I lock the envelope in my safe and walk over to the crystal bourbon decanter in the corner of my office.
The omega said yes to my offer, not that I thought she’d reject it. She’s running away from a man who hates me, of course, she would agree to my offer of safety. But I still don’t know why she was running from that cunt, Mikhail, or why they needed her back so desperately that they ran right into my territory.
She must be important to them; the fact that she ran right into my arms must be a sign from the Goddess. Not that I’m a believer; All I know is that little rabbit is my trump card in this war, and making her birth my first-born will be the ultimate ‘fuck you’ to that asshole.
The door of my office bursts open and my Beta, Maxim, walks in with his eyes glowing golden and his hands balled into fists at his side. He’s pissed off about something, I can tell from his scent.
“Típota! Absolutely fucking NOTHING!” he exclaims while looking feral as fuck.
I take a sip of my bourbon and raise my eyebrow at him. “Are we playing guessing games right now?”
My nonchalance causes him to emit a low growl and he glares at me. “You know exactly what I’m talking about, Niko; that fucking Omega sleeping soundly on the top floor,” he says, then walks over to me and grabs the glass from my hand before downing it.
I sigh and proceed to pour myself another two fingers into a separate glass while looking at him questioningly. He didn’t like it when I asked him to bring that little rabbit along with us after killing those soldiers who ran after her. In hindsight, I probably should have kept them alive to question them, but seeing Mikhail’s men in my territory made me fucking see red.
“Did you find out who she is?”
“That’s what I meant when I said absolutely fucking nothing. She’s not listed anywhere; no prints, no facial recognition, no birthdate, no name - no biometrics,” he says, shaking his head. “It’s like she doesn’t fucking exist.”
I grin. “Hmmm, this intrigues me even more now. What could Mikhail want with a ghost?” I say, chuckling. There’s no way he would go to such lengths to keep this little rabbit hidden… ”Unless that ghost is something more… something he’s trying to hide from the world.”
Maxim looks at me as if I’ve gone crazy, then he shakes his head. “I don’t like that look in your eyes, Nikolaos,” he says. “I don’t like it at all.”
“Well, it’s obvious that rabbit is of high importance to someone like Popov; so we keep her here for a while until I’m done with her.”
He frowns. “Done with her? With all due respect, Niko, you have more important things to worry about than playing warden to a nobody. The Pack Elders-”
“Will get their heir,” I say, finishing my drink. “That’s what I mean when I say until I’m done with her.”
The cogs seem to be turning in Maxim’s head and I can literally see when they come to the conclusion I offered. His eyes pop out of his head and he nearly drops his glass as he takes a step back from me. “No fucking way.”
I nod. “She’s important to Mikhail, now she’ll be the one to birth my firstborn. I think the irony fits,” I say with a chuckle and slap his back. “Come now, Maxim, you were the one who wanted me to find someone-”
“Yes, an important someone! One with a name, a lineage, a powerful family - one with pull. Not some…ghost!” He exclaims, violently shaking his head and placing a hand on my shoulder. “Please, Niko, you need to rethink this!”
“No need to,” I say and peel his hand from my shoulder. “The papers are signed and she’ll be inseminated during her next heat cycle. The sooner I have this child, the sooner I can get the Elders off my back.”
They wanted a child from me since I was adamant I would not have a Luna. This was my compromise so I can keep my Alpha title, not to mention half of the city. So I will give them an heir and how easy was it to get someone who wanted to escape the city?
“You’re making a mistake-”
“I am in this predicament because they want a new Alpha, and since Bastien will have nothing to do with our father’s old pack, this is on me. He got out easy by establishing a pack in Sin City,” I say, nearly biting back my words because my twin brother did not take the easy way out.
Maxim sighs. “What if she turns out to be worse than-”
“Don’t you fucking dare,” I growl as the anger makes its way to the surface. Maxim takes a step back when he sees my eyes and black claws, then he holds his hands palms up as if in apology.
