Ray I was not expecting her to agree with my decision not to send Bella with everyone else. My mate surely knows how to surprise me when it comes to surprising me. Honestly, I was waiting for her to fight me on that decision because has become a sister to her. I am glad that she saw where I was coming from and backed me up from it, I just hope that Bella comes to that same conclusion soon, I'm just trying to protect my Gamma but also a friend. These are the moment when being an Alpha is sucks, you have to make the hard decision when it comes to the people that you call family and right now I feel shitty about how things, I don't know how dad handle all of this better yet how did he separate being the Alpha and a friend because im struggling to maintain both even a good day. Signing on my last paper for the adoptive parents to be allowed to come to the pack and visit so I could see how they interact with the little girl before I let them leave with her, I know it's not much but i
Star I was too tired to notice that someone was waiting for me and even then I was not expecting my dear cousin to be sitting in my window with his back towards me and his legs still hanging outside of the window, Theo was right those vamps really those love their window something I got to ask my father about, finding him in the room is weird enough since it's so unexpected and I don't understand why he would be here out of the places that he could've is right now unless he is looking to get his head to rip from his body then he is in the right place after all. Not even bothering to ask him why he was there, I sat on the edge of my bed took off my shoes, and move to the middle of the bed, I grab a pillow and put it against the bed to give my back some support before I turn on the tv to see what I could watch before I could grab a nap or maybe annoy my visitor long enough so he could leave before my mate gets here, you know, I love my room just the way it is with no blood involv
Edward HOW DARE SHE? Making assumptions without knowing me, not one bit, I was so angry that I pushed a hole into a tree that I know they won’t be seeing, it’s not like I care if they do or not. standing there for a moment I looked up just in time to find that her mate had joined her in the window and they were looking all sweet. This is what she thinks I want, sweet with that baby, hell no! I want power so I can see my father's seat, or else I don't want to know what plan my father has under his sleeves for me if I don't come up with solutions to get to him first. Still furious, I walked back to my car, and thinking about what she said made me second guess myself and the decision that I had been making in my life. How could one minute with her make me doubt myself and my parents? “ should've done what I told you to do” Ed went again with his idea of me killing the baby. “ no matter what you say it's not going to happen, no way of doing it.” “ no, even if it mea
Ray Nope, nope not liking the idea of my mate going around this sociopath's head, not one bit, even if it's to find something that would help us; I don't like it. I can do nothing about it because if she feels the need to do it again, I know she will do it without caring for her safety. Here we are in the twin's room having our meeting; somehow, we always end up in this room to talk about whatever we got to talk about; first, it was because it had soundproof now, it's because of the snacks and the comfortable couch. “ Do you believe that she is his mate? What makes you think he won't kill her when she gets older?” Theo was asking Star. “ I don't know that he won't do it, but I do know that right now, he is very conflicted about his decision,” she says. “ or he could be playing you,” Bella throws at her. “ There's that too,” stopping Roy from saying what he was about to say; Star goes, “ I get it. Everything is up in the air, and we are all thinking about the what-if? which
Star After my training with dad, I spent a few more minutes under the cold water in the shower thinking about everything that we all talked about this morning. I know their concern is real but I can't bring myself to think that maybe they are making this a bigger deal than it has to be. Maybe I'm naive, call it what you want but with someone that didn't grow up with a family after the death of her mother, it makes sense for me to want to believe that my cousin wants to have a real relationship with me instead of my powers. “It's not wrong of you to feel this way, it's whatever you guys call it being human” CYN said to me. I know she's right but I can't shake the feeling that I'm letting my pack and my mate down with the way I'm feeling. I didn't become luna to bring this pack down or buy them pain, I simply want to have a chance at having a family. Is that so wrong? “ What if I'm wrong and they are right?” I asked her “ then it's a mistake that we will have to deal with later” CY
Ray After the morning I had I was happy to hear some good news, mainly because I was about to make a couple that lost their son in a rogue attack a couple of years ago and somehow they can't have any more children, it was my pleasure to help them adopt the little girl with the help of the council we made everything legal and now I'm standing on my porch Watch them go. This is the part that I like about being an Alpha. I get to bring joy to someone else without worrying about my own happiness, I'm not being ridiculous with everything we got going on. It's good for us to take the time and appreciate the little things. Looking back I saw Alexis was standing behind me with tears running down her face “ uh, you okay?” I don't know how to deal with a woman when they are crazy, so I just stood there waiting for her to say something. “ oh yeah, I'm just happy that she found a home, that's all” she wiped the tears off before running off inside the house. I was about to walk back into my
