“Noah, Don’t do this…please!” Lucy pleaded desperately.
The storm clouds that had gathered above them as they argued, and the deluge that had followed soon after seemed quite fitting considering everything that had gone on today.
Almost ten years of devoted love had been thrown away in what to Lucy seemed like nothing more than a heartbeat.
Everything had been fine when they had gone to bed last night, and this morning when she woke, Noah was nowhere to be seen.
She hadn’t thought too much of it at the time, and even now that small detail didn’t seem significant in the slightest but perhaps it had been the start of whatever this madness was that she was confronted with now.
“I told you already Lucy, it’s over between us. I don’t want this anymore.” Noah hissed furiously as he tried to pull away from the fingers that grasped desperately at his arm.With a final violent tug, he managed to pull his arm free, but the force of the motion had sent Lucy sprawling on the floor in front of him.
He sneered down at her pathetic figure, hunched over on the hard tarmac driveway in front of the packhouse, the rain-soaked clothes clinging to her body as she sobbed in disbelief.
“Noah..you don’t mean this. Talk to me and tell me what happened so we can fix this..whatever it is!” Lucy pleaded again, pushing herself up onto her knees and sitting back on her heels as the rain dripped down her face.
She pushed the strands of hair that were plastered to her face back behind her ears as she tried to stand, her swollen belly making it difficult for her, and yet Noah, her husband, her mate, did nothing to help.
Her stomach turned at the cold indifference in his eyes as he stared down at her and for the first time in her life, she felt as though she didn’t recognize the man before her.
“Noah you can’t do this. If not for me, at least think of our child !” She begged, thankful for the rain that masked the tears that streamed down her face.
Noah’s lip curled at the mention of the baby.
“I doubt that little bastard is even mine. You treated me like a fool for the past few months Lucy. Don’t think that I don’t know what you’ve been doing behind my back! I’ll never forgive you for what you’ve done.”
Lucy blinked at him in shock.
“What? Are you insane?! I would never..”
“Enough!” He roared as his chest heaved with his fury. “That’s enough Lucy. Don’t lie to my face…at least have a little respect for me. I’ve felt it you know…every single time you laid with another man…I felt it…” He continued, his tone deadly calm and completely devoid of any emotion as he scrutinized her face, looking for any emotion that would confirm what he had suspected all these months.
Lucy stared up at him in confusion. She had never laid with anyone other than him. There had to be some mistake!
She opened her mouth to refute his accusations when the sound of hurried footsteps splashing through the puddles on the pavement reached her ears. She glanced over Noah’s shoulder in the direction of the sound and watched as the figure of her best friend Cassandra approached.
Her face relaxed and her shoulders sagged in relief as the woman she had held close to her heart all of these years joined them.
Surely she would at least be able to stick up for her. Whenever she was apart from Noah, she had spent nearly all of her time with Cassandra.“Cassy! Thank god! Please..talk some sense into Noah!” Lucy pleaded, her face brightening as Cassandra came to a stop next to Noah. “He’s utterly convinced that something has been going on behind his back..”
Lucy’s relieved smile froze and the words caught in her throat as she watched Cassandra slip her arm through Noah’s and hold the umbrella that she was carrying over his head.
What the hell was happening? Why was she that close to Noah?!
Lucy’s wolf snarled internally as the low possessive rumble emanated from Lucy’s chest.
Cassandra tore her devoted, fawning gaze away from Noah’s face and glanced across at Lucy with an arrogant sneer on her face, and Lucy sure as hell didn’t miss the flash of hatred that crossed her eyes as they locked gazes.
“Cassandra?” Lucy forced out through gritted teeth, “What the hell are you doing? Get your hands off him..”
Cassandra smirked and rubbed Noah’s arm tenderly as she cocked her head in her direction.
Why wasn’t Noah rejecting her touch?
“Do you really have to make such a huge scene in front of the pack, Lucy? Just admit what you’ve done and accept Noah’s decision.” Cassandra replied levelly as if she were trying to convince a child that had been caught out in a lie, to tell the truth.
“I won’t accept his decision because none of it makes any sense.” Lucy hissed, “ Is this your doing Cassandra? You poisoned him against his goddess-blessed mate and unborn child?”
“Hardly,” Cassandra scoffed, “You’ve done that all by yourself haven’t you? Why shouldn’t he reject you when you haven’t been faithful?”