“Say their names and you’re dead. You might be my Beta and closer to me than Bastien, but dredge up the past again and I’ll shove your heart down your throat.”
I don’t even have to raise my voice for him to get the idea that I’m serious, because he knows he fucking overstepped. Mentioning those names is taboo in my pack, and anyone who utters them will have a swift death.
“A-apologies, Alpha,” Maxim says before he scurries out of my office with his tail literally between his legs.
I empty my glass and smash it against the fireplace before allowing the pain of the shift to take over and sprint towards the forest surrounding my property. Nothing angers me more than thinking about the past; a past drenched in pain and abuse where those close to me did the unspeakable.
I cannot stand the touch of another woman; they ruined that for me. Even the most gentle of touches feels like silver razor wire peeling off my skin.
This is easy; killing, torture, blind fury… it’s an easy outlet. I will allow no one to get close to me again, not after that. For now, I need to focus on what I have to do to secure an heir, then see what secret this little rabbit has to hide.
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It’s been a week since they brought me into the SilverCrest Pack, and a week since I’ve seen another person besides Josef, my supposed bodyguard. They’ve moved me to another bedroom; there are no bars on the windows and my door does not get locked, but I am a prisoner nonetheless.I’ve healed completely, though, and according to Josef, the pack doctor will be coming to see me from tomorrow to start with the insemination process. The last time I saw her, she asked me about my heat cycles and when they usually occur. I’ll be coming into my heat in three days’ time, but this time things will be different for me.Mikhail had me on medication to suppress my heat, and so did my father. I’ve never truly experienced it to its fullest before… To say I’m scared is putting it lightly.“You’re deep in thought today,” Josef says, snapping me out of my thoughts. I look toward him and offer him a light smile. He’s been kind to me, nothing like the warriors I’m used to, so it’s made the transition
I lean back in my chair with a sigh, closing the last of the financial statements for my three clubs. Even as all my businesses went legit and I went from narcotics to arms dealing, my profits shot through the roof after the introduction of my BDSM club.Who would have thought so many important people in government had such sick fantasies? Not that I’m one to kink-shame.The Pack Elders weren’t too happy with the shift in my businesses, thinking I would lose money this way, but I have left them to eat their words. That’s when they brought up the no Luna or heir issue.One would suspect they want me out of my position, but the question is why? I’ve tripled everything I’ve touched, and brought them more money than my father ever did when he was Alpha. Even Bastien’s businesses are doing well.So why are they looking for flaws in all my plans?I heave out a sigh and get to my feet; today has been one of the worst days so far and it irks me how much everything is getting to me. The upside
I open my eyes and stretch like a cat in the sun, a smile slipping onto my lips at how relaxed I feel. Wow, I slept extremely well last night; I didn’t even have nightmares to plague me. You would think after being scared of going into heat would -I freeze when the scent of spice and leather hits my nose and I sit up quickly… Then the memories of last night come flooding back and my face heats up.“Oh, Goddess!” I exclaim, remembering how I begged the Alpha to help me find relief during my heat. His command to keep my hands above my head, the way he played with me, teased me, brought me to climax until I fell asleep under the cloud of ecstasy. All that, but he didn’t have sex with me, thank Goddess.I need to get to Doctor Lilah and tell her to do something about this; I cannot go through what I did last night, it is mortifying!Rushing into the shower, I get cleaned up and afterward, remove all the linen from my bed and open the windows. The Alpha’s scent has to get out of my room,