Star I don't know what woke me up or when I fall back asleep because I was up an hour ago getting ready to go down to the kitchen and get some food for us, I must have fallen asleep again but now im up, I heard the water running in the bathroom im assuming Ray is taking a shower so he couldn't have been the one that woke me up. Looking around the room I saw that a black figure was entering my room through the window and at the same time two things happened. Ray came out of the bathroom with a toilet wrapped around his waist showing all of his glory at the same time there was a knock at the door. That alone made every movement stop and it seems like in the dark we were all staring at each other holding their breath to see what happened, what did happen was another knock on the door, I made the decision to open the door and turn on the light in the room since I already have a good feeling that I know who was coming into the window, so I let Ray handle that. As soon as I ope
Ray “ Ahh!” I feel like pulling my hair out like why is she making it so difficult for me to protect her and to make matter worse she throwing logic at me, things about whos going to protect me, I have a house full of people that will give their life for their Alpha and luna but me my job is to protect her first and foremost. “ She does have a point you know” I heard, turning I saw that Theo and Roy were still in the room, honestly I thought they left the room already and now my brother is telling me he agrees with Star. “ and what point is that?” “ well the pack would fall apart without their Alpha and Luna, if something happened to you both, yeah it's amazing when you try to protect your mate but look at it from her own view” “ Since when did you become a wise man?” Roy asked him. “ since you, two fuckers have been slacking, little old me had to pick up the pieces” Theo let us know before he walks out of the room. “ is not wrong and so does she, trust me I know what it fee
EpilogueStar It's been a year since we had the battle and I have to say life has been better than I thought it would be without having to over my shoulder about people wanting my power for their own gain, now I can properly do my duty the Luna and as a mate to my wonderful love. Since the war, everything has changed from the old generations in the counselor to the new generations. After Alpha London's death, we find out a lot of other pack members that were helping him, once we took care of them we find out why the Alpha wanted to be a hybrid, it wasn't just because he wanted to be powerful but he wanted to be fear across the world. Which to me is very stupid because whether you are fear across the world amongst the packs, it's still not going to make any difference with his attitude, anyways it's all in the past now, now that im standing here watching the kids running around and playing in the field I feel joy in my heart because this is what I wanted to give them all alo
Ray Getting out of bed I ran outside to see what had happened to wake us up, but I knew from the back of my mind that the King and his minions were here for war, whether we were ready or not which I don't think he gave a damn about. Turning my head I saw that Star was standing behind me with a shocked look on his face. I know why she had a look on her face because there was smoke everywhere, and wolves and vampires were fighting nonstop. Without waiting for Star to say anything I turn to her and say “Nothing I say to you will make you stay locked in this room, will they ?” Shaking her head “Nope, you go do your Alpha duty and I'll do my Luna duty, just make sure you come back to me alive”.Nodding, I ran down the stairs and changed into my wolf not wasting a second before he started attacking the other pack wolf, I was making ways so I could get to Alpha London since I saw that he was being protected by his minions, I don't think so ripping the last wolf neck off I quickly change
Star In the middle of us trying to figure out what the hell a madman would want to go through such pain, I got one of my headaches and the next thing I knew my world as become dark and I was somewhere else, somewhere that I rather not be but when it comes to this gift I don't have a choice whether I want to be here or not. So, all I have to do is make the best of it because sometimes that information that I get is good for us, opening my eyes I find myself standing back in the damn cold castle, ugh, not here again, looking around I think well at least I'm not in the dungeon if you can even call that place that. Focus I slapped my face, looking around I saw the King seated behind a desk, and my dear cousin was standing in front of the man, with another looking crazy dude that I have never seen before.Walking into the room more I heard the King say “ is everything ready?” The scary-looking dude just nodded and left the room, living father and son by themselves, “ go get that wol