“Are you fucking insane?! I’ve done nothing but love and support this man since we were teenagers! If I wasn’t with him, then I was with you! I’ve never had time to be on my own with all the work that we’ve had to put into this place!” Lucy argued furiously.
Cassandra sighed theatrically as she dragged her eyes over Lucy’s figure.
“I really wish you wouldn’t lie, Lucy, it’s embarrassing for everyone involved. I don’t know what happened to you…”
“That's enough both of you. I don’t have time to stand and listen to this.” Noah snapped. “I’ll make the arrangements for formal rejection and banishment tomorrow, after that, I never want to see you again.” Noah stated coldly, “I’ll warn you now Lucy, either get rid of that child or I’ll cut it out of you myself. I know it isn’t mine and I won’t have the shame that its very existence will bring hanging over me.” He finished before turning on his heel and striding purposely away.,
“Noah..wait! You can’t mean that!” Lucy sobbed loudly as she reached after his retreating form but Cassandra stopped her. “The Goddess will never forgive you for this, you bastard!” Lucy screamed after him.
She hoped that he would at least pause, maybe turn around, anything. If he would stay to argue with her then surely somewhere deep down he still cared and maybe, just maybe there was a chance of salvaging this…but he did none of those things.
His broad back disappeared into the warm light of the pack mansion without even so much as a backward glance as the door slammed closed behind him.
“Lucy don’t make it worse than it already is.” Cassandra snapped, still gripping her arm tightly. “Goddess you’re far more pathetic than I ever thought possible.” she sneered as she took hold of her arm.
“Get your hands off me!” Lucy snapped trying to pull away.
“Relax. Think of your baby for goddess sake. Let’s get you inside somewhere warm okay? Nothing good will come from staying out in the rain this long. At least get changed and let me get you something warm to drink” Cassandra sighed as she sneered disdainfully at her bedraggled appearance.
Lucy glowered at her back furiously, unable to protest as she allowed herself to be dragged to the guest house at the edge of the pack mansion.
Noah would have made sure that she couldn’t return to the pack mansion, she had no choice but to follow Cassandra and try to find out just what exactly was going on.
The Guest Quarters were a lot smaller than she was used to, but at this moment in time, Lucy was just grateful to be out of the cold. As soon as she closed the door behind her, she shivered and her teeth began chattering against one another involuntarily. Cassandra looked back at her in irritation and rolled her eyes as she made her way to the kitchen and flicked the kettle on. “Go and take a shower and get changed. You look a mess.” She snapped. Lucy scowled at her and wrapped her arms around herself as she moved across to the fireplace and stood in front of the roaring fire. “What’s going on Cassy? I thought we were friends..” Cassandra snorted as she pulled two mugs from the cupboards and set about making drinks for them both. “I told you to go and shower Lucy. At least get yourself warm before we have this conversation,” she replied imperiously, refusing to meet Lucy’s accusing glare. Lucy’s wolf was furious at the callous disregard in the way in which she spoke to her.