My eyes shoot open and I jump to my feet, hoping I make it to the toilet in time. Then I empty the entirety of last night’s supper into the toilet bowl, my stomach aching from dry heaving as the last remnants get regurgitated. “Oh…” I groan and rest my clammy forehead on my arm. Dr. Lilah mentioned that nausea would be one of the symptoms, right? But it’s barely been a full twenty-four hours since the insemination started… am I pregnant already? The bedroom door bursts open and I hear Josef rushing in before coming to a stop at the bathroom door. I turn my head to look at him, then flash him a sheepish smile. “Can you please call Dr. Lilah?” I croak out, my throat is hoarse from vomiting. Josef nods, then he disappears just before another wave of nausea rips through my body.I don’t think there’s anything left in me to vomit out, and yet I am bent over the toilet bowl, gripping it as if my life depended on it. Flushing the toilet, I hang my head in my hands and groan, but I can’t
The black cotton dress hugs my body tightly, and I admire how it gives the illusion of curves when I have clearly been starved all my life. It has been a week since my positive pregnancy result and Josef has informed me that Alpha Nikolaos would like to see me this evening. My closet has been filled with clothing in all shapes and sizes according to my body type and how it will grow. From evening wear to comfort clothing and fuzzy slippers. The lush robes are a favorite of mine!So, I decided to wear this dress to my meeting with the Alpha…not that I am much to look at, anyway.Dull brown curls, dark brown eyes, and a body showing years of neglect. There’s nothing overly special about me, just the fact that I am carrying his child. I am nervous, though, since he wants to speak with me. We haven’t seen each other since the night of my first heat and that mortification still burns hot in my chest. Thank Goddess that won’t be recurring, though.As soon as I leave here, I’ll be on heat
These massive gunmetal gray forged iron gates always make me roll my eyes - the Elders don’t even try to be covert with their wealth. Scoffing, I think about how this gate alone could finance a small pack for three years.The four old wolves who serve as our pack advisors are supposed to be just that, but they’ve taken it upon themselves to govern us alone. They had my grandfather under their thumb, as well as my father, but I have refused to bend to their will.I think it’s why they don’t like me and Bastien - while I continue to run my pack as I please, Bastien left to establish one in Sin City. We’re the only Ioannides heirs left, so they can only complain so much.However, their recent barrage of complaints has me worried; A Luna of their choosing or an Heir. Knowing my revulsion of both, they played on it, thinking I would crumble, but I have come here with news. Grinning, I walk into the so-called pack house that’s actually a mansion and make my way to their conference room. Se
Naked, I stand in front of the floor-to-ceiling mirror in my bedroom and look at my reflection. A slight smile tugged at my lips as I observed how much my body has changed since I had first said yes to the Alpha. Though the pale skin, sunken cheeks, and hollowed eyes were still fresh in my memory, the vibrant hue, rosy cheeks, and fuller figure were now undeniable. I can’t help but feel excited at the fact that my belly is showing, too!It has been three months since I first stepped into this cursed place, and I have decided to stop running away from the inevitable. I’m pregnant, I am going to give birth to a child I won’t hold or see - I decided this, and I have to see it through.Things have sort of been okay; I’ve learned to stop being terrified of the inevitable. It’s also helped that I haven’t seen Alpha Nikolaos since our dinner together. Not have I seen the old lady again, but that’s okay, I guess.I’ve come to enjoy my quiet, and I have my journals so there’s that. Oh, and Jo
