Hurting you. Or any of the Lycans who I now, have considered to be a part of my family is the last thing on my mind. Or my head, I’m sorry for being a bitch. I’m sorry for causing you to experience pain, and anger, even hurt, when all you had been to me ever since we met was kind and ni