I had not even realized the extent at how I had ruined everything . The way I had pushed the only person that ever cared about me away just cause I was scared of somethings I had made up from the past, when I was much younger. The thing is, weird things had been happening to me. I had been having strange dreams, and I had also had strange feelings in my chest and my heart. I was too scared, and the next solution was for me to run into the human world. My insecurity for being human had made me read too much in what you had said. And I had been scared that if I had let you explain yourself, I was going to lose to these things I had made up my mind to to since I was very much younger. I’m sorry, Adam. Hurting you. Or any of the Lycans who I now, have considered to be a part of my family is the last thing on my mind. Or my head, I’m sorry for being a bitch. I’m sorry for causing you to experience pain, and anger, even hurt, when all you had been to me ever since we met was kind and ni
Remy’s head popped in through the doors and by the time I could get myself back to normal, I realized that on my haste to get away from Adam, I had pushed him away and he was now on the floor, groaning and holding his butt. I turned red immediately. Now, this was going to make it look like we were doing something when we obviously had not. I cleared my throat, ablidiku eye contact from any of the two. I could feel Remy’s mocking smile as she spoke. “Oh. I had no idea you two were up to something.” At this time, Adam had gotten up and take a sit on the couch I had planned to go from the very beginning. Only if he had let me. Now, I was dying from both embarrassment and wetness in my down region. It was like my brain was just starting to realize that we had almost kissed. And this time, it would have been without regrets or disappearance. I swallowed. We really were moving fast. But we had moved too slow, and I still needed Adam to understand somethings. Which was me not accepting that
I observed the dinning room too. There was a kitchen that seemed not to be too far away, although I could not sight the interior from where I was sitting. The dinner table and chairs were placed in the middle of the room. There were different drawings of nature all around. It was so beautiful I envied the artist. There was also another big TV placed in the middle, at the front of the room. Although, it was not as big as the one in the living room, it was taking a large amount of space. “You were clearly embarrassing the girl.” Remy shot a glare at Martin and he gave a sheepish smile. That was when I had tuned in back to the conversation, and realized they had been talking about me. I watched the both of them exchange for a while, before Martin brought his eyes to meet mine, and wink at me. Remy slapped the back of his head immediately. I laughed.“Welcome to our humble abode, Cody.” Edward was the one to speak now, finally taking his eyes off his mate who was now looking smug. “You
I was still being held on tightly by Adam. It was like he did not want to let me go. I finally relaxed over an hour ago, when Ella had brought our games to be played. We later abandoned it and they were now playing a game of ‘never have I ever,’ all these while, Adam kept whispering sweet nothings in my ear, making it hard and impossible for me to concentrate well on it. He had been long for various ways to get me back upstairs ever since we started out, but the girls were not allowing it. Frankly, I also was eager to go ho with Adam because I had to speak to him about what we were. The Lycans had been talking about mates and all sort of things, and I needed to make it clear to Adam, even if the Lycans needed not to know anything. I was still deciding if I was going to accept that he was my mate. I had not accepted it. I had just accepted the fact that I was in fact, indeed in love with him. I wanted us to date, and fall in love the way humans usually do. I wanted us to hold hands a
I kept following the both of them, a lithos bit quiet because I was still in awe of the house when we suddenly stopped in front of a door. Remy opened the door and switched on the light and I gasped. It was like a play house, somewhere to hang around. There was a bar not too far away and couches and little cakes scattered around the floor to make it more colorful, they were of different colors. “I know right. The Prince loves to have his things fancy.” Ella said beside me and I chuckled. She was actually right. I had noticed that even to his fingernails, everything about Adam was fancy. “Does he own this place?” I asked and Remy shook her head. “It’s probably the property of the royal family but Adam had it furnished and designed before our arrival. We were only supposed to spend a few days here but of course, he said he could not come to a place that had been abandoned for several years without new things. So we had this done. Which was part of what delayed us. We should have arri
Adam looked a bit livid as he came in through the door. His face looked flushed with anger as it was really pink. Probably from too much huffing and puffing. Remy laughed as he ignored her immediately after she had opened the door. He looked around slightly around before his eyes landed on mine. He looked a bit relief like I could have been taken away or something. “Calm down, princess. No one is going to do anything to her. It’s not like we are going to bite her.” Ella rolled her eyes and Adam rolled his eyes. “That’s none of my business. And we are done here guys.” Adam grabbed me by my hands and led me away. I laughed as he gave me the stink eye. “You will explain what is funny later to me.” Adam groaned at me and I laughed the more. Seeing him like that was really entertaining. It made me feel special. That someone cared about me enough to ge worried when I go missing, or they cannot find me. I felt all gushy inside. Adam’s hands was still holding on to mine as we passed by the
Finally, I remember that I was turning into something I had seen myself not ever becoming. Sure, there had been times when I was very much younger and I had really envied the werewolves and had wished to be them. I had wanted to be one so bad, I had pushed myself and pushed myself. Just so I could hear a voice from my werewolf or leap into it, but nothing. And now, from nowhere, all of a sudden I was going to be a Lucan, or I was already turning to be a Lycan, which was even greater than werewolves and the idea was absurd. Life. Life, had it way of playing with someone. The same me, that had always been bullied all her life for not being a werewolf was on my way to being a Lycan. I could feel it in my bones. Even before Ella had explained why my eyes had turned gold or why a voice has been speaking in me, something in me just felt it. And the feeling felt like home. I already loved my Lycan form even if it was yet to be fully formed already. I had already accepted it. Then, there wa
Adam was still staring confusedly at me. His stance was like something was wrong, but at the same time, it was like he already predicted like I was going to say something. Probably to hurt him and then leave. I was starting to really hate the things I had done ans said in the past. Adam gets so nervous just because he cannot predict my next actions she he somehow thinks that I want to hurt him, with each and everything that I do. “What is it?” The faster he had picked me up, the faster he had released me and now, I was cold and waiting alone on my own, on the bed, while he remained on the other side. I knew he was forcing himself to speak with it holding him. I understood him too, I was fighting the urge to actually go to him and question why he was so nervous and at the same time, I wanted him to touch me and have his way with me. It was something I could really never decide. A weird feeling I was really loving. “So. I want to speak about something and it is the thing that has been