I’ve been curled up in my bed since yesterday, still shocked at the ultimatum Beta Maxim has given me. He knows I’m running away from Mikhail, he knows what I meant to that bastard, and yet he hasn’t told Alpha Nikolaos a thing.Why is that, I wonder? Why is he keeping this a secret from a man who trusts him so much?Alpha Nikolaos offered me my freedom by giving birth to his heir, now Beta Maxim is giving me another out. The only difference is that the latter feels more like a threat than a way out. If I don’t go with his choice, he’s going to tell the Alpha, then I might get sent back to Mikhail.What am I going to do? I can’t raise a child on my own! Even if I did run away, I wouldn’t get far, anyway. This Alpha is one of the most influential in the country; there would be a bounty on my head for the rest of my life.I need to get out of this room before I drive myself crazy.Jumping from the bed, I grab my coat and run out of the room, startling Josef so much that he falls out of
Epilogue Armata / Levi Six months have passed since Calista and I tied the knot, and now it’s time to take her home to my pack. I can sense her nervousness as we drive toward the estate, her hands fidgeting slightly. I reach over, taking her hand in mine, giving it a reassuring squeeze. “Don’t worry, Princess,” I say, trying to ease her anxiety. “You’re going to fit right in. They’re going to love you.” She gives me a small, nervous smile. “I hope so, Levi. I just want to make a good impression.” “Where’s that kick-ass attitude from when I met you, hmm?” I tease her with a wink, and she hits my shoulder lightly. “Don’t make fun of me! This is all new to me, okay!” she says, biting her bottom lip. I sigh. “I know, baby, I’m just trying to make you smile.” As we approach the estate gates, I feel a familiar sense of homecoming. I squeeze Calista’s hand again as we drive through, her grip on my hand tightening slightly. When the car pulls up to the main pack house, my heart swells
CalistaAs Levi and I drive towards the hotel for our mini honeymoon, my mind races with a mix of emotions. I’m excited, of course, but also undeniably nervous. The idea of what’s to come, this new chapter with Levi, is both exhilarating and intimidating. Levi, with his rough edges and protective nature, has opened up a part of me I didn’t even know existed. He’s shown me that beneath the façade of the spoilt heiress, there’s a tenderness, a vulnerability that I’ve never exposed to anyone else.As we pull up to the hotel, it’s like stepping into a dream. The hotel is elegant and understated, its ambiance a perfect reflection of our relationship.Walking into the hotel room, I can feel my heart pounding in my chest. The room is beautiful, a perfect blend of luxury and comfort. The soft lighting and the plush bed seem to beckon us, promising a night of intimacy and connection.Levi pulls me close, his front to my back as his lips brushing against my ear. “Are you okay, Princess?” he wh
Armata / LeviThe day of our marriage officiation is a mix of nerves and understated excitement. Calista didn’t want anything big, which initially struck me as odd. She just wanted it to be a simple affair, something intimate and personal. In a way, it suits us – no grand gestures, just a true union of hearts and souls.Standing in the small, elegantly decorated room, a sense of anticipation courses through me. Today, Calista and I are taking a significant step forward, embarking on a journey fraught with challenges but one we’re both fiercely committed to.The door swings open, and Alpha Nikolaos strides in, his presence as commanding as ever. But it’s the man following him that stops me in my tracks – Liam; my brother, not by blood, but in every way that counts. We haven’t seen each other in months, and his appearance here, now, is both a shock and a profound relief.“Liam!” I exclaim, my voice a mix of disbelief and joy.“Fuck, Levi!” Liam responds, his voice echoing my own warmth.