Lucy wasn’t sure how much time had passed as she forced her eyes open, but the cold hard surface underneath her back and the pungent smell of disinfectant told her that something was wrong. Her eyes opened to be greeted with the sight of a dank room shrouded in darkness and a vicious pounding began in her head as a wave of nausea washed over her. It felt as though she had spent the night drinking and woken up with a hangover, yet all she remembered was drinking tea with…Cassandra. Icy fingers of dread worked their way down her spine as she tried desperately to bring her hands up to her head and at least try to massage it. It took her a second to realize that her inability to lift her arms wasn’t because of a lack of coordination on her part, but because something that was burning her skin was holding her in place.She bent her neck at an awkward angle to try and look around the room that she was in and as her eyes adjusted to the darkness she realized with a sense of foreboding that
As soon as the pain had receded, Lucy felt a strange warmth envelop her as she seemed to float above her body and look down on the scene below her. The sight of her blood-soaked body, the cascade crimson liquid that had splattered against the walls after the first incision now pumped out in slow spurts and pooled on the floor beneath her, didn’t fill her with any sort of emotion. The only sadness she felt was when she gazed at the still-swollen belly and thought of the life that her pups would never get to live. Frederick was bent over her lifeless body, sobs wracking his body as he wailed loudly, clearly not hearing the sound of approaching footsteps. “Ugh. Did you have to do it so messily? Goddess…no wonder this place is so disgusting…” Cassandra sneered. Frederick looked up at her with hatred burning in his eyes as she tiptoed through the blood on the floor and smiled happily down at Lucy’s lifeless body. “Perfect. Now I won’t have to worry about any nasty little surprises f
As she fell through the darkness the warmth that had previously enveloped her disintegrated as a creeping chill washed over her. Lucy felt nothing but a resigned calm, knowing that she couldn’t fail. She had one chance at this, for her life and her baby's lives. A strange pressure mounted on her chest as a hazy light seemed to appear above her and suddenly she was tumbling in the currents of water that surrounded her. A mild panic seized her as her limbs began to encounter resistance as she moved them and she realized with a start that she was now very much underwater and desperate for air. Lucy looked frantically around her as she tried to find something, anything, that would pinpoint the location of the surface to her. The light that bloomed slightly above her and to the right gave her a good idea of where she needed to be heading and she shook the disorientation that she was feeling away as she dragged her arms and legs into motion, kicking desperately towards the surface. She
“Lucy are you even listening to me?” Cassandra’s irritated voice sounded from her position next to her. Lucy tore her eyes from where Noah and the boys were playing beach volleyball and turned to face her former best friend with an unreadable expression. “No, I wasn’t. Sorry.” Lucy answered as nonchalantly as she could, fighting the anger that burned within her. Cassandra sighed dramatically and threw herself back on the lounger with an exasperated expression on her face. “Goddess Lucy, what’s with you today? You’ve been a little off with me since we first met up this morning. Is everything okay?” She asked, squinting her eyes up at her and wrinkling her nose. “Perhaps it has something to do with the fact that she ordered our cold-blooded murder and that of our unborn pups in a few years…funny how that changes your treatment of someone..” Maia growled. “She doesn’t know that though Maia, and it’s not like we can tell her either. How do you even accuse someone of something they
It both saddened and infuriated Lucy that the mere sound of his voice could provoke such a strong reaction from her and Maia whined in agreement. She felt his body sit heavily next to her and his arm drape around her as he pulled Lucy closer to his side as he kissed the top of her head fondly. Every millimeter of her skin that touched his was infused with a comforting warmth and as it rippled through her body she felt her anger subside and a calmness wash over her.How was she supposed to figure everything out if she could still feel the pull so strongly? Damn mate bond. One thing was for sure, this time around Lucy didn’t miss the look of thinly veiled hatred and envy that Cassandra directed toward her as she was wrapped in Noah's arms. Cassandra stood up from the lounger abruptly, gathering her things hastily and with clear anger in her movements. “Everything’s fine. I just remembered I need to go and make sure everything’s ready for tonight. I’ll see you both later.” She sai
Lucy made her way along the familiar pathways that led back to the University’s campus. The lake wasn’t too far from the center and she passed many groups of the younger students heading down there on her way back up. She smiled serenely to herself at the laughter of the people passing her, and inhaled deeply as the scent of honeysuckle wafted along in the warm air of the early summer. Even in her past life, whenever she had gotten even the barest hint of this scent, her mind had been flooded with so much nostalgia for her time here, and it was no different now. It sort of made sense, because she had technically already lived this life, and she had all of her memories from her time here before, even though she had gone back to this time period and had yet to make those memories in actuality, the paradox didn’t seem to affect her memories too much. All sorts of memories ran through her mind, the good times as well as the bad, and she chuckled softly to herself as she walked, reminis
The familiar smell of her dorm room assaulted her senses as she shut her bedroom door behind her and she smiled softly at the familiarity of this comfortable space that had been solely hers from the day she started. Lucy was luckier than most when it came to dorm rooms. Although the building itself was shared by many students, she had been one of the select few able to get her own personal room, as the daughter of two high ranking pack members. It was sad how their world continually seemed to revolve around rewarding the fittest and punishing the weak, but it wasn’t something that Lucy had been able to change in her past life much to her disappointment. Noah shared his fathers opinion, that defined structure within the packs ensured that everyone knew their place and minimized disruption. Lucy just felt that it was unfair that a wolf couldn’t improve their situation if they were born to the lower ranks unless they mated higher into the pack hierarchy. It was ridiculous and she h