Passion

Star

After my training with dad, I spent a few more minutes under the cold water in the shower thinking about everything that we all talked about this morning. I know their concern is real but I can't bring myself to think that maybe they are making this a bigger deal than it has to be. Maybe I'm naive, call it what you want but with someone that didn't grow up with a family after the death of her mother, it makes sense for me to want to believe that my cousin wants to have a real relationship with me instead of my powers.

“It's not wrong of you to feel this way, it's whatever you guys call it being human” CYN said to me.

I know she's right but I can't shake the feeling that I'm letting my pack and my mate down with the way I'm feeling. I didn't become luna to bring this pack down or buy them pain, I simply want to have a chance at having a family. Is that so wrong? “ What if I'm wrong and they are right?” I asked her

“ then it's a mistake that we will have to deal with later” CY