CalistaClutching onto Levi as we sit in my father’s office, I feel a whirlwind of emotions raging inside me. My heart is still racing from the shock and relief of seeing him return, and the realization of how much I’ve missed him hits me like a tidal wave. I refuse to let go of his hand, needing his grounding presence as we face my father together.“Calista, Levi,” my father begins, his tone serious, “you both seem to have reached a decision.”I tighten my grip on Levi, my voice steady despite the tears that had just subsided. “Yes, we have. We accept the proposal.”My father’s gaze shifts to Levi, his expression scrutinizing. “Levi, you do understand that this means Calista will be leaving with you to join Alpha Nikolaos’ pack?”Levi meets my gaze for a brief moment, his eyes searching mine for any doubt. Turning back to my father, he replies with a firm resolve, “Yes, sir. We’re aware of what this entails, and we’re prepared for it.”My father leans back in his chair, his eyes neve
Armata / LiamRiding back towards the mansion, the steady roar of the bike beneath me is the only thing keeping my racing thoughts at bay. These past two weeks without Calista have been a relentless hell. Every day felt longer than the last, each moment stretching into an agonizing eternity. Being away from her didn’t just bring clarity; it fucking intensified everything I felt for her – every longing, every goddamn unspoken word.I replay our moments together in my head, over and over. Every laugh, every intense stare, every godforsaken time she looked at me and didn’t even realize how much she affected me. Being away from her wasn’t just about missing her physically – though I ached for that too – it was the profound, gut-wrenching yearning for the connection we have. The way she challenges me, pushes me, fucking complements everything I am..Every night away was a goddamn battle against the urge to just say ‘fuck it’ and come back to her. Lying awake in the cabin, I’d think about
CalistaThe following morning, I wake up with a sense of purpose, my mind clear and my decision made. I know what I want, and it involves Levi. Despite everything surrounding us, my heart is certain. I want to be with him, not because of any arrangement or obligation, but because of how I truly feel.As I get ready for the day, I can’t help but feel a flutter of excitement at the thought of seeing Levi, of telling him my decision. I wonder how he’ll react, whether he’ll share my feelings, whether this could be the start of something beautiful and real between us.Heading down to breakfast, I expect to see Levi waiting for me, as has become our routine. But instead, I find Marcus, one of Levi’s men, standing by the door.“Good morning, Marcus. Where’s Levi?” I ask, trying to hide my disappointment.Marcus seems a bit uncomfortable, shifting on his feet. “Good morning, Miss Calista. I’m not sure where Levi is. He asked us to accompany you for the day.”My heart sinks a little. “He’s no
Armata / LeviAs Calista dresses and heads back towards the mansion, a sense of foreboding settles over me. Watching her walk away, a part of me wants to follow, to keep her close. But I know she needs this space, this time to think and decide for herself.I stand there for a moment longer, lost in thought. The simplicity and honesty of our interaction in our wolf forms, it’s a stark contrast to the complexities of our human lives. Out here, in the wild, things are clear, primal. But back there, in the world of duties and expectations, everything is muddled.Turning away from the path she took, I take a deep breath, trying to clear my head. I need to think, to plan. Whatever Calista decides about us, about her father’s proposal, it will change things. And I need to be ready for that.I take out my phone, contemplating calling Liam again. He’s been a grounding presence in the chaos of my emotions. But I decide against it. This is something I need to work through on my own.As I walk ba
CalistaTwo days have passed since that conversation with my father and Levi, and the weight of their words still presses heavily on my heart. In need of clarity and space to think, I find myself drawn to the edge of the forest, where the natural world always seems to offer solace.I stop at a secluded spot, away from prying eyes. The transformation is something that always brings me a sense of power and freedom. I close my eyes, feeling the familiar tingling sensation as my body begins to change. My bones shift and reform, my senses heighten, and my skin gives way to a thick, white fur. The transformation is swift, a fluid transition from human to wolf.As my white wolf form takes over, I feel a release from the human complexities that have been burdening me. I take a deep breath, the scents of the forest filling my nostrils, and I begin to run.The ground feels different under my paws, more alive, as I dart through the trees. The wind rushes past me, and I relish in the freedom and
Armata / LeviI watch Calista walk away, her figure retreating into the distance of the house. The conversation we just had with her father lingers in my mind, a storm of emotions and possibilities. Needing a moment to myself, I head outside to patrol, a routine that offers a semblance of normalcy amid the chaos.Standing under the open sky, I pull out my phone, my thumb hovering over a contact I haven’t reached out to in a long time.The one person who might understand the turmoil I’m feeling. I hesitate, my mind racing with doubts. We haven’t spoken much since... everything happened. I know I shouldn’t bother him, but right now, he’s the only one who might understand.Finally, I dial his number, the familiar ringing echoing in the silent night. When he answers, his voice is laced with surprise. “Levi?”I take a deep breath, trying to steady my voice. “Hey, Liam. Yeah, it’s... it’s been a while, I know.”He laughs, a sound that eases some of the tension in my chest. “You could say t