Ray We had all been on edge for days; any little thing makes most of us jump, and that alone pissed me off because we are not a weak pack, and for us to be acting like that is unacceptable because we are one of the most robust packs in town, so the way we are acting right now is not seating well with me at all. I'm still racking my brain about why Alpha London would gain from bringing the pack down; what is the motive? It can’t just be for power in the council, it must be something else, or I am driving myself crazy for no reason.“ You don't think he will work with the King or his son? Do you ?” my wolf asked.“ What are you saying? “ Scratching the back of my head, I thought about it for a moment, then said, “it does make sense what you are saying because why would he go to so much trouble to bring us down if he is not getting something out of it?.”“Exactly, he might look innocent, but he knows how to play those old fouls at the council however he wants,” my wolf says.Yeah, tha
Star I knew we wouldn't be enjoying our quiet moment for long, and it was enough for me to see him smile, but I was hoping it would last longer than thirty minutes. I guess I'll take whatever I got. “ at least you got some time,” Selene reminded me.“Oh, I know I'm not complaining; I'm just saying, you know, before all that, we used to have time for one another, but now we have to steal time,” I say cause it's true because im ready to have my mate and pack back.“ glad to see that side of you, but what do you plan to do with your dear cousin?” CYN asked me.Now that boy is another problem that I haven't thought about much, but I do know one thing for sure the next time I see him, he isn't leaving my sight alive, and that's a promise; I'm tired of looking over my shoulder, I know that we would have difficulty, but I didn't it would've been this way. I went inside the house. I went straight to Love’s room since I hadn't seen them in a while; I wanted to ensure they were safe and eve
RayAfter our meeting, I pulled my mate aside so we could have a moment because since everything started, we haven't been doing anything together; I feel like I was negligent, my mate “ of course you have; when was the last time we went on a run?” my wolf says in a grumpy voice. “How can you judge? When you see how busy we all have been with this mess,” scratching the back of my head, “ they all decide they want to attack us in all directions,” I told him. “I know, but as an Alpha, it's your job to balance everything right, especially our mate.” I hate when he is right because I know I need a better way to balance everything while I'm trying to protect my pack and make sure that my mate is happy, even though I know that she wouldn't complain about how we haven't spent time together because everyone been trying to come up with a way to get this King and some council members to leave us alone.“ Where are we going?” her question pulls me out of my daydreaming moment.“I think we need
Star The nerve of this man to come up in here thinking that he will put our pack problems in displays for his entertainment; from the moment that I saw his face, I knew he was bad news, but I didn't think he would've been this bold to ask about our accounts and how are we going to handle the situation, shaking my head to think that it was weird that I couldn't get anything from Alpha London, it's like he knew that I was trying to read him. The question now is how he would know about such power if someone didn't tell him, which will bother me all day. With us sending the body of the Queen back to the castle, I'm sure the King will want to get revenge for her; how long would he wait for that? That's one thing keeping me on my toes right now. Walking back to where we had our new house, I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn’t realize that my dear cousin was waiting for me. This boy sure doesn't know how to give up or move on; I'm starting to think my cousin doesn't care about
Ray I wanted to laugh at how my mate just made Alpha London lose his cool because the moment we walked in here, he was showing us that he was in charge. It's about time that someone puts a stop to that, and I'm gladly happy that it was my mate that did it. Looking back at him all I want to do is pick him up and throw him out of my packhouse like the garbage that I see he is, with all his questions about things that an Alpha and Council members should know about or better yet have a little consideration to others. Instead, he is asking questions more like he is looking for something more specific, which made me want to kick him out faster than I could think but as an Alpha, I have to keep my cool around them before I could give them something to look into, don't mean I’ll them go like that, keeping my eyes on them I mind link Star “ can you read? get anything helpful?” “ Sure you want me to?” she sounds surprised which I understand because I'm usually telling her not to do stuf
StarI don't know where to begin our pack took a big hit today and I want nothing more than to go find those rogue and killed every last one of them, that's not possible being the Luna I have to make sure that my people are safe before I could do anything crazy to put them in more danger. That's why having this meeting is all about finding out how many we lost or how many rogues got away alive. They might want to talk once they get caught but trust and believe they will talk eventually because I'm not so sure that they did this all on their own. “ What? Do you really think someone would push them to do that?” Selene asks.“ Yeah, I do beside why would a group of rogue with more than twenty of them would attack us at night, with a little help im sure they will, money for rogue means a lot” “ Damn, maybe the King sent them, I mean you do have his Queen and son” she reminds me.“I know we do but the King doesn't care about them” they've been here for two days now, why would